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one month and one day left until I turn 25, and other terrible things that will eventually come for us all
#and for some they have come already. which is comforting#there IS life after turning 25 and I'm going to find out everything about it!!!#still struggling to compile a proper wishlist btw#right now it has 1 (one) position#friends currently going on asking âso what do you want for birthdayâ at the rate of at least once a day each#flowers.txt
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The most important thing about a Megatron ship is that it cannot end well.
#megatron#transformers#I'll talk about the ones I'm insane about in the tags I guess#Megop. Self-explanatory. Most continuities have them being besties until SOMETHING happens and now they're enemies for life.#Their relationship ends in a civil war that dooms their entire planet (and that's when Megatron isn't actively genocidal).#It is not just canon compliant that it ends badly. It is canon NECCESSARY. Most canons cannot exist without that.#Megasound. I love them so much. Even if the Decepticons won (which they don't) I still don't think they could ever be healthy.#Megatron will never be satisfied with his position. He'll always want to conquer more planets or create a bigger army or further wipe out#dissent. Alternatively if he realizes how fucked up he's made things then he will leave the 'cons altogether and work with#the Autobots. Soundwave is loyal to Megatron but she is MORE loyal to the cause in every continuity except maybe Prime.#If Megatron defects she will fight him. And if he stays loyal then she will still always be 2nd place to an end-goal that keeps shifting.#That's all without anything happening to the cassettes or all of the other reasons they are so fucked up /pos. Cannot end well.#Megarod. Jesus fucking christ I love them so much but I firmly believe that even in the 'good' ending they don't end well.#This is for like 110000 reasons but the big ones are 1) There has GOT to be resentment there on Rodimus's end. And there should be#Even outside of Megatron literally killing him (which I would actually argue was one of the better things to ever happen to Hot Rod#but that's a different post) he basically says that Megatron is worse than Zeta Prime after Megatron compliments him#for what happened on Nyon and orders Bumblebee to be fuckin scrapped and then gets used as a shield BY MEGATRON#(I might be getting the exact order of events wrong; it's been a while since I've read Autocracy)#so like Hot Rod really fuckin' hates that guy. And there's also the dozens of times Hot Rod probably lost someone in the war and#all of that shit is Megatron's fault. Then you've got the 'Megatron killing him' thing and then Rodimus actively wanting#Megatron to be tortured by OP + being upset at OP for seemingly going easy on him...yeah Rodimus hates him and has good reason to.#And obviously Megatron has improved as a person. That is the central conceit of his character in MTMTE (how much/is it enough#is up for debate). But another central conceit of his character is that his improvement doesn't get rid of all the harm he's did.#That should extent to any relationship he has with Rodimus and fits Rodimus's character as well. He cares about and loves Megatron#but that doesn't make the resentment any less visceral. There is also probably resentment on Megs's end but nothing quite so personal.#2) Megatron is still kinda in a 'self-discover/healing/redemption' era and while having that tied in so much with Rodimus is awesome#from a shipping/analysis/I just like it perspective it does not always translate into a healthy relationship.#Despite being literal millenia old Megatron is still changing a lot. We SEE him change a lot during MTMTE and it's awesome#but relationships that last are generally built on a stable foundation. Rodimus is already shaky on that front but Megatron#is NOT in a stable place right now. He's in a BETTER place 100% but he's just been through a major character arc and he needs
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why does every medical practitioner think they know more than you
#''but apnea number low so you are cured now ok? :)''#and when i said i have had this circadian rhythm disorder for as long as i can remember she said well children can have apnea :)#right that must be why my first test in college was negative#and why sleep deprivation has never caused me to naturally feel sleepy earlier like a normal cycle would#but nooo you're the expert bc you're a nurse practitioner who did like a seminar on circadian rhythm disorders once#i do like this woman i just get tired of this kinda shit#i am tempted to let my sleep schedule get fucked just to prove a point#it's been shifting forward much slower than usual bc i've got this melatonin optimization thing worked out better#and ofc she's like why are you doing that when you have the cpap?#enough abt the cpap. you're obsessed with the cpap#but i knew this would happen. once that test came back positive no one would ever believe me ever again that that's not the underlying issue#btw i still wake up tired and unrested and my ahi avg is below 1 and has been for months#almost liiiiike it's Something Else#but Low Number means Better!!!!!!!!#how can i retroactively prove that i did not have sleep apnea as a child lmaooo#sometimes. a positive test result. is Worse
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#shout out to me for being an insufferable loud mouth in my group therapy class for over controlled losers#which is funny bc 1) i used to b extremely extremely shy and afraid of speaking to ppl and 2) bc im probably a normal amount of talkative#now lol. but in this class. its a class setting but im not getting a grade and the material isnt beyond my compression and psychology is a#soft science so i can argue back on things and not b objectivly wrong. so im like fuck it im gonna b annoying bc there r no consequences#except ppl thinking im annoying and like why tf would i care. i only see these ppl in this specific setting#and they have no authority over me and also they're annoying too bc they have similar issues to me but different. and there r archetypes.#like some ppl get real caught up on the rules and terminology of the material and im like ugh ur missing the point. the details dont fucking#matter. just think abt how u can use the idea. or some ppl r like really judgy and think theyre right abt things and im like. ugh. u sound#so insufferable. shut the fuck up. or some ppl r just extremely quiet and blank faced and just giving u nothing u have to carry the whole#conversation to make up for their lack of input. and i dont mean that in a bad way. i think everyone has the right to b annoying. i still#like them. so im like. well fuck it. i can b annoying too. so my annoying things r that im very padantic about the examples that our#instructors give. like: that doesn't fit with what u just said. or this is why i disagree with the idea. or actually i already do this thing#were learning today. which like. if i was an instructor. at least id b glad me as a student was engaging seriously with the materials#and is hopefully clarifying aspects of things. im told im good at conceptualizing things into metaphor.#whatever. i dont care. i mean. i feel intolerable but like also im not gonna stop bc who gives a fuck#also everytime they talk abt evolution stuff or data from studies im very suspicious. like show me how the fuck they quantified the number#of expressions the human face can make. show me the fucking data bc u cant fucking tell me its not an infinite number if u consider every#varied muscle movement in every combination. and its apparently very obvious when im disagreeing bc i make a face#which one of the instructors tried to prement my comments today but i was critical from a different perspective than she thought lol#anyway. shout of to being insufferable. as fucking lyrics from jc superstar wrattle endlessly through the empty caverns of my mind#i fucking love that musical. its rocketed up to like number 3 position. i lov musicals so much#bc im cringe and i don't give a fuck#unrelated
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Absolute theory/headcanon/analysis/general idea legend whatudottu character arc of slowly becoming one of the four (4) Cerebrocrustacean fans in the entire fandom (even if Petrosapiens will always be #1 in its heart, which, you know, completely understandable NGL) letâs gooooo!
Also I canât believe I havenât made this connection until now but:
Cerebrocrustacean: âMy people have a rich and complex history and culture, but most of the galactic audience boils us down to being nothing but âthe violently bigoted xenophobes who keep destroying their own planetâ and it frustrates me to no end.â
Gourmand whoâs been forced to hear the same âI can excuse cannibalism but I draw the line at marrying outside of your own raceâ joke over and over again: âYeah, welcome to the club, pal.â
Me and my homies (4) being cerebrocrustacean fans: If cerebrocrustaceans have 0 fans we are dead, haha- Would buy merchandise to convince CN that Brainstorm is a cool transformation *looks over my shoulder to see the playdough brainstorm with removable brain toy that either I or my sibling got millions of years ago*
ANYWAY!
It's very evident when I don't think about a particular species when I have to look something up like the gourmand cannibalism, but seeing as though they have a collective pocket dimension where their stomach goes (at least that's where the logic got them in the show instead of being consumed food expelled in energy reflux), if cannibalism didn't implode the two gourmands like how bag of holding inception works then I suppose it's far better than *shudders* perk murk relationships. Got a whole 'house divided' 'alike in dignity' situation over here, Perkulet and Murktague having asses-
...You know what if I get a chance to think about gourmands in more detail I might turn that pocket dimension into a magic thing instead of a xenobiology thing that's just overall bullshit- comes free with potentially real cannibalism but like they've eaten 11 planets I think cannibalism just in general pales in comparison to what they could do-
Well, whatever cannibalism gourmands excuse and all the jokes they have to deal with about perk murk relationships being somehow much much worse, at least they don't get shoveled with 'violent bigots' that 'aren't smart enough to support their lifestyle without destroying their own planet' which well- I don't have any present headcanons as to why Encephalonus is on it's 4th edition yet but let me tell you, when cerebrocrutaceans found out the galvans lost their planet (admittedly to the Highbreed Invasion) and then galvans WEREN'T immediately assumed to have fucked up somewhere, you can bet that Dr Psychobos was one in the crowd that went absolutely livid.
#ask#anonymous#cerebrocrustacean#gourmand#ben 10#also i wasn't kidding when i said i had that toy he's kinda sitting on a bench that admittedly has a lot of other ben 10 toys#childhood stuff mostly but hey just means i've been into ben 10 for a while... but there's no diamondhead to speak of#<- joined ben 10 on complete dvd set of os + started af with a disc from a kids magazine with a season 1 sneak peak#anyway today i learnt that gourmand physiology has some bullshit in it so now that's potentially on my mutants and magic list to change#potentially since the revelation was a shotgun blast to the face of 'oh right yeah THAT'#maybe gourmands can be a little bit termite in addition to being amoeba and frogs- the queen being bigger than them would make sense#and then because peptos has been eaten like 11 times now we know what constantly keeps happening to gourmand's planet#not to be a killjoy nerd here but a quick solution to encephalonus iv's name is to be the 4th planet to the star encephalonus which-#would be how cerebrocrustaceans may consider naming the planets in their solar system#as opposed to coming up with more creative names like greek gods- anatomy- and dirt#and like it would make the stereotype just absolutely worse because cerebrocrustaceans don't even have a dead planet let alone 3#'why do you assume we destroyed our planet we're just the 4th planet in the solar system' they shout#but really i'm just positing that as my way of saying 'i haven't thought it through yet'#maybe they've been experimenting with artificial planets- the mega-ist of megastructures#it's just that the 4th one is the most recent and hopeful not inefficient model#maybe they have farmed up all the resources of their several planets- draining them dry like how billionares on earth want to#idk maybe it's both- they went too far with the first- tried to delay the second- decided to make a third but it broke- 4th time's the char#so far- at least#you know what i think i just answered my own question yeah i'll do that one#shortterm thinking got the first planet destroyed- forgot longterm thinking for second- made a shortterm solution the third-#and now the fourth time they're really hoping that history and longterm planning helps them this time around
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Okay I really feel like Canon has such angst recently but I hardly see any longer fics about it (probably because most of the fandom follows the anime) BUT I really feel like Midoirya's Canon vigilante arc could be turned into a 160k+ It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better fic, you feel me? I
Another thought, I really like how we all didn't predict but still wrote and read a bunch of Vigilante Midoriya before it became Canon, love that for us.
#spoilers for mha#mha spoilers#idk just some thoughts i have#i also really this OFA Is Revealed should have a lot more fics#it only has 354 right now#and thats a travesty#it should be a lot more popular#spreading the agenda#i remember when OFA Is Revealed wasnt even a fucking tag#i remember#also another errant thought#the number 1 position is canonically cursed#HEAVY SPOILER#All Might Endeavor and Hawks all fucking retired#and now its Best Jeanest#i think this one fic from a few years ago that i read had Hawks refuse to the the number one position and saying its cursed#it was Mastermind#by Clouds#cause in that fic both All Might and Endeavor are brutally murdered#like god intended for Endeavor#mixed feeling about All Might
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This is the way.
Haters gonna hate
#narusasu#sasusaku#narusaku#narusasusaku#I am not sorry for pissing off SNS and SS shippers by reblogging this in those tags#if you get pissed off you should probably ask yourself if that's rational#and fwiw all the ships tagged above are indeed present in this image#so one could say I'm obligated to tag all of them#It's almost like the massive failure rate of monogamy and the shipper wars in the fandom are just mounting evidence that monogamy is kinda#i dunno...fucked up? like can we 1) positively say that it's not partly a women-as-property dynamic?#and I think there's evidence against monogamy being ânaturalâ like...does it even really respect a person's right to make decisions freely#if we were honest with each other and respected each other's autonomy we'd let people come and go from our beds w/o killing over it#seriously like...could paris and menelaus have just calmed tf down and asked Helen if she wanted to uh...ya know...do ahhh...thing#this is the sort of triumvirate I approve of#Would things have been different if Diana and Camilla could have coexisted in a relationshipâwith Charles and without jealousy#or xtian cisheteropatriarchal monogamist bullcrap#and also without the paparazzi because we wouldn't care if we didn't perceive their lives as scandalous#let's remember now that statistical analyses are moving toward a queerness rate of over 1/5...maybe 1/4 or more of humanity#so it's not like this would end up being terribly rare#and just because Yin and Yang are two things in a duality system doesn't mean that three or more people can't creat 1:1 balance#whoever said a human's freak can only match one other freak at any given time#listen to Galadriel in RoP...one always corruptsâtwo will divideâbut with three there is balance#like a stool or table. It's only stable if it has three or more legs. Maybe marriages are only metastable if there are 3+ ppl in them?#but it needs to be official. three names on the marriage license/certificate/etc bc otherwise...it's inequitable#listen to Anton Vanko (Iron Man 2) âHey [person]; don't get too attached to [monogamist 'ships]â
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Step 1: Be able to click a thing and drag it around
Step 2: Create my own Trauma Center from scratch >:D
#original#there was a template for how to do a click-and-drag thing but it was WRONG so i figured out how to do it better :)#specifically 1: it detected if you click within a certain radius of a point. works great for circles but bad for other shapes#so i got it to detect collision boxes instead which is somehow a non-trivial thing to do#in fact i still think i'm doing it wrong but no one online had a better method#i'm doing it by setting a variable to true whenever the mouse enters the box and setting it to false whenever it leaves the box#which is stupid. i should just be able to ask âis the mouse in the box Right Nowâ and get an answer#i'm SURE there must be a way to do that but no one wants to tell me >:(#not even the mouse specifically just a general âis This Point in the box?â that's not a hard thing to do is it?#that seems like the simplest thing in the world but apparently the only ways to do it are big and dumb#this should be so common so simple so easy how is this not just a method of CollisionObject?#whatever fuck you i'll just juggle my âoverlappingâ bool then#gonna make a âMouseableâ object and use it for everything#also i have a theoretical way to recognize sutures! i just need the ability to check if 2 lines overlap#which i thought might be simple but given how tonight has gone my hopes are now appropriately low#also i just realized i also need a way to turn mouse inputs into straight lines. no idea how to do that- WAIT MAYBE#i have a way to tell when the mouse changes direction significantly! that'll let me set the start and end points of each line!#that'll be a real nice strategy when i finally get to sutures#sutures will definitely be one of the more complicated things. start with click-and-drag forceps#and even with just forceps there's some things that have Rules to how you pull them out so that'll be a process#anyway 2nd thing wrong with the template: it set the position of the object equal to the position of the mouse#which means even if you grab the very edge it'll suddenly snap so that you're holding the center. not good
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She's My Vitals!
Synopsis. The best part about a sĂ©x ban? When theyâre broken!
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, sĂ©x bans, bondagĂ©, PĂSSYDRUNK BOYS, creampĂes, CĂMPLAY, spĂtting, true form! Sukuna, dp, pĂșssy-slappĂng, chokĂng Nanami, BRĂEDING, markĂng, making him whĂne, talking to her, jealous Nanami, fĂnger-sĂșcking, NĂEDY boys, âjust the tĂpâ, heinous things, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 5.9k
A/N. LAST LEAK DAY HOW ARE WE FEELING BBYGIRLS??

⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - 1 weekâŠalmost
âOh godâŠâ heâs rasping out, skimming a thick thumb over where your flimsy panties were the most translucent. Just the sticky sheen of saturated slick makes him salivate, neglected cock throbbing with how much heâs missed you. âYâreally got me begging, huh, naughty girl?â
Now, Toji Fushiguro doesnât ask for attention - either you come to him with that cute pout of yours, begging him to fuck you full of his long, solid inches or you donât. Toji Fushiguro doesnât grovel - heâs never just barely lasted only a measly week since being punished with a sex ban. Banging at your door soon after, strong arms just wrangling his pretty girl to the ground right then and there.Â
But here he was.Â
âS-so eager.â youâre humming, the hardwood floors of your hallway chafes lightly underneath your arched back. Your nails dig into his muscled shoulders, holding back a giggle at the way heâs already so gone. Eyes droopy, abs flexing, panting. âAffected so much by-â
â-just a week?â Two rough hands knead at your ass, dragging your body forwards to grind his angry cock in a sultry push. âA week of hell, you mean.â
Thereâs a soft smack! gifted right onto your puffed-up clit, and Toji has the audacity to laugh - laugh, all low and humorless when your needy cunt gushes out in another way of your syrupy sweet juices.Â
âThoughâŠâ he circles his thick, reddish head over your quivering entrance, gliding over the glistening mess youâve made. Coating around your puffy teasingly with every ribbon of his thick precum, â-seems like I wasnât the- hah- only one all desperate nâ shit for you.â That sinful scar positioned on his lips grazes jaggedly against yours in a lazy kiss, âMissed me, woman?â
Youâre rolling your eyes, âReal rich coming from-â And Toji canât do anything but watch when your hand dips down between your two pressed-up bodies to wrap around his fat hilt. He throws his head back, swearing when you just slot his leaky tip between your swollen folds. Sensitive and so swelteringly hot. â-the same man that almost broke down my door at two in the m-morning because he missed me too much, Toji.â
Fuck- fuck, Toji doesnât think he even heard whatever just came out of your mouth. No, he was way too busy trying not to fucking pass out. Humping you pathetically as if in heat now, gulping at the dripping wet squelches from down below. Shit, his favorite song.
âSay it.â Youâre feeling two of his thick palms come up to rest atop your head, lacing those thick fingers of his slowly. âSay my name again.â
It was almost endearing how tough he still tried to sound. Acting like his body wasnât wracking with a jolting shudder every time youâre grinding your hips up in steady gyrations against his rock-hard cock.Â
âSay what now?â you purr, silky sweet. Peppering a lingering kiss against his forehead, his scar, only to have him bite down on your lower lip in warning. âToji? The same Toji that was so mean to me - ignoring me for some stupid mission? The same big, bad Toji Fushiguro who took less than a week to crack-â
âMâsorry!â And usually youâd love to tease Toji more for the way he was cutting you off so much, but he just sounded like he was in utter wreck. Lips wobbling, a baritone ah! ah! ah! leaving with each sopping glissade of your cunt across his twitchy shaft. âThere! I said it. Wonât- wonât miss another one of our hngh! d-dates for a job, mâkay? Fuck this sex ban- Iâll even answer your cute calls in the middle of finishing off a target if I have to just please-â
Ah, there it was.
The heady hallway - fuck, you two hadnât even made it to the bed, yet - rings out with the soft thwack! of Tojiâs heavy, cum-filled balls against your ass. Only increasing in volume with each greedier and greedier little half-thrust into your snug cunt.Â
âNgh! Toji- Toji f-fuck.â youâre keening at the feeling of all the air in your lungs being thoroughly pushed out. âY-youâre lucky youâre so convincing-â
And he feels so hot, dizzy head being flung back at the heavenly suck of your pussy swallowing him up. Being stretched so gapingly open, itâs like his girth is contorting your velvety walls to his very shape. Stretching you out so much, massaging your sweet spots without even trying, reaching for your very womb-
âHa-ahh- so tight- fuck- no wonder I almost broke yer damn door down.â heâs breathing out. The words finally registering, âIs it me thatâs convincing or is it-â His biceps bulge with effort, rippling as the vice-like restraint above you is pushing you down, down, down to his hold. â-is it this?âÂ
You canât even form an answer if you wanted to - because Toji was hunching over his hulking body to bully his fat cock into you in thorough, jagged ruts of his hips. Keeping you stuck in his vice-like hold, fully in the face of all his pressurized thrusts.
âWhat? Cat got yer- ngh tongue?â Toji smiles, smugly. Obscenely. âI missed your p-pretty voice just as much as this cunt, yâknow? Why donât ya use those words fâme, doll?â
Your entire body just jerks upwards when one of his soft palms plant back down on your clit, giving another simpering smack!
âYes!â youâre spitting, and thereâs such a supple satisfaction in Tojiâs movements now. âM-missed this- missed you so muchâŠâ
âThaâs fuckinâ right. Never gonna let ya forget it.â Heâs grunting throatily at your answer, the soft, rounded pads of his fingers swirl over your stinging clit, eager to give another playful slap. He stills - and you whine, grinding down pleadingly. Exactly how he wanted it. âSo why dontcha fuck back into me nâ show me, you lilâ tease?â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - 17 days
Thereâs a slow, syrupy puddle growing on your inner thighs - not between them, no, on top of them. Glossing down your skin in a milky ooze, Nanamiâs red, achy cock right in the center of it all. Rubbing and grinding rawly between your thighs, heâs rutting forward like heâs out of control-
âM-my love.â Even those words sound so wrecked, Nanamiâs soft baritone cracking, a few octaves higher than usual. âAre you- hah- doing okay?â
Your kiss-bitten pout makes his thick length jolt in interest, surging forwards to kiss them. âI am, Ken. Which is why I r-really want you to break the-â
âNo!â heâs gasping, and thereâs another harsh glissade of his glisteningly wet cock just across your puffed-up folds. Two firm hands hold your squirming hips still while he fucks your thighs even sloppier. Drowsy, almost. âNo no no- we canât. Donât wanna overwork my gorgeous wife, sh-sheâs already had such a long month at work, no?â
You shake your head stubbornly, pulling on the loosened end of his favorite speckled yellow tie to just drag Nanami even closer. âMânot-â
âBut- the project-â
âTold you mânot overworked, okay, Ken?â Within only a few moments, youâve got your trembly legs hooked around muscled hips, feeling his dick reach every single one of your hidden sweet spots and crannies with just the single inch heâs sinking in. Accidentally - but oh, an accident never felt so good. âBesidesâŠe-even with this annoying new project, the monthâs been even hah- longer because of this sex ban. I really, really miss you inside meââ
âOhâŠbetter not have told me that.â He breathes into the crook of your neck, hiding away that rosy blush high on his cheeks. And before you can comfort your dear husband - or maybe make him even more flustered - heâs giving one, solid thrust into the depths of your awaiting cunt. Slowly. âAfter- after so long. Fuuuck- you shouldnât have told me that.â
Giving a steady roll of his hips until you were just gasping at the sheer thickness. Nanamiâs long girth leaving you spotless, swiveling his fat head easily against your g-spot.
âF-fuck-â heâs still muttering to himself, jaw clenched tight with all the strain of not devouring you whole after so long-
âSo do it.âÂ
Your words make him still in his unforgiving pace, cocking a head in confusion. The sight of him - all disheveled and blushing an innocent red, eyes drooped in pussydrunk pleasure, mouth parted sweetly - has you giggling. âSeriously- aww, Ken, you didnât even realize you were talking out loud?â Your palms smooth their way over his blue button-up, too impatient to have stripped out of it. âDo it. Dontcha think the best ngh! de-stressor during a long work project would be this-â
You didnât get to finish your sentence - and you didnât have to. Because Nanami is doing exactly that.Â
âYouâre not good fâme-â he draws a greedy thumb over your clit in tight, methodical circles. Pressing sweet peck after peck on your sagging open lips, âYou have- no idea- how I- hah- was holdinâ back all this time.â
Each squelching thrust has the pool of cum and your saturated slick expanding ever-wider. Drenching into the once-fresh sheets, your skin, forming a creamy ring around his heft base. It stands out so starkly against the neat patch of blond and his red, red shaft.
âSeeinâ you walking around the office in those godforsaken short skirts.â he growls, sharp gaze honing in on the mess of fabric in tatters on the floor. âHavinâ those interns making eyes at you- Meanwhile I couldnât even fuck my cute wife.â All those frustrations heâs channeling into his hips, fucking you deeper and deeper into the bed, you swear in the morning youâd be able to see the markings of his tight balls against your ass, his v-line against your thighs. âAll because of some shitty project I couldnât give less of a shit about.â
âSâalmost- hah-â youâre hiccuping when his thumb strokes even harder, matching his lewd pace. â-sâalmost over anyway. And I al-already filed the-â
âMy loveâŠâ Nanami gently cuts in, just quelling your worried excuses with another jittering ram of his hips. Pressing expertly into where he already knew would make you squeal. â-this cockblocking project is the last thing I wanâ hear about right now-â Heâs sucking gently on your lips in a sloppy kiss - his favorite type - â-Iâd much prefer to finally hear you cum-â
And this was so unlike your dear husband.Â
He was never this rough when throwing your legs over his broad shoulders, not giving you anything but a second to adjust before bending down, down, down to fold you into the meanest mating press possible. Never this hoarse with his words, wrenching out of his shot throat with each bludgeoning push into your cunt. Just ravaging you from the inside out.Â
Soon enough, it gets too much.
And Nanamiâs pants turn into heaves, his pressurized cadence turn into nothing more than languid, sloppy ruts back and forth back and forth back and-
âK-Ken-â Your fingers find their way to his tie again - pulling so hard that it makes him lightheaded. So tight it cuts a red indent into his golden skin. âMâso close-â
Youâd heard about the type of orgasms so sudden that you donât even realize youâre having them. Because no sooner are the words out of your mouth that youâre cumming. So hard, so aggressive, even that Nanami has to bite back his own groans.Â
Head falling backwards at how almost-difficult it was to drive into your snug cunt now, velvety walls constricting with pleasure. Milking him so fucking good- âYeah- yeah fuck, choke me. Choke me while you cum, darling.â
In a split-second, the pads of Nanamiâs fingers on your clit shove themselves between your lips. The honeyed cum and slick pooled thickly in a candied coat that makes you throb.Â
âThat sâfor not hngh! telling me sooner about the project almost being done. And this-â Itâs followed by a gentle peck to your forehead, and an absolutely not gentle twitch of his weepy cock inside you. His fingers tighten inside your mouth, yours tighten around his tie, â-is for all the overtime mâgonna hafta make up for.â
⥠GETO SUGURU - 8 days
Itâs been too long - way too long. A week- fuck, maybe more?Â
Geto doesnât know, canât even think right now with the way each and every slow, smooth glissade of your puffed-up pussy down his long shaft have him losing his mind let alone his train of thought. Gritting his teeth, he tugs even tighter around the cool leather restrain pinning him down to the plush bed, âTh-this has already gone on for a week- hngh- donât you think thatâs enough teasing, gorgeous?â
Fuck him and his stubborn streak.
âOver a week of you giving me the cold shoulder, Sugu?â Oh your saccharine sweet hum is enough for the curve of his cock to twitch up. Bumping lewdly against your clit, âI think mâbeing more than generous.â
Your leaderâs dark brows knit even deeper in frustration, the need bleeding into those heaving shudders of his. âAww, c-come onââ And if you didnât know any better youâd have said that Geto Suguru was whining - whining. The headboard rattles loudly when he pulls, âYâknow I didnât mean it- was jusâ a lilâ lesson because yâd-didnât finish your duties as my second-in-command. I already give you ânough pretty privilege, donât I?â
âOh yeah?â youâre huffing, leaning forward until he gets the perfect view of your perky tits. Geto canât help the way his tongue lolls out to suckle gently on your nipples. Handsome cheeks hollowing out with each swirling movement. âAnd Iâm gonna give you a muzzle next if you donât stop running that mean mouth.â
Shit, Geto blames it on not having you for a while now - fuck this sex ban - because he can already feel his weepy cock gush out in a fresh coat of syrupy precum. Steamy and sticky between your thighs, it was almost fucking embarrassing.
âYes, maâam.â he gasps out, sounding as disoriented as you looked right now. Thereâs a candied string of spit between his glossed-over lips and your tits that snaps around his almost leering smile. âAnything for you.â
If you felt his admission was mocking, then you didnât say anything. And Geto was so fucking thankful, because just then youâre positioning his achy cock right at your slobbering entrance. Coating down his angry, angry shaft in your sweet juices before sinking down - slowly. So, so torturously slow.Â
âFuck!â Getoâs biting his lip when your silky soft walls give an experimental squeeze, tugging the rest of him even deeper into your tight channel. Throwing his head back, lazily - this was heaven. âIâm so- C-canât you hurry-â
âNope.â you grin, popping the âpâ. Your gyrating hips falter into stillness, until your filthy cuntâs just barely cockwarming him at this point. Hands ghosting up his flexing abs, the plans of his bulging pecs, up, up, up until they wrap so prettily around Getoâs milky throat. âWhy dontcha do it yourself since you want it so bad, hm?â
Ah, heâs in love.
âAnything for you.â
Jaw tensing, his eyes are locked on the way your pussy lips part around him. Straddled and sat so prettily on top of him, heâs planting his feet onto the silken sheets without a second thought. Long fingers intertwining deftly with the chain on those cuffs, leveraging you just right and-
Snap!
Both of you gasp in surprised synchronization when those expensive handcuffs - custom-made, mind you - shred easily. Raising your eyes to look at Geto and- oh, fuck. You were fucked.Â
âThat wasnât on the plan butâŠâ his dark eyes glint with such a predatory spark, plump lips curling into an easy smirk. He soothes over the stinging red where heâd been held, greedy gaze locked on you. And only you. â...neither was havinâ my cute lilâ assistant tie me up, hm?âÂ
In all of two seconds, youâre just being slammed down onto the hard ridges of Getoâs defined hipbones. Bruises sure to blossom up on your skin when his two rough palms grab a ravenous handful of your ass. Reeling your pliant body up, up, up till the very tip of his velvety cock kissed teasingly at your hole, and down.Â
âO-oh!â Your hands come down to his sculpted chest, skin heated against his soft puffs of breath. And itâs just about all you can manage to get out, mouth salivating at all of the thick inches of him filling you up, so dreadfully bullying with his thrusts.
âShit- shit shit shit, fuckinâ missed this. Mustâve had a lotttt of fun hngh! playing around with your leader, huh?â Geto lingers in hot pecks at the corners of your eyes, tasting the salty sting of your tears. âTreatinâ me like I was second-in-command. Did it get you wet, gorgeous?â
Heâs leaning back to get a better view of the way your pussy was being split open, glistening and winking up at him. âYeahhh, it sure did- jusâ look at you. Youâve been hating this petty sex ban as much as I have.â
Just the thought is enough to have whatever blood is left in his body to rush even more feverishly into his painful cock. Bulbous tip blushing a rosy red, his ravaged cock gushes sensitively with hot precum after so long, growing even girthier inside you.
Youâre whining at the feeling of your already-contracted walls being stretched even more like elastic around him. âI- I did-âÂ
He fucks out whatever poor cry is on the tip of your tongue with a harsh thrust, arching into a perfect curve of his body against yours.Â
âAwww, I know, pretty girl. I knowââ Geto soothes, gliding away your glossy pout with his thumb, before pressing such a tauntingly sweet sweet kiss. âNâ weâve gotta make up for th-those hah! eight days, right?â At your barely-lucid nod, he only grins wider. Fuck yeah, he missed this. And heâs never letting you out of his sight. âAnd afterward- we can talk about a little ah- promotion, how about that?â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - 2 days
âJust the tip.â Chosoâs hushing hotly against your ear later into the night, eyes double-checking at his locked door before rutting his hot, hefty erection against the globes of your ass. âJust the- hah- tip, baby please. Feels like mâgonna die if I donât get just a feel of your cute cunt already.â
Itâs only been two days visiting his family, and Choso feels like heâs just about ready to burst. All those soft moments babying his little brother, those stupid lilâ jokes from his uncle about adding another Itadori to the family - they were swirling up inside his hazy mind and flowing straight to his achy cock. Rock-hard and leaking saturated precum all over the back of your soft cotton sleep shorts.Â
Choso wanted you - and he wanted you now.Â
âBabyâŠâ his drowsy kiss drags along your lips. A calloused hand comes up under your leg to slot his achy cock between them, rubbing and grinding in smooth, slow gyrations. Shuddering, âDonât care if weâre loud I- hah- r-really just wanna fuck a baby into ya.â
âShh shhh, go ahead, Cho.â you giggle, whirling over your shoulder to teasingly peck at the tip of his nose. âBut jusâ the tip, mâkay?â
Your sweet boyfriendâs nodding before youâre even finishing your sentence, not having the patience to even take your pajamas off. Just hooking a long, pale finger along the side of the fabric, throwing his head back against the pillows to take an even close look at the gloss of slick sticking to your inner thighs.Â
âO-oh, baby. My babyââ his deep voice cracks. Biting back guttural groans when the very flushed thick tip of his cock dips so perfectly around the corner of your sopping slit. Frantically, he claps a hand over his loud moans, âJustâŠjust the tip. Right?â
Whether he was asking you or whether he was asking himself you have no idea. Because Choso wasnât wasting even a millisecond more, heâs rubbing in velvety glides at your swollen folds. So dripping wet that it takes him a few whimpering grinds to bully his fat head at your hole without sliding right across. Slowly.Â
âShit- missed this. J-juuust-â heâs heavily panting, kissing down your spine with each inch after fucking inch massaging inside your gummy walls. Throbbing heavily because shit, it might not have been long - but itâs felt like forever. â-the- the-â
Chosoâs blabbering words only slur out even more through the gaps in his fingers, honeyed tone becoming more simpering. And you could count the hitches in his breath, the shake in his thighs when heâs disappearing between your legs. After not having you for a whole two days, he was pussydrunken already.
âSomething wrong, baby?â you purr, tugging on his long strands of hair, now damp with sweat. âYou look tense.â
âTense?â Choso gasps, voice pitched up higher than usual with disbelief. âWh-what are you ah- shit, donâ squeeze me like that- what are you t-talking about, mânot tense.âÂ
But your smug smirk only tugs wider at the jittery way his free hand locks onto the small of your waist. Pushing and pulling in a sultry pace, massaging your snug channel with the upwards curving divot on the very tip of his cock. Feeling just the very peak of that prominent vein he has down his creamy middle.Â
âAre you sure?â you hum, hearing him outwardly gulp. And you know that you should go a little easy on him - your poor boyfriend did just spend the entire weekend being cockblocked by his family, after all. You know you should be mindful of the soft creaking of the bed, the ever-growing groans wrenching from Choso. âI would much rather you just-â Your nails leave ravaged red trails down his milky thighs â-breed me the way youâve been wanting to these past two days, Cho.â
Oh, Choso could cry, he could moan, he could cum.Â
And - tears pricking at his dewy, dark eyes, cheeks burning with embarrassment - thatâs exactly what he does. Youâre letting out a mewl at the feeling of Chosoâs sweltering hot tip just gliding across the spongy bottom of your cervix. Glossing over your insides with a thick coat of his cum, dredge after dredge of creamy white that fill you up so much. Seeping down through the corners of your sloppy hole and forming a milky ring around the tufts of black at his hilt. âFuck- fuck mâblaminâ being cockblocked from this heavenly pussy fâthis.â
âFuck! Wasnât even that long, Cho. I can ah- feel you all the way-â Your fingers slide up to about halfway at your stomach, pressing down on that familiar nudging divot, â-here.â
Thatâs all it takes for his weepy cock to just gush more spurts of seed again. Again and again and again- Immediately, his large hand covers your mouth, fully muffling those pretty moans.Â
âF-fuck, pretty- mây dad is j-just hah- the door over.â heâs almost bawling out, hips uncontrolled with the way heâs rutting up in deep, thorough pushed of his slender hips. âSo loud.â But Choso makes no move to quieten either of you. Crashing his lips into yours to let your sweetened moans vibrate away into his mouth, heavy balls smacking against your skin in a heady thwack! thwack! thwack! âSo messy.âÂ
You feel so sluggish being stuffed to the very brim like this, limbs aching with how close Choso was pinning you back against his muscled chest. Thereâs only so much that your cunt can take before itâs spreading out into a messy puddle below you two, adding to the gripping squelches. Shit, you two were definitely facing hell tomorrow - namely, a too-smug Sukuna.Â
âBabyâŠâ Choso drags out, in a way you already knew didnât bode well. Two of his fingers swipe at the mess beading out, âSince mâbeing so loudâŠwhy donât I busy my mouth with something else?â
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - 5 hours (but he wonât admit it)
That pretty pout of yours was too irresistible, the way youâd kissed him goodbye too sultry - Sukuna knew your game.Â
And here - teeth gritted, thighs bouncing in frustration under the table, anger flaring when his court meeting drags onto around the fifth consecutive hour - he also knew he was playing right into it.
Yeah, fuck that.
Which is why there isnât even a shred of regret in his smirk when he finally reaches his breaking point - a click of his fingers and heâs no longer in the royal meeting room. Instead, nestling up to your side at his chambers, smothered amongst all the expensive silken sheets.Â
Not even the tiniest speck of embarrassment in his next words to you, âOn all fours, brat.â
âKuna- youâre back- fuuuck-â your honeyed moans sound out over the way he had one large hand smushing you deeper and deeper into the cushiony pillows. â-youâre back e-early?â
âDonât act like you didnât have anything to hngh! do with it, woman.â he spits, and the mattress dips when heâs hiking up a powerful thigh. Using the leverage to pressurize each jarring, determined little half-thrust inside your gaping hole. âTeasing nâ toying with your king. Youâre hah- r-real brave for a lilâ human yâknow that?â
Youâre whining, âA-all it took was f-five hours of a sex ban-â
Another one of his big, beefy arms swipe down your arched spine, dipping down to spread open your puffed-up folds even more. âSilence.â
So what if the king of curses couldnât last five hours without your pretty pussy? Was that a crime?Â
The vice-like grip on your head was forcing your bleary gaze down to where he was feeding your cunt with each of his massive inches. Two absolutely engorged cocks with twin reddish tips, glossing all over your poor entrance with matching gushes of hot precum. Just barely even halfway in - but you could already feel him bulging at your very stomach. âHehâŠwouldya look at that. Didnât even prep her as much as u-usual and sheâs already this ready to take me. Are ya always such a slut?â
You canât stop yourself from bowing even deeper into his hold, the upwards curve of your spine pushing you even closer to his stacked bases.Â
âAnswer me.â His deep baritone snaps you out of your little haze, and two hands prop you even closer. You could feel every heated gust of his words against the shell of your ear, âSpeak, if you donâ wanna displease your king, little human.âÂ
And oh Sukuna canât deny that stirring pride in his chest when your jumbled-out words spill out, body trembly, needy - but still so eager to please him.Â
âI- I just-â Your breath hitches wetly in your chest when one of his four hulking arms dip downwards, toying with your swollen clit between two thick fingers. It takes a branding smack! to the fat of your ass to remember what you were trying to say again. â-just knew I was gonna miss you at the meeting today, Kuna.â
And if the way he jolted inside you wasnât an answer - the raw divots of his cocks jostling inside you to crash into your g-spot - Sukuna gasps - gasps. Voice so simperingly silken when he asks, âYou missed me?â
Youâre nodding - but that isnât enough for him, fuck it might never be.Â
In retaliation, your pussy is being gifted with another few of his long thrusts. Two hands tightening roughly around your waist to keep his pretty girl from escaping.
âLike I said- u-use your hngh- words, doll.â Followed by such a mean bump of both rounded curves of his fat cockheads against your g-spot, making you cry out in your sweetened voice that he loved so much. âClearly youâve still got the voice, heh-â
The royal bed is creaking so loudly that Sukuna has half the mind to wonder whether the fools in the meeting room not too far away could hear. Ah, fuck them. Right now he couldnât care less about anything other than you.
âI did miss you.â youâre mewling, big fat tears pricking at your eyes each time heâs drilling in. âMissed you so much, Kuna.â
Thereâs a sudden, sloppy squelch! And before you know it, heâs buried all the way in until the sensitive skin of your ass rubbed rawly against those rough patches of pink at his toned pelvis, Sukunaâs heavy balls kissing snugly against your thighs.Â
âAhhââ heâs heaving out, while you can do nothing but scramble towards the headboard, the sheets, anything. Peaking in the thumb rolling over your clit to take a good, long look at how your stuttering pussy was so obscenely stretched and molded around his cocks, all the way down to those ringed tattoos on his thick bases. Gapingly full. Doubly sucking him up. âFuck the sex ban- beats that stupid fuckinâ meeting thaâs for sure.â
And you didnât know whether it was possible to forget how big Sukuna truly was in just five hours. Because his every throb only seems to drive him even deeper against your cervix, thickening so maddeningly to stretch out your insides.Â
âYeah yeah- atta girl. Take it all- fuck, take it all fâme.â He croons through your high, squelching movements only speeding up. Thereâs an element of such raw, primal need in what he does, like heâs just dragging out every dredge of pleasure out of you. Youâre just gulping when a hand makes its way into your black-tinged vision, wrapping snugly around your throat to pull you backwards against his every ram. âNow, letâs see if this pretty pussy can squirt before they come around tryna find me for the meeting.â
⥠GOJO SATORU - 15 minutes
âSweetheart-â Gojo whines, rosy lips downturning into the most perfect pout youâd ever seen. âSweetheart please- I know I was-â
âStupid? Impulsive?â youâre rolling your eyes, despite the vice-like hold he had on you. Sitting you down so prettily on his lap, manspread as far as his office chair would allow him. âAn absolute idiot?â
Fuck, at that last insult, Gojoâs cock only hardens impossibly inside your gummy walls. Marking out each and every divot and vein down his furious shaft, he throws his head back with a groan at the taut feeling of your clingy walls being stretched all around him.Â
âSeriously?â youâre gasping, to which he only curls his lips up into the most unabashed grin.Â
Not even a moment later, heâs bouncing his thighs, jostling you precariously on top of his frame. It makes your hips just squeeze downwards in smooth, swiveling gyrations that massage his throbbing cockhead. âAw come on- I take back what I said about No Nut November can we just-â
âYeah? After what-â Your eyes dart over your shoulder towards the clock at the very end of the room, â-fifteen minutes? You dragged me all the way out of a meeting after only that? Come on, Toru, youâve gotta make to at least twenty-â
âPlease.âÂ
Youâre pausing in surprise, and thatâs the last thing that Gojo wanted right about now. So with a huffed-out groan, heâs back to placing two greedy palms that smooth over the curve of your hips, up and down up and down. Soothing you over for when he just rams you down recklessly on his achy cock.Â
He bites up the column of your neck, all the way up to that sweet spot at your earlobe. âAlready said the magic word, didnât I?â Before using all of his inhuman core strength to bounce you all the way down in another thorough thrust. âWhat? Wanâ me to say pretty please, my girl?â
The strongest was just begging at your feet, because laced with his tease was a very real, nervous tremor. Voice lilting up higher than normal, drunken eyes darting between your own and the very obvious little grind of his pulsing length.
Buried so brandingly inside you, like he wanted to make you memorize him from the inside out. Body bowed into yours like it hurt to be apart more than just a few millimeters, he was stuck against your side. Only pushing deeper and deeper and-
âIâll- Iâll make it to twenty minutes next time-â he giggles deliriously, already tinged with such smugness. âMaybe even thirty- please- please justâ, fuck- need your cute cunt.â
And you were a strong sorcerer in your own right - but seated like this, Gojo definitely had the advantage. He was still so much taller, so much broader, muscles rippling through the thin fabric of his black t-shirt. Biceps bulging out with each stuttering slam into your hips, itâs like he wanted to be as sloppy as possible.Â
To have your cunt drooling down every inch of his angry, red cock glistening a sweet sweet coat of juices with every single squelch. It drips down from where your skirt was bunched up, down onto the wooden floors. Shit, you definitely werenât going back to the meeting like this.Â
âSo wet, huh?â He smiles, a snowy brow rising at the sight. And Gojoâs tall frame sags even deeper down his steadfast chair to get an even better long, swallowing deeply. âDamn- youâre makinâ me so thirsty, sweetheart.â
You smack his chest, âS-so filthy, Toru.â But you canât hide the slight moan in your scolding, the way your clit grows even more heated - and he notices, of course.Â
âI got you- I got you, girl.â He rolls an eager thumb right over where you wanted him the most, bringing a kiss over towards the underside of your jaw, your cheeks, your mouth. âNâ of course mâ filthy- whatâd you expect?â Gojoâs free hand occupies itself with guiding your cunt down at a maddening pace. Squelching so loud that times like this he was thankful for six eyes, for all the amplified sounds of your huffs and cunt clamping down around his girthy cock. His next words are whispered against your tongue, âMâthe fucker that couldnât last fifteen minutes without your pretty pussy, of course.â
Heâs not even waiting to ask at this point - heâs already lost, heâs already broken the sex ban but fuck, did defeat feel so sweet.Â
Thereâs a stuttering squelch, your slick glossing down his entire wrist when Gojoâs fingers sped up on your poor clit. Circling and tugging teasingly, his fingers were so deftly making you writhe.Â
It simply makes your toes curl, white-hot pleasure sparking behind your eyes with each unwavering clash into your gâspot. And if you were in any better state of mind, youâd be almost embarrassed at how it only takes a few clamoring rummages at your insides, a few steadfast thrusts right into the bullseye of your sweet spots, before youâre cumming and cumming so hard it makes you gasp.
âFuck-â Your nails dig ferociously into Gojoâs strong wrist, stationed on one side of your waist, fucking downwards to meet his sloppy staccato. âFuck fuck fuck- mâcumming- mâcumming, Toruââ
âHeh, easy girl.â he jests, dragging his plump lips down the sensitive side of your neck. âMade fun of me fâbeing so needy but look at you.â Running his pretty mouth a mile a minute, you could tell heâs nearing the end of his sanity, as well. Each sensitive twitch of his long shaft massaging deeper and deeper into your g-spot. âCum fâme then- fuck- cumming- cum.â
Your velvety walls are just milking each of his gummy thrusts, gripping onto you through each and every wave of pleasure. Bolts of electricity zap through your veins, and Gojoâs flinging his eyes shut, mouth parting to groan out your name with each spurt of his thick, potent cum. Over and over-
âFuck- fuck, yeah thaâs right.â he slurs, a hand just slamming down on his nearby desk. Like he wanted to break. To ruin. Whispering against your ear, âNow how about we go a few more times to see if I can make twenty minutes without this pretty pussy next time?â
âThirty.â
âDeal.â
A/N. Hope yâall have a lovely lovely week <3
Plagiarism not authorized.
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How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too
I donât plan on posting anything other than this or starting a blog, so I donât need anyone to âbelieveâ in me. The only person you should trust is yourselfâtrust yourself to resonate positively with what you see online and click away if it doesnât serve you. This is here for you to take from if it resonates. I literally only made this blog to post this here. My hope is that it reaches at least one person who can take something from this and apply it to their shifting journey. If not, and this post ends up here untouched, Iâm just glad to finally get everything down in words and off my chest.Â
Jumping straight to the answer because Iâm not going to make anyone sit through a long post for it. The rest, the "advice," is here if you want to read it.
The "method"
I figured out what works specifically for me as an individual instead of following everyone elseâs journey. Everyone has their âthingâ that makes shifting click, a sweet spot that makes reality shifting possible. For me, itâs a combination of the law of assumption and inducing an altered state of consciousness.
During the day, I spend time affirmingâor sometimes just reminding myself or keeping a little note nearbyâthings like:
I can shift.
I know how to shift.
I could shift tonight.
Shifting is accessible to me.
At night, I watch videos, look at Pinterest boards, or listen to music that reminds me of my DR. This ingrains where Iâm going in my brain. Sometimes I do this for fun, and other times I skip it entirely.
When I lay down, I always lie on my back and stay somewhat still because I like the feeling of my body going numb. This isnât necessary to shift, but I enjoy itâit lets me feel the symptoms of hypnagogia (that in-between state of wakefulness and sleep).
To meditate quickly, I count from 1 to 100 with a few affirmations in between to remind myself of what Iâm doing. I do this until my body goes numb, and I start messing up the counting. Usually, the mistakes or random, nonsensical thoughts are my signal to start shifting.
At this point, I begin affirming the things I affirmed during the day:
I could shift right now.
I have the ability to shift.
I have the power to shift at any moment.
While I do this, I focus on the feeling of being in my DRânot my surroundings, not my senses, just the internal feeling of being there.
This is where âbrazen impudenceâ comes in. I hard-force myself to feel like Iâm in my DR. Itâs not about imagining my surroundings but purely about embodying the feeling of being there.
Hypnagogic imagery and sensations like floating often kick in at this point. These are symptoms of your body falling asleep so your awareness can take shape in that sweet spot for shifting.
I continue this, then stop and start counting from 1 to 100 again, with affirmations like:
I can shift.
I know how to shift.
I could shift right now.
Then I repeat the process: using brazen impudence to force myself to feel like Iâm in my DR.
Eventually, I reach that threshold between sleep and wakeâa liminal state of pure consciousness. Body asleep, mind awake, I call this the ârabbit holeâ which is honstly just a deep state of hypnogogia. Itâs a state where anything is possible: lucid dreaming, astral projection, slipping into the void, shiftingâanything.
When Iâm in this state, I use brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I'm shifting to my DR and don't take no for an answer (I tell myself I'm in Barbados and shut the door in my own face). This can involve affirmations or just talking myself through it, either way I wake myself up there. Occasionally, I simply relax, expect to wake up in my DR, fall asleep, and wake up shifted.
Does all that sound complicated? Let me simplify:
Lay down and get comfortable.
Count from 1 to 100 on a loop with affirmations in between until you mess up the counting, get sleepy, or have your mind wander. Like this:
Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations* Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations*
On a loop until...
Persist in the feel of being in your DRânot focusing on surroundings or senses, just the feeling. Feeling is the secret.
Alternate between steps 2 and 3 until youâre in that relaxed body asleep/mind awake state, OR just straight up hypnogogia tbh. (That is, if you donât already shift lol)
From there, choose what feels right: shift from a lucid dream, affirm, slip into the void, or just feel yourself in your DR like I do, convince yourself that either you shifted and are there, or are shifting and will end up there.
One thing Iâll tell you nowâregardless of your circumstances, how long youâve been trying, how long itâll take, who you are, etcâis that you already know how to shift. You, reading this right now. You know how to shift, and thereâs nothing you did to learn it. Thereâs nothing you can do to unlearn it. Itâs something that will stay with you until the end of time.
Why do you think people shift randomly without prior knowledge of shifting? Even people who donât believe in it? Itâs because everyone can shift. You can shift.
Right now, stop reading this post and say in your head or out loud, âI already know how to shift.â Or, if that doesnât feel right, âI already have the ability to shift,â âNo matter what, I have the power to shift,â or âMy mind knows how to shift no matter what.â
Can you argue that? No, you canât. And if your mind starts throwing out âbuts,â go back and read that again.
Shifting isnât difficult, and no one struggles to shift. Iâm sure youâve heard it beforeâthat shifting is simple and happens in secondsâbecause it does. You donât struggle with shifting. You can shift; everyone has the power to. What you âstruggleâ with, so to speak, is figuring out what works for you, what your brain likes, how it operatesâbecause everyone is different.
What ended up working for me more than anything was figuring out how I operate and modifying shifting to fit meânot forcing myself to fit shifting.
Will my method work for everyone? I have no idea. Unless you assume it will work for you, this is what works for me. Iâm me, and youâre you.
Before you say âOh, but Iâve tried everything and nothing has worked so farâ and expect me to sit here and ask you âbut have you really tried everything? <3â , listen to me.Â
I could shift perfectly well with my own personal method before I started shifting regularly. I knew it worked well for my brain, but the thing that âblockedâ me (so to speak) were my assumptions.Â
When you sit there and say âIâve tried everything and nothing has workedâ thatâs your assumption about yourself. You believe that nothing works for you, that you don't know how to shift, that youâre this powerless, lost baby shifter who needs guidance.Â
Thereâs nothing wrong with this, itâs not your fault, and theoretically you could shift even with your âblockagesâ (I really hate that term), as shifting waits for no one.
This is why so many people shift randomly and with poor assumptions without meaning to. But you clicked on this because you want to know how you can shift consistently + on every time, and this is the answer Iâm giving you.Â
You find out what works better for you, be it affirming, visualizing, scripting, shifting awake, shifting asleep, shifting with hypnagogia, shifting with hypnopompic, shifting through lucid dreams, shifting with brazen impudence, through SATs, robotic affirming, through letting go, through putting your DR on a pedestal, through listening to music, through law of assumption alone, and many more.Â
If that sounds overwhelming, please note that all of these are the same vehicles that get you to your destination. Just in different shapes and colors. Like how some people drive a car, others drive a motorcycle, others walk, others swim. The movement forward is always the same.Â
What youâre doing, no matter how youâre doing it or in whatever state of consciousness youâre doing it from, will always be:
Assume it's true, feel it, receive it. âAssume and persist,â âground yourself in the assumption,â youâve heard it all before.Â
How to Find What Makes You Shift On Command
You could either test different techniques (affirmations, visualizations, scripting, lucid dreaming, etc.) and see what feels natural to you.Â
You could (and I love this one because itâs a cheat code) Assume you already know what works, and let the law of assumption guide you. âManifest itâ so to speak.Â
Pay attention to your life, because you already shift on command, you've been doing it your whole life, but I guarantee you haven't noticed it. Pay attention to you, like how easily you slip into hypnagogia, your dream recall, or how strong your intuition is, maybe you put too much emotion into a scenario you donât want in your life and it inherently manifests, things like that. Pay attention to the thing that makes you go âhuh, that was weirdâ
âBut Clover, I tried everything you mentioned above and still havenât found my method!âÂ
My darling. Listen up. Come closerâIâm about to let you in on a secret. The way you apply the law of assumption isnât one-size-fits-all, because assumptions and beliefs are not linear. It's the same every time, yes, it's a law. But just like you, the way you can use it is unique to each person.
Let me tell you how easy it is so you don't think I'm over-complicating it
You could, for instance, believe youâve got $1000 in your bank account right now and act like it, fully living in the end. Or you could believe youâre going to have $1000 in your account and act like itâs already on its way. Or maybe you believe somethingâs going to happen thatâll bring you that $1000.
The same applies to shifting. Itâs been a game changer for me. I used to struggle so much with things like:
âYouâre already in your DR, just act like it.â
âIgnore the 3D.â
âYouâve already shifted.â
Do those methods work? Absolutely, they work beautifully. But like I said, if it doesnât feel good or true to you, donât force it.
My dearest, darling reader. If the story you see in your 3D is that you canât shift, canât find what makes you shift, are you just going to sit there and accept it? What is more satisfying? Think with me here: accepting that you donât know how to shift and cannot shift, or persisting that you do know how to shift?Â
âClover, but Iâve been trying for 4 years! Iâve tried everything and I still havenât shiftedâ
So that's your story? Your story, your assumption is that youâve been trying for 4 years and havenât shifted? If youâve resonated with the phrase above, thatâs your story. And thereâs nothing wrong with it, but! there will be no magic solution for shifting. Or a magic method. Or a person like me giving you advice, that can make you shift without you changing your assumptions first.
âBut I donât want to reprogram my mind! It doesnât work for me. I donât want to do robotic affirming 24/7, I want results now!âÂ
I know, right? Itâs annoying having to do these 100-step methods, and drink charged water, and have to beg the universe for your desire, and loop affirmations in your mind that directly contradict what youâre experiencing in the 3D.
âOh ignore the 3D, the 4D is your only real imagination!â they say, as you sit there, clutching your phone, rocking back and forth in bed, repeating affirmations you donât resonate with while dreaming of being railed by your S/O.
Believe me, I've been there, wondering what the hell was wrong with me. I asked myself why couldn't these basic steps that worked for everyone else work for me. I blamed myself for not trying hard enough, for being lazy, for inconsistent. When all that time, the answer was me. I needed to manifest/shift in a way that felt good for me.
Just remember, the law of assumption isn't complicated, and the way you apply it is not one-size-fits-all. Reprogramming the mind through continuous repetition and affirmation works, and if that resonates with you or feels effective, you should absolutely go for it.
However, at its core, you donât inherently need to reprogram your mind. Itâs as simple as assuming your mind has already been reprogrammed and watching it unfold before your eyes. You do what feels right to you.
For example, if person A does better with visualization and listening to music, why on earth are they affirming and listening to subliminals?
If person B feels better scripting in a notebook, why the hell are they reprogramming their mind?
If person C feels good reprogramming their mind, why are they taking the simple route?
Funny, isn't it? Which is why if you've read all of this so far, and you have not resonated with it, just click away. Go find another post or advice that feels true to you. The words I'm writing right now are not universal, they're not the absolute truth. That's the beauty of the law of assumption. Whatever you believe to be true, becomes true.
I didnât feel good with the affirmations âIâm already in my DRâ and âI already shifted.â Do they work, are they true? Yup, but I didnât feel good ignoring the 3D, even when I knew the 4D was the true reality. So I swapped them for affirmations like "I'm shifting to my DR", âIâm going to shift to my DRâ, swapping things like âI already shiftedâ to âIâm shiftingâ because those are the kinds of affirmations my brain loves.Â
I've heard a silly bit of misinfo that these affirmations stating future events put you in an infinite loop, and that they donât make you achieve your desire. Thatâs not true? At all? Makes me laugh, really. Because here I am, âmaster shifterâ or whatever name people give it in this reality, shifting as much as I want to wherever I want with these types of affirmations.
Yet here I see every day on the internet, people implanting stubborn little rules and regulations to a practice that has been done for ages, a universal law that will work even when you donât care for it to work.Â
How I Shifted The First Time
The law of assumption is what made me shift in the end. Initially, I surprised myself at the beginning of my shifting journey because I shifted three months after starting it. I woke up one morning in my DR room, felt it was real, knew it was possible, but accidentally shifted back because it was too good to be true.Â
What followed was a period of losing my mind; I shift back to my DR for a few seconds (mini-shifts), fully shifted to different rparallel ealities, and filled the hell out of shifting journals with my discoveries as I went along. But I never fully shifted to my DR and stayed there. I wanted to permashift. I was so focused on leaving my CR and going to my DR permanently, frustrated because I knew I could shift, knew how to in theory, but was stuck in this endless loop of assuming I couldn't make myself shift and had to rely on spontaneous shifts.
And then one night it clicked when I was reflecting on the law of assumption and reality shifting. I knew shifting was real. I knew I could shift. Everyone can shift. I had shifted before. I would continue to shift even if I gave up on shifting. I could shift that night if I wanted to. I could shift that night even if I didn't want to. I knew how to shift. And so do you.
These are all assumptions I went to sleep with in mind, laying there, feeling like an idiot as it all clicked for me.Â
If there was no doubt in my mind that I could shift that night, why wouldnât I be able to shift?Â
What followed was an overwhelming sense of peace washing over me. I let go. What more was there to be done? I could shift. There was no crying or screaming that could make me shift more than I could right then.Â
I laid there and started my process. Just like I mentioned earlier. I began counting from 1 - 100 on a continuous loop. With affirmations that I could shift, I knew how to shift , I could shift that night.
And then I reached hypnagogia, and began inducing the feeling of being in my DR, just like I mentioned earlier. That liminal space rabbit hole shortly followed. I could go anywhere I wanted then. I could lucid dream. I could astral project. I could slip into the void. I could shift, and I did. JustâŠletting go and inducing the feeling of being in my DR. Not the surroundings, not the 5 senses, no affirmations. Just knowing that I was in my Dr.Â
It was peaceful.Â
I was at ease.Â
And then I was woken up by a violent crack of thunder because my dumbass scripted my DR wakeup scenario to be in the middle of spring, and it was raining -_-Â
I woke up in my DR, fully grounded, fully there, pinching my skin purple because I couldn't believe I was looking out the window at my DR city.
I wish I could tell you that I remained cool, but I so didnât. I sat in bed for a good 10 minutes, mouth agape, repeating âoohh fuck itâs realâŠ.ohhh my god itâs realâŠwhaaat the hell.âÂ
And then I paced around my room panicking, giggling like an idiot, checking my DR phone because all my friends and DR life was on there as evidence, opening drawers, looking at myself in the mirror, and straight-up freaking out.Â
What followed after that was incredible, something I lack the words to describe. I spent a few weeks in my DR before shifting back, spending a few weeks here and then shifting backâhere, back, here, back and forth, spending more time in my DR then my CR to the point where I consider my DR my true reality, and this one as my âotherâ reality.Â
I shifted back here in early December of last year, and Iâm here now before I shift back permanentlyâmeaning, Iâll shift there, and then the next time I shift will be to another DR or a waiting room somewhere in the multiverse. Iâm taking a "break" so to speak and hanging out here until events I scripted in my DR start to happen, and my life changes (positively, all good things I assure).Â
Iâm not sure if the person or people who find this post will care, but my other reality was originally called my âWitch DRâ, where, as the name suggests, Iâm a witch :) But not the fun kind, with a broomstick, a cauldron, and a pet cat though đThe kind where I have to be up early for work in the mornings, canât keep a cat because the building I live in doesnât allow it, and have more responsibilities there than I do in this reality.Â
One thing I didnât expect about shifting before I lived there the first time is thatâitâs life. You will have good days. You will have bad days. You will fuck up. You will laugh so hard that soda comes out of your nose. You will cry more than you ever have. And the people you once saw on a TV screen are very real, and can be very annoying lol. I miss my DR friends dearly right now, but I canât go poking around the internet for videos and pictures of them because it feels so weird.Â
Gut feelings are strange. I use them as a compass in both realities whenever I have to manually flap the butterflyâs wings and take a route. I felt compelled to write this post, and Iâm not sure why. But if what this post has the power to help one singular person and help them realize their power, I'll be beyond happy.
#reality shifting#shifting#shifting community#shifting blog#shifting motivation#shifting reality#permashifting#shifting methods#shifting success#shiftblr#shifting antis dni#shifters#shifting storytime#shifting tips#respawning
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Honestly, I am pretty frustrated by the "haha why would anyone hate ace people" responses to Rowling's tweet.
Don't get me wrong, the support is nice. But if you want to be an ally, you have to do so on our terms, not yours. And that means actually engaging with the aspec community, not just posting positivity every now and again. And what those responses highlight to me is what I've known for a while; you guys only support aspec people when it's easy and convenient.
It's easy to support aspec people when it's J.K. Rowling being awful again. It's easy to support us when it's just reblogging an "aspec people are queer" post.
But what about when we are talking about amatonormativity and the relationship hierarchy? When we are discussing the enforcement of compulsory sexuality? When we are pushing for greater awareness and support for aspec identities that are not asexuality or aromanticism? When we are criticizing terminology that you use but harms us? Because I can tell you right now, I rarely see allo people engage with those posts.
Why do people hate asexuality (or any other aspec identity)? Because it challenges the societal norms that benefit them. And that is uncomfortable and scary. So they turn to hate and oppression in order to assure that the changes we push by just openly existing never happen.
That means that to be a good aspec ally, you can't just make a positivity post every now and again, and you can't just laugh about how stupid aphobes are. You have to openly challenge the societal norms that harm us, even if they benefit you. Including but not limited to:
The idea that romantic and sexual attraction is the default state of being (amatonormativity)
The idea that a romantic, sexual relationship completes a person
People in marriages receiving special privileges and benefits
The idea that platonic, familial, etc. attraction are default states of being
The idea that not feeling some form of attraction must be compensated for through another form of attraction
The idea that love (not just romantic) is inherently morally good, while not feeling love is inherently a moral failing
The idea that any one form of relationship is inherently more important or deeper than any other (relationship hierarchy)
The idea that any one thing makes someone human
The idea that not having sex is shameful or infantile
The idea that having sex without romantic love is callous
Gendered divides of sexual and romantic attraction
Other aspec people please feel free to add on/challenge any of this. Allo (not aspec) people please feel free to ask questions.
Additions:
Addition from @blkaroculture
Addition (in tags) from @fluffytimearts
Addition (in tags) from @cjreblogsthings
I've placed some resources for learning more about these topics under the cut.
Amatonormativity:
[PT: Amatonormativity:]
1. Amatonormativity Coining
2. Introduction to Amatonormativity
3. Challenging Amatonormativity
4. Effects of Amatonormativity and Compulsive Sexuality on Asexual and Aromantic College Students
5. Effects of Amatonormativity On Black, Polyamorous Men
6. Essay on Amatonormativity From a Aroallo, Loveless Perspective
Marriage Benefits:
[PT: Marriage Benefits:]
1. Article about Singlism and Marital Privilege
Other Aspec Identities:
[PT: Other Aspec Identities:]
1. Aplatonicism
2. Afamilialism
Loveless:
[PT: Loveless:]
1. Loveless articles on the AUREA website
2. Essay on Amatonormativity From a Aroallo, Loveless Perspective (repeat from Amatonormativity section)
3. Follow-up Essay on Lovelessness and Aroallo Antagonism
4. Results of a Survey of Loveless People (part 2 is linked instead of part 1 as part 1 is mostly demographic information)
5. Guide to Writing Loveless Characters (it focuses on fictional characters so should not be taken as a catch-all for real people, but it still has a ton of good information about lovelessness and loveless antagonism)
Compulsory Sexuality:
[PT: Compulsory Sexuality:]
1. Effects of Amatonormativity and Compulsive Sexuality on Asexual and Aromantic College Students (repeat from Amatonormativity section)
2. Breakdown of Compulsory Sexuality
Relationship Hierarchy vs Relationship Anarchy:
[PT: Relationship Hierarchy vs Relationship Anarchy:]
1. Relationship Anarchy Coining
2. Breakdown of Relationship Anarchy
3. Issues Presented by the Relationship Hierarchy
Oppression:
[PT: Oppression:]
1. Aphobia Masterpost
2. Asexual History and Oppression
3. Asexual Theory 101
Miscellaneous:
[PT: Miscellaneous:]
1. Research on Aromantics
2. Ace in the UK Research and Activism ft. Yasmin Benoit
3. Asexual History and Oppression (repeat from Oppression section)
4. Asexual Theory 101 (repeat from Oppression section)
Books and Video Essays:
[PT: Books and Video Essays:]
An Ace Discourse Retrospective by Jenny Geist
Ace: What Asexuality Reveals about Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex by Angela Chen
Refusing Compulsory Sexuality: A Black Asexual Lens on Our Sex-Obsessed Culture by Sherronda J. Brown
#neon's void#aspec#asexual#aromantic#aplatonic#afamilial#loveless#queer#lgbtq+#aroace#i have a ton more amatonormativity sources bc I did a research project on it a few years ago but I decided against putting them all in#I'm ending this post now because I've spent a good 2 hours on it T-T#ref
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hey guys, iâm here to relieve you of your fear-mongering For You Page, hereâs what we know:
1. this is not âworld war 3â. that would be insane, unrealistic, unnecessary, and would never happen immediately off of one (albeit, awful) event like this. absolutely no country wants to go to war right now lol. anyone who makes any joke or post about âgetting draftedâ or âweâre all gonna dieâ has not done a lick of research, do not engage with it. plus, weâve been at war with the middle east for ages, so for them, the timing of this attack is a bigger shock than the attack itself.
2. people in the US are not going to get hurt. more than likely, the worst this can get is some type of gulf war with the middle east limiting access to our resources, which still isnât ideal. the best course of action for iran right now is to control what they can, which probably means cutting off the strait of hormuz, a strait that runs to the US (and other places) and provides it with resources like oil. (at least, thatâs what i predict will happen based on the research i have done, but the resources part still stands). the US military is too advanced and too strong for an attack on US soil to be a strategic move for iran (a country with a population less than a third of the USâs) because they know that whatever they do, the US military will hit back even harder (that is apparent from one of trumpâs latest social media posts⊠that heinous bitch đ)
3. president trump wants you to be living in fear. thatâs what his entire platform has been run on, along with lies and hypocrisy that more and more people are starting to see through. whatever happens in the future, this will be a huge turning point for a lot of individuals who may or may not care about who they voted for. but for those who did not ask for this, hereâs what we can do:
stop making everything about the fear in the US and do what you can to lift up the people of iran, the people who were actually attacked, especially if this situation progresses any further. if military attacks do break out, it will most likely be on iranian soil, not the USâs, so do your best to try to be selfless, even through the fear.
please for the love of god do your own research, and keep it as unbiased as possible. news articles, reports, even historical articles, anything is better than scrolling through tiktok or tumblr and making your anxiety even worse. donât even take what i say as fact! yes iâve done research, but things can (and will) change, so itâs best to stay updated in whatever way you can.
spread positivity, build community, and gather information. as civilians, that is our current best course of action, and our collective greatest strengths. living in fear is feeding into what our government wants you to feel like so youâre easier to control. do not let them.
this is my own pet peeve, but stop saying âwe bombed iranâ or âwe started a warâ. WE did not do anything. donald trump did. that is not the america i associate with, nor should it be the one you associate with, either.
lastly, and iâll say this until i die, everything is going to be okay. there will be issues, of course, but it wonât last forever, i promise. take a break from doomscrolling and get a good nightâs rest. stay safe đ«¶
#distract yourself if needed#youâll be ok i swear#ashley talks :)#iran#us politics#politics#united states of america#israel iran war#donald trump#usa#usa news#iran news
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McMansion Hell urges all New Yorkers to Rank Zohran Mamdani #1 for Mayor of NYC
I know I am just a blog about ugly houses but I want to say something important here: the ruling class in this country does not want you to have affordable housing. They don't want you to have clean, reliable public transportation. They don't want you to have access to groceries you can afford. If something bad happens to you, they don't care if you live or die. If you lose your home, they will hole up in their penthouses, McMansions, and mommy-bought apartments and tell you it's your fault -- but it's not. It is theirs. Everything from budget cuts to rent hikes, is their fault, their way of ensuring that the city becomes a place made up solely of people like themselves.
Zohran Mamdani is the only high profile candidate I've seen in my narrow, millennial lifetime running for any position -- least of all the mayor of the biggest city in the country -- on a platform of decommodification in terms of access to food, housing and transportation. City-run grocery stores would ensure that food stays affordable because there is no profit motive. While some are critical of his policy of fare-free transportation (as opposed to spending the same amount of money improving services), given the amount of policing involved in watching the fareboxes, it's something I'm coming more and more around to.
In demanding a rent freeze, Zohran is one of the only politicians able to articulate a direct plan for keeping people in their homes at a time when rent is skyrocketing with no end in sight. Zohran is one of a limited few in this miserable, cowardly country who are willing to speak out for the rights of Palestinians being murdered en masse by Israel. A vote for Zohran is a vote for the idea that better things are possible and, if you ask me, I think we live in such dire times that we've begun to forget this fundamental truth: things do not have to be like this. We do not have to live under the jackboot of privatization and exploitation forever. That choice, however, is up to us.
I am forever skeptical of the power of the ballot box to enact lasting change, especially in recent years. In fact, I am the most skeptical of electoralism I have ever been. However, why is it that the right can use what little sovereignty and enfranchisement is available to us to enact sweeping, if devastating changes, and yet, when the opportunity presents itself to the left, all we hear is that such things are no better than pissing in the wind? The answer to this question, of course, is that the ruling class is perfectly content with a party that hinders rather than ushers in change. Zohran may be using the sclerotic party system we've been doomed to inhabit, but despite these limitations his candidacy has surged immensely in the last few months, and the momentum of the people is on his side. This may be one of the last chances wherein one can attempt a truly progressive campaign like this.
Now that things are heating up, the ruling class, the backers of Andrew Cuomo, an abuser of women and a man responsible for the untold deaths of the elderly because he valued profits over their lives so early on in the pandemic, will stop at nothing to make sure that Zohran Mamdani does not win, that things stay the same. That the rent goes up, that the grocery prices continue to explode, that New York City becomes the playground of the rich and famous at the expense of everyone else. The party will try to intervene in undemocratic ways just like they did with Bernie Sanders in the 2020 primary. There will be untold lies and accusations, the press will abandon what few journalistic obligations they still abide by, and it will get ugly. There are even rumors that Cuomo will run as an independent even if he loses the primary, which, to be honest, isn't a bad tactic -- he's just the worst guy to be using it.
I realize this post may be annoying to some (hell, I myself live in Chicago), and I'm sure there's some rightful criticism for my not having used my blog like this before. (However, for those of you who don't know, I usually write about all manner of politics in my column at The Nation!) That being said, if you follow me and you live in New York City, rank Zohran #1 and Brad Lander #2. DO NOT RANK SUBURBANITE BIKE LANE-PARKER ANDREW CUOMO.
Anyway, that's all. I'll be back with a new McMansion Hell this Friday, so stay tuned.
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hot take: the problem with doctor who is NOT that they brought billie piper back, it is NOT that ncuti left early, it is NOT that 15 never faced a dalek or a cyberman, and it is CERTAINLY NOT that itâs âtoo wokeâ
the problem with doctor who is that they have forgotten how to engage an audience without utterly confusing them. if i were a writer, this is what iâd change:
1. i would lower the stakes
my biggest issue with dw in recent years is that the stakes are always SO high - itâs always âwe need to sort this out or else the ENTIRE UNIVERSE WILL END. this rarely happened at the start of nuwho. of course, there were instances where galaxies and universes were at stake, but there were also plenty of instances where the doctor solves issues to A. save his own skin, B. save his friends, and C. to save smaller populations of people and/or generally do what is morally right.
prime example is in new earth. the world isnât really at stake, he has a couple of objectives: get cassandra to piss off, free the test subjects, stop the infections from spreading. he doesnât spend the hour worrying that if he doesnât help then the world will end, he sees a problem thatâs morally corrupt and he solves it for the sake of that group. the payoff is just as good, and actually IMPROVES the payoff for episodes where a bit more is at stake, like the poison sky, for example.
2. i would stop plots from spilling over across seasons
iâd like to remind everyone that, although there were things that kind of linked into each other and were mentioned again, generally for the first 4 seasons of (new) doctor who, an overarching issue was built up, climaxed, and resolved throughout a single season. for example: bad wolf in s1. this has gotten worse and worse over time but has honestly been a problem since rtd1 ended, and for some reason when he came back it got WORSE than itâs ever been!!! thereâs just way too much overspill across seasons, things even span accross different doctors more recently which is just too much at times. when itâs little things it doesnât matter, but itâs not. again, this has been an issue before this finale, but this finale is a good example since there were a hundred and one loose ends before he regenerated. when nuwho began, they literally stated each regen would be treated as a soft reboot and their neglect of that has been a downfall.
3. iâd make doctor who dirty and grungy again
itâs too clean futuristic ultra modern sci-fi these days. the tardis doesnât look like he stole it. what happened to those fun tardis scenes where the entire thing would shake as it took off and landed? why is everything so light and clean? it should be dim and cozy and imperfect.
4. iâd make the companionsâ family members more prominent and interesting characters again
doesnât take much explaining, really. picture jackie tyler, now picture carla sunday. who has a stronger presence and personality in your head and why is it jackie tyler? (thereâs bound to be someone who disagrees and thatâs fine but i donât rlly want to hear about it tbh)
5. iâd re-inject some british whimsy
please donât mistake this as me saying doctor who âisnât britishâ or something weird and gammon-y like that, i love when dw explores different cultures, the story and the engine was one of my highlights last season, i just mean like - let him save the world with a jammy dodger again. let him be brought back to life by a good cup of tea. it makes it enjoyable.
there are lots of things, but those are my main ones.
EDIT: thank you to everyone who has weighed in on this - iâve found it really interesting to see everyoneâs perspectives on this because honestly i could talk for king and country about it, but also i just wanted to say that it makes me kind of sad that one of my only negative posts about doctor who is my most popular post :( if youâre reading this, itâs your sign to do something positive today, if i can help to make just one personâs day better then thatâs a win to me :)
#doctor who#whoniverse#bbc doctor who#the reality war#dw#nuwho#fifteenth doctor#15th doctor#ncuti gatwa
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I am very wary of people going "China does it better than America" because most of it is just reactionary rejection of your overlord in favor of his rival, but this story is 1. absolutely legit and 2. way too funny.
US wants to build an AI advantage over China, uses their part in the chip supply chain to cut off China from the high-end chip market.
China's chip manufacturing is famously a decade behind, so they can't advance, right?
They did see it as a problem, but what they then did is get a bunch of Computer Scientists and Junior Programmers fresh out of college and funded their research in DeepSeek. Instead of trying to improve output by buying thousands of Nvidia graphics cards, they tried to build a different kind of model, that allowed them to do what OpenAI does at a tenth of the cost.
Them being young and at a Hedgefund AI research branch and not at established Chinese techgiants seems to be important because chinese corporate culture is apparently full of internal sabotage, so newbies fresh from college being told they have to solve the hardest problems in computing was way more efficient than what usually is done. The result:
American AIs are shook. Nvidia, the only company who actually is making profit cause they are supplying hardware, took a hit. This is just the market being stupid, Nvidia also sells to China. And the worst part for OpenAI. DeepSeek is Open Source.
Anybody can implement deepseek's model, provided they have the hardware. They are totally independent from DeepSeek, as you can run it from your own network. I think you will soon have many more AI companies sprouting out of the ground using this as its base.

What does this mean? AI still costs too much energy to be worth using. The head of the project says so much himself: "there is no commercial use, this is research."
What this does mean is that OpenAI's position is severely challenged: there will soon be a lot more competitors using the DeepSeek model, more people can improve the code, OpenAI will have to ask for much lower prices if it eventually does want to make a profit because a 10 times more efficient opensource rival of equal capability is there.
And with OpenAI or anybody else having lost the ability to get the monopoly on the "market" (if you didn't know, no AI company has ever made a single cent in profit, they all are begging for investment), they probably won't be so attractive for investors anymore. There is a cheaper and equally good alternative now.
AI is still bad for the environment. Dumb companies will still want to push AI on everything. Lazy hacks trying to push AI art and writing to replace real artists will still be around and AI slop will not go away. But one of the main drivers of the AI boom is going to be severely compromised because there is a competitor who isn't in it for immediate commercialization. Instead you will have a more decentralized open source AI field.
Or in short:
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how i manifested my dream life with extremely hard circumstances + how you can too âĄ

Note: this is not my post and it's blushydior's post that everyone been searching for, so i thought why not making it as a post,and blushy if you see this, please don't kill me i know you said that you'll change your post but you disappeared After that.
⥠table of contents:
1. the importance of making this post
2.my take on manifestation + the 3D
3. HOW I DID ITÂ - my journey in 4 phases i went through that include my mindset changes up to the moment i got my desiresÂ
4. your new rules & routine from this moment on
5. a note from me!
6. frequently asked questions: separated into topics regarding the 3D, self concept + miscellaneous questions to have you leaving this post stress free.
now letâs get into it. read every bit of this post â ~ àšà§Â âĄÂ ·

I. THE IMPORTANCE OF MAKING THIS POST
iâve been through it all. you can read my experiences from old life in the âmy life beforeâ section of my success story + here, here, here and here. this is my success story on how the law of assumption has changed my life. as you can see from the âhowâ section of the post, i had purposely left it short, sweet and simple to avoid people complicating the simplicity of the law of assumption. but as time went on, anons and other blogs made me realize that since people do tend to over-complicate the law, the need i felt to make an in-depth post on how i personally manifested through my hard circumstances grew strong.
my blog often highlights topics that pertain to mental health, so i want to make sure those who find themselves in the same situations as i once were feel seen, heard and loved. you are all so powerful, amazing and hold so much potential more than you know. with this post, i hope i am able to help you realize that fact to the best of my abilities.
đđ. MY TAKE ON MANIFESTATION + THE 3D
something that youâll see me say all the time is: âlife is a blank canvas.â thatâs because it truly is.
remember that you are working with the law of assumption. what you assume to be true, is true. nothing is set in stone unless you say it is. things have meaning only if you assign it one.
you are the sole creator of your life. you are the artist that controls the brush/pen, you control what goes on and off of this very malleable canvas we call life. you donât have to do anything. therefore,
you donât have to: affirm 24/7, be specific, word your affirmations correctly, listen to subliminals, ignore the 3D, be positive all the time, meditate, have high vibrations, script, visualize, do sats or lullaby, go into the void, affirm in the present tense, avoid the mirror, etc.
you can literally say a random word like âbonkâ and if saying it means you have all your desires or money is constantly filling your bank account, then thatâs what will happen!
âbut what if my subconscious doesnât know what it means?â your subconscious mind is literally you. itâs not some stranger separate from you. if you want a scene to play out a certain way on a specific date or a romantic partner with all the most perfect qualities even if you canât name it all at the top of your head, your subconscious has your back with the details! you have your own back. donât worry.
YOU DONâT HAVE TO IGNORE THE 3D.
read that again and again and again and again and-if your circumstances are quite literally in your face, how can you turn the other way and ignore it? you could if you wanted but youâll only be doing more harm and we donât want that, right?
âso then what do i do?â you KNOW itâs going to change. itâs challenging when you donât fully believe the law to know itâs going to change, so for a start, tell yourself that this is not the end. why? because the moment you had a desire and claimed it as yours, it has already been set stone in the 4D so the 3D has no choice but to reflect it. this is your movie, you KNOW this is not the end. you are director and star of this movie! you control how itâs going to play out.
đđđ. HOW I DID IT - The 4 Phases (more so, 3)
PHASE 1:
i found out about manifestation from tiktok. from there i have tried scripting, law of attraction and had taken a liking into the craft. i tried it all until i found out about the law of assumption, sammy ingram and finally, tumblr.
PHASE 2:
upon finding out about loassumption tumblr, i had learned more and more about the law but as time went on, i had realized i had never really fully tried to apply the law. the idea just didnât come about to apply it. as many others, i had overconsumed information, always wondering if i was doing it right, questioning the 3D,
so i took a break. upon discharge, i realized many things and decided to spend an extended amount of time alone, away from social media. iâm someone who values alone time as long as if itâs spent wisely.
during this time away from tumblr and sns platforms in general, constantly surrounded by other peopleâs takes, information, and opinions, i had learned so much about the law of assumption on my own! i went into the law of assumption with a fresh mind, actually applying the knowledge and overtime of affirming and persisting, i ACTUALLY understood the meaning behind âcreation is finished. it is done.â
iâm advising you to step away from social media (that on itâs own has negative impacts) and be alone with your thoughts. i know your thoughts havenât had itâs time to be alone because youâre most likely constantly seeking information to help you. and i donât blame you. itâs just that, you are always bombarded by thoughts that arenât your own, you barely give some time to yourself to think for yourself!
and if you canât help but be on tumblr for other reasons than loassumption, unfollow blogs for the time being, scroll past informational posts to avoid second guessing your application. tell yourself that
YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT!
PHASE 3:
when it was time to apply the law, i simplified it. you choose what you desire, you affirm from your desire and persist. okay! got it. so thatâs what i did. i affirmed whenever i thought about my desire, i kept saying that it is done! so in phase 2, i mentioned how i realized how creation was ACTUALLY done, right? before deciding to apply the law, i kept seeing posts saying that but i didnât really fully understand it until the realization hit me during my time away from social media. (see? i love alone time. solitude is my bff) â hereâs my breakdown for you:
once you decide a desire is yours to claim, THE SECOND you affirm that, in your head, imagination, your 4D, it is ALREADY yours. therefore, it has no choice to become physical reality. (this is why your subconscious only needs to hear things once in order for it to conform!)
it will always be yours for as long as you sustain that assumption (persist), it is yours! no matter what.
this is the meaning of âit is done.â itâs like telling a chef what dish you want, once they know what you want, theyâve got you covered. except that this chef is you. you know the details of your desire, you declare itâs going to conform instantly so why are you worrying? there is no need to worry.
informational post on the 4D + 3D here:
â If you judge after appearances, you will continue to be enslaved by the evidence of your senses. To break this hypnotic spell of the senses you are told, "Go within and shut the door,â The door of the senses must be tightly shut before your new claim can be honored .Instead of fighting against the evidence of the senses you claim yourself to be that which you desire to be. As your attention is placed on this claim, the doors of the senses automatically close against your former master (that which you were conscious of being). As you become lost in the feeling of being (that which you are now claiming to be true of yourself) the doors of the senses once more open, revealing your world to be the perfect expression of that which you are conscious of being. â
i kept time away from social media and being persistent really helped me be aware of my thoughts.
persistence has helped me:
be aware of thoughts that i wouldnât have been able to catch before. for example, i was declaring that i have all of my desires and creation was done, but i found myself affirming âokay but where is it?â â this made me realize i was questioning my desires in my 3D even though i knew it was done in the 4D. (you donât have to do this, you can imply your 3D conforms fast with whatever affs)
flip and interrupt my intrusive thoughts faster and faster the more i persisted. i hated my intrusive thoughts so much. like it was so annoying and hurtful. it was filled with replaying past scenarios that happened to me, things i wished had played out differently, just people who absolutely did not deserve the right to be occupying my mind and space! so i was grateful to learn that with persistence, i started to have less and less of those.
(see!! mental diet, persistence!! <3 this is how habits form and strengthen duhh. remember not to abandon common sense for the law)
AND THEN, PHASE 4:
i had entered sabbath, the state of the wish fulfilled, calm and relaxation that my desire has already manifested and there wasnât nothing left for me to do other than persist. after so much persisting and saturating my mind with my affirmations, i reached being peace with my desires. iâm really glad i persisted. see how after persistence of assumptions, though false, will harden into fact? see how even your affirmations would feel âfakeâ at first but will soon feel natural to you? this means that i wasnât questioning where it was, how long it was taking, etc. but this doesnât mean i was ignoring my 3D. i saw it all but i knew it was going to change BECAUSE i felt peace in my inevitable desires.
then, i received my desires.
â I couldnât possibly be worried about anything if I really believe that imagining creates reality. â
â When I speak of feeling I do not mean emotion, but acceptance of the fact that the desire is fulfilled. Feeling grateful, fulfilled, or thankful, it is easy to say, âThank You,â âIsnât it wonderful!â or âIt is finished.â When you get into the state of thankfulness, you can either awaken knowing it is done, or fall asleep in the feeling of the wish fulfilled. â
đđ. YOUR NEW RULES & ROUTINE
ââYOUR 3 NEW RULES ARE:
1, you have all your desires:
i have all of my desires.
creation is finished. it is done.
2. you manifest quickly and easily:
manifesting is always so easy and instant for me.
i always manifest within 2 days or less, the 3D conforms instantly.
the 3D instantly reflect my 4D.
the physical reality instantly reflects my 4D/imaginative reality.
3. you are okay because nothing can stop you from getting the inevitable:
everything is going to be okay because creation is done.
i am always aware of my thoughts. nothing can stop/get in the way of my desires.
no amount of intrusive thoughts, events and opinions of others have the power to stop my manifestations.
âïž: choose one affirmation from each list or make one of your own that makes you feel comfortable.
ââROUTINE:
affirm on loop as an act of saturating your mind whenever you think of your desire until you feel satisfied,
in the morning, after you wake up: saturate your mind with affs.
read the manifesting vaunt below everyday (whenever you feel like it) â read it over and over again until you feel confident then go about your day!!
at night, before you sleep, affirm this:
âi kept all my thoughts in check today. i didnât waver once. my mind is completely saturated with the new story.â
optional tip: if you want to saturate your mind even more as a start, you can set reminders with sticky notes around your space, have affs on your phone lock screen or wear a bracelet.
âïž NOTE: soon enough, your mind will be saturated and you wonât need to do this anymore. this is just a start for those who battle intrusive thoughts!
let yourself feel any emotions that may come up because of your hard circumstances then once itâs out of your system, affirm your rules, especially rule #3!
do not consume any loassumption information if you know it will only cause you to second guess your ability. if you have the urge to ask a blog a question, try to make sense of what they will say and answer it yourself.
in times of doubt, remember that life is a blank canvas. your desire is set in stone, so your only task is to persist.
REASSURANCE VAUNT
creation is ACTUALLY finished. it is done. the second i claimed my desires as mine, it has already manifested itself in the 4D so it has no choice to present itself in the 3D! all i have to do is affirm and persist. i always have unwavering faith in my manifesting abilities and the law. i never fail. i am successful at every single thing i do. manifesting is so effortless. no amount of doubt, worry, fear, anxiety, intrusive thoughts or events can ever, and i mean EVER stop my manifestations. why? because i said so. this is MY life. i make the rules. so if i say i manifest easily, the 3D conforms instantly and that i have all of my desires, then it is a FACT. iâm literally unstoppable. everything i want is inevitable. my only task is to persist, sit back and relax as the 3D reflects my 4D. it all happens so fast, but what else do you expect from a master manifester like me?
SOMETHING TO NOTE:
most of the time, people think affirming on loop is saying it like a robot but what you donât realize is that youâre affirming as if youâre reading a book. itâs not filled with enthusiasm but itâs not exactly monotone either. stop overthinking it. itâs like the voice youâre reading this post with. correct?
again, soon enough, your affirmations will feel natural and you wonât feel the need to affirm constantly. the routine above was given for those who battle intrusive thoughts, making your affirmations dominate to the point where you donât waver.
QUOTES on STATES:
â I paid thirty dollars for my first suit. Today a suit will cost me $200.00, but regardless of the cost, when the suit is new I am aware of it. But let me wear it long enough for it to feel natural and I will no longer be conscious of it. The same is true for a state. You may desire the state of fame. If you will think you are famous and remain conscious of the state long enough to make it natural, as the thoughts flow from you they become a natural part of your body of beliefs, and the world will proclaim your fame. â
â I urge you to use your own wonderful creative power and deliberately move into the state of your choice. Make it now by occupying the state long enough so that it feels natural. Havenât you had a suit of clothes that felt so new you were conscious of them every moment? I know when I bought my first suit I walked down Fifth Avenue thinking everyone I passed knew my suit was new. People passing paid no attention to me, but I was so aware, so conscious of my new suit. Thatâs exactly that happens when you move into a new state. If the state of affluence is new, you think everyone knows it, but no one knows or cares whether you are rich or poor, so walk in the state until it becomes natural. The moment the feeling is natural, wealth is yours! â
đ. ENDING NOTE
i love you. read that again. you can do it. read that again. i am so so so so proud of you. read that again! you are so strong, you have SOO much potential and power. itâs time for you to tap into it, angel. stop making excuses. stop telling yourself you canât do it. stop the nonsense! youâve dealt with your hard circumstances long enough, itâs time for you to turn to the person who can make that change (you) and make it happen. iâm really sorry you have to go through what you did. you certainly do not deserve the unkind treatment. give yourself a hug and tell yourself that this. is. it. youâre going to make the change. you know it and i do too. itâs possible. nothing is impossible for the person who believes! keep the faith in yourself. nothing can stop you.
itâs like those movies where the mc finds out they hold so much power. they doubt it because of the life theyâve had so far but once they give it a shot, they become the most powerful hero ever. you are that hero!!!
i love you and i am, again, giving you the biggestttt hug ever.
now, with that being said, @blushydiorâ will no longer be taking asks regarding this topic. iâve cleared most of the questions that could ever arise. you donât need my guidance anymore after this post! im seeing you off now. i love you. stay safe. know that youâre loved and hold the power to change your life.
â kisses from bambi Ù©(ËáË*)Ù âĄ
ps. make sure you clicked the words that have links! <3 (the links are missing)
đđ. FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS
Something you wish you couldâve told yourself before you manifested it all to make things easier for anyone struggling:
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
you guys are beating yourself up for something so simple. take a step back and realize that. youâre already dealing with such hard circumstances, so why are you literally degrading yourself for something so within your power and reach? tell yourself everything is going to be okay. youâre always doing your best. you deserve the WORLD.
I could write a whole novel, combine all the posts on tumblr teaching the law of assumption, and every helpful ask out there but at the end of the day, YOU are the only person who could change your life. YOU make the call. turn every doubtful question to a positive one, when in doubt, turn inwards toward the 4D and know that it is real. it is done the second you affirmed it so.
SPEND TIME ALONE.
i can NOT stress this enough. i didnât include the details of my time alone in phase 2 for nothing. youâll see that you can answer your own questions. youâll catch the thoughts you missed because you have always been so adamant on getting answers to questions you already knew. take a deep breathe and stay firm.
SEE WHATâLL HAPPEN IF YOU DONâT GIVE UP.
What did you affirm to get your dream life?
basically my affirmations i gave above and these. all i used were blanket affirmations.
What does persisting mean to you? What does persisting really feel like? Is it just like a mental diet? or what?
âpersisting is sticking to what you want / the end no matter what youâre shown, told, and what you experience + picking yourself up after letting any negative emotions & thoughts pass by.â â blushydior from this ask here (sadly the link is missing:()
+ keeping your thoughts in line of the same category. to word this in a different way, i can affirm so many affirmations just as long as they mean the same thing to me!
âit also is a mental diet. weâre always persisting in something. itâs just a matter of what youâre persisting in. you either persist in your desire or negative/non-beneficial thought 24/7.â
âin your post about how you changed your life, you said you just affirmed and persisted. but from your other posts it seems like you read neville goddard books. so did you just affirm or did you do imaginal acts too? i get confused when people say âjust affirm and persistâ cause neville never said that.â (original ask here) (note from Eli: the link is missing).
âyes, i read his books and sometimes i would do imaginal acts but i would only do that bc it helped me get by my circumstances, yk? like if i was overwhelmed i would just daydream lol. its like how i read books to escape to another world. but i would say, affirming and persisting was what i focused more on.
i just used what worked for me and used his quotes as a reminder of the power of man. i didnât want to bound myself to oneâs teaching constantly worrying if im doing it ârightâ or not so instead, i went back to his quotes that consisted of telling me to persist, look inwards, finding confirmation in my imagination, etc whenever i needed a pick me up.
but correct me if iâm wrong, iâm pretty sure many of the success stories he shared consisted of people simply decreeing their desires and feeling the wish fulfilled simply by repetition and acceptance of their assumption.â
What is saturating your mind?
read about it here (the link is missing, but Basically it is repeating an affirmation every minute or hour until you feel fulfilled)
Do we have to believe our affirmations? Did you ever doubt the law in the process?
no, i did not believe my affirmations and YES of course i doubted the law but i kept persisting either way because what could i lose? and here i am.
Did you just affirm, persist, maintain a mental diet and thatâs it? No SATS, going to the void, lullaby, repeating affirmations? Did you just got it sleep?
just affirming and persisting. sure, the occasional lullaby, i usually affirmed for 10 seconds max before i gave up. i couldnât sleep without imagining some romantic scenario LOL #bambiexposed
How to deal with manipulation and narcissism?
remind yourself that youâre in advantage because you know about the law of assumption. life is a dream, you can literally have whatever you want just by affirming. if you know that, why allow yourself succumb to other peopleâs thoughts and beliefs? i couldnât allow other peopleâs thoughts ruin my chance of living my dream life. the thought of it alone gave me the worst feeling.
How did you tackle the feelings of having no hope? + After being in the victim state for so long what did you do to get yourself out and actually stay out?
i persisted on loop whenever i doubted the law. i reminded myself that it doesnât hurt to just be quiet, affirm and persist to live my dream life. just do it. you gain nothing from turning back to your old habits. see whatâll happen if you donât give up. â Do you always turn to your imagination and, no matter what happens, do you remain faithful to the state imagined? If you do, you have passed the test. But if every little rumor, doubt, or fear can move you around like a pawn on a chessboard, then you are not keeping the faith! â â Objects seem so independent of our perception of them that we incline to forget that they owe their origin to imagination.â
What was the timeframe of when you got your desires?
about a week after deciding to be strict with self discipline, mind you, i was dealing with hard circumstances and intrusive thoughts for years. within this time span, i had entered sabbath so i immediately got my desires.
How did you kept a positive mindset when it looked like there was no movement?
refer back to phase 3
What was your affirming routine?
AT FIRST, when i started to get sick of overconsumption and not getting my desires, i knew my mind wasnât saturated/my desires were not my dominant thoughts. so, i decided to be strict with myself. i reminded myself with pieces of paper in my room that said: â PERSIST. new story only!â â AFFIRM!â
â 1.) the 3D conforms instantly.
2.) AFFIRM THE DESIRED
3.) BE LOT.â
and taped them on the wall infront of my bed & one on my door so i can see it before i head out.
i didnât need them anymore after a few days. (phase 3 & 4)
What did you do on all the days you woke up and things were still the same?
stop affirming that you donât see results. i flipped the thought of ânothingâs changed.â to âi am in my desired reality, it is done.â and so on. be stern and remind yourself that you are in control. donât fall prey to the 3D. turn inwards, find confirmation in the 4D. read quotes above.
How did you not react to the 3D?
i allowed myself to be angry. if i wanted to cry, i did. if i wanted to vent, i did. i ranted my feelings out in my head, aloud or in a journal then proceeded to go back to the new story after i cooled down.
But isnât ranting ânot letting the old story die out?â
you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track. i ranted for 2% of my 24 hour days. the other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as âtimeâ went on, it began to feel more natural and i felt more at ease. i held onto that feeling because i knew this was when i would get my desires and i did. letting out and actually feeling your feelings is important. youâre not a robot.
Did you script how your life would be?
no.
(.đ„ Ę note from Eli: here's her post about her life before and After she changed it with LOA, anyway i wanted to make it in a post since the Google document can't let you make a copie of it and plus you can't take screenshots which RenĂ© didn't allow)

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