#oracrashingout

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Nobody on my Neurodivergent Zayne x Neurodivergent But Different MC agenda like I am on god

smth that isn’t talked enough about is how people who can mask and sometimes mask too much vs people who can’t mask view each other- they both feel inferior to each other but for different reasons and it’s always so interesting

like I’ve always felt disgusting and worthless because I can’t mask my adhd, but I’ve had a few fellow neurodivergents tell me they think it’s really cool that I’m “not afraid to express myself.” Imagine Zayne, the man who can never let himself go, faced with an MC who can never hold herself back. They both fucking HATE themselves. MC’s always scared she’s embarrassing Zayne, Zaynes always scared MC only likes his facade, but they ALWAYS comfort each other

reassurance all day every day until they figure out maybe one isn’t too good for the other, and maybe they’re just perfect together. Idk if I’m projecting too much but I feel like that arc would be perfect

also it def ties into Zaynes constant need to protect MC and make sure she’s safe, partly because she has like no self love no awareness of anything and negative impulse control

and even better? MC whose adhd got WORSE over time, but Zayne who got better at masking his autism. MC taking care of Zayne as a kid, then Zayne coming back after so many years to find her struggling day-to-day. It would KILL him- but also MC, because he wasn’t supposed to see her this way. THINK OF THE POSSIBILITIES

We need more neurodivergent people interacting in media- dynamics are so different when ur brains a little jankled like mine

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barking btw. like it's 12:55 am so i can't quite vocalize the barking but just know that it's happening. spiritually, im going woof woof arf arf aWOOGA. ruff ruff. type shit

AUGHHHH ZAYNNNNNNE ZAYNE OFNADKHFABSjkfHDASKJFHADSKJ ZSAYNEIFJNBKJASdhFKJADSFh ZAYYYYNENENENENENEN!!!! fine i giveup im a yumeshipper GODDAMNIT

PAIRINGS. . . xavier, caleb, sylus, zayne, rafayel x reader

CW. . . wearing pheromone perfume around them for the first time.

CALEB

caleb went still the second he hugged you, like he’d just gotten hit with something intoxicating. he pulled back just a little, blinking at you, then leaned in again, burying his face in your neck.

“holy sh—pips,” he groaned dramatically, arms wrapping tighter around your waist. “you smell like heaven and sin had a baby.”

you burst out laughing. “you’re so dramatic.”

he just nuzzled you again, lips brushing the sensitive skin beneath your ear. “i’m serious. i want to crawl under your skin right now.”

you swatted at his arm, flustered. “it’s just perfume!”

“whatever it is, it’s a problem.” he kissed your jaw, then lower. “'cause now i wanna kiss you for, like, three hours straight. minimum.”

RAFAYEL

he was painting—focused, shirtless, streaks of color on his arms—when you crept up behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist.

he stilled.

then he turned his head slightly, inhaling, like a wolf catching a scent in the wind.

“did you just cast a spell on me?”

you bite back a smile as he ducked down, nosing along your neck, groaning softly. he slinged an arm around your waist pressing you to his side.

“delicious. is that new?”

you just smirked. “wouldn’t you like to know.”

he laughed under his breath, mouth finding your neck, your shoulder, wherever he could get. “if you wore this to mess with me, it’s working. i want to paint you now. naked, preferably.”

SYLUS

you barely walked past him before sylus turned his head, eyes narrowing like he just picked up on something forbidden.

he stepped closer, towering over you, his hand curling gently under your chin. “...you smell dangerous,” he said lowly, his voice already laced with heat.

he tilted your head up, heart fluttering as he leaned in, his mouth brushing against the back of your ear. he moved lower, lips grazing your neck, then the space just under your jaw.

“what is that scent?” he murmured, like it was bothering him. like it was consuming him.

“do you like it?”

he huffed a soft laugh against your skin, kissing your throat like he was losing control. “you’re not allowed to wear it around anyone but me. understood?”

XAVIER

you slipped under the covers beside him, thinking he was asleep. he wasn’t.

the second your body curled into his, his arm came around your waist, slow and sure. he inhaled once, then again.

“…what is that?” he muttered, voice rough with sleep. he buried his face in your neck without waiting for an answer.

you giggled and his arm only tightens around you.

“not funny,” he mumbled, lips brushing your throat. “you smell like trouble.”

“you’re imagining things.”

“i’m not.” he kissed your collarbone, again and again, slower. “we’re not leaving this bed today.”

ZAYNE

you stepped into zayne’s office for your monthly check-up, but the second you approached his desk, he looked up like you’d just walked in wearing nothing but your birthday suit.

before you could sit at your usual chair, his hand found your wrist and guided you into his lap instead.

he didn’t say anything, just leaned in and breathed you in like he needed the scent to live.

“…what did you put on?” he asked, lips brushing the underside of your jaw. “you’ve never smelled like this before.”

you pretended to play dumb. “what do you mean?”

he exhaled a low chuckle, his voice raspier than usual. “don’t play with me. this—this is lethal.”

then he kissed your neck, slow and open mouthed. “fuck, you’re gonna get me fired.”

masterlist ⋆˚꩜ send me a kofi !

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love and deepspace as quotes from me and my school friends

Zayne: I wanna go into mental health services or something MC: *gasps* you are what you eeaaaatttt

Zayne: Stop it. G-get some help. Caleb: nO. I'm gonna get MARRIED.

Tara: Are you folks feeling skibidi gyatt ohio rizz on this Fine Morning Xavier: No. I feel only pain.

Rafayel: I knew you were menstruating you little stinker

Xavier: Straight people can be homophobic

Sylus: Actually, I'm a prostitute.

Zayne: stfu about "pipsqueak" I swear I will beat you up in the left atrium

Rafayel: when I grow up I wanna become a dick redrawer

Zayne: It's not that big of a deal, your vagina can do a lot of things

MC (about caleb): Bro just got cocked, and now he finna get glocked

Sylus: My relationship to alcohol is PURELY sexual

MC: Ass slapping is universal

Rafayel: How am I supposed to keep up my slutty live laugh love tactics in this financial crisis?

Caleb: I am going to have unprotected sex with this fucking chemistry examination

Sylus: Tell me why my crow just did the nazi salute

Rafayel: I'm sorry my piss doesn't conform to your social norms!

Sylus: The pentatonic scale is really important because it can top and bottom

Xavier: wait in which scene did they talk MC: well, they talked in every scene, because it's a PLAY-

Sylus: where did I leave my aura

*zayne talking about the monroe doctrine Caleb: oh my god this is just like Like HIm by Tyler the Creator

Kieran: Sylus seems like a gay man he scares all the women off because he's so macho

Zayne: your vagina gets wet when you are aroused

Grandma Josephine: I don't know what this means but my son says Ohio

Kieran: P-tuah, pressure on that thing!

Luke: SOH-CAH-TOA, trig on that thang!

MC right before the caleb explosion: DEAD BOYFRIEND ON 3 2 1

Tara: I'm not taking this zero. THIS IS FOR MY BABY MAMA

Xavier: edging the cookie run so it finishes faster

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GUYS FUN FACT

everyone keeps posting art of rafayel as “Tamino” and idk what context this is in but just letting you know that alternate name of his is bc Tamino is the main character of the opera “The Magic Flute” and rafayel did opera

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is this what happened in the nightly rendezvous card

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IM CRYING EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING AND LOOK AT THE CONTACT NAMES

EDGAR ALAN HOE.

OH MY GOD

Wrong Name

Summary: Texting your Li, another lads li's name

·˚ ༘Rafayel 🐟

·˚ ༘Zayne ❄️

·˚ ༘Caleb 🍎

·˚ ༘Sylus 🐦‍⬛

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songs that remind me of lads characters/moments (and yk it's accurate because I'm very neurodivergent and communicate best through associating things with music)

enjoy the fruits of my uber disorder

OKAY FIRST WE GOT ARTISTS I ASSOCIATE WITH EACH CHARACTER

Zayne: ABBA and Mitski. I am not wrong, and you will not lie to me and say I am because I know damn well I'm right I am VERY ADAMANT ABOUT THIS

Sylus: basically any fifties - sixties male singer. I know he sings III LOOOVE YOUUU BAAABYYYYY in the shower

Rafayel: Kevin Jz Prodigy. don't even ask

Xavier: Doja Cat but only her freaky songs, and also like slow rap songs

MC: beabeedoobee. beabeadobee? beabadoobee? yabadabadoo idfk

Caleb: Any mainstream r&b or rap artist i feel like he'd fw that

Tara: Idk but I associate her HEAVILY with the color lavender and also cute jelly things

OKAY NOW SONGS

Main Story Sylus:

MC and Caleb:

recent main story MC and Zayne:

Any event involving a festival or amusement park ever:

ZAYNE AT ANY MOMENT IN TIME EVER:

*note i am not normal about winner takes it all and Zayne. THE LYRICS MAN READ THE LYRICS

MC and Sylus on a motorcycle on a spring night and they're both slightly mentally ill but that's okay (it's really not):

MC because she forgot all the timelines I fear:

the music that plays in the new rafayel event reminds me of this:

Speaking of Rafayel, he's LITERALLY this song:

xavier nightly rendezvous card (specifically the beat):

PART TWO COMING UP.

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gang gang gang gang gang (gnarly?????)

just. just watched some zayne memories and nearly SOBBED

okay so first off can we be so deaduzz about the secret fairytale card AUHGHGHGHHGHGH THE WAY HE LETS LOOSE AROUND THE MC IS LIKE. mmmmm and also the whole "im probably annoying" mc versus "ur not annoying to me" from zayne is so GRRRRRR im telling you every single thing i see in this game is proving my zayne/mc autism/adhd agenda im not normal about it im NOTTTTTTTTTT

HE!!! HE TRESPASSED!!! FOR FUN!!!! DR ZAYNE TRESPASSED FOR FUN BECAUSE HES THAT DOWN BAD CAN WE DISCUSS THAT PLEASE

also i watched that one memory where hes like "ur the one fighting off monsters in my dreams" and like "you can sleep now im here" THIS SHIT IS TARGETED i need to make like a collective post of all the proof of my "zayne is made for the mentally ill huzz" agenda

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FINALLY GOING BACK INTO THE GAME MY CONTENT IS ABOUT TO GET 89572389457298 TIMES BETTER

ZAYNE MY DISORDERED PRINCESS IM COMING BACK FOR YOU BABY!!! DADDYS HOME BBG DONT CRY

HECK YEAH im recustomizing my mc tonight the photobooth is getting NO REST and neither are ANY of the men except maybe caleb he needs it that little traumatized guy sigh

anyways while i wait for this damn thing to load!!! everyone reblog with your lads confessions here's mine

I have beef with Caleb because he lowkey looks and sounds like John Mulaney but if I said that nobody would believe me but I SWEAR HE DO like im not tripping right

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never getting over his voice btw. ever. ever ever ever i reblogged this on my main blog too idegaf hes my husband

Zayne's EN VA has me in a fucking CHOKEHOLD over this entire event and the Immediate Disorder card altered my entire brain chemistry.

Do you all understand how fucking wild it is to hear our dear, big snowman go from his calm, slightly montone cadence to nuanced, hanging-by-a-fucking-thread feral!?

I'm already this man's biggest fan. He is already fulfilling every voice kink I have on a normal day. But holy hell, this event might have just placed him in god-tier for me. And before people come for me, I'm not saying it worked because "oh, he made his voice lower" blah-blah-blah. NO. It wasn't that his voice was lower or more "sexy."

It was the desperation.

It was the fact that it was still Zayne's voice and soft cadence but heightened to a frenzy with each little breath and delicious whimper showing how hard he was trying to hold on. It was Zayne with all of his icy control shattered. Even MC knew that this man would not let go until he had no other option. Infold is always precise with their animations and storytelling. THAT SMUG SMIRK HE GIVES US WHILE BEING INJECTED WITH FRENZY ENHANCER WAS THERE ON PURPOSE.

I don't think the lines were out of character at all, either. Because if you're a Zayne girlie, you know how much of an absolute menace he is while flirting - even if he goes about it in a subtle way. He's also a naturally authoritative person (soft!Dom 100%), so of course he's going to be more demanding, more confident, and even more teasing when all control is gone. Even his telltale little smirk, as rare as a cryptid, morphed into something absolutely devious and knowing.

"You want me to submit? Let me take what I desire first."

I can write an entire essay on this man, so let me pause here...

In my unhinged haze, I made "audio only" kindled so y'all can listen to this like a Secret Times ASMR and suffer right along with me!

I tried to get as many different responses as possible, but there are some repeat phrases during the interactive parts.

Best Enjoyed with Headphones!

Good End - Full Kindled

Bad End starts at the second interactive section. I managed to get quite a few different reactions!

Honorable Mentions: Warden Zaynie YELLING

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I hope you enjoyed these, and I hope this shows some love to Zayne's English VA! All of the VAs were PHENOMENAL (per usual), but this post is for Zaynie because I didn't expect such a drastic change from his usual, and it was flawless!

What were some of your favorite lines from this event?

❄️ UPDATE: I MADE MORE! ❄️

Link: Savage Overture Post

Link: Immediate Disorder Post

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love and deepspace is so fun and validating to play bc not only do i get to get with fine shyt and kill eldritch horrors but I also get to kick Xavier's lily ass at kitty cards while the kitties go YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE and I also go YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE and I think that's pretty neat

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a common thread between all zayne girlies including myself seems to be the urge to take the lil guy and just monch upon him as if he were but a simple oyster cracker and you know what I think that says a lot about me

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sylus and zayne but it's the aventio gay lightcone hear me out now HEEEAR ME OUT NOW

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SECRET TIMES WITH ORACLE! pt. 1 - "Destiny"

where I interact with L&DS secret times like it's a conversation, except it's really freaking stupid and I say diabolical malicious things

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𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐭!

𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘕𝘖𝘛 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨.

𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘜𝘚𝘌𝘋 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘛𝘙𝘌𝘚𝘗𝘈𝘚𝘚𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘉𝘈𝘛𝘏𝘌?

𝘋𝘢𝘸𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥- 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝓈𝒾𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉

𝘛𝘺𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘭. 𝘢𝘶𝘥𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨

𝘰𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴- 𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘 𝗘𝗠 𝗢𝗙𝗙 👹 👹 👹 👹

𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘐𝘕 𝘖𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴… 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘈𝘊𝘛𝘐𝘕𝘎

𝘋𝘖 𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘚𝘔𝘖𝘒𝘌 𝘡𝘈𝘡𝘈?!?!?

𝘏𝘦𝘺, 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘣𝘳𝘰! 𝘈𝘠𝘠𝘠𝘠𝘠𝘠 🗣️ 🗣️ 🗣️

and much much more...

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LADS HS AU ART

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things I have called / said to zayne from love and deepspace out loud while playing the game (please save me)

MY SHAYLAAAAAA

my autistic husband

aww look at the autism autisming

yeah we get it go get diagnosed

ur special

OHHHH MY LITTLE POOKIE SNOOKIE BEAR. MY LITTLE AUUWUGWHGFAHJsDHJF

pookie shookie badookie

THATS MY HUSBAND RIGHT THERE

*freaky sonic emote*

lemme at that GYATT

turn around i want to touch your ass

im gonna impregnate you

you listen to abba don't you

i need to give you backshots

that's it you're getting touched tonight

AWGGWHNMDGFSHAjk MY LITTLE CUTIE PATOOTIE MY BAAAABY AWYHWWHW

reblog with shit you've said to your favs or f/os bc ts diabolical i swear