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CONTROL YOURSELF
#the substance#my art#your body as consumption vs consumption as your body and so on#still thinking a lot about this film. boy does it manage to nail the angle of simmering self hatred#but the line âis it getting harder to remember you deserve to existâ has stuck with me. its sad but its also very resonant#and its an important reminder. there is no dissociative self youâre hurting. there is only you#the substance 2024#demi moore#margaret qualley
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Was thinking of my post about dream teams and got really invested in whatever Unrequited Hate has going on
#trafficblr#life series#tangotek#smallishbeans#inthelittlewood#smajor1995#wild life smp#limited life smp#secret life smp#only tagging those three because they're the ones I referenced in particular while making this#see tango and joel started building a funny dynamic and then suddenly I'm super attached to a team that does not exist#tango has been the biggest annoyance to joel and joel (just like the rest of the server) WANTS HIM GONE.#scott and joel shouldn't have to be said there's someghjng so funny about joel praying in scott's downfall and then scott just dgaf#martyn and tango are silly cause tango is so distrusting if him and martyn fully embraces his untrustworthiness so it's like.#like a cat hissing at something that no one else finds suspicious#mean gills are...mean gills. they say they're divorced and all that but i don't buy it.#didn't know how to describe joel and martyn's dynamic other than that one line in limited life so i used those#and then tango and scott are silly cause they're so chill with each other. scott startles tango wuth his creeper disguise#and he just laughs and goes âyou're the ultimate troll!â like! they are friends surely :)#oh and they're all shipped with jimmy solidarity too that is a thing#i love this non existent team dynamic sm they need ti be real please please PLEASEEEEEEEEE
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The last third of s4 is wild because it's like oh haha Nancy and Ace still have the curse to deal with, then on top of that they throw in a cover-up of an accidental murder
#the purpose of that storyline is to ask: what line would you cross for someone you love?#or does that line exist?#what would you do to protect them?#even then.. i think the whole storyline could have benefited from another round of revisions#or.. more episodes#unfortunately they didnt have time for either#really.. that storyline could have tied well into everything with bess#it's possible to draw the connection as is#but this is a BIG storyline to fit into a small number of episodes#so yeah i wish they did something different#yet i can still see what they *wanted* to do#even if s4 wasnt the last season i think it'd be a problem regardless#although im curious if they would have brought it into s5#that would give time to explore it with the depth it demands#but the thought of nace not being together for another season...#irrelevant point anyway because it's all over now#i kind of remember it being said all of s2 was written *before* they started filming (because of covid)#and my running theory is that's a large contributor to why it's so good#flythepost
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Parallel Lines and Brothers.
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#lan wangji#lan xichen#jin zixuan#Does anyone else think about the tragedy of the parallel lines? Of characters who are parallel lines?#Of running the same course as someone. Of echoing each other in perfect synchronicity.#It's more than being a foil. It's about being on the same path and being so near to each other.#and yet parallel lines never intersect. They cannot meet each other despite their existence being tied to another.#I think the brothers tragedy is just as much of a tragedy of parallel lines as is pre-resurrection wangxian.#Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian spend so much time running side by side and yet - they cant close this gap between them.#Even if their relationship never recovers - they are forever tied together through their past. The good and bad and ugly.#All the things that are left unsaid between them. All the love and sacrifices they made for each other that are never shared. Parallel line#I firmly believe any post-canon material that would have them be indifferent towards each other is just...really doing them a disservice.#And dear god the Lan brothers. They certainly love each other! Its a far fonder fraternal relationship than jiangxian (/platonic)#They fool you by having you think they have a good read on each other. Lan Xichen certainly wingmans + advocates for lwj!#But lets not forget - Lan Xichen by the end is in the reverse situation and headspace as Lan Wangji by the end of this story.#Lan Wangji is more free and open than he has ever been. He's in love. He's married. He and wwx are intersecting lines.#& LXC who grew up with and lived the same path as LWJ - who even is said to resemble him visually - his parallel line - shuts himself away#Despite all the love LWJ has for his brother I don't think he ever manages to reach him.
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Did a redesign of Connorâs mystery wife! Sheâs gotta be my oldest OC, I literally designed her like a week after I got into AC back in February 2019. I know @ramshackledtrickster has posted her a bunch, but I wanted to share her on here too :3
Her name is Tekonwenaharake! Thatâs more of a placeholder name, really, since thereâs a living Mohawk person with the name, but I donât wanna just refer to her as âTâ or âConnorâs wife,â so Iâll be tagging her like this if I post her more!
These drawings came about because I was playing around with drawing her more historically accurate. Eventually, I found a happy medium between her original design and historical records from the time (paintings, clothes, etc.). I really loved how this turned out and I hope you guys do too!
Also fun fact: I always try to make her look like an older version of Io:nhiòte since I imagine she looks a lot like her mom. I imagine even the earrings were gifts to Io:nhiòte that she then wears in the AC Reflections comic!
#assassinâs creed#connor kenway#ratonhnhakĂŠ:ton#ac3#ac fanart#art#my art#connorâs mystery wife#tekonwenaharake#technically sheâs not an OC because the character DOES exist this is just a potential design for her#also when I got into ac I didnât know there were other designs of her already so if thereâs overlap. Iâm so sorry đ#TEKON GOT ME THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL GANG I STG#sheâs so mother (literally)#I love the line in reflections thatâs like âyour mother always knowsâ#thatâs very her core#this is a very simplified version of the patterns n stuff too I know theyâre not accurate but I did try to replicate the diamond patterns#anyways hope yall like it!!#I used to be embarrassed abt posting her I literally have like 6 years of drawings of her#but I decided fuck it we ball cringe is dead
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everytime someone says a version of "what if Shifty is intentionally manipulative and maybe even evilâ" a part of me dies a little inside
#no matter what you think of her#you can't deny just how UNFAIR things are from her perspective#both she and the vessels have so little agency in their own fate#they have no choice. they can only REACT to *your* choices#and you can always choose to be cruel#to deny her of any compassion and any chance at connection#does she comes off as pushy and entitled?#bitch it's literally her EXISTENCE on the line#not vibing and being overwhelmed with her is perfectly fine and valid honestly#but do not come at me with how she's secretly evil and the villain of the story all slong#slay the princess#< main tagging this. fuck it#sal being salty#< new tag unlocked. that's how mad this shit makes me lol
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#FUCK this line#put the pen down sjm pls#do u guys see why im so scared of a lucien pov#weâre so doomed#this line does not exist to me itâs simply not real#blah blah blah#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#lucien vanserra#anti sjm#i actually have so much to say about this someone hold me back#anti inner circle
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This is such a dumb fucking post:

"The People Hitting Each Other and Going Too Far Show" yeah if you reduce it to the most shallow interpretation possible. This is a show about brutal class oppression of the rich against the poor, not just vague people vaguely hitting each other for vague reasons. So yes, it is in fact relevant to the thematic consistency and narrative weight if the main physically abused impoverished Zaunite character ends up with her physically abusive 1% dictator girlfriend. Why wouldn't the physical abuse be relevant to the themes of the show lmfao?
#i wish caitlyn was a man. then none of this moronic discourse would even exist.#no one would dare say yassss queen having a villain grief arc if she were male#no caitlyn didn't need a dictator arc. nowhere in the game or season 1 is she ever hinted to be a political leader.#she is the sheriff. that should have been her arc.#and you would still get all the moral ambiguity to her but in a more balanced way without completely fucking over the main romance#why does no one on tumblr understand that you have to carefully balance your character's actions#and know where the line is if you're aiming for morally gray#arcane#arcane critical#caitvi critical#arcane season 2#arcane s2
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Itâs hard to escape self doubt
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#turtle art tag#once again reiterating that I keep forgetting color exists#anyway this was fun! very quick drawing so plz ignore mistakes đ#just wanted to mess around with colors and as always leo gets to be my muse#but yeah I like to think that Leoâs at his most real all alone#leo: Iâm nothing without my brothers#also leo: *purposefully goes off on his own a lot*#I love him because by god does he contain a myriad of contradictions#he toes the line between selfish and selfless like itâs a dance
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Faiza performing the Kagnoma Odo (pretty literally 'lion dance'), a weapons dance and one of the more important ritual duties of Odonii priestesses. A relatively new addition to this traditional dance involves the musket as the primary weapon, which is fired mid-twirl into the ground at the climax of the dance. Faiza is experiencing an 'oh fuck' moment because her shot is more than ideally diagonal, but sheâs being so cool with it.
This is a wholly ceremonial performance at the onset of the pilgrimage, performed in full regalia and lion skin (of the small, semi-domesticated strain) but no armor. Itâs also distinctly a display of political allegiance between the powerful and beloved Odonii priesthood (and its loyal military) with the increasingly reviled and destabilized imperial family, with Faiza prominently wearing a bracelet of the royal serpent, which was gifted (along with the musket) by the usoma Stavis Amanti himself (Usoma is the Wardi word for king, which has been retained in the context of emperors).
The Kagnoma Odo is the ultimate demonstration of the Odonii as an embodiment of the Lion Face of God and living vessel of military might and sovereignty, demonstrating her fitness and proficiency with weapons and as a spiritual unifier for soldiers. It is accompanied by drumming and occurs in stages, running through the three keymost weapons used in war- the spear, the sword, and the musket. The musket is of the most significance, given the weapon has developed a particular esteem as the ultimate embodiment of might and superiority. Assistants (almost always other priestesses, occasionally high ranking soldiers) load and prime the musket to be fired at the climax of the dance, where it is shot into the ground as the priestess leaps out of range of the shot. The firing signals the end of the dance and the rite itself.
While not the utmost exemplar of trigger discipline, only fully inducted and senior (and therefore very thoroughly trained) Odonii are permitted to perform the dance, and injuries during actual performances are quite rare (though are known to occur during training, more than a few Odonii have burns and wounds on their feet).
The most important renditions of this dance are performed upon declarations of war and before battles (in this case, generally done in full armor along with the lion pelt). It is also done during some trainings (while a dance, it is carefully choreographed to include naturalistic maneuvers of the weapons involved and helps soldiers limber up and learn to move their weapons). It is regarded as an impressive and motivating sight and a morale booster, and, seen at a distance, potentially intimidating to enemies.
A special variant of this dance is performed as means of fully incarnating the Odomache, which is done in full nudity with the body covered in the blood of the freshly sacrificed lion and cloaked in its raw pelt (the lion has become the corpse of Odomache in the moment of death, as part of its recreation of God's sacrifice). Her public, full nude appearance once (and only once) in this act is what allows the Lion Face of God to incarnate within her. Those in attendance see the spiritually vulnerable, naked human body obscured with the sanctified and deified blood and cloaked in the sanctified and deified skin. It is a merger of the contradictions of mortality and divinity, the boundaries between the two indistinct in flickering firelight and the flash of musketfire. She is witnessed by her people, dangling in between humanity and divinity and leading them in dance, and and is thus transformed.
#faiza haidamane#Not really relevant to the core post itself but I don't have anywhere to put this#Faiza is a pretty extreme cultural rarity in that she's something along the lines of agnostic (regardless of her priestesshood)#It's a culturally specific form of agnosticism where the notion that God continues to exist and interact with the world in spirit form is#questioned. She personally gets the distinct vibe that God truly and wholly died in the act of creation and is no longer present#This isn't just a Her Thing it's a concept that comes up in some strains of religious philosophy but it's pretty rare#Orthopraxy is SIGNIFICANTLY more important to the faith of the seven faced god than orthodoxy so her merely thinking this isn't#a fundamental issue as long as she performs all expected rites and behaviors and etc (which she does quite devotedly) but it would#definitely not be socially accepted to openly proclaim (least of all from a senior priestess devoted to maintaining the connection of God's#spirit to Its lands and people) and she keeps it to herself.#She is the only main character who WHOLLY doesn't expect the pilgrimage and rites to end the drought. She doesn't fully DISbelieve#either (kind of like 'well maybe?') but for her this is all a very pragmatic political maneuver to stabilize the crumbling empire and#regain the people's faith in its leadership. It's not fully cynical like it means a lot to her but in a sense of very practically protectin#her beloved empire rather than a more spiritual sentiment.#It's very complicated for her like she takes her role very seriously and cares deeply for her faith while not actually believing#in it in any personal sense. More about what it represents to her than what it's supposed to literally be.#the white calf
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yknow, I am amused that solangelo fanon was so tunnel-vision in like 2014 that in the midst of crawling through literally every time Will had popped up in the series prior, somehow the ONE singular instance of Will referencing something that the fandom did absolutely nothing with was the thing Rick then decided to draw out into being a major character trait for Will.
Like. Nico eats McDonalds once and it becomes a huge fanon thing, but Will references Star Trek and the fandom doesn't make a peep until Rick explicitly canonizes that he's a huge sci fi nerd. and Rick doesn't even keep it consistent! He changes it so Will is a Star Wars nerd instead of Star Trek. smh đ /lh
#pjo#riordanverse#will solace#this is in jest i hc Will is just a general sci fi nerd but i just find it funny that like#yeah Will being a sci-fi nerd DOES get referenced relatively early on in his character#its just literally nobody cared a singular bit to acknowledge it in fanon before TOA#and somehow *that* is the thing Rick went ''ah yes! a character trait! this will become a huge part of his personality''#also amused that Rick changed it from Star Trek to Star Wars. did Disney tell you to do that Richard. be honest.#Rick named his cat Tribble i know where his biases lie#also the fact that this line exists makes Will's later star wars nerd characterization even funnier imo#because it DOES imply he's a general sci fi nerd. possibly even bigger nerd than initially implied#cause it means he's largely familiar with at least two major sci fi series#which then implies that probably extends further. and again there is like next to zero fanon about this#fanon sees Will's sci fi nerd characterization and just goes ''...meh. nah.'' maybe gives him a lil star wars at best#this is a totally neutral thing i just think its funny#like now wait hold on. lets hear out his Avatar and DW opinions
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was overcome with the urge to draw "wade tenderly caressing logan's face while he's Feeling Big Angsty Stuff" and then the parallel urge to do a follow-up of "logan kissing wade's hand/holding onto him for dear life"
(anyway hope you like it - I have been looking at this for too long and so of course I hate it now đŤ art is hard guys lol)
some details below the cut because I am happy with some small aspects - still really enjoying the painting part of doing Wade's scars for example (thanks again @woof-verine for that inspo it is just baked into my psyche now, and also for being a forever enjoyer of pointy ears Logan - sorry couldn't quite get the fangs in this time but they are there trust me!!)



ps. was listening to She Calls Me Back by Noah Kahan for this one. idk it just hits for me in my poolverine-addled state lol
#poolverine#he's just a sad wet angsty little guy (aka 200 year old perfect killing machine)#(sorry wolvie you're not a killing machine really)#(you're just a lil guy who wants nothing more then to kiss your bf's hands while he tenderly caresses your face)#(and tells you everything is going to be okay)#was listening to the song she calls me back by noah kahan a lot last night#idk man the lyrics just hit the poolverine brainrot so good#like???#âlost for a long time/two parallel lines/everything's alright when/she calls me backâ#âlook at me and dont you lie/I could be your sacrificeâ âI do not exist to die/but live to die while saving youâ#âdoes it bite at your edges/do you lie awake restless/why am I so obsessive/hanging on to every sentenceâ#gah it is so bad you guys#but also so good#anyway hope these make sense#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool#deadclaws#deadpool 3#deadpool x wolverine#poolverine fanart
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#tranquill#i gotta be honest. i fucking forgot this thing existed entirely#in my head i was like oh yes of course. it's just pidove and then unfezant. trulyâ the simple evolution line of all time#then THIS thing showed its face at me. it's not a bad pokĂŠmon or anything by any means but it#absolutely does exist. it is so very there. it is such a thing that is real and exists and i forgot about it wholeheartedly
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He sure knows how to pull people
#dynamo#abrams#wraith#lady geist#pocket#infernus#haze#lash#paradox#art#spending days on big artwork abt a game that doesnt exist [clown shoes sqeauking]#inspired by a friend's message#ââIâm polyamorousâ - dynamo line while in lane at randomâ#also inspired by that bisexual meme of anne hathaway that people keep redrawing#hottest orb known to man#does valve know what they did
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the way everyone has a dislike in their profile that actually says something integral about their character. lu guang doesn't like plans getting messed up, cheng xiaoshi dislikes loneliness, xia fei with owing favors, vein with lying...
and then you have liu xiao, who dislikes... cilantro. and fish mint.
(shakes fist) (putting him in a glass jar and shaking vigorously) learn to be vulnerable!! tell me something about yourself!! I guess him liking movies lines up with the theater metaphors, and there's him liking chess, but that. doesn't count methinks
#mine musings#liveblogging link click#link click#okay the metaphor thing works out a little bit in that. it's on brand#70% of what we know about liu xiao are implicitly gained from other characters#e.g. how xf and ltc relate to him. how the liu family talk about him. how he thematically juxtaposes other characters like lg and cxs#the 30% are the things we know explicitly from him e.g. he's a rich kid with a sports car. he can hear heartbeats#he wants to merge the parallel lines or whatever#the rest are inferences like. oh okay no parallel lines? he doesn't like uncertainties i guess#the way he talks about friendship with xf and ltc? he values a transactional view of relationships#(maybe because transactions imply a certain level of certainty?)#he's the current favored child of the liu family but he wasn't before#he's a âmanipulatorâ but really that's mostly from marketing stuff and implications from canon#like. we know a lot about him but at the same time we don't#the way we just know his uncertainty -> certainty thing contrasts with lg's certainty -> uncertainty thing#we know his heartbeat hearing implies he knows everyone's level of sincerity and both xf and cxs exist as foils to that#the hunter thing with ltc. why does he believe that?#lots of âbringing the darknessâ lines in three of his songs for some reason#so like. i can't say that the show hasn't told us anything. they have but in circular ways#we don't know much about him from him directly but we do. know stuff. kinda. do you get me#all i want from YE6 is veinxiao friendship being shown so i can have new dimensions on how lx views friendship#and maybe like. a hint at what his motivations are. like why is he Like That#<- again funnier if he's just Like That from the womb. even if the liu family isn't fucked up he's still Like That#but that's not this show's style so probably not#lx notes#like the INSISTENCE of writing lx as a point of comparison or through other people's perspectives and very rarely from his own#is fascinating to me
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Hehehehe⌠@mello-bee im gonna make this a separate post of organizational reasons BUT-

Cut underdeath for general alien stage spoilers and cw for mentioned forms of sa and abuse (very brief and not graphic, nor directed towards azula or Jami)
Azulaâs âguardianâ is a very eccentric and wealthy alien. Heâs had an obsession with humans to an unhealthy degree since forever. He owns many humans, and unlike Shine (mizis alien) in canon, he sees them as expendable.
He ended up having a special interest in Azulaâs mom specifically, and eventually assaulted her, which lead to Azula.
she was born with a MYRIAD of health conditions because of this. The species of alien her father is not compatible with human genetics in the slightest, and sheâs had vision problems, blood issues, heart problems, you name it. Her mother also resented her because of what she represented, so she was given to the garden for care in place of her motherâs care.
her father also firmly believes that humans are below, less genetically evolved then aliens. Because of this, heâs told her over and over again that she is better than everyone else, because sheâs not human, and the reasons sheâs so sick is because sheâs human. Humans are inferior, so thatâs why her health is bad.
the moment she showed any talent in music is when her fate on the stage was locked in.
in the garden is where she met Jami- and their meeting is what changed her path. Now sheâs got this head strong human in front of her, and sheâs so amazing she doesnât understand how she could be considered below her. Jami and Najma become her only friends, and shes rarely ever apart from them.
(eventually, her justification becomes that this human isnât below her. Theyâre friends until their late teens, so slowly even that gets chipped away at, but at least in the beginning, she simply made an exception for her, and Najma, by extension)
the incident with Najma happens much differently for them. For one, theyâre older, about 15 when Najma dies, and two, Azula didnât kill him directly.
Theyâd been bickering like siblings over something as Jami couldnât help but laugh at their interactions. Azulaâs father was out observing them, both keeping an eye on Azula and looking for new potential humans to add to his collection (he really enjoys musical ones, you see.)
And then Azula dives at Najma, fake wrestling for the sheet music in his hands. And Najma starts to win.
and all of a sudden her father is disgusted by a human touching her, rolling all over her, and he is furious. He barely tosses a bag of money at the other alien showing him around before stomping over and ripping Najma off of her, tossing the kid to the ground and letting his head hit the floor.
Both azula and Jami are staring in horror as this happens, and he snatches Azula by the wrist and drags her away before either of them can say anything.
He pulls her out fully at age sixteen, where she belatedly makes a last night run to say goodbye to Jami. Sheâs barely getting out her apologies for everything (theyâd been pretending like nothing had happened, even though Jami never acted the same towards her again in those last few months) when sheâd said sheâd be put in the stage soon enough.
this is also when Jami realized what happens at the loss of these games, and began to fudge her scores so badly sheâd seemed to crash and burn overnight. But thatâs for her story later-
azula then spends the next 6 years under strict tutoring and surgeries, all completed isolated from any other humans. You see, she may be better than them, but she is still a part human. She looks the part, and she will always be punished for that. Sheâs both âaboveâ humans, but below aliens. Starved on connection, told she deserves better but never more- never freedom, never the same privileges as the aliens sheâs surrounded by. Her room may be golden and fancy, but itâs still her cage. Her nice, pretty, spacious cage.
When sheâs deemed ready at age 22, sheâs tossed into her first alien stage. She gets through with her talent alone, and with her newfound fame and love, she gets a taste of whatâs been dangled in front of her her whole life- acceptance. Aliens were fans of her, her father would bring her to events and people would fawn over her, treat her as equals.
(And her father made a lot of money.)
so she was put into the next round. And then the next.
And when she entered her third alien stage, she saw a familiar face on the board.
Jami.
#AND IM SAVING THE REST FOR JAMIS BAXKSTORY AND COMIC RAHHHHHHH RAHHH#alien stage twst au#RAHHHHH#see the thing is#i dont think Jami ever would be able to forgive azula if sheâd killed Najma directly unlike hyuna#Who hates that she DOES forgive Luka.#So by making it be BECAUSE of her existence#but not her fault#Is the best line to go down bc it works for jamil#Also bc if it was the exact same thatâd be BORINGGGGG#I donât get to think of new ideas I just put them in costumes and go ânow go watch it again and slap their faces on itâ NOOOOO#Anyways#jamiazu#azujami#twst#azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#twisted wonderland
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