#so im back and extremely emo
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Kyle Gallner is somehow capable of looking both hot as hell and whiter than Wonderbread bread and twice as milquetoast at the same time. What do they keep doing with him on sets
#ill watch two films he played in that are both from the same year and if god is merciful they had about the same production time frame#(unsure because i cant find production info about mother may i)#and hell look completely different in them. like. i wouldnt be able to tell that im looking at the same person#one of these men looks like a James Franco wannabe who stars in teeth-whitening toothpaste ads and might be Patrick Bateman in the flesh#the other looks like he has two or perhaps more extremely specific hobbies hes just itching to tell me about and i just know all of his#clothes smell like the lack of will to live and cheap cigarettes#its like...you know how Henry Cavill looks good only when they dirty him up? like how hes incredibly unattractive as superman but everyone#wants him so bad when hes playing the Witcher? this is literally the same situation.#like ough get out of here with that pop boy band hair and chevalier style facial hair come back when your hairs all greasy and fucked and#your facial hair hasnt seen the embrace of a razor in far too long#this might also genuinely be like...the most normal-esque role ive ever seen him play#as in normally hes like...normally he emotes and moves oddly. because most of his roles are like that#some of them never relax and all their movements are acting tough; emotions are exaggerated but with a hint of irritation#some of them have lost the will to live decades ago and their intensity is in how mild they are. the stress and worry are etched into every#movement and every emotion expressed#and well some of them are simply an emo kid
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No I have not stopped listening to IAMX for about 2 months straight now
Pretty indicative of my mental state ngl
#speculation nation#life has been fucking awful since my employee went through An Extreme Traumatic Event & shit has just kept happening#im not being emo im Not being emo rn. happy times of course#i just keep being like 'surely i will move on now' and i listen to my general likes for a bit#but then im like 'hmm ykno what would be Great to listen to rn? iamx.' and so i put it back on hfjdhfj#it's just like. i cant fucking stand happy music when im not feeling it#and i love angry music and rowdy music#but man im just trying to vibe. and that's what iamx is to me#just trying to vibe man. no pointless optimism. just Vibing.#lots of it is sullen plenty of it is Fucked. but this is my anthem rn i guess.#whatever makes me content i suppose.
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WE SUFFOCATED OUR LOVE
a random number starts texting you and you decide to text back
Or, the bassist of your favourite band accidentally messages you and u fall in love
inspired by this fic 😆 and my fav band the driver era
band!au, no quirks, text form, eventual romance
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September 18th
10:37 pm
Unknown: Ask Shiggy to grab me a monster on his way back
You: a monster?? are u 12…
Unknown: Shut up and ask
You: sorry I think you have the wrong number
Unknown: No I don’t
You: lowkey u do..
You: r u trying to hack me
Unknown: You’re still texting me so u would probably fall for it
You: okay ur still textjng me genius
Unknown: Texting*
You: Shut up.
You: okay don’t actually shut up
Unknown: Thought I was a hacker
You: maybe I wanna be hacked
Unknown: Is this flirting
You: maybe
You: r u really sexy
Unknown: Extremely
You: 😍 feeling bashful rn
You: why r u drinking monsters anyways
You: Wait am i actually messaging a 12 yr old
September 19th
4:03 am
Unknown: I’m not 12 years old
Unknown: I’m 24
Unknown: And i drink monsters for energy
Unknown: And because they r yummy
Unknown: And cheap
You: omfg you don’t need a separate text for every word
Unknown: Oh
Unknown: Didn’t think you’d be awake so late
You: well I wasn’t but SOMEONE is messaging me at 4am
You: also I’m 24 2
Unknown: Didn’t ask
You: kys
Unknown: Ok bye
You: pussy
You: why are u even awake so late
Unknown: I’m writing
You: omg 😳 are u an author
Unknown: Lol no
Unknown: I write music
You: OMG
You: even better
You: what do u play
Unknown: Bass
Unknown: And I sing kinda
You: kinda?
Unknown: I sing backup mainly
Unknown: Or lead if I’m feeling extra generous
You: generous?
Unknown: To please all my loving woman fans ofc 😫
You: EWW TF
You: DONT EVER USE EMOJIS AGAIN BRUH 😭
Unknown: 😭💔.
You: literally throwing up alllllxover my room
Unknown: Weirdo
Unknown: Go to sleep
You: don’t tell me what to do 🙄
Unknown: Okay don’t sleep
You: lowkey have to I have uni tomorrow
Unknown: Loser
You: shush
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September 19th
8:47 am
You: FUCK YOU
September 19th
2:30 pm
Unknown: Meanie 😢
You: i overslept because of you
Unknown: Were you up all night thinking about me
You: i dont eben know ur name
Unknown: Dabi
You: oh ur sooooo emo and edgy
Dabi: Shut up
You: nobody... understands you😕⛓️🥀
Dabi: You gonna tell me ur name or what
You: Y/N
Dabi: Pretty name
You: dont stalk me plz
Dabi: No promises
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September 28th
10:02 pm
You: so if u dont go uni what do you do
Dabi: I told you i write music
Dabi: Am also in a band
You: wait are u like
You: successful
You: like do u make money from it
Dabi: Well yes
Dabi: Its my job
You: wait thats kinda cool
Dabi: 😎
You: take it back so fast
You: do u stream ur music on like spotify
You: let me listen
You: whats ur band called
Dabi: No
You: mid name but i will look it up
Dabi: I dont wanna tell you
Dabi: Not right now at least
You: r u like super famous
You: am i messaging harry styles rn
Dabi: Im sorry i kept this from u for so long
You: is 1D cming back
You: plz
Dabi: Never
Dabi: Narry ruined us😔
You: HAHAH
You: HWO DO U KNOW WHAT TAHT IS
Dabi: I have a sister
Dabi: But seriously I'll tell you one day
You: how do ik ur not lying about ur music 🤔
Dabi: [image attachment]
September 28th
10:13pm
You: MINABHABHAE
You: LOOK
You: OMFG
You: [image attachment]
You: HIS HAND IS ALL TATTED UP AND SEXY
You: AND THAT BASS
You: just creamed my pants
Mina: GIRL
Mina: you dont even know what he looks like
Mina: he does have sexy hands tho
You: sexy hands = sexy face
You: its litch science
Mina: ur so whipped and its been a week
You: uhm
You: ten days actually
Mina: ur not right in the head
September 28th
10:22 pm
Dabi: Did my incredible bass shock u to silence
You: i literally collapsed when i saw it
You: i like the blue
You: also ur tattoos are cool
Dabi: Thanks babe
You: mhm
You: yh
You: did they hurt
You: when u got them done
Dabi: Nah they werent too bad
Dabi: Worst was probs the ones on my chest
You: r u like alll tatted up
Dabi: I am
Dabi: That okay?
You: mhm
You: very cool
You: i want a tatto but im lowkey scared like
You: what if it hurts
Dabi: Ill get one with you
Dabi: Ill talk you through it
Dabi: Distract you from the pain
You: mhm
You: yes
You: very good
You: my roomates calling me ttylxox
September 28th
10:30pm
You: [screenshot]
You: hes SOO FLIRTING RIGHT
Mina: oh babe this reads like a porno
You: DFHBAJHF
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October 11th
8:37 pm
You: [link attachment]
You: listen to this song
You: LOV is the best band eva
Dabi: LOL
You: WHAT
You: its so good its my fav band
You: im seeing them next month
Dabi: Really
You: r u jelly
Dabi: Very
Dabi: If only i could be there
You: i think theres still tickets for sale if u acc wanna come
Dabi: You tryna see me in person?
You: mayhaps
You: ur just so mysterious
You: what if ur actually like a pedo
Dabi: The fuck
Dabi: I’m no pedo
You: okay cool
You: you can come to the concert then
Dabi: Seriously?
October 11th
8:47pm
You: MINA
You: PLEASE
You: [screenshot attachment]
You: SHALL I SAY YEA
Mina: UHM
Mina: YES
Mina: concerts are public so if he’s actually a creep you’ll be safe
You: OKAY
October 11th
8:50pm
You: okay omg
You: shall we actually do this
Dabi: Yeah
Dabi: You got another month to figure out if I’m a pedo
You: now I deffo think you’re one
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October 17th
6:45 pm
Dabi: Does this sound good
Dabi: [audio message]
You: WOAH
You: that sounds really good
You: is that u talking at the end
Dabi: Yeah my roommate walked in
You: ur voice is so deep
Dabi: Sexy right
You: gosh so modest too
Dabi: I’m working on a new song but I can’t tell if I like that riff
You: u should like it
You: it’s very good
Dabi: Thanks babe
You: soooooo
You: can u show me ur band now 😁
Dabi: No 😁
You: 🤬
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October 21st
8:33pm
You: what would u do if we meet irl and IM actually famous
You: like u pull up to the concert and I’m there but I’m actually like Jojo siwa or something
Dabi: I’d be a bit disappointed
You: u don’t fw jojo??
Dabi: No but she’s gay and I’d hope all my flirting was being put to good use here
You: hardee har
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October 25th
6:45pm
You: I’m supposed to be studying but
You: I can’t stop thinking if halloweeen😝
Dabi: You going trick or treating?
You: i wish
You: unfortunately too old for that now
Dabi: Loser
Dabi: My little brothers 11 so I get to do it with him
Dabi: But I gotta act cool like I don’t wanna do it
You: IM SO JELLY
You: can I borrow ur little brother on the 31st of October plz
Dabi: No weirdo
You: sigh
You: I’m going to a party at least
Dabi: Oh yeah
Dabi: What are u dressing up as
You: me and my friend are going as monster high girls 😁😁😁
You: shes draculaura and I’m clawdeen 😜
Dabi: Sick
Dabi: U have to show me when you do it
You: gosh ur so obsessed with me
You: but okay
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October 28th
7:00pm
You: [image attachment]
You: the fit is ready
Dabi: Why aren’t u wearing it
You: im gonnna do the full reveal ON halloween
Dabi: Sigh fine
You: what are you wearing punk
Dabi: Punk 😭
You: LOL
Dabi: U can’t laugh
You: okay…
Dabi: You know that show curious George
You: HAHAHA
You: R U FONNA BE THE YELLOW HAT MAN
Dabi: You said u wouldn’t laugh 😔
You: NO ITS SO CUTE
Dabi: I got him a little monkey onesie
You: AWWW
You: THATS SO CUTE
October 28th
7:10 pm
You: [screenshot attachment]
You: when he’s a good older brother 😍😍❤️😝
Mina: okay bare minimum 😍😍😍
You: SHUT UP
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October 31st
6:00 pm
Dabi: [image attachment]
Dabi: Ur favourite childhood father figure
You: OMG
You: U GUYS LOOK SO GOOD
You: crazy how ur face is covered🙄
Dabi: You love the thrill of the mystery
Dabi: Let’s see ur costume
You: my party starts at like nine bruh 😭
You: im in bed watching movies
Dabi: Loser
Dabi: Imagine not trick or treating
You: u suck so much
Dabi: Ofc I do 😋
You: VOMIT 🤢
October 31st
6:07pm
You: [image attachment]
You: Mina.
You: look at his ARMS IN THAT SUIT
Mina: it’s bright yellow
You: HES CURIOUS GEORGE MAN
You: his little brothers the monkey
Mina: WAIT WHY IS THAT KINDA CUTE
You: IK
Mina: and he does look sexy in that button up
You: the tattoos🤤
Mina: love a man with a dark past 😍
You: god im so scared to see him
You: the concerts on the 10th
Mina: you’ll be okay babe Dw
October 31st
8:30pm
You: [image attachment]
You: it’s…. A full moon.. I feel myself… changing 🐺
Dabi: Woah
Dabi: You look hot
You: omg
You: thank u
Dabi: You’re pretty too
Dabi: R u wearing that to the concert
You: LOL NO
You: I haven’t decided yet
Dabi: U have to show me
Dabi: So I can find you
You: and how am I gonna find you
Dabi: You’ll find me
November 3rd
7:02pm
Dabi: [audio attachment]
Dabi: Listen please 😄
Dabi: What do you think
You: why r u acc good at this
You: I LOVE
You: yk it kinda sounds like LOV
You: I think you’ll like their music
Dabi: Girl I listen to them
You: GIRL???
You: sassy man apocalypse is alive and well
Dabi: Whos ur favourite band member
You: hmmmm
You: I like the drummer
You: himiko she’s so cute
You: but the bassist 🤤🤤🤤
You: Touya
You: need him in ways I can’t articulate over message 😳
You: uhm where did u go
You: did my thirsting freak u out
Dabi: No ur good
Dabi: I thought you’d like the guitarist
Dabi: Shiggy
Dabi: Every girl is obsessed with him
You: yeah but Touya is all emo kinda
You: I love it
November 8th
9:00pm
You: [image attachment]
You: fit check for the concert😜
Dabi: I love it
Dabi: Very Blue
Dabi: That’s my fav colour
You: that’s why I’m wearing it??
Dabi: Blushing rn 🤭
You: HAHA
November 10th
6:30 pm
You: On my way! now
You: tf
Dabi: Can’t wait to see you!
You: LOL SHUSH
You: im nervous
Dabi: Don’t be
Dabi: Im excited to see you
You: me too 😆
November 10th
6:50pm
Mina: be careful plz
Mina: there’s loads of people around but still
Mina: he could be a freak in disguise
You: I know babe Dw dw
You: I’ll keep u updated
Mina: good
Mina: r u gonna give him a biggggg fat smooch 🤤
You: SHUT UP
November 7th
7:00pm
You: are you here?
Dabi: Yeah
You: omg
You: im scared
Dabi: Lowkey same
Dabi: But im so manly and strong so im actually not scared
You: LOL
Dabi: Okay wait
Dabi: I need to tell you smth
You: is this u telling me the pedo allegations r true….
Dabi: Before we meet u need to know
You: yeah what’s up?
Dabi: Idk how to say this without u thinking I’m lying but
Dabi: I’m Touya
You: uh
You: what 😅
Dabi: I just didn’t wanna tell you because I thought you might like
Dabi: Idk people r so weird about it when they find out
Dabi: And I didn’t want you to just talk to me because of that
Dabi: Especially when I found out u listen to our music
Dabi: I’m sorry I never told u
Dabi: Y/N? You there?
You: yeah I just
You: slightly confused
You: idk how to tell if ur lying or not
Dabi: [image attachment]
Dabi: Theres the face reveal you’ve been after
You: what the sigma
You: okay
You: woah
You: so I’ve actually been dming a celebrity
Dabi: You prefer me or Harry styles
You: you deffo
You: but I think you knew that from my messages from before
Dabi: Yeah i remember
Dabi: Dw you can articulate all the ways you need me after the show
You: haahahahhahaha
You: 😁😁😁 okay
Dabi: I have smth for you though
You: you do?
Dabi: Yeah
Dabi: Go to the back door where that scary security guy is
Dabi: His name is Spinner
Dabi: Tell him Dabi sent you
You: OKAY
You: :((( THIS IS SO CUTE
Dabi: You like them?
You: I can’t believe u got me flowers 😢
You: thank you!!!
Dabi: That’s alright
Dabi: Okay I need to go warm up
Dabi: I’ll be looking for you in the crowd
You: I’ll be staring at you too
Dabi: I said looking
You: same diff
You: wait hold on
Touya: What?
You: nm nm
You: good luck for ur show 😆
Touya: Thanks babe
BONUS
November 7th
5:05pm
Touya: Toga
Touya: Toga
Touya: Toga
Touya: TOGAAAAA
Toga: WTF DO U WANT
Touya: If I was gonna get a girl flowers what should I get her
Toga: GASP GASP
Toga: WHO R U RIZZING UP
Touya: Literally fuck off never say that
Toga: is this that girl you’re always messaging
Toga: and smiling at ur phone 🥺🥺
Touya: Fuck off
Toga: IT ISSSSSS
Toga: IS SHE COMING TONIGHT
Touya: Yes
Toga: AHHSSHAHWHW
Toga: THIS IS SO EXCITING
Touya: I’m so happy ur having so so much fun
Toga: I so ammmmmm
Toga: but why don’t u ask her what she wants
Touya: It’s a surprise idiot
Toga: AWWWWWWWW
Toga: okay well if u wanna be so really romantic u could get her roses
Toga: or maybeee tulips or lillies
Toga: she’ll like whatevs u get her
Touya: Okay
Touya: Thanks
Toga: that’s okay lover boy 😍🥰
Touya: Kys
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THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE OH EM GEE but it lowkey took longer than I thought it would… but i hope u all enjoyed 😁😁
also y/ns messaging is literally just how I message.. I fear this is the most self indulgent fic I’ve ever written
#oneshot#fluff#dabi/reader#touya todoroki x reader#dabi x reader#bnha touya#bnha dabi#league of villains#toga himiko#toga himiko x reader#band au#b3ach bunn7#touya todoroki#mha dabi#dabi todoroki#dabi
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I FINISHED THEM. I DID IT. WOOHOO (crying)
edit: putting myself back in the trenches, more extreme though since i'm making character sheets LMAOAOA
design notes:
Yaira: nothing changed
Estrella: dead mom ponytail gone </3 i only did it in the og drawing of her bc its funny
Robin: ROBINNNN. IM SO SORRY I FORGOT THE PUFF BUNS UUEHEHHHHH- anyway, when i was planning out the designs for the other named npcs, i was like "why the hell are there so many gingers" so i made her have blue hair :3 to match with her confidence stat :3 also gave her yellow/orange eyes instead of green bc there were also a lot of green eyed npcs
Sydney: SKUNK HAIR. I DUNNO HOW I FORGOT ABOUT THAT YUMMY DYE STYLE. SYDNEY IM SORRY. i completely forgot i wanted to still have her natural hair (also just made pink bc teehee i like whimsy) to show
Whitney: not much changed besides the hair style. completely forgot i wanted her to be super gyaru OTL. gave her cheek piercings bc they're cute :3
Kylar: i lowkey started to not like how i did her hair originally and then came across all the sketches i made for the LIs and was like FLUFFY KY :3 ofc had to keep the emo bangs :3
Avery: nothing changed LMAOAOA
Great Hawk: FEATHER HAIR. I FORGOT I MADE A SKETCH FOR FEATHER-LIKE HAIR FOR HER. IM MAD AT MYSELF.
Black Wolf: not much changed, just made her hair longer bc why not
Alex: not much changed, just made he hair more of a red red, darkened her skin, altered her bangs, and changed the color of her bandana. still wanted to keep her looking like a cutie patootie
Eden: I ACCIDENTALLY GAVE HER A GIANT FOREHEAD THE FIRST TIME AND I DIDN'T MEAN TO SOBBING. not much changed though, just made her hair darker and have a green tint to it. look im trying to make my designs have lots of whimsy
Quinn: you can tell with Quinn LMAO. i just felt like she needed to have a distinct look since she's a special npc n all :3 classic purple and green color scheme for a shady character
Bailey: i'm gonna be honest, i was originally gonna go with a mean asian mom look for Bailey but then i was like "....what if muscle mommy"
Remy: i wanted her to look like a little shit. that's all
Briar: tried to go for a bit of a Jessica Rabbit and Rarity type aura. i really like her design and she could put me in the underground brothel any day :3 /j
Leighton: just an old hag, nothing special
Harper: wanted to make her look a little inhuman??? i think i got it with how dead her skin looks idk. also wanted her to look like a little shit
Landry: here's where the asian mom look went. i like her and Mickey's dynamic and they both just look like regular people (better for crime)
Sirris: Sydney if she was older. idk what else i should've done lol
River: old lady :3 hot old lady :3c (pt 1)
Doren: i wanted her hair to look fluffy as hell
Winter: old lady :3 hot old lady :3c (pt 2)
Mason: SEAWEED HAIR. that's all
Charlie: wanted to embody :3c
Darryl: she's very cutie patootie to me so i made her a cute patootie
Sam: wanted her to look like candy kinda. idk :3
Niki: i only made her hair a little longer and no weird two layer thing for the short portion
Zephyr: wanted her to look smug and also kinda cute???? idk, i didn't really have a vision for her
Jordan: also didn't really have a vision for her, but it did want her to gave similar eyes to Quinn
Gwylan: her i did have a vision for :3c she's a cutie patootie, that's all :3
Wren: thought a side shave would make her look cooler
Mickey: hairstyle changed a little. other than that, not much changed
Morgan: still a wet rat
Ivory Wraith: nothing changed (they have special eyes tho)
#dolgl#dol#degrees of lewdity#silly billy kitty draws#yaira the beloved#estrella the dead mom#robin the orphan#sydney the fallen#whitney the bully#kylar the loner#avery the businessperson#great hawk the terror#black wolf the alpha#alex the farmhand#eden the huntress#the ivory wraith#jordan the priestess#bailey the caretaker#harper the doctor#briar the brothel owner#remy the farmer#leighton the headteacher#landry the criminal#quinn the mayor#wren the smuggler#mickey the hacker#morgan the sewer dweller#niki the photographer#sirris the science teacher#river the maths teacher
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:3 IT'S ME AGAIN HEYYYU
SOOOO HYUNSU, BOTH MONSTER AND HUMAN SIDE'S REACTION TO A READER WHO'S NORMALLY SHY BUT WITH A MONSTER SIDE THAT'S ALL OVER HIM.
Like the monster side literally adores him and likes to annoy his monsters.
And also the monster side being a bad bitch in general cause we slay.
Again, feel free to ignore.
IM GONNA MARRY YOU FOR LEAVING ALL THESE LMFAO WHOEVER YOU ARE
Back from my five hour long hiatus (nap) and now back to my day job
SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2/3 OF SWEET HOME
Cha Hyun-Su x half monster clingy reader
Idk vro that’s the best title ur getting
Probably ooc but I don’t care
Starting with general if/when you turned hcs, and will gradually get into the main plot
Once he saw the signs of you turning into a monster he was extremely worried
He didn’t know if you’d be able to control it, like him, or if you’d turn fully into a monster like most of the people he’s seen before
And because he’s seen so many people turn and die painfully, he wants to make sure you don’t
Once he saw that you were able to control it, even at least a little bit, he was so relieved, and wanted to do everything he could to help you
He knows that since you’re a monster, (I’m not calling them special infectees fuck right off😭) you can’t really get hurt/die for the most part
But he still likes to keep you at a safe distance just to make sure his monster side doesn’t accidentally hurt you
(Not too far tho :3)
He always knew you were shy, so he knew that trying to teach you to control it would be a little bit difficult
That was, until you were in your monster form.
In your monster form, you were a lot more clingy towards him, which came as a stark contrast to your usual shy, closed off demeanour.
Not that he minds, he just finds it to be kind of a surprise
In his human form, he’s not scared of you accidentally hurting him or something as a monster
In his human form, he loves to let you cling to him
It reminds him that you’re still you despite the infection
This man can protect himself for sure. But let’s say you and him are doing whatever, maybe walking around, you’re both in human form and a (hostile) monster shows up.
His immediate thought is to protect you, because even though you can turn into a monster yourself, he forgets.
He goes to protect you, his monster side takes over (cause let’s say one of his desires is protecting you okay hear me out)
And then you, wanting to protect him, or show that you can defend yourself, or who know why , turn into your monster form and fend off the monster in some badass way
God damn. Maybe his human side is surprised but the monster side, if bro was out and saw that. You earned respect
The monster side of him has seen you before the transformation. All shy or whatever. He is also quite surprised when you turn and all of a sudden you’re all up on him
At first his monster side would probably push you away a little bit like “wtf is bro doing who are you”
Sometimes his monster side is a lil emo and has to be a lone wolf or something, but when you show up as a monster and follow him around and doing to him eventually he realizes you probably won’t stop until you turn back
His monster side pulls the whole “how pathetic and weak” thing when you cling to him, and you just go right ahead and let your monster self argue that
No matter how much you adore him as a monster, you can and will win a fight/argument against him
Maybe sometimes he lets you win. So what, a win is a win?
When your human side is out and you’re back to your shy self, both sides of him kind of miss your monster side
He likes feeling loved
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Um so sorry if this sucks
Hyun-su is the definition of this tweet

Tips on how to stop HEALING piercings from falling out r greatly appreciated thanks
Everyone should leave sweet home requests yes yes I do most if not all characters
#headcanons#fluff#scp230kinnie#tumblr#fanfic#sweet home#kdrama#hyun soo#cha hyun su x reader#cha hyun soo x reader#cha hyun soo#cha hyunsu#hyun soo headcanons#hyun su headcanons#hyun su x reader#hyun soo x reader
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i need post-dmc5 headcanons for nero im begging 🥀/lh
AAAAH COMPLETELY FORGOT TO SHARE THESE!!! I’ve been out of the country for the last week I forgot to feed le masses 🤣
This post also counts as my announcement that I am accepting post DMC headcanon requests now :3
⚔️ Post-DMC5 Nero Headcanons 🍇
Again! While these are takes for my DMC6 sequel, you are more than welcome to use these for any sort of fanart, fics, whatever! Just please tag me, not for credit or anything, just because I wish to see what I accidentally inspire in y’all! I’m parched for DMC content!
Warnings: Mentions of PTSD and Trauma from DMC4, but otherwise all fluff!
Probably has the healthiest body out of the whole Sparda family. While he is on the leaner side, both Kyrie and Vergil make sure he has a healthy diet (unfortunately). He and Dante have cheat days where they sneak out and order pizza or other junk foods. Somehow Vergil always finds out, though.
Takes on a more emo/punk attire after Vergil and Dante get back, piercings, lots of torn jeans and shirts, the works. Part of him did it to contrast with his dad’s more prim and popper attire, but another part of him did it because we wanted to.
Still rocking the faux hawk, only because he tried dying his hair a bit ago and realized that color DOES NOT come out of white hair without God themselves intervening, so Kyrie had to buzz it all off so it grow back normally. He cried and looked like a shaved kiwi for almost a month. Dante never let him live it down.
Ends up getting really into DIY stuff. Mostly it’s with clothes and outfits, such as cutting up his own jeans and shirts and styling them into something he’ll like, but he does end up helping Nico when making new devil bringers. Strictly in a cosmetic sense, she never lets him touch any of the mechanical components.
He tried doing that once and ended up causing the prototype she made to combust and nearly set the van on fire. Since then there has been a “Nero Isn’t Allowed To Touch Nico’s Shit” rule.
Preferably spends time with Kyrie when not doing missions for DMC. Kyrie went to college after the events of DMC 5, so whenever she’s busy with schoolwork or classes, he’s at the Orphanage in Fortuna he and Kyrie own, helping out and watching over the kids.
Inadvertently has become somewhat of a Credo figure to the orphans, which he’s extremely conflicted about. Technically he’s almost the age Credo was when he died. (Nero’s 25 ATP, Credo died at 26 in my lore)
Speaking of Credo- He’s still hung up over his death. He still blames himself for what happened, and it haunts him. On the worst days, he’ll end ip having nightmares of what happened, or worse. It usually ends with him just lying awake in the living room playing shitty videogames or watching some childish cartoon show.
Occasionally Vergil or Dante wake up and join him as well. They don’t judge or ask why he’s up, just if he wants some snacks or why he chose Power Rangers to watch or something.
Kyrie also occasionally catches these moments. She usually just gives him hugs and cuddles and asks if he wants to talk. Sometimes they do, about how Credo was and funny memories. Sometimes they don’t, and just wallow in the silence until Nero starts crying. He’s been looking into possibly doing therapy, but then again, try explaining to a mental health professional that yes, demons are real, my older brother figure got killed by one, and no I’m not crazy.
Somehow has become MORE reckless after DMC5. Because all regrowing his arm taught Nero was that he could do that. And now he gives Vergil and Kyrie a heart attack whenever he comes back missing a leg or a hand because “Dante said the fish didn’t bite”.
Absolutely despises (and enjoys) how close Kyrie and Vergil have gotten. His girlfriend and his dad now tag team on him to take care of himself.
For hobbies, he mostly does artsy stuff. Sketching is his main go-to when bored, drawing concept art for a new Devil Bringer, or sneakily sketching one of the DMC members before they spot him. Has a whole sketchbook that is just pure Kyrie art which she stole from him. (He was embarrassed about it until she went “This is my most treasured possession now”)
He still also plays video games, mostly teaching Dante how some of them work. He’s basically the only computer literate one in DMC, so he’s the one that gets summoned when the wifi router breaks or when Dante can’t figure out the controls.
Also got into writing a little bit, mostly from Vergil. The poem book he left inspired him somewhat, so he started messing around with that. Vergil accidentally found one of Nero’s poems and assumed it was some lost page from his own book from “how good it was” which nearly made Nero cry. They occasionally have little poem/book club sessions.
Speaking of family- he ends up meeting Patty 3 days after the events of DMC5 because she kicked down their door with a sword questioning why Dante went AWOL. They end up getting along really well, with Patty teaching Nero most of what she knows about DIY. She started helping around at the mobile branch as an assistant, getting trained by Dante how to use some of the weapons until Dante says she’s “demon ready”.
He’s also been looking more into his mother and her disappearance. Not out of a familial sense, more so as just a way to get answers on his family tree and genealogy. He honestly assumes her to be dead, but he doesn’t verbalize it after seeing how hung up on LIR Vergil was. Also because a small part of him wants her to be alive too.
An even smaller part wishes that if she were alive, for her to come back and they could all be a proper family.
#nero#nero sparda#dmc nero#nero dmc#devil may cry#dmc#dmc 5#dmc 4#devil may cry 4#devil may cry 5#vergil#vergil sparda#dante#dante sparda#dmc vergil#dmc dante#vergil dmc#dante dmc#headcanon#headcanons#list#prompt list#writing prompt#hes just a little guy#yes I wrote the credo stuff knowing that the fallen angel!credo is canon here >:3#dmc kyrie#dmc credo#dmc patty#dmc nico#i am taking suggestions
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Carlos and Coco seem to be wearing a ming/qing inpired hanfu pattern? But in a very modern "stylization".
okay imma nerd out about chinese traditional clothing a bit (a lot)



so here they are both wearing mid-late Ming dynasty (roughly mid 15th century - mid 16th century)style traditional Chinese clothing. in this period the economy was good so everyone were wearing pretty cloths with fancy patterns (in a lot of the times peasants were not allowed to wear bright colours and complex patterns), and the clothes and their sleeves were quite long and wide.
Carlos here is wearing a Ming dynasty style round collar robe (明制圆领袍)and I am quite sure that this one is of the mid-late Ming period because there are added pieces of cloth to hem of the robe which started to exist in mid-ming. also they managed to cover up his pants and made the whole thing look a lot more proper lol 😭 and carlos' robe has dragon patterning, which would be extremely bold of him if he wore that in early ming (in that period of time only the emperor or very important members of the government could wear clothes wth dragon patterns) but in mid-late Ming the economy was good everyone were quite happy so people didnt really care anymore. But! looking at the cloth and the pattern design and print the maker of this particular robe probably did not think that much about it because this one is probably from the average try-on-some-tradtional-clothes type of stuff at tourist attractions, and would cost around 300CNY if you want to buy one. The better quality ones can easily go 2000+CNY.
Coco here is wearing a stand-up collar side opening short coat (竖领大襟短袄). yes there is actually a stand-up collar, but this type of collar is usually super tight and shes taller and more muscular than the average asian women so no wonder why she wasnt able to buckle the buttons up😭 this type of collar stated to become popular around mid ming dynasty too. she is also wearing a horse face skirt (马面裙), which is essentially a really large piece of cloth (its actually two pieces sewed together but anyways) with a lot of pleats but three of them are super wide, and you wear it by wrapping it around your waist with the wide pleats at the front and the back of your body. its the standard lower body clothing for women through out the Ming dynasty, and were also quite popular in the Qing dynasty too. on a side note this thing is actually super comfy and easy to move around in, i some times wear mine on a normal day with a shirt or a sweater or any top and they go together quite well
to explain the two pieces sewed together part ⬇️
and im getting a bit unnecessarily emo over this because when rafa and jcf and moya did that very similar photo shoot in 2005 they were wearing very historically incorrect costumes because knowledge about traditional clothings of the Han ethnic group (ie the majority of chinese people) was largely lost because of several historical events and also people genuinely didnt care. from around 2010 people started to recover knowledge about our traditional clothing again and it started with a very niche group of people (including me) making, buying and wearing very poorly made, quite ugly and historically incorrect clothes lol😭😭😭 so its quite nice to see even though they just pulled out several pieces form the average try-on-some-tradtional-clothes at tourist sites type of collections, these pieces are more or less based on actual historical clothing (tbh the patternings are still kind of sus but its still a huge step forward 😌)
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Late ahh dnp 2024 predictions:
- Valentines Day Heartthrob episode (they love this game so much) with another twist of some kind is the first dapg video of 2024
❌ first video back on the gaming channel is “will you press the button?”
- WDAPTEO 2023 comes out on very last day of January
❌ technically I predicted wdapteo but it wasn’t put out on January 31st
- Playing the next chapter of poppy playtime during spooky week
❌ they played it in February
- Sims episode of Spooky Week following Daliens emo ass
❌no?????
- Bob and Eliza die of old age, Dil befriends the Grim Reaper when he comes to collect their souls
❌they moved so we’ll never know what happened to Bob and Eliza
- Dan and Phil Crafts revival video is taken down no more than 24 hours after it’s posted
✅❌1/2 points. Dnpcrafts video did not get deleted, but it was posted
- Dan makes it his mission to do the worst spon breaks ever/sabotage Phil, whose actually trying (like NordVPN)
✅ counting this as a successful prediction after Dans NordVPN fanfiction moment
- Heart Eyes Howell mention
❌not technically but also that one interview that mentions Heart Eyes Howell in the thumbnail was crazy
- Phil wears an Extremely Expensive Shirt and everyone freaks out when those blogs that find people’s clothes post the price
❌nope
- More crazy conspiracies about a wedding/child/pet/honeymoon
✅ these Phagenda theories are getting out of hand guys…
- Phil goes to the ER at least once
✅Good Lord I didn’t think it would be that bad…
- Dab and Evan make a science baby because Phil wants to know how it works
❌god i wish they did though
- They both get Hotter
✅BLONDE PHIL IS DOING THINGS TO ME IM SORRY
✅we mustn’t forget the Phullet
- They finally rid the Howlters of Drago, only for the game to crash and the progress to be lost. They view it as a sign that Drago cannot be removed from the household or terrible things will happen
❌is Drago still there??? I think so????
- Alluding to a popular Phanfic that they Shouldn’t Know About
✅ok I know they’ve referenced some before now but the visceral reaction I had to Phil saying “lets not mention any sunburn or hamsters.” Made me qualify it here
- They continue to talk about cursed Lore and make fun of old conspiracy theories that get gradually more niche
✅ yeah that’s happening
- One of Daliens high school friends is abducted while they’re hanging out at the Howlter residence
❌lowkey surprised this didn’t happen
- DITL of Dan and Phil at Pride
❌wishful thinking tbh
- Some kind of house tour that shows little to none of the actual house
❌dnpcrafts came close…
- Less frequent posting on the gaming channel
✅yes bc they went on tour
#i am delusional#daniel howell#phil lester#dan howell#amazingphil#dan and phil#danandphil#danandphilgames#dan and phil games#dnpgames
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I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD PREFACE:
these are NOT meant to be soundalikes. i think our guys would use their own intonations, inflections, and creative decisions for things like cadence and ad-libs in these songs. this is meant to be a showcase of what vibes i think their songs would be. under the cut, i'll have notes on why i chose tracks, certain covers of songs, etc.
All that to say—This Is: Wings of Illyria
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01 The Great Escape — BOYS LIKE GIRLS the song that started it all.... i've definitely said this way too many times, but i'll say it again. the bridge. 'we won't hear a word.... they.... say / they don't know us anyway.' that is azriel's part. that is where the crowd goes batshit (buh dum tss). i think their songs would be a range of stuff like pop-punk, alt, rock. this one might be a bit different than the rest of the energy of the playlist, but i was not folding on this one, it HAD to be in the playlist.
02 Seven Nation Army — The White Stripes the bass in this is so iconic and i thought az deserved it. thats pretty much the only reason, i can't even lie
03 Take Me Out — Franz Ferdinand i just really love this song LMFAOOOO also i can see rhys KILLING IT on guitar. i ALSO really like the thought of az and cass having fun shouting the backing vocals. OH OH and az and rhys playing their instruments back to back with these shit-eating smirks on their faces mmm yum
04 Somebody Told Me — The Killers this is the first of the "fun" songs i chose for them, i think that'll make more sense when you listen to the rest of the "fun" ones. like i think these are the slightly less serious songs that they'd enjoy performing.
05 Kryptonite — 3 Doors Down i think this is one of the ones i find truer to their usual sound (usual, i say, as if i didnt just make it all up lol)
06 Sex on Fire — Kings of Leon a more mellow one comparatively. the instrumentals are great in this and i see them having fun with it
07 Come As You Are — Nirvana also a bit more mellow, but i think rhys would kill this
08 Aerials — System Of A Down so.. serj tankian has a very unique voice and i love it but obv rhys wouldnt sound like that yknow? i just think the guitar in this song is awesome and i think rhys would have a lot of fun playing this one (also az on harmony yum)
09 The Kill — Thirty Seconds To Mars a classic emo/alt song. this one all around is AMAZING for them. the backing vocals, the belting, the DRUMS. cass would have so much fun on this one
10 Everlong — Foo Fighters starts slow but picks up, i think the instrumentals all around are very them. i see rhys being super passionate on vocals (not to mention how iconic the guitar is HELLOOOO), cass smashing the mf drums, az with the mellow backing vocals
11 Dance, Dance — Fall Out Boy i think if any of these songs are a bit out of the realm of the others, these two fall out boy tracks are it. dont get me wrong, it still fits into the vibe with those "fun" songs i was talking about, it's just one of their less serious songs i think
12 Thnks fr th Mmrs — Fall Out Boy three hot guys singing about casual sex. need i say more?
13 Fashionably Late — Falling in Reverse ANOTHER FUN SONG AHAHHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! listen they would eat this shit up. im noticing a pattern that i find songs that objectify women or talk about them in the most dude way ever to be extremely hot. specifically when i think about rhys, az, and cass performing them. sue me. the only lyric-specific notes i have for this one are these: r: without a doubt, sorry about making out with your friends c: MWAH >:D and also the r: without a doubt, sorry about fucking all your friends a: *hyper feminine voice* what? something just tells me rhys and cass would gang up on him and make him do that one live but over time there are like fan-made compilations of his "what?" and he ends up looking forward to it to hear the crowd go nutso
14 Dear Maria, Count Me In — All Time Low pop punk singer rhys!! i love!! another "fun" song
15 Are You Gonna Be My Girl — Jet yet another "fun" song! ugh idk i just find them singing about a girl to be very hot and sexy
16 Good Girls Bad Guys — Falling in Reverse surprise surprise another fun one >:D but make it sexy >:D
17 You're Gonna Go Far, Kid — The Offspring the guitar.. the aggressive lyrics.... the shouted ad libs (def cass on the 'trust, deceived' at the end of the second verse) and the lower harmony by az
18 Prayer of the Refugee — Rise Against i love love LOVE imagining them going full rock band on stage like head banging and throwing 100% of themselves into it, i just love the chorus of this song and imagining rhys going in on this is so like..... loving sigh
19 Scotty Doesn't Know — Lustra A "FUN" SONG!! ONE OF MY FAV "FUN" SONGS ON THIS LIST!! like i said,, these hot guys singing about a girl.. add in the fact that theyre singing about fucking her>>>>>
20 I Was Made For Lovin' You — YUNGBLUD OKAY. i have a good bit to say about this one bc i realize it's an interesting choice. i had the original by KISS on here at first, but the sound was a bit too classic rock compared to the rest of their stuff. this cover gives a bit more of a modern-alt-rock sound? i want to make known that i HATE the way "can't" in the first "i can't get enough of you baby" is sung, but it's only once. i also love the PICK UP IN TEMPO AAAAA its really good. let me walk you through the thought process. im seeing in concert we've got like.. a dark stage. a spotlight on rhys seated at a piano, singing into the mic. once he sings the first chorus, he stands, the lights come up, az tosses him his guitar, he catches it with one hand, throwing the strap over himself, the guitar spins around him and then rhys starts fuckin GOING AT IT. anyway..... yeah that's why i chose this cover instead of the original
21 You Give Love A Bad Name — Bon Jovi ik i said classic rock wasnt their sound but this one is just so good. i can see them giving this one a slightly more modern feel
22 Savior — Rise Against do me a favor. listen to this with headphones. start the song with just the right earbud in, then at the end of that intro verse, put the left one in so the guitar grows. those isolated vocals would be az. thank u.
23 Situations — Escape the Fate remember how 19 was one of my fav "fun" songs on the list? THIS is my fav one. its just so openly sexual, vey raunchy, they'd be very sexy singing this and the crowd would cream their pants
24 Sexy Drug — Falling in Reverse take one listen to this one and you'll see why i added it on here i think im getting predictable LMFAOOOO
25 The Drug In Me Is You — Falling In Reverse this one's just as simple as great vocals, bitchin guitar, amazing drums
26 Paralyzer — Finger Eleven again, BITCHIN guitar
27 I Hate Everything About You — Three Days Grace the AGGRESSION!!!!! RAAAA!!!!!!! thats it, it's aggressive and they'd be hot playing this song
28 Covet — Basement another slower song, but i love it so i put it. duh. every album has one or two slower songs, this is one of them.
29 Zombie — Bad Wolves i absolutely LOVE this one. it has more of that rock feel for these guys than the original by the cranberries. thats why i chose this cover. i can see them head banging to this one
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yall were interested so just gonna tag you here!! hope you enjoy :D @anarchiii @chairofchaos @blushingfawnsposts @mellowmusings @acoazlove
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#ALSO CAN WE APPRECIATE THE COVER I MADE#LIKE SPOTIFY'S OFFICIAL “THIS IS:” PLAYLISTS#that was quite quite fun#this whole thing was very fun#thank u all for indulging me#now idk why it isnt embedding properly but just ignore it ok#wings of illyria#acotar#acotar band au#band au
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Nervous
hey guuuyyyyyysssssssss im here with another fic for you all ! i hope you enjoyyy :))
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After joining Jujustu High as a late start first year. Getting acclimated to the new environment was easier than you thought. The people on the other hand…they threw you for a loop.
Itadori was normal enough, a bit bubbly and preppy but could still be serious and caring. He was a sweetheart through and through. You two got along really well, considering your own social butterfly-like nature. Though no where near the extreme of Itadori’s.
Kugisaki was a bit harder to crack, she was a tough nut. Hiding her affection’s with hard insults and shrill yells. It became almost nature for you both to argue about nonsensical things. During your first hangout together she had tried to make you hold all her bags, which you of course declined.
This had you guys arguing for hours, ending it in a fit of laughter in the middle of the busy Tokyo sidewalk. After that day you both had grown considerably closer, and you found yourself spending many a nights holed up in her room talking gossip and bickering with eachother.
Fushiguro on the other hand. At first, you were sure he didn’t like you. His never-ending scowls and cold, monotone voice. It was hard to really believe Itadori and Kugisaki when they told you that that was how he was with everyone, that it wasn’t anything specific to you.
But out of the three, Fushiguro was the one you wanted to get close to the most. His handsome face, his dark hair, his broody demeanor. For whatever reason, it drew you in like moth to a flame.
You recognized the warmth that curled in your gut whenever he came to class a little late, a flush on his cheeks from rushing to the classroom. His hair slightly out of place, his hands quick to run through the soft locks in an attempt to tame them.
The blush that would enflame your features when you two would get paired to train together. When you would get distracted staring at his face as the sweat dripped down his forehead, and his chest heaved with heavy breaths. His husky tone reprimanding your attention being else where, pinning you quickly on the mat beneath you both to prove his point.
Images of him flashed through your head all of the time. You could never stop thinking about him, and it drove you mad. Especially because you had absolutely no outlet to all these pent up emotions. He would barely hold a conversation with you for more than 5 seconds, a quick hi and bye was all you got on a good day.
He definitely wouldn’t speak to you outside of class, or hangout with you alone without it being some group outing that Itadori or Kugisaki had dragged him on.
It made your heart clench at the thought that you two would just never be as close as he was with the others. That your feelings were ultimately one sided and you would just have to find a way to get over them sooner rather than later. Lest they consume any more of you.
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Sitting criss cross on Kugisaki’s bed, flipping through a magazine she had sitting on her desk, while you wait for her to return to her dorm.
You had texted her before hand about wanting to talk to her about something, of course it had to do with the dark-haired emo boy, and she had responded letting you know her door was unlocked and she would be back from the mission she was on soon.
So here you were, attempting to pass the time while you waited for her to return. Your mind running a million miles a minute with all the information you had wanted to spill to her. Of course nothing had happened between you two, Fushiguro had been holed up in his room since he came back from a particularly rough mission. Probably sleeping off the ache in his bones, as most of them did.
A sharp knock pulled you out of your thoughts, causing you to jerk up from your relaxed position. Confusion running through you, it couldn’t of been Kugisaki she had a key to her dorm and could easily just unlock the door. Itadori was out on a mission of his own and wasn’t set to return until tomorrow.
Your heart beat spiked at the thought of who could be behind the door.
Padding over on your socked feet, you unlocked the padlock on your side and swung it open. And, just like you expected, you're met with dark spikey hair and deep eyes. His eyes widen as he takes in seeing you, instead of the expected Kugisaki.
“Oh…is Kugisaki not back yet?” His voice questioning, attempting to peer behind you to possibly catch a glimpse of her brown hair in the back.
“No, sorry shes still on a mission. Im waiting for her to come back too.” You said, a blush quickly appearing on your cheeks. Going to awkwardly rub at the back of your neck.
He stood their uncomfortably at the door for a few beats of silence, you still too stunned at the fact that he was in front of you currently to even attempt to think of any conversation starters. Also fully convinced that he's just going to walk away at any moment now without even a goodbye.
“Did you want to maybe, wait with me?” You try at your luck, stepping back from the door to give him space to come inside.
His eyes focused on yours for a few tense seconds. Before, without a word, he enters the room.
Your nerves set alight in your body, feeling the heat crawl up your neck. Turning the tips of your ears a rosy shade. Silently, you shut the door behind you. Turning the lock, taking a deep breath before facing the scene before you.
Fushiguro had made himself as comfortable as you think he could be in the presence of others. He sat, almost stiffly, in her desk chair. Fiddling with his fingers, he seemed strikingly out of place. His stiff shoulders and awkward demeanor. It created a fuzzy feeling within your chest, staring at him endearingly. Doing everything within your power to hold back a giggle from erupting past your throat.
Your attempt was unsuccessful as a giggle slipped past your lips. His eyes shot up to yours, glaring at you.
“What?” His tone was sharp, and it would’ve made you nervous in any other situation but the image of him awkwardly waiting for Kugisaki was still swimming behind your eyelids.
“I’m sorry..” You managed past your fit of giggles, which only went on longer the longer he glared at you. “You just looked so…stiff. I’m not gonna bite ya know.” You said, wiping the tears that gathered under your eyes.
With the sudden boost of confidence, you found yourself walking up to where he was sat in her chair. A smile still lingering on your lips from the giggles. When both of your eyes met eachother, you were sure you saw the hints of a smile within them. But that was quickly replaced with shock as you grabbed his arms and pulled him to sit on the bed with you.
A noise of surprise escaped his throat as he was manhandled, too shocked to do anything to fight back against it.
“See! Much more comfortable, don’t you think?” You weren’t going for an actual response, going to grab the magazine you were reading earlier. Finding yourself lying on your stomach, legs kicking idly behind you. While Fushiguro attempted to seem comfortable.
Sneaking glimpses of him out of the corner of your eye made you want to loose yourself into a fit of giggles again.
“Okay I can’t do this.” You sighed, trying to fight back the smile. This is the closest you’ve been with him alone since, ever really. You were trying to fight back the nerves that kept attempting to flutter out of your stomach. You desperately wanting things to not be awkward, but it seemed like he was going to make that a harder task that necessary.
“You really don’t like people do you?” The ‘Me’ that floated in and out of the lines of your words was left unsaid, but with the slight widening of his eyes and the way they flickered to your face. You were sure you both heard it loud within the silence.
He sighed, shifting himself onto the bed in a more lax sitting position.
“You make me nervous.”
The words left you staring at him dumbly, his eyes looking down at the bed sheepishly. His fingers fiddling with each other.
Your mouth open and closed again, not unlike a fish out of water. Your brain shortcircuiting trying to come up with something, anything, to say in response to that. But you were drawing blanks.
“I-...You-...HUH??”
This time, you made him giggle. The back of his hand covering his smile as he chuckled at you. It made a dagger stab directly through your heart at the cuteness display infront of you.
“Don’t laugh at me!” You playfully smacked his shoulder, which only proved to make his laughter worse. Not too soon after, you followed him. Giggles of your own, joining him in his laughing fit.
You both laughed and laughed for what seemed like forever. The awkwardness of before long forgotten, so much so, you had almost forgotten what he had said that even led you both to this in the first place.
Almost.
Once the laughter had died down for the both of you, which was extremely difficult as it seemed every time you both made eye contact, one of you erupted into another fit.
You took deep breaths, trying to regain yourself. You felt his eyes on you, and the heat of it all crept up again. Making itself known on the fat of your cheeks, and the tips of your ears. You avoided his gaze, not ready to really come to terms with whatever was about to happen.
“Why do I…uhh make you nervous?” You stumbled through your words, the nerves fluttering up your throat. Making it feel increasingly difficult to speak.
You had spent what felt like years dreaming of this moment. Where you would confess, or he would confess. And you would finally be able to talk to him without feeling like you were going to explode, or feeling like it was such a one-sided conversation.
The need to know him ran so deep within your bones that by this point, it was apart of you. It became a key point in your personality long ago, almost since the first moment you laid eyes on him. You found yourself searching for him everywhere you went.
And not just him physically, but in things. When you would see a dog charm at the shop you were looking through with Kugisaki, or when Itadori would take you to this ramen place you would think about how much Fushiguro would like the food here. Or when you would see dark hair walking down the street, and for a split second wonder if that's him. If fate had brought you both down the same street, at the same time.
He cleared his throat, which pulled you from the deep entralls of your mind. You perked up, eyes darting all across his face. The blush that dusted his cheeks was an intense red color, it made you want to coo at him, but you refrained. Wanting to hear his answer.
“You just do.” He said, a finality in his voice. But with the way his eyes were refusing to meet yours, and the blush that was still stubbornly apparent on his cheeks. It felt like just enough answer for you.
It made your heart sing, you felt a smile tugging on your lips.
“Aww Fushiguroooo.” You extended the vowels annoyingly, playfully playing it up just to get him to blush a little bit more. Throwing your arms around him, you nuzzled the side of his face. Your lips right up against his ear, you whispered.
“You make me nervous too.”
You felt him freeze under your arms, his whole body stiffening before relaxing again. His chest rumbling with a laugh, as he turned in your hold to face you. A small smile on his face, and you felt your heart swell for the nth time that night.
He opened his mouth to say something, you more than ready to listen. When the door was slammed open and Kugisaki barged in.
You both shoved eacother apart, hoping to create enough distance that wasn’t suspicious between you two. Immediately, your cheeks felt like they were going to catch fire with how hot they were.
“Hel- woah. What happened in here?” Kugisaki asked, her eyes darting between you two.
“Well you kn-.”
“Nothing.” His voice slightly shaky as he stood and went to leave without another word.
Your mind racing, wasn’t he in here for something? You thought, but your thoughts were cut off as Kugisaki flops onto her bed. Narrowly missing you, her voice muffled.
“You guys better not have fucked on my bed.”
authors note: heyyyyy i hope you guys enjoyyy ! i think i really like the way this turned out! and its my first fic, kinda, for megumi so hopefully i did him justice !! thank you guys for reading and for all the love!!
#megumi fushiguro#megumi fushiguro x reader#megumi x reader#fushiguro x reader#jjk#jjk x reader#jjk x you#megumi x you#megumi fushiguro x you#jujustu kaisen#jujustu kaisen x you#jujustu kaisen x reader#x reader#megumi fanfiction#megumi fushiguro fanfiction#free my boy#my little emo boy#🪷 fantas flowers
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hello it's me again the person who asked you to rant about your aus, plz strap in this is gonna be so long-
"So all the sides go to bed as normal one night, and when they wake, they're all in like completely different bedrooms and houses to were they fall asleep, seemingly with strangers in them.
ooooooooo, everything is probably feels a lot more tangible now cuz they're in the real world right? And like I headcanon that Roman wakes up with a lot of fanfare in his room, like birds singing and the lights glowing in a spotlight above his head, so all of that being gone is red flag.
After a while, and from the prompting of their "Families", they all separately figure out they've been made into teenagers.
How concerned are each of them about this, how worried are the families. Like is this a thing that happens often, do their kids just get possesed by random people all the time?
Now, these teenagers before the sides went into them, all still somehow have the same names and interests as the sides, even though they're in the same world as Thomas, I don't know, maybe it's a wild coincidence.
huh- strange coincidence- are the teens fans of Sanders Sides
Patton is the oldest out of five children living at home, and the third oldest of seven total. His "parents" kinda leave him alone most of the time, as they have much younger children to look after, so it's not hard for him to sneak away to meet up with the others, though he does have to babysit a lot.
Poor parentified older sibling- Whose the 'closest' to the Patton who isn't a side of someone's personality? Are they concerned about him? What are his older siblings doing?
Logan is an only child, his "Parents" are both very overbearing and supportive, think rainbow dashes parents.
Logan!!! Support network for you! Go you! (except helicopter parents can suck so also poor Logan, im sorry you have no space) Does corporeal Logan also have anger issues? Is he in therapy for it? I feel like his parents might do that for him! I bet he's in a lot of clubs and acedemic stuff at school.
Virgil's "Parents" are those millennial grey/beige people, who both incredibly disapprove of their "sons" emo "Phase" he doesn't get on with them much.
oh no, poor Virgil- how much like space is Virgil given? Like how much self expression is he allowed? Does he have to wear like grey sweaters and slacks? Did his parents cut his hair for him? Did corporeal Virgil give himself like peircings or whatever? He prolly has to do his makeup at school or something right?
I'm not quite sure for Janus, I'm thinking either a Single mum/dad, or a foster family, but he has a little sister.
for a second there i thought you were talking about him being a single teen parent lol- if he has a foster family is his sister a foster sister or a bio sister? How close are they? How close is Janus to his parents? Does corporeal Janus own snakes? His scales are probably just a birthmark or whatever right? Is Corporeal Janus planning on getting snake scales tattooed over his birthmark?
Roman and Remus don't meet their "parents" until the weekend after the wake up there, they very much just leave enough money for food and leave.
Extremely neglectful parents for the win! Roman's in the drama department right? What's Remus doing? Is he a big like biology student? Does he like art class and making hyperrealistic props
Obviously none of the sides actually view these people as family, or any sort of authority figure, it's more strangers who they live with.
honestly pretty angsty for the families that actually care about their kids. Like your kid starts being more evasive and skipping school and stuff and then they vanish. They don't seem to really care for you like at all and it doesn't feel like a regular teenager thing. Sometimes it feels like they've become a parody of the kid you raised.
Back to the story, all the sides eventually meet up in school, as they all either saw each other on the bus/during lunch/have a class together.
are the sides in different grades? I feel like Logan's 'parents' would drive him to school. How close do the sides all live from the school.
They manage to figure out where they are, which is a few states away from Florida. (I don't know American geography or high schools very well, as I'm not from there, so if I do write this, the high school will probably be more like a New Zealand one)
I know a lot about high schools in America lol (not public schools though which im assuming they go to) <- went to private school in the US. I'd rec using a neighboring state since it'll still prolly take like 6 ish hours to get there (if they dont get pulled over for stealing a car/for speeding and get recognized) South Carolina (7 hours fastest route)
The sides all try and figure out how to get to Florida, and how to get back to side form instead of teenager form. They also all have previous commitments, such as jobs or after school activities, which is annoying when you don't know what's going on. Remus, Roman and Patton's parents will let them waive these things, Janus, Logan and Virgil's won't.
all of this is v frustrating. Logan is prolly better off, since he's all about schedules ya and Roman is v good at pretending he knows what's going on but Virgil probably has a nervous breakdown or whatever. Patton goes home after school and his 'sibling' looks at him and is like 'shouldn't you be at work' or whatever
After a while, they manage to get a car, and just all run-away to Florida, Thomas's house.
Do they steal the car lol?
In Thomas's perspective, he's panicking, as all of his sides have gone missing. He gets a knock on the door, and it's these six random teenagers, all claiming to be his sides? Are these six of his fans? Are they all delusional?
poor Thomas! Does them knowing his secrets convince them? Or do they have some sort of powers or somethingn
After a while, Thomas believes them and lets them in, the issue is, they're all missing children, as they stole a car and ran away, and he doesn't want to be arrested.
makes sense makes sense
That's all I have, I assume at some point they figure out how to get the sides back in Thomas's head, but I don't know how, maybe they all die?"
id feel bad for the kids living their normal lives if they die- maybe Roman Virgil and Janus set up a like occult possesion ritual or something (Roman cuz he's creative, Virgil cuz its a spooky thing, and Janus because he gives off 'knowing occult things' vibes... maybe Logan too-)
OMG THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK!! I'll try an answer all of these!!
In my mind it's a combination of everything's more tangible, and these are obviously still different bedrooms compared to what they usually sleep in. Like, in a wip I wrote of this Au, Remus wakes up and jumps out of bed, only to find he's two meters above ground in the top half of a bunk bed instead of his mattress who he went to sleep on, and when he hits the ground, he finds out that instead of his body enjoying the pain and that kinda idea, it just really really hurts in his ankle.
The families aren't aware they're kids have all been body-swapped, it's more that they're like "Don't forget to drop your sister off at school!" or "remember to bring that library book with you to school, I don't want to get anymore emails about it being overdue." and Logan, Patton, Janus and Virgil all kinda figure out enough off what's going on to make it to high school. Remus and Roman don't until a couple days later, as theirs nobody around except for themselves and they don't know what one earth is going on.
In my mind, it's a complete and utter coincidence. You ask any of these teenager if they know what Sanders Sides is and the answer would be "...Sanders? Like the vine guy?"
I'm not quite sure what you meant by this, so I'm going to assume you meant the sibling non-side Patton was closest with, who was his 7 year old brother Jeremy, while Jeremy did notice something was slightly wrong with Patton, (Not remembering facts about himself, general being slightly more mature than a seventeen year old) it wasn't noticeable enough for anyone else to take his concerns seriously. Patton's older sister (Second Oldest) is traveling with her friends, and Patton's older brother (Oldest) is moving into a new house/apartment with his wife.
He is in therapy because of anger issues. However, corporeal Logan thinks it's pointless, so when side Logan shows up and says how much of a waste of time this is and he has better things to be doing, and refuses to speak, It's not much or a surprise for his therapist, at least not enough to be concerning. He is in the most clubs, chess club, debate team, math club (Is that a thing) generally a lot.
Corporeal Virgil is barely given any space, he has pierced his own ears and managed to keep it a secret, but aside from that the emo phase (Which he did already have, he just didn't have any way of expressing it) is trapped inside. Side Virgil has to beg the others to get him make-up/accessories/clothes. He buys that spray hair dye and has to wash it all out everytime the school day ends.
I've decided on single parent, though I don't know what gender yet so we're gonna go with nonbinary. Corporeal Janus is kinda close with his sister? She's 13 and currently has a lot of friends and other things going on, but she thinks he's pretty cool. Corporeal Janus does have a birthmark, and while I haven't put much thought into it, he is going to do that because that's sick.
Corporeal Remus enjoys biology and chemistry, he's also part of the backstage crew in charge of making props, and he does pottery.
They are in different grades. I'm not sure how american grades work. Corporeal Patton and Janus are 17, Corporeal Logan and Virgil are 16, and Roman and Remus are both 15.
Logan's parents drive him to school as they live in a nice neighborhood far away from the school. Patton drops all of his younger siblings off at primary school and high school by using his parents car, he lives like 20 min away from school. Virgil and Janus take the bus, it's how they find each other. Remus and Roman walk cause they live close by.
They appeared in South Carolina, it's been decided.
Yeah, Janus has a part-time job. Logan has a bunch of club things and therapy as mentioned above. Patton also has a part-time job, and he has to baby-sit often. Roman has play rehearsal. Remus has behind the scenes meetings. I don't know what Virgil does, his "Parents" have probably signed him up for something but I don't know what screams "Millennial grey activity!" to me.
The car is stolen.
The sides convince Thomas through secrets you'd have to be a hard-core stalker to know about, and also conversations they've had with Thomas that weren't on camera, as there's quite literally no way except for Thomas and the sides to know about those.
I really like the idea of a possession ritual actually! Just Thomas sitting in the middle of a circle with all the others around, and them all communally possessing Thomas to get back to normal is a really cool idea that I'll probably use.
Thank you so much for this ask, it was so fun to get and read. I really loves seeing all of your questions and reactions to the original post.
#roman sanders#remus sanders#virgil sanders#patton sanders#logan sanders#janus sanders#thomas sanders#character thomas#sanders sides au#sanders sides high school au#sanders sides#ask
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If every main kotlc character and their fanon personality counterparts are drowning and you could only save one from each character (their canon or fanon counterpart) would there be any canonic characters saved
Idk im bored (this sentence is very telling so I shouldn’t even bother with anon but it gives me a false sense of security)
I LOVE THIS QUESTION... also i have an inkling on who its from
sophie: canon. her fanon personality is pulled to both extremes. either she's FAR more independant than portrayed in books or shes FAR more into the romance side of things (no shame there, just not my cup of tea). i dont love canon her, but it beats the fanon
keefe: FANON. its actually a crime that keefe isnt a cringefail-loser-finger-gunning-at-everyone-frog-themed-everything bisexual. just take a look at that mf. aint NO way that fucker doesn't kiss boys (the boys being fitz and tam-_
fitz: fanon. the canon him was SO massacred. it couldve been a chance to show a character with anger issues who isn't a dickhead (not that canon fitz has anger issues...but it would be cool to see a version of fitz that does). although, the fanon version of him outside of tumblr is pretty fucked...read a fic back in good ol' 2022 where he was physically abusive to sophie (i-)
dex: fanon. canon dex isn't explored that much at all. i know he's seen as overrated in the fandom but in canon he's underated, not just because of lack of page time but also lack of development imo. dont get me wrong there IS development but its kind subpar in comparison to other characters. also fanon dex includes the dex who's hopelessly in love with fitz.so.
biana: canon. hard choice because i dislike both. canon biana's character gets explored kinda in nightfall. do i love her personality? no. do i think shes a needed main character? no. do i like that shes there anyway? meh. dont think it'd make much of a difference. fanon biana's personality is often just "the best friend" in fics where she isnt centred lol. its like shes the face kotlc feminism but is also irrelevant.
marella: fanon. ANY DAY fanon her wins. canon her was a highkey bitch to sophie. "you aren't including me in your top secret plans" like girl please why do you want to be put in danger. also, like, the other characters whom she claimed ostracised her werent involved by sophie but rather were involved through their own actions or just being in the wrong place wrong time. canon marella is CONSTANTLY testing to sophie and it weirds me out. fanon her is fun, though sometimes reduced to simply snarky. still, i prefer it.
tam: canon. the fanon version of him is just "emo/dark/sad" without much else. like cmon tam DOES make jokes, he smiles, he laughs, he's capable of happiness (without a love interest MAKING him happy!) which a lot of ppl even on here forget lol. im not even particularly a tam fan but it needs to be said.
linh: canon. similar thing happens to linh and tam. linh gets reduced to "happy/sweet" in almost a complacent way that feels weirdly racist? like its furthering certain stereotypes? people called linh's actions in stellarlune ooc but i never felt that? she's always been headstrong (literally her whole BACKSTORY is her being headstrong) so to reduce her character to simply "nice/agreeing" is very...icky. it also reeks a tad of sexism too lol.
i dont really consider maruca, wylie or stina or anyone else main characters so this is the end of the list for me. thanks for the ask anon (ahem ahem @shadowofcrimsonmist) i had fun with this one lol/
#kotlc#kotlc fandom#kotlc thoughts#keefe sencen#fitz vacker#biana vacker#sophie foster#dex dizznee#tam song#linh song#marella redex#keeper of the lost cities#keepblr
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KEITH HCS 🤲🤲

I KNOW i said no more sneak peeks but lets just take a moment to marvel this hand i drew. Im quite proud of it and its line quality!! 😄
(Canon compliant) A big part of why james and keith’s situationship lasted so long was because keith was fully incapable of deciding whether or not he actually loved james. He was pretty in tune with his romantic feelings ever since he was a child (his father raised him that way: it was always “you don’t owe love to anybody” with him) and he figured out pretty quickly that he didn’t love normally when he hit 5th grade and was the one of the few people in his class who hadn’t developed a puppy crush or had a two week relationship. He found out the terminology for it a short while after in grade 6 sex ed probably, and he’s stuck with it since.
So growing up knowing he wasn’t capable of loving anyone romantically, coupled with how his feelings for james developed extremely slowly over the period of like a decade, he wasn’t sure if what he felt towards james was love or just regular friendship. He’d ask Shiro how he could tell the difference, and he’d never get a clear answer because everyone experiences it differently.
So it was a constant push and pull from Keith’s end, Keith would get closer to James because he liked being around him, but then he’d pull away out of fear that he was just leading James on. Because i think he knew that James liked him. At least subconsciously he knew. And keith thought he liked him back but the uncertainty was enough to make him believe at times that he wasn’t feeling anything. He’d been aroace his whole life, what changed now?
I think they’d gotten super close to kissing before. Or they did share a few kisses, always somewhere super dark and secluded, and they would never mention it again until they properly kiss like 6 years into the future after Keith comes back from being in space.
I love emo gays ‼️ i love the constant push and pull coming from both keith and james ‼️ keith because he doesn’t know what he’s feeling and james because.. he doesn’t know what he’s feeling ‼️
#voltron#voltron legendary defender#jaith#james griffin#james voltron#keith kogane#keith voltron#shipping#headcanon#ship headcanons#sneak peek#answered#angstish#aroace#aroacespec
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hi! i saw ur post about headcanons and if u dont mind sharing, can you tell us some of yours for evan? :)
-hes natually blond and every so often hell take a section of hair and dye it fun colors, like purole or green
-he got his ears pierced the same time as pandora cuz she was scared to get them, he ended up liking them so much he got more
-he wasnt friends with barty anf reg till the end of first year cuz barty put him off a lot (and he was worried abt barty being friends with pandora) and he didnt inow wut to think of reg
-dorcas was the first person he came out to, she was a year older and already out so he trusted her, and she caught him looking at a hot gryffindor guy while she was looking at marlene
-hes rlly good and socializing with everybody, like hes super good at hiding his freak for formal situations, by the second hang out tho hes absolutely craxy,
-he asked barty out first anf they went to the three broomsticks, it went terribly until barty spilled his drink all over himself so they had to go to the bathroom to change, evan took of his shirt to give it to barty and was js gonna keep his hoodie on. they ended up hooking up in the bathroom
-him and panda have a secret handshake they made on their 5th birthday, every yesr they add smth new to it, its abt 4 minutes long and theyve nvr forgotten it even once
-he absolutely loves mexican food, js everything abt it he thinks is delicious
-he always has a pack of stickers in his bag
-the entire 3rd year he was majorly emo, like full force emo, he still is emo, js extremely dialed back
-he loves legos, he has a ton in his room at his parents house, theyre all people in handmade tortue devices made with spare legos
-he has "bcj" tattooed on his v line, he also has his and pandora's first words tattooed, pandas in his handwriting anf his in pandoras
i accidentally deleted this and had to rewrite the whole thing wnf im still missing one i cant remember
#marauders#the marauders#slytherin skittles#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#rosekiller#regulus black#dorcas meadowes#pandora rosier#pandora lovegood
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So, i started rereading Harry Potter today, so i got all nostalgic about the Run Away era and saw the TXT HALLOWEEN Dance video (Taehyun as Ravenclaw makes so much sense !)
And it lowkey reminded me why i liked txt SO MUCH when i fist met them.
I've always felt a little out of place at the kpop scene, love the idols, love the idols, love the music. But if I start sharing my other interests with fellow kpop fans, they'd start seeing me as a show off for some reason? But i DID make great friends in my pre2019 kpop era. But the literature community was a little mean? Ill talk abt all the books ive read, and the moment ill mention liking kpop, Im just a fake, immature, simp with no idea of literature and only there for handsome characters?
The first time I saw TXT, In 9 3/4 era, i was...really surprised. I'd seen kpop idols cosplay as Hogwarts students before, but I hadnt listened to any other kpop song completely based off that before. Not only that, The fandom felt like clones of myself. Everyone fussing about the lore, nerds, nerds that likes both kpop and literature. im sure other fandom has them too, but i felt like TXT had them at the highest concentration.
Then I didnt have time to catch my btreath. Their concept based on PETER PAN, THE LITTLE PRINCE, all these amazing books helped me grow both as a simp (?) and someone who likes to read and analyze literature.
When they aren't singing based on great writings, theyre whipping up amazing stories themselves. The Chaos Chapter, Minisode 1, the list goes on.
And even if they don't write, compose their songs themselves, When they sing it, perform it, they convey it with such intensity, they makes the song theirs, they make the story theirs.
And though i feel selfish, maybe thats why txt comebacks as late hadnt been my favourite ? love them but thoughthe lore tries to appear as though " WE WENT THROUGH THESE EMO PHASES TOGETEHR , NOW I LOVE YOU AND THIS IS OUR LOVE STORY" I feel as though I had an Emo fiend who I shared my sorrow with, but suddenly they fell in love and changed, now they only talk about love and i cant talk about my sadness anymore to them. WHICH IS EXTREMELY SELFISH I HATE MYSELF BUT
TXT nver had one particular sound,they switched . Run Away was different from crown, LOSERLOVER was different frm BLUE HOUR. Just bcs the current sound is not my favourite doesnt change that their sound pulled me out of hell and helped me settle down in the world times after times. Infact it would be more concerning if i liked every single genre of music there is.
Ill wait for my emo boiz, and even if they don't come back, maybe I'll fall in love too, maybe some other way, this story of them could be mine too.
It always has been after all.
#f4line yaps#txt#tomorrow_x_together#choi beomgyu#yeonjun#taehyun#hueningkai#beomgyu#soobin#choi yeonjun#choi soobin#2000s emo#emo scene#emo#emotions#emo girl#emo aesthetic#emo boy#tomorrow by together#tomorrow x together#harry potter#harry potter fandom#personal rant#ranting#mini rant#nostalgia#conflicting feelings#yapping#yap#idk man
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✨🐾~• March 1st: 2025 •~🐾✨
Life gets easier when you realize you deserved better all along.
Got my steppy steps in!
✨🐾~•March 2nd, 2025•~🐾✨
Meep Meep It’s Coffee Time & Rest Days! I can’t stop thinking about how much better life is getting.
I’m enjoying the warmer days, but I’m praying this summer isn’t going to be too hot if it’s in the upper 70’s now.
🥴Today is hella wiiiimmby doe & chillier than the upper 70’s. 🥰

Rest day today!
✨🐾~•March 3rd, 2025•~🐾✨
Woke up motivated, feeling hella good about myself & ready for the day. It’s time for ballet, and I’m looking forward to my walk after ballet back home <33 it’s kinda breezy & chilly again so im using a light jacket. My goal is to get my steps in, modify the workouts to up the intensity to stay on track for the summer and hanging out with the homies! I’d love to get involved with some of my film buddies projects for once to start getting something for my resume as an actor.
The benefit of being single, untouchable & not fucking anyone is the ability to not answer to anyone’s call and prioritize my own happiness. I also get to finally see that there has always been options interested in me and what I bring to the table because I’m pretty cool. I never thought I’d have so many options, a lot of them cute emo boys 🖤 or older men. <33
But there’s just one that’s of special interest to me at the moment, finding a lot of the same interests as me. I’d like to build a legion of sexy emo/scene kids to do photoshoots with and go mobbing around town like the old days.
It’ll be TWO YEARS officially in November 2025 since I’ve been single, and I’m learning to love and accept myself & treat my body like I love it instead of hating myself and giving into binge eating disorder.
I’ve been sober from alcohol officially for ONE YEAR in May 2025.
✨🐾~•🌸March 4th/5th, 2025🌸•~🐾✨
Got my steppy steps in, been getting hormonally fucked the last two days as my cycle shifts into me ovulating and it’s pissing me off because I feel so physically weak for something I’m never going to do (get pregnant) so why’s my body got to wear me down like I have the flu and make everything so damn difficult to accomplish?? I fucking hate kids and never want them and I wish my body would know that instead of dragging me down with extreme lethargy during my peak fertility period, ovulation, and my period— three weeks out of the month i feel like shit because my hormones.
Edit: ✍️ 12:00pm
I love how I have permission to be as bad as I wanna be because there’s no going back— there never was an option to go back— & he was always trying to fuck anything that walked (bonus points especially if the dumb bitch looks like his dead ex Raven) while dating me but pretending I mattered out of convenience thinking that he would always have some dumb bitch at home to abuse/fuck. I dressed down for a reason— but why hold myself back anymore and hide away my shine? I don’t get it, this need to prove that I’m worthy of love.
I’ve always been worthy of love.
Trying to find the energy to cook the chicken I need to cook today for my lunch/dinner.
Edit: ✍️ 5:00pm
I cooked the chicken for my soup later, & I continue to be a menace online shitposting. None of my posts are about anyone specific unless stated that they are— but if the shoe fits, ugly ass bitch. Ahaha~ Just playing, just playing. I’m shitposting satire most of time & nothing should be taken seriously in my memes
Edit: ✍️ 6:30pm
watching Smosh reads Reddit stories, enjoying my free time.
Looked at a couple BDSM posts and started to feel a little bit needy and had to click away from the posts ahaha
✨🐾~•March 6th, 2025•~🐾✨
Woke up to a cold windy day, drinking this energy drink aha. I can’t believe the bullshit my hormones are putting me through because my body fat percentage is too high. I’ve had cramps with my periods and experienced things I never have before because I weigh more weight and body fat percentage now than I have ever weighed growing up due to dealing with a highly stigmatized eating disorder called Binge Eating Disorder.
My ultimate goal is to be perfect for the summer <33 I want to show off my gains with the homies downtown on the Las Vegas Strip while we get our sunnies out & party at The Penthouse.
I know my kidneys hate my fucking hormones too because yesterday I was retaining 4 pounds of water— I pissed out the 4 pounds of water retention to get back to the 108 pounds I was on Saturday last week only to wake up and be 110 pounds knowing I didn’t gain 2 pounds of fat in my sleep so I’m back to having to piss off 2 pounds of water retention weight again today all because I’m “fertile” and “ovulated” yesterday so my body retains the water weight.
It’s almost shower time & time to be an adult & handle business but I just feel emotionally off & overwhelmed with hormonal issues for no damn reason.
Edit: ✍️ 1:44pm
Listening to my classmates rehearse for our midterm is so pretty. It’s voice I right now and there’s so many people that can sing in here, it’s so pretty.
✨🐾~•March 7th, 2025•~🐾✨
I love being weird on the internet, shitposting. If someone takes it personal that’s on them because it’s not about anyone, it’s just stimming and trying to entertain myself.
Working up the motivation to cook breakfast for dinner— eggs, steak, chicken, diced potatoes, mushrooms & ghost pepper cheese.
Got my steppy steps in <33
✨🐾~•March 8th, 2025•~🐾✨
I’ve been cleaning my house this morning, trying to be productive & get my shit together to make myself feel less stressed.
Im so glad that im single— makes you really take a step back and ask yourself what about me draws in the craziest men. I answer to nobody, I handle my business alone like a boss, hangout with my family & friends completely untouched & unbothered. But don’t get it twisted, I have many suitors interested in me at the moment. All I get are positive messages of affirmation, compliments, offers to date me— but I turn them all down because I find value in fixing myself on my own without the stressors of wondering WHEN— not IF— they’re going to cheat on me. I love so deeply & with my entire being that these men know I won’t leave them until they absolutely crush my heart and soul, so they cheat on me to finally be rid of the one person that will always be there for them no matter what. I’m tired of belonging to someone when I just belong to myself. I value myself, my time, my body too much to just allow anyone to touch me.
While browsing Reddit I can see why some of you post your fully nude bodies/vaginas to get attention lmao— you’re looking like a busted can of biscuits hoping someone finds it attractive
M33p M33p proud to be child free & never changing that ideal for anyone. I hate kids, always have, & can’t stand being around them so why would I subject myself to something I hate that I’ve known I’ve hated since I was a toddler and able to voice opinions?
Got my steppy steps in for the day <33
😂😭 Lmao, so glad I’m not around someone that’s schizophrenic & thinks they’re literally Jesus Christ with powers that can teleport anymore. It’s blasphemy to claim to be Jesus Christ/God—- Oh & thinks prerecorded material on the tv/radio is specifically talking directly to him having full on conversations like they’re best buddies amongst other things😂😭

✨🐾~•March 9th, 2025•~🐾✨
🥴Rest Day 🥴
✨🐾~•🌸March 10th-12th, 2025🌸•~🐾✨
Got my steppy steps in
✨🐾~•March 13th, 2025•~🐾✨
I feel off today, bleh. But I got my steppy steps in. I felt off because I was feeling stressed. It was my midterm for ballet today
Edit: 12:00pm😈
Thanks for the fuel for the day to push myself harder— You’re fucking pathetic, and I can’t wait to make you eat shit
Edit: ✍️ 5:16pm
You ever add people that you know will trigger your fitness consistency? I do. I love a good long hard look in the mirror about what I seriously need to adjust to see results and I get bonus points for adding people that I know are so envious of me they spit vile shit occasionally that my BPD feeds on.
I need more reasons to go running— besides the fact that I have him beat when it comes to the fact all I do is bring in big dick Emo boys or men in general— that I don’t want or need. I could easily replace him just as easy as it was to replace me & yet I choose not to. But never think it’s not a possibility if I truly wanted to.
I’m focused on myself & seeing what happens if I fall in love with the process of self discovery. I find it easier to not rely on anyone, or waste my time with meaningless sex with himbos/bimbos that aren’t worthy of knowing me carnally because I value myself & have higher standards.
However the problem is my fucking shoulder dislocated in June 2023 & then in December 2024 so I’m not sure if running is even going to be possible until I get my shoulder repaired with surgery. But I can walk my steppy steps & watch what I eat.
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