#that doesnt make him think theyre less of a guy. so... isnt it the same for him? why DOES he have to cage himself?

[rowanintheriver]

transmasc jason grace who's on board

[mikgreo]

BLLK BOYS! + “tits, boobs, or thighs?”

18+ slight nsfw, fluff.

ft. isagi, sae, aiku, reo, nagi, shidou.

a/n: im having blue lock brainrot and i cant escape them. YES, i had to write each one individually😊 kinda biased on reo.. hes my fav<3

MIGHT DO A PT. 2!!

➩ YOICHI ISAGI thighs.

he likes to think of himself as a gentleman, so he fears that staring at your ass or tits would make you uncomfortable. but from past experiences and from what hes seen, hes picked up that girls love having hands on their thighs. he loves resting his hands on your thighs and giving them an occasional squeeze. he doesnt care if your skinny, chubby, or overweight, he loves them, as much as he loves you.

“huh? honey, why are you asking me that, haha.” he scratches the back of his head, “if i had to be honest, i’d say your thighs, i love how squishy they are.”

he says as he kissed your cheek and hugged you tight, “i love you no matter what, baby <3.”

➩ ITOSHI SAE ass.

sae loves buying you expensive dresses, he likes bringing you to the fancy dinners or parties his co-workers invite him to. he loves the way the tight dresses he buys you complement your body and curves. he has you close by at all times and is very possessive of you, he finds himself holding you under his “wing” and putting his hands on your waist. he knows what he has and isnt scared to show it off, but he also knows youll be facing him the whole time, so he likes to show off his girl.

“hm. probably yer ass.” he said having the same nonchalant look on his face. “i like having those old geezers have something, they wish they could get, to look at. makes em reaal jealous. makes me the best for having such a beauty by my side.”

“i like showing off my trophies.”

➩ OLIVER AIKU tits.

aiku has a guilty pleasure of sucking on your boobs, he denies having a mommy kink, but he thinks it would be so fucking hot getting you pregnant and sucking milk out of your tits. hes not picky, but he prefers bigger boobs, he likes laying his head on them also, while fondling them.

“i hate to admit, but i fuckin’ love your tits, babe.” he looks up at you while he has his head on your chest.

“they’re jus so damn squishy and round, they sit so pretty, luv.”

➩ MIKAGE REO thighs.

growing up around money and wealthy people, the rich women he would encounter had always had some sort of plastic surgery/ procedure done, which he hated. he wanted a woman who had natural beauty, and a naturally beautiful personality to go with that. so when he met you, he fell in love, of course he couldn’t immediately act on it, not only fearing his parents disapprovement but he was scared that you would only like him for his money. but you guys hit it off just fine (a/n: i will prob write a fic ab this later, teehee.) present time, he is so inlove with you, he likes that you have natural features, of course paying no mind that you wear makeup or not, he loves you for you. he likes your thighs because its the only thing he knows a woman cant change about herself, he likes the naturalness that comes with them.

“Well, i love your thighs baby.. probably because i love laying on them, and i love how warm they are. so comfy too.” he kisses the top of your head.

“.. and cus i know thats the only thing you cant change about yourself so they’re mine forever<3.”

➩ SEISHIRO NAGI tits.

why? cus he likes the erocticness of them. (a/n: is that a word??) hes seen many video games with big busted women, so he’s always found them attractive, nagi also thinks its too much of a hassle to focus on anything else on the body, naturally boobs are the most prominent feature on a girls body, they easily stand out. so he just went with that. he personally likes to lay on them, alot. nagi would prefer smaller chested girls, mainly because he thinks theyre adorable, he would definitely belittle you because of it, since he is so used to seeing women with big boobs, he thinks small ones are less overwhelming, but cute.

“mm, probs yer boobs. i like the way they feel, like stress balls, i like that theyre not big, but not too small. theyre just right for me. theyre cute.”

he definitely was confused on why you were blushing but also mad at him. no girl wants her boyfriend to tell her she has a small chest!!!

➩ RYUSEI SHIDOU ass.

shidou loves slapping your ass. in public? hes gripping it. private? cupping it. around his friends? slapping it. there will never be a time where hes not doing something with your butt. this man is a sucker for doggy, and backshots, o how he loves them. he definitely makes u do reverse cowgirl as well. definitely unironically says “gyat” to you..

will eat ur butt. will do anal. hes that freaky..

“you seriously asking me dis? obviously yer fucking butt dude i love it, i could go onnn and on about how soft and jiggly it is. level 5 gyat mama.” he winked at you turning around, crouching down to get something from the fridge. you sprinted over to him just to slap his butt for revenge.. he did not like that. lets just say u wont he walking anytime soon!!

[ultimateloserboy]

duck and red guy are not good people.

ive probably said this a million times already but friendly reminder that they’re incredibly grey. they ruin their own lives just as much as the house does it for them, not to mention how theyre responsible for most of the turmoil in yellows life. duck especially loves with his entire heart, but that doesnt stop him from being a piece of shit.

a lot of you watch the series with this idea that the main three are poor innocent babies trapped and helpless when actually, if there was anywhere else to go (which its implied there isnt) red and duck would never fuckin get there because theyre too selfish and stupid to make it.

becky and joe said themselves in a QnA that yellow made it up the stairs alone because red and duck are just too cynical and selfish to ever make it anywhere. the second yellow started heading down the stairs it was over for him, because red and duck will NEVER listen. they want answers but are too stubborn to ever receive them. The house could be unlocked completely and theyd keep themselves there

Not to mention how they treat each other. they either enable each others shitty behavior, or give up on trying to stop each other. red starts to get onto duck for his behavior towards yellow, but then he joins in to make fun of him multiple times. because he doesnt actually care that much, and that apathy can make him cruel

i think a lot of you forget that even as they are normally, even on the regular floor— not even being bigger boys— they DROWNED THEIR FUCKING CAT!!!!!!!!

and they did it together, is what gets me. theyre codependent. theyre all the other really has, the only other adult really to talk to. they completely disagree on everything, having the opposite worldview of each other which causes them to argue constantly— but theyre all the other has. the only one as shitty as themself. they get stuck with each other in the bigger rooms. growing grotesque together, ruining themselves TOGETHER. they get farther apart. they speak to each other less. they torture smaller things for entertainment rather than talking with each other— but theyre still stuck together. glued to each others hip until the world stops spinning, but always being too cowardly and stubborn to be kind to one another and let themselves be happy together.

even when they reach clarity, or they hit an arc that makes them better people— theyll just forget tomorrow, and go right back to being terrible.

theyre not helpless. sure theyre victims, but not perfect ones— and they themselves have victims of their own

and dont even get me started on the mischaracterization of red in this fandom. YES hes just as bad as duck!!! hes not a fucking baby hes a grown ass man!!! he says the same shit as duck all of the time and yall see it differently cuz his voice is nicer to hear or he says it quieter. and may i add— he can be socially awkward and still an asshole. he can be neurodivergent and still an asshole. it doesnt cancel out, you dont have to pick one or the other.

yall take everything interesting out of these characters so you can make them sexymen but to me the sexiest part is the nuance of the character. duck and red are assholes but that doesnt make them unlikable, the show itself proves that. theyre incredibly likeable but still do terrible shit, and yall forget BECAUSE of how likeable they are.

this isnt meant to be some post to make you think theyre bad people that you should hate because thats bullshit. theyre not good people but theyre not overall bad people either. their actions are terrible but at the end of the day they can and have been better, even if only temporarily. there is a part of them that could easily fit into a happy family— a part of them that can heal each other instead of hurt each other. but unfortunately thats the part thats always erased

[jellyfemmedyke]

sorry to ramble in your inbox but its kinda fucking me up how "trans man with a cishet boyfriend who misgenders him behind his back" is like seen to be a person to make fun of in the general queer tumblr space instead of a person who is in a vulnerable situation. i know that there is trans men who are also women and there are trans men who are genuinely okay with dating a cis man who considers himself straight but people talking about these hypothetical couples arent talking about these situations but rather about "haha stupid trans man doesnt realize hes dating a bigot"

theres this attitude that the hypothetical cishet boyfriend is actually a conservative so it should be obvious to trans man that he doesnt respect his identity but i feel like its less "oh its obvious that this specific man is a bigot" and more "obviously cishet white men are bigots" and its weird how people laugh at this person instead of acknowledging that even if you are dating a bigot its usually not a big win for you personally. like the bigot cishet boyfriend isnt going to be okay with his trans man boyfriend starting testosterone. like we can sympathize with emotional abuse happening towards other groups but when its gay and mspec trans men its like "oh he should have known that would happen" or "its his fault for dating a bigot"?

of course people have the same making fun of the victim narrative with afab nonbinary people who date cishet men who misgender them [and im sure this bleeds over to affecting all nonbinary people if people arbitrarily decide theyre afab if the nonbinary person refuses to tell them personal information about themselves but the larger narrative always specifies that this is an afab person] and its almost like a "this is what you get for being attracted to men" sort of thing.

and also i theres something to be said about warning people for signs their partner or potential partner doesnt respect their identity but considering i imagine its a common anxiety among trans and nonbinary people who are into that sorta thing to wonder "am i ever going to find someone who loves me and is also accepting of me for being [insert gender here]?" its sort of fucked up for it to be common to basically claim "yea if youre dating a cis man who said he was straight before he started dating you but says he respects your identity hes probably just straight up lying to your face" and then laugh at the person getting misgendered for not knowing they were being misgendered.

anyway sorry for this big ramble i cant even remember specific instances of this to reference so i might seem like im making up a guy to be mad at but i swear this is like a general attitude and almost running joke i see around. anyway. have a good day.

I absolutely see that too, and I think it's a mixture of straight up victim blaming, because oh noo how dare you WANT to date *gasp* cis men

but it come with an intense transandrophobia and exorsexism because there's a lot more sympathy when it comes to cis women dating cishet men "poor things uwu" but when it's trans men or in this case non binary people assumed to be women, it's always "see I told you so" smug superiority. (cis women get this too, because of misogyny obviously, but it's different and worse for trans men) People are just waiting for a chance to be misogynistic and trans men are an acceptable target. This is honestly extra fucked up when we remember that trans men experience some of the highest rates of domestic violence and rape in the community though.

being trans is such a vulnerable place to be in, and a lot of people, trans or not are insecure or just want to be loved, that's normal. A lot of people are willing to accept certain behaviors from their partners that are bad, because of those reasons as well, victim blaming, and ESPECIALLy telling trans men to toughen up or "what did you expect" is apart of the toxic expectations that get placed of trans men as well. I could honestly go on for hours about this. good ask,anon

[the-s1lly-corner]

Bishops x reader hcs request! Reader wants to, GASP, hold hands?! Such a scandalous thing! Reader is follower size compared to their large Bishop partner(s).

Holding the Bishops hands

But they're still bishops so they're huge i have some leftover shrimp from lastnight im so excited to eat it today YAYAYYAYAY eheheheh i fucking love shrimp did you guys know i love shrimp

Notes: gn any creature reader, bishops are still bishops, short n sweet, written on puter, reader is normal sized

CWs: none

LESHY

his hands are a little crusty- respectfully... he digs around a lot and he cant be bothered to wash up after he emerges from the ground... because he burrows... a lot... hes also got the claws- could easily slice you in half annnnnnnnd

oh you still wanna try to hold hands? dont come crying to him if he ends up cutting you up...! not that he would be trying to on purpose of course... he favors you a lot over his other followers- youre his lover for a reason!

a lot of the time it devolves into him just holding you entirely in his hand- and even if you cant totally fit depending on your height hcs hes going to cup you close to him to keep you steady!

he.. thinks its cute and a little pathetic that youre so ready to hold his hands despite the risk

HEKET

when it comes to physical affection she prefers pressing a nice big kiss on your head... but she will humor you if you ask nicely enough to hold her hand. so long as shes not busy with general bishop work of course

similar to leshy she thinks its cute and pathetic but like... in the way someone watches a puppy flop over their feet as they struggle to walk. even more so if youre sheepish when making your request... theres nothing for you to be afraid of... shes not going to bite... yet!

her hands are thankfully cleaner than leshys but shes still got claws... shes... actually really mindful about where they go... though given the size difference it looks more like shes gripping your arm rather than holding your hand

KALLAMAR

he kind of gently holds your hand between his thumb and index- treats you like youre glass which honestly you may as well be compared to him.... and hes not very interested in breaking his lover

his hands are... weird... at least as a bishop- theyre not at gnarly looking like his eldrich form but theyre still close. cold- kinda sticky from the ichor which hes so kindly tried to clean and keep away from you thanks to it posing a genuine risk to you-- honestly between the four its the worst with him...

it sucks too because he LOVES having an excuse to give you some loving- and to receive some too! hes just got to be extra extra careful with you... youd have a better time holding one of his tentacles

SHAMURA

they humor you even if theyre a little busy- theyve got more than two hands so one less hand isnt going to hinder them much!

sharp claws... theirs might be shaper than leshys even if theyre smaller/thinner... they are very very careful and deliberate in every movement. theyre more than a little aware of the size difference between the two of you- no sudden movements will be a fear to you like with some of their siblings

this may or may not contradict any older headcanons ive made of them but i like to think that shamura doesnt fully get physical affection- words and services are better in their eye... but if its something that makes you feel appreciated of course theyre going to hold your hand

does the same pinching thing kallamar does but theyre less... uncertain... kallamar uses the hips of his fingers. shamura actually engulfs your hand between their thumb and index

[enden-k]

Just out of curiosity, if the things were to be reversed (fear Vika/human Saran), what do you think Vika's characteristics would be? I'm intrigued! Do you think their personalities might change? Maybe Saran would be less closed off? The fear itself (you mentioned it was like phobias? Iirc?) Would change?

Totally not trying to get you to talk more about lore and what goes behind fears/Saran turning into one, no sir-

"fear" is just the term used for any type of paranormal being that manifests due to intense negative energy (most often resentment, anger, hatred, sorrow,...) : theyre ranging from ghosts of deceased, manifestations of fears and phobias, nightmares and spirits etcetc and some are harmless and neutral (they can always evolve into smth evil tho) while others are harmful and evil

saran is not a phobia/fear manifestation like mogu is for example; hes a special case of vengeful ghost who went through a mutation (dont wanna disclose too much or i spoil a good chunk)

if their roles would be reversed...thats such a fun question!!! i think i might do an AU of it even AHHAKJSBCK i thought up a whole changed, alternative storyline now

warning for tiny (non descriptive tho) suicide mention, just in case

if their roles would be reversed, half of it would basically be like "if saran didnt die" scenario. their reversed story wont go exactly like the canon story goes tho bc theres no vengeful saran, no fear seeker eyes, no azais questionable methods

sarans life would go exactly how it did before his death (just the 7 years later, in the current present); hes in his early 30s, finished his studies to become a doctor and doing the amygdala stuff as a side job as azais partner since he still refuses to mingle w the ghost world again tooooo much bc of his upbringing in the cult (he always wanted to be just a normal guy instead of constantly interacting with the paranormal)

amygdala isnt a big exorcist organization like it is in canon story but rather a smaller group of exorcists now (basically, just one elite now instead of 10). azai and saran never had the argument that led to his death and azai didnt go the villainous route (lol) which makes saran still one of the only ones who can see the unseen all clear like he sees the living (like in canon story when he was alive)

which also makes him the first to notice and see vika who is a sorrowful sad puppy ghost full of regret bc he was enticed into suicide by an entity and still young and new to the whole paranormal world. its the first time saran feels for a ghost and doesnt exorcise them. vika ends up haunting him instead of the other way around (bc of course they fall in love with each other <3 in every universe) and sticks to him while saran keeps an eye on him to make sure his pure soul wont get corrupted and he ends up an evil ghost. he wants vika to have the chance to enjoy the life that was ended so quickly so early (vika is around the same age as canon) and vika wants him and only him to exorcise him before sarans life comes to an end one day

basically, less dramatic than canon story i guess? just saran and his puppy of a sorrowful ghost living a more or less domestic life bc theres no amygdala doing shady shit in the background and no certain vengeful spirits eating eyes and trying to take revenge kajscbjk

their personalities are still the same, altho saran has less of a "creepy evil" side since hes no evil ghost anymore and vika is even more puppy i think??

[tenderjock]

rewriting 2o2g In My Head

first off we're gonna ditch tuah being an old friend of andy's because i dont think that makes sense. like theres these other immortals for centuries, and joe and nicky and quynh havent dreamed about them for some reason altho nile has, and andy's been lying about them, and whatever? dumb.

instead, we'll have tuah and uma both exist largely as the same characters only they will have figured out some [handwaves] way of keeping themselves separate from the other immortals because they Dont Want A Part Of What Andromache Is Doing. for different reasons: tuah's become something of a pacifist, wants to be with his books, and uma thinks they shouldnt interfere with the lives of mortals.

fast forward to now. we forget the whole first/last plot, the whole losing/giving immortality thing. uma's figured out some way - maybe using the research merrick managed to do? - to slow and even stop the immortality, and kill them.

she's going after them.

tuah reveals himself to andy and the crew, and theyre not sure if they can trust him, but he's a good guy and he proves it. etc etc

quynh stuff happens more or less the same, i think.

nile isnt a fucking plot-convenient weapon who is being used without her knowledge or consent. dumb.

booker never loses his immortality because suicidal people shouldnt be handed a noose and told to just have at it. andy is mortal the entire movie, and when uma tries to leech her immortality from her in their fight scene, she just laughs.

i think also theres a bit here where theres like - uma has figured out how to kill them, the thing booker wanted merrick to do. so nicky doesnt trust booker to have their backs in a fight against her. and booker says he's on their side, he's not gonna betray them again, and thats enough for joe, and it drives the wedge further between nicky and joe.

i'd cut down the whole final sequence to about eleven minutes of action total tbh. and then i'd end with uma managing to escape, but our gang victorious, with some injuries (andy, copley) and a big happy dinner scene or something ending it on a high note.

yeah i'm a sucker for a soft ending okay?

[pumpkinsy0]

hcs on curly’s thoughts/reactions to pony boy getting jumped because of him

(maybe a couple of socs had beef with curly and took it out on pony because everyone knows how close they are)

yap sesh starting

•gonna b very honest, the whole thing probably started over something so stupid and it just snowballed. pony knew about it but generally tries not getting involved in curlys more “serious” beefs for his own safety which curlys fine w. howeevverrrr there would b times where pony pushes curly to end it alr cause its stupid and they got into teenyyyy tinnnyyy arguments about that

•looking back on those moments, curly would feel bad (duh) but i dont think he would want to end the it like pony wants!!! curly is a very revenge heavy person and even if he wasnt, he doesnt wanna make it seem like hes the one who lost. he would usually take SOME time to think of his plan, but in this case, curly justtt wants to find em and beat em up, nothin more (maybe im lying he probably does wanna kill them depending on how bad it is) nothin less

•tim doesn’t like getting involved in curlys own drama cause to him its always stupid as hell, has quite literally told curly that just bc theyre related and hes in a gang doesnt mean hes there to settle ALL of curlys troubles he gotta figure things out on his own and curly hates it but rn??? forget all pride hes tried showing to tim, curly is begging him to just help him this once

•after a MUCH needed very long angry scolding from tim about protecting whats urs and yknow BEING SMART!!! tim begrudgingly agrees to help curly out, imagine tim as being the scary parent a kid on the playground brings to win a stupid ass argument one and for all n thats also how it is. curly knows hes gonna b in BIG debt to tim after this and he CANNOT fuck up whatever next job tim gives him for the gang but he doesnt even gaf about that this is so worth it to him

•curly shifts between seeing pony a lot and then just going cold turkey. ofc he wants to make sure ponys alright at the same time tho, he knows what happens is his fault and he realllyy doesnt wanna see pony w a black eye he in a way caused. add on the fact that the gang doesnt want him around pony bc its exactly what they were afraid of and curlys dipping for a while!! he always said he could protect pony but look where they r now💔💔💔

•generally speaking here pony truly doesnt wanna speak to curly but for how long is entirely dependent on who started it. if curly was the one who jumped one of the socs guys first then yea ponys livid and will not b conversing, if not, still mad but would get over his anger w curly faster, leaving just annoyance w how curly manages to get each other in these situations, being TOO reckless more than anything. THE WAY I SEE IT THO, curly didnt straight up JUMP them technically, mess w someone who was close to em yea but didnt jump soooo socs fault 👍🏽

•by every other “actual (gay) hoodlum greaser bf” standards which curly is just surrounded w, ponys a wimp!! on this side of town he should b able to handle whatever comes his way and he should know that he always risks that by going out w a guy like curly. pony can handle being pushed around by ppl curly goes against but jumped????? aw yea no thats too much man. curly wouldve felt the same to a degree had it been LITERALLY anyone else but it aint and would defend pony against the ppl that try getting on his case for it

•would he forgive himself?? this is one of the rare occasions where he wouldnt, and thats for the better bc he DOES become more “think long term” street smart instead of just his street cred for ponys safety, THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN!!! plus even if curly didnt do that thinking on his own, pony has just straight up said he would leave him and ofc curly doesnt want that so he becomes a smart fella, not a fart smella

•throw away idea here but maybe pony has a scar that rlly isnt that bad but curly hates looking at no matter how long ago it was. for extra drama they coulda used a blade to put a C on ponys skin to tease curly more and pony RARELY jokes about it but when he does he can tell its one of the jokes curly wouldnt laugh at, acknowledge but it only gets a “hm” outta him (if it was like the letter of the guy curlys getting into it w, i PROMISE u curly beat him badly he needs to get his ones PONY WILL B HONORED!!! AVENGED EVEN!!!)

[sparkel-dog]

I only just now listened to that fan Mimic Jackie’s Box song, which everyone was memeing on for being bad. I had avoided it because “I haven’t read the book, spoilers”. I was RIGHT to avoid it because yes there is a spoiler in the song (I thought it would be fine since I got 2/3 of the games endings but no I still got spoiled. grrrr) but whatever

People are right it was funny song with… insane choices? for the line deliveries. But also it fucking reminded me of GROUNDBREAKING. a person who made a toooon of fnaf songs like 10 years ago, back when the series was brand spankin new. And everyone liked their songs (Hell i enjoyed a few of them as a kid) but like. Have you ever relistened to those songs once youre past the age of 12? because its the same exact fucking vibes as whatever the hell i just listened to, only the jackies box song had admittedly way more chaotic energy and also edgy swearing. But like. groundbreaking had lyrics that were annoyingly simplistic just describing the character very basically. “my name is bonnie, im the big purple bunny, i play guitar in a band, dont you forget who i am”. or otherwise making up random headcanons about the animatronics and slapping it into their songs (like. mangle having this weird verse about how they apparently dont feel the same way as foxy or the other animatronics, and not really knowing about the guy who made them hurt… which makes no sense because mangle has a child spirit in her too? Or the chica one needlessly putting two bad bitches against each other by having og chica sing about how shes better than toy chica when they’ve never really interacted, lol)

Not to just needlessly bully some fans for having less than stellar fanworks (really these people have thousands of subscribers and are fine though) it’s just interesting to talk about. Fnaf fan songs sometimes get a bad rap and i feel like its because fnaf is so POPULAR and it really sort of introduced a new wave of people making fansongs for games. Before that, there were minecraft parodies, but fnaf was really one of the first examples I can think of people making ORIGINAL songs for. It isnt a coincidence that a lot of the same people who made old minecraft song parodies kinda helped to popularize fnaf fansongs too (like tryhardninja or natewantstobattle). Of course living tombstone really popularized it, but after fnaf i feel like it became a lot more popular for people to make fan music about other games they loved too, especially similar indie dev horror games like bendy and the ink machine or stuff like that.

And because fnaf was so popular and a lot of people were first dipping their toes into the art of creating music, especially kids and teens… of COURSE a lot of fnaf fan songs arent masterpieces or are overly bland/mediocre lyric wise. It makes sense that a lot are just kinda trying to capture the fnaf vibe by describing a character or something instead of having lyrics that make you Think. And thats fine! this is art we’re talking about, it just needs to be created and exist and it doesnt have to be a masterpiece

….but also dont let that kid you into thinking that all fnaf fansongs are garbage or bland. there are soooo many artists who have fantastic fnaf songs, either lyric wise or because they do something interesting with the instrumentals. I wont mention living tombstone because theyre so popular everyone knows them… but My favorites were nathan sharp/natewantstobattle’s music (Made fnaf music for years and always had interesting lyrics, especially as he made more songs and started Connecting the lyrics of the songs together. My favorite by him was stay the course, which has a verse where they parallel lyrics from his first song mangled which is cool) ,Dagames has songs that are so badass legit metal that are fuckin earworms (moving up in the world is my favorite fnaf song of all time, even being one of my favorite overall songs of all time. Fantastic mashing of 8bit 80s retro funky vibes with cool rock. or check out close to home if you just want the coolest song hes made) and dhuesta is really addictive especially when it’s dhuesta’s music paired with dawko’s angellic singing voice lol. You would never believe me if i told you that “the dawko self insert oc songs where his indulgent self insert character gets possessed by glitchtrap are fucking BANGERS” but they are. same for any of their fazbear frights songs (Into the pit, out of stock and fetch are SO GOOD). I want to keep rambling about fnaf music i love but will call it there lmao.

anyways. i lovd fnaf and i love music and i love fans expressing themselves through music, whether its badly done or a masterpiece 👍

[roughentumble]

God. I bet Logan gets really bad domdrop. He'll finish a scene and get real quiet and then softly asks, "Babe, am I bad person?"

GOD. LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY SOOOOOO TRUEEEEEE

because he's always at war with his desires and his impulses and he tries to act very Human, like he doesnt /hate/ being a mutant and there are parts he embraces, but he also tends to hide/downplay those sides and only bring them out when he WANTS to shock someone. he contains multitudes. he's like, big on how others perceive him and will play into that intentionally in order to get the social upper hand by not presenting exactly how you'd expect, either being more or less animalistic than his apperance and your own biases would lead you to think.

im getting a little off topic but it is related! despite all that he is scared of being Too Other, Too Freak, Too Beast, Too Animal, Too Mindless. is he too violent? can he put down the violence, will the world let him? is he only made to be a weapon? what would others think of him, if they saw all the instincts he fights against? is he the instincts he fights, or is he the thinking man who wrestles with them?

all questions he struggles with, so any scene-- but extremely and especially a scene where he's mean or violent-- is going to bring those questions back up in his head until he's found a way to settle them and accept himself. i love the idea of wade and logan going out into the woods to dismember and gut each other, and then fuck in the bloody aftermath while their bodies are still knitting together, but logan is still trying to cling to normalcy and humanity enough that it would cause MAJOR domdrop once they were done. he'd be nauseous over what he got pleasure out of doing to another person, because doesnt that just confirm every evil thing ever said about him? while wade doesnt have the same reservations, because he's made peace with his own violence, and is much easier able to compartmentalize what theyre doing here as their version of "playing" because they can both take it. logan has absolutely no desire to dismember someone who cant grow back from it(or even if he does have the urge to do so with people who wont heal, the fact that they wont heal stays his hand and makes the thought repulsive even when the urge to do so with SOMEONE remains), so clearly this doesnt say anything bad about logan, to wade. clearly logan is just someone to the left of human who has inhuman urges and has no interest in sating them with the blood of innocents, he's just a Guy. its Fine. but logan isnt able to see that distinction in himself, and really struggles with feeling like a monster

he needs a lot of TLC and gentle introspection to get over it, and even after he's dealt with it there will be times where he looks over at wade and needs to know. did i hurt you too badly? am i bad because i want to hurt you? am i a monster? could you ever love me when i have your blood in my teeth?

then there's the "dont touch me, im a fucking monster" days where he starts breathing heavy and getting in his own head, and he needs to be talked to nice and sweet, reminded of how happy it makes wade and how he isnt alone in their games. he isnt bad for being an aggressor. because that's what it comes down to, being the aggressor feels like an evil tainted role when its him, but obviously its not bad when WADE is hurting HIM-- a flaw in his logic that he cant see when he's in the moment and panicking and feeling like utter crap

logan getting domdrop is actually something that can be so personal

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Do you have any ideas or opinions on human mtt designs? Since you’re the mtt guy.

hmmm human mtt designs,,,,,,,

well personally i Just cannot see them as humans at ALL its hard to imagine them as such (even though being human would make it a lot easier to cover up their bald ass heads) buy its just hard to think about like what race and features they'd have as humans 🤔🤔🤔 theyre just so Skeleton to me in my head that i can't really imagine it hehe. also a lot of human mtt designs just don't fit for me like that one human killer design where killer has like half of his hair shaved off??? i cannot lie it is so fucking ugly i HATE that hairstyle and also he is as pale as a sock in that one design so it doesn't even make it better 💔 BUT im not opposed to human designs i just personally dont like or care for them,,,,,,

BUT GIVING UP SO EARLY IS FOR LOSERS!!!! so we are Locking In.

now the obvious answer to the question of race is looking at the creators since i'm sure you know of the very popular hc where aus have the same nationality as their creators :3

rahafwabas i think is from saudi arabia? so killer would be from there too (and therefore middle eastern)

the 3 dusttale creators are korean so dust also korean

and Despite The Controversy the....rotten apple......is american so horror would be american!! but let's just say that he's american because IM american ahaha! but just because horror is american does NOT mean he is white. in fact i think that is one of the worst possible design choices you could do for horror ESPECIALLY considering the fact that sans undertale himself???? NOT WHITE. this guy is anything BUT white. ive actually seen black sans designs in the past and since african americans are a major part of american history and culture (music....fashion....food) i would say horror would be black if we're going with the creator's nationality hc

now i will say this: i'm not very educated with any race's history or culture. i personally myself am very disconnected from my own cultural ties and i don't really care much for my race so i never invested much time into doing that type of research (also because i've never like made an oc where i focused on that aspect of their identity too although i've made human ocs in the past) so whatever i say here please feel free to correct if i say anything inaccurate or wrong! i do not mean it in a negative way and i am very open to corrections :3

now i have the most ideas for dust,,,,,

first off his hair would be black but it would look lowkey kinda gray (because of all the dust) and there would be lint and dust and stuff in his hair all the time. very scratchy very sneeze inducing surely!! despite this i actually think dust would have pretty straight black hair and sometimes it grows out pretty long (which is BAD because its not efficient) so he either cuts it shorter or just puts it in a tiny little choppy ponytail :P

he also has bangs to give off that shadow over face look but also its to you know make him less recognizable as sans (because that's not very helpful when going around trying to kill without being recognized you know,,,,). maybe later on when he's not in dusttale anymore he cuts them shorter or just always tucks them to the side

dust isnt REALLY pale i think he's a bit on the tanner end of a korean but he does look lowkey gray 💀 again because of the dust all on him,,,, bro's face is 7 tones more desaturated because of the dust 😭

he would have pretty big eyebags i feel,,,,, also a sleep deprived kind gaze like the eyes look tired but also alert!! his nails are cut short but not for any other reason than just to keep them out of the way (plus he doesnt even file them ("it's not an efficient use of my time.") so they look kinda jagged and crooked and shit). later on like i said with his hair he'd probably take the time to file them but he wouldn't do much more than that (especially since he wears gloves majority of the time anyways)

horror?? now you know that guy's got 2 fucking holes in his head so he's always gotta keep bandages around his eye and the top right of his skull. aside from that he's pretty normal looking SIKEEEE he's EMACIATED!!!!!!! jawbone poking through the skin just barely and shit this fucker is SKINNY!!!! he looks almost like his skeleton version! almost!

also he looks sickly. like a lot. skin looks dull and dead ngl. and also his lips are completely chewed up. and also his hands. sometimes also his arms. theres a lot of biting on those places because sometimes he just gets hungry and he has to satisfy that urge without really eating something :P

contrary to popular belief this horror's teeth are NOT sharp but are instead pretty fucked up if i do say so myself! theyre kinda grinded down and dull and stuff because of all the chewing he does on Not Food objects (because sometimes the guy chews on random stuff leave him be he hasnt eaten in 7 years) and also because he's a teeth grinder i've decided this he grinds his teeth

before the core incident horror's hair was in locs (because its easy to maintain) (they were pretty long too,,,,) but after the core incident and the starvation he's kinda had some hair fallout,,,,, a lot of his hair has fallen out unfortunately :(

horror's eye is completely fuckeddddd this guy keeps on digging into the socket so itll never heal (for what reason??? well sometimes its just itchy in there! other times he doesnt deserve to ever be fully healed. and also its not like it could properly heal ever without the necessary food anyways) so its just a shitton of bloody scar tissue

killer's hard to imagine because a human design for him wouldn't really work because i feel like he's very clearly have a Not Human vibe to him,,,,,idk if he were to have a human form it would be kinda supernatural because what happened to him was more than just physical like horror (and dust ig)

cant really think about hair right now so ill start off with his skin,,,,, i think that there would be a lot of black discoloration all over his body getting closer to his chest because of the determination inside of him,,,,, like that shit's literally in his blood i fear!! that would also mean that his veins would be black. and also the inside of his mouth and stuff is black and just for funsies i'll make his nails naturally black too! he doesn't need a manicure he has it all natural 🧡

also i think it would be fun if killer had long eyelashes just so they could get wet with the liquid determination and really sell the mascara while crying look. but also i think they would be cool be all droopy and liquidy and stuff aside from the makeup joke

ok now hair!!! i think for the sake of making him look different from hrdt (hey this reminds me of their shorts) he used to have white hair but at the roots it became darker because again......YOU GUESSED IT DETERMINATION!!!! so its kinda a black to white fade type look :P now texture wise i would like to think its a bit curly im lowkey Sick and Tired of all these straight haired killers HE DOES NOT HAVE ALL THAT!!!!! actually idea when he had his normal hair prior to DT it was curlier but when he got his dt that straighted out his hair a LOT so now its like a straightened but like in the way that really damaged hair is all fried and frizzy because the determination fucked him upppp

now i COULD draw them. i am currently writing this on an airplane with no internet (notes app,,,, will paste into tumblr when i land). i COULD draw them. you know what maybe i will but keep in mind i have not drawn humans in a WHILEEEEE and also i dont think my style is suited to give them the cool ethnic features i think someone else with a more realistic style could accomplish :D

anyways thanks for coming to my trio talk can you tell i dont like seeing whiteified versions of the trio. HORROR SANS IS NOT A WHITE MAN!!!!!! AND ESPECIALLY KILLER SANS IS NOT A WHITE MAN 😭😭😭 free my guys from the curse of paleness 💔💔💔 also unrelated but people draw cross pale as fuck when according to the creator's nationality hc he should be colombian,,,,,,, Fellas. i hate to break it to you but cross would Not be that pale if he were colombian i would know i have colombian relatives and not a single one is that pale 💔ok maybe im just a hater HE CAN BE THAT PALE but also i really like seeing diversity in skin colors and stuff,,,,,,,

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HIP HIP HOORAY! THE COUNCIL HAS SPOKEN USING THE LANGUAGE OF HEART BUTTON. iv permission to be annoying!

so this has been brought to my attention after seeing the reaction to the new robin movie announcement. elseworlds has really fucked up dc fans understanding of how adaptations work im so serious.

im not saying this bc elseworlds stories r bad. quite the opposite i love these comics (batman n dracula trilogy u changed my brain chemistry ily bbgrl) no im entirely talking about elseworlds as a brand. i am talking about how these stories r marketed bc it has done irreparable damage im thinking.

so the thing about dc? they want u to know what a characters whole deal is. batmans real name is bruce wayne and hes a rich orphan who protects gotham city. superman is an alien whose planet blew up and he landed in kansas as a baby where he was given the name clark kent and was raised on a farm then he moved to metropolis to become a reporter. these characters have a certain way they hav to be and their stories r supposed to be. if ur adaptation of the story strays to far from this no problem we'll just label it as elseworlds. except not really they dont always do that.

case in point: the new robin movie that was literally just announced and doesnt even have a trailer yet. yeah well theyre making jason and dick around the same age. people cant be normal about this. "oh this will be so many peoples first introduction to the characters and this isnt how theyre supposed to be!" calm down. this is an all new version of the characters we havnt seen before. the point of an adaptation is not to be identical to the original. at that point just read the original. what do i mean by this? well-

another large franchise i love is godzilla. literally the only thing the godzilla movies and shows have in common is they have a giant lizard in them. you dont need to know what this guys whole deal is to call yourself a fan. do i highly recommend u watch the original 1954 movie and learn a bit about the history of the franchise if u got into it through some of the more recent godzilla media? yes but obviously i cant force u to do any of that. a lot of these movies straight up do not take place in the same universe. theyre different godzillas. one godzilla isnt "destroying" peoples perception of what godzilla is because its different from the original movie that has a completely different godzilla.

none the less before people jump to conclusions i want to make 1 thing clear: learn the rules before you break them. there have been changes made to the story before that i think r disrespectful to what the 1954 movie originally was. its easy to skim past if u dont know the characters history. for example in godzilla king of the monsters 2019 (and im not dunking on u if u like the movie bc i do also. that doesnt mean im not above criticizing it however) they have the only Japanese character get killed off by using a nuclear weapon to awaken godzilla.in this usamerican adaptation.of a movie that was made.as a metaphor for the bombings of Hiroshima.yeah that is a major yikes.

so yeah this is what i mean when i say learn the rules before you break them. it can be obvious that u either dont like what ur adapting or missing the point or just straight up havnt watched or read it none the less one adaptation doing things differently doesnt automatically mean its disrespecting the source material.

i think dc really shoots itself in the foot by making it so you have to know what every characters whole deal is and if u stray to far from that its labeled elseworlds. then when something isnt labeled as elseworlds fans get pissed at how inaccurate it is. monsterverse isnt marketed as "an alternate universe where godzilla is a million year old alien" its just godzilla. now u could say comparing this to godzilla is unfair because hes barely a character. hes a giant lizard and directors r supposed to play around with him like a barbie doll. so heres another comparison that ive already made a bunch

in mainline tmnt idw comics the turtles r reincarnated from a bunch of kids in medieval japan. this is not in any other version. in mutant mayhem the turtles go to school. this isnt in any other version. adaptations usually flip back and forth on if splinter is mutated hamato yoshi or hamato yoshi's mutated pet rat. the 4 main turtles personalities vary widely depending on adaptation bc "leader, angry, smart and funny" arent personality traits so much as they r quirks. depending on how old someone is they might have a different idea of what the lore of tmnt is if they arent super into the franchise and only know the show/movies/comics they grew up with. this is really not a big deal at all. two people having different ideas of what a character is like bc they were exposed to them from different adaptations is not as big of a deal as dc fans pretend it is. before the the tim burton movies a lot of peoples perception of batman came from the 66 show and that 1 is.very different from how the average joe would think of batman today. and that wasnt the end of the world either! again people can and should learn the history of these stories but complaining about how bad a version of the story a newcomer might like is bc its not like the one u like isnt going to make them wanna look deeper into the franchise. we should be calmly approaching these newer fans and giving recommendations and reading list if they show interest in a character or story

like literally there is a lot of criticism u could make about yjtv but it boils my blood how much bad faith criticism iv seen that can just be summarized as "this is not how this character should be". because i guess there r just definitive versions of characters now

look im not even saying if an adaptation is different u still have to like it. i actually hate a lot of adaptations bc theyre different from what i like. but the opposite is also true. there r adaptations i like bc what they do differently. something being different doesnt automatically make it good or bad is what im trying to say so now that brings us back to elseworlds.like not sorry it shouldve stayed dead.not the stories just the name elseworlds. i really dont like dc bringing back elseworlds. the whole concept just feels creatively limiting. these are just different continuities and should be treated as such. there being a certain way a story should be written and having to warn people if u stray to far away from that story and getting yelled at if u dont is what i mean! do u see the issue here am i making sense

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thank you to user @m0thwinged for hyping me up. hi here's my analysis on "...and if i did, you deserved it" by will wood as an abel song. note that this is pretty based in how i write him which is naturally a lot of interpretation and text inferring from what bits and pieces we do canonically have so this isnt like "this is the ONLY interpretation and im CORRECT" its just for how i write him in fics and whatnot :)

[ @antiquecandlekitty @tripleratskill @themostsanebug pings since yall would probably be interested in this!]

I want a new pair of shades Get paid to wear shoes Do what I say Don't say what I do When we're alone now High up but a low-down You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror

okay so like. there's kinda this persistent theme of the singer hiding themself behind fame and money while simultaneously disliking that same fame and money. and that's a big thing with how i write abel !! all he knows is this businessman identity and so he embraces it full force and the only trace of anything different he understands is when he's with scott. he wants to hide his eyes (the eyes are the window to the soul, for some) and earn the money from being a successful businessman while also enjoying his time along scott... but also he doesnt want it to effect how he's seen by others. he doesn't want to be like scott because he knows he can never be, it's a fruitless endeavor. so he embraces what he is and simultaneously wants to see what makes scott ... scott. its unfamiliar and abel likes it.

ANDDD . "you know i'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife / and that's why i'm still looking in the mirror" gaaah. this has two meanings to me. the first one being ,, abel sees himself as a force to be reckoned with. hes a businessman first and prior to scott he viewed the world very corporate-like. everything is a Business Deal and an Offer and everything people do is to get something out of others. he cant turn his back on a knife, so he can't turn his back on himself because he IS the knife, the sharp edge, the hazard. but also theres the second meaning of it -- abel is the one holding the knife. particularly after scott dies and abel starts on the phone guy shit, he's constantly self sabotaging. he's willing to cut himself down and constantly feel the same grief over and over just for the tiny chance scott will come back. it's a vicious cycle. but he wont stop looking in the mirror when the knife sinks in

Oh, I wanna be safe from the fame but be loved from afar Get paid to write my name, could you airbrush my scars? Get my good side Don't get on my bad side You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife It's just my luck, these motherfuckers, talking smack on a guy But I'm deservin' every word they could begin to apply At least they know now

once again the first two lyrics with the whole "abel wants to be seen as the Epidemy of Business" thing i mentioned !! i also think that entire concept is a funny parallel to how scott is viewed as the face of fazbender's so much that all the phone guys are programmed to "be" him even long after abel died. abel sees himself as a businessman first and foremost and in turn scott ends up being the business. theyre soooo important to me (i made most of these concepts up). also the last few lines ... abel recognizes he's an unpleasant person and makes no effort to be more amicable -- at most he just kind of acts less grating because scott makes it easy to. in abel's eyes its so EASY to be a cutthroat businessman around everyone else that he sees no reason not to, and as much as he hates the other managers for shittalking him, he also completely understands why they do. which leads into the next part!

That I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much Oh well, whatever, either way My heart's empty, and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us No it's not big enough for the both of us

CHORUS !! theres so much here. abel simultaneously tries not to care what people say because he has this kind of hardened exterior, but he also DOES care. a lot. he overthinks, he picks things apart, he hates change and wants things to stay as they are for as long as possible -- he wants to be in control. so the fact he can't control everything people think of him and he just has to stay one step ahead Haunts That Man. but all he can do is try to be that step ahead and constantly think before others can, hence why when i write him ,, it's a lot of overthinking in his inner monologue lol. he views his heart as hollow and empty because he's never put stock in personal connections outside of a business viewpoint, so when scott comes along, abel is desperately trying to "fill his heart up" -- he wants to try and understand how scott acts with so much love. but his heart doesnt have enough room for scott's genuine love and enthusiasm alongside abel's businesslike demeanor and attachment to everything he's been in the past. he can't be scott. he can only try and understand scott.

I want no less than the best but the best I can do Is do the worst thing first and leave the rest up to you I'm realistic Everyone's a critic If I keep beating myself up I'll keep on winning the fight And get my ass kicked I'm poisonous, not toxic I'll admit when I'm wrong but only to be right And if it fits in the song I'll rhyme that with contrived

those first two lines uh. Yeah. Abel and scott. thats SO abel and scott. abel wants the perfect life, decorated in a frame of "this is what i need to be" -- he claims not to believe in destiny but also softlocked himself into "i need to run a business" as his only fate so much he rewrote destiny. scott works perfectly with him by not changing this fate but rather rerouting it. abel runs a business with scott, yes, but abel is given a chance to be more than just a cutthroat ceo. ultimately his bad habits with people and how much he wants to understand scott and live beside him forever catches up w/ him, but for a while, abel is doing better than he otherwise wouldve. however he still believes the best thing he can do is act out and be the shitty businessman hes always framed himself as, then let scott handle doing the good things, because thats how they are. scott is loving and kind and good, and abel is hollowed out. the "i'm realistic" / "everyone's a critic" dichotomy adds to this too -- abel thinks he's being realistic both by believing scott is so good and abel himself is rotten, AND by believing that everybody is constantly criticizing him for his behavior. abel views people Very Negatively and while its not unjustified with how i frame his lore + with how we know he was treated by most others (arguably not unfairly) in canon even before the phone guy stuff, it means his dynamic with scott and his dynamics with other coworkers ends up,, wonky. to put it lightly.

the middle lines !! again !! abel overthinks!! he thinks if he keeps gutting himself of any thoughts and rethinking the same subjects and beating himself up mentally so he feels like hes winning at a game he made up. if hes always thinking ahead he can never be caught off guard and lose, which is another notion that scott breaks . u should read misanthrapologist on my ao3 if ur into this kind of thing btw i go more in depth there but ANYWAYS. poisonous implies something you have to consume to be harmed by rather than toxic things, which are actively harmful rather than passively. abel is saying here that he's not actively hurting people around him -- they have to "indulge" in him (converse and engage w/ him) to be hurt by him. hes harmful regardless, though. he won't deny that. the lyrics go on to outright call his thought process contrived and complicated and contradictory too!! he knows his behavior is weird and circular!! but he doesnt care as long as it makes him feel like he's right about himself and others. he'll tell himself he's wrong whenever he tries to be vulnerable or loosen up because that makes things feel right. they don't have to change that way.

Don't meet your idols Hey, fuck you, I'm your idol But the only label that I'll sign is in the DSM5 'Cause my flaws are sorta on the pathological side Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick Cause I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich and that's the only difference

the first two lyrics ,, ough. abel simultaneously viewing himself as an idol when he runs fazbender's because of the fame and recognizing that he won't live up to the expectations scott / news outlets set, but then being bitter when he realizes that fact. he knows he's not good and doesnt try to be good, but also he's upset whenever anyone acts reasonably shitty because of that. he's so complicated man. AND THE REST OF LYRICS HERE !!! it ties in so well with his view of himself as a businessman in how i write him ... he believes once he hits that rich and famous point that he aspires for, then all his flaws and messed up psychological issues will just Stop Mattering because he did it!! he proved everyone wrong and achieved what he needed to so now hes super normal. dont Worry About It. but also he doesnt wanna sign himself off to anyone until scott comes around and scott diverts him from his priority being "rich and famous" to being "work with scott until i die" . That man is insane

And if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror Even more than I already would 'Cause man, I'm looking good

theres the obvious egotism here with abel hyping himself up now that hes finally pursuing a business he feels GOOD about, but also... he'd look more im the mirror if his looks could kill him. the only reason he doesnt want to look longer is because he'll live to see himself. fucks me up in the context of everything abel does and what happens to him. his mind hinges so heavily on what he wants and thinks but to that end when things start going terribly, despite his own self-centered behavior and actions, the thing he wishes would happen deep down is his guilt just to... eat him alive. he wouldnt kill himself but he WOULD let someone else kill him, i think. its kinda insinuated abel didnt put up much of a fight when joe was like "hey we're going to phoney-fy your ass" and his main concern was just that the phone head wouldnt fit. to the bitter end abel was willing to prioritize the policies and rules he (and scott to an extent but scott was unrelated to the phoney policies in that regard) put in place over the fact his own life was in danger. or maybe it was bargaining, because he knew that he didnt have anything to plea with for his life -- maybe the impracticality of it all would make joe stop and think.

no luck.

finally...

And I really don't care what you think or what you say I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah, you oughta stay away My heart's fucking empty, and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us

half is a re-iteration of prior lines but those first two lines ,, yeah. Yeagh. abel goes from acknowledging part of him cares what people say to outright forcing others to view him as a monster because he doesnt give a shit anymore !! things are too far gone!! if it brings scott back he'll rip out his own ribs goddammit !! plus like. yeah he is actively killing people or at least leading them to their deaths just as a means to his end. people should stay away or theyll be lost in his quest. it's all worth it. all if abel can say he's sorry.

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Makng out w winged staff sloppy stlye okay hearrr me out with him n a rival reader like i mentioned before.

Wingedstaff Is a very calm, collected guy, atleast on the outside, so give him a reader thats all the way on the other end of the spectrum! More opposites attract baby!! Reader is smug, loud, and honedtly kinda rude. They treat being a magical girl as a game, something to do for fun instead of for justice. So when they meet Wingedstaff thier intrest is peaked.

You treat him kind of like he's your plaything, you rile him up and tease him and flirt with him and see how far you can go before his facade starts to crumble. There's no lengths you wouldnt go to for a quick laugh and your morality leans more into chaotic neutral. Your not good, your not bad, you just want entertainment. And this is what Wingedstaff hates the most about you, how you treat everything like its a game, how you poke fun at him for trying to actually do good in the world, how your not even an enemy or an ally, he cant read your angle or know how he can sway you to become less of a problem for him. He cant read you, and whenver your around it feels like your taking his control away from him and it frustrates him. He doesnt want to give you the satisfaction of watching him break but he eventually has to cave in at some point, especially as your methods to watch his facade crumble get more and more extreme.

Okay guys now hear me out HEAR me out. Because you flirt with him sm,, He thinks about flirting back, not because he actually loves you, he hates your guts but because he wants to see if this is how he can get the upper hand over you. And he does! Despite your earlier additude seeing Wingedstaff actually flirt back and show intrest really caught you off guard, you never actually thought it would happen and He is honestly very attractive. Like oohh you wanna kiss me so bad and then when he actually does your left FLOORED. Like, is this another one of his facades or is he genuinely intrested? he makes it all sound very believeable??? Your not exactly used to having people be intrested in you, your personality tends to drive them away hence why you throw yourself into your megical girl shenanigans. You kinda like him back,, what the hell do you do? And the whole time wingedstaff is kicking his feet bc he finally has the upper hand over you!!

Idk.. Im kinda just rambling for this but the vision is there i Promise❤️ Like haha what if he dates you as a way to get closer and maybe stop you from trying to fuck up his magical duties and he kind of. Likes his relationship with you a little too much. Like wow your playing this role a little Too good,,, Worlds craziest enemies to rivals to lovers situationship

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rival reader and winged staff relationship would eb the WORST game of chicken ever like WHOs gonna admit theyre actually in love with the other first......

ur geeking out bc u wouldnt expect anyone to ever entertain the thought of a relationship with you nevertheless the FINE shyt who is a poor victim of ur teasing its scary, sweet, bitter, confusing, uncertain, and wrenching all at the same time bc ur js equivocating over whether he's just messing with you back or if he means anything

winged staff has used seduction and romance as bait to coax information out of his "clients" before, this isnt his first rodeo. act a little bold and they drop to their knees, and youre no different. just from your reaction he can gauge the severe lack of romantic attention youve received throughout your life through basic psychoanalysis. he figures thats linked to your.. less than savory attitude. all of the sudden, like a puzzle, the pieces of your previously eccentric character fall into place just for him. and now that he's got you wrapped around his finger,, you've become a lot more tolerable! cuter even! when he realizes its kinda just like "shit i caught feelings. oh well that just makes this feel more authentic lol"

ily /p 🍊🍨anon u literally understand winged staffs character SO well it makes me sososo happy HAUSHD HES SAVED FROM FANON MISINTERPRETATION !!! MY GOAT ISNT WASHED!!!

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ive been posting a lot of lads recently bc caleb has made me so excited to play the game and ive been thinking a lot not just of him but of the other guys too. this time isnt that long i think, i just have Thoughts abt xavier and caleb and cant sleep.

i think xav and caleb are the same flavor of possessive and protective, and the biggest thing that makes them so different is their age.

(ngl, i dont know as much abt xav as i do abt sy and caleb so my idea of him may be slightly off.)

i think, because xav has lived so long and he has actually experienced losing mc unlike caleb who only fears losing her, he has matured and become a lot more patient and calculating. its sort of like the difference between dating a silver fox vs a teen boy, yknow?

xav knows he needs to make mc want to be with him, THAT is the most important thing that will make everything else easier. like the build up to the n109 zone. xav knew that if he tried to stop mc or lock her away, she would simply find another way. she might find someone else to help her, or at worst shell try to go with no help. so xav helps her, trying to protect her as much as he can AND (this is important) solidifying an impression in mc that he is a "dependable partner" that she can trust and go to for help.

meanwhile, caleb is so obsessed with keeping mc away from danger that hes missing the bigger picture. he thinks, "ill protect her now and shell thank me later" and then is confused/frustrated when it doesnt work as well.

caleb wants control, but doesnt know how to get it other than just taking it or expecting it from mc. his attempts at gaslighting are clumsy and obvious and dont really work anymore. meanwhile, xav understands how to be sweet and soft and let mc feel like shes in control, when hes actually the one in control. (look back at a lot of the story or interactions, most of the time xav is actually getting his way even as hes being an obedient puppy)

its really fascinating to me because i feel like caleb is the character that actually follows thru on all the yandere/possessive hints weve gotten of xav, while xav also feels like what caleb COULD be, if he had more time and was less constantly stressed out.

xav HAS what caleb WANTS. xav lives near mc. xav is mcs partner. mc would probably play along if xav decided to play at some confinement play because mcs guard is so down when it comes to him. and mc DEPENDS on him, the way that caleb wants her to depend on him.

but caleb also has some things that xav probably wants, too. caleb, even after everything, has a strong bond with mc. caleb knows everything about mc. caleb got to be right by mcs side all these years. mc REMEMBERS caleb and loves him (even if you think that love is of siblings or childhood friends, that bond is there). and, caleb is free to be as possessive and protective as he wants while scaring mc, because (canon-wise at least) he knows mc will never really reject him.

xav is the future that caleb wanted for him and mc; caleb has the past that xav probably wouldve liked to have with mc.

i feel like if they ever meet, theyre the LIs that would hate each other on sight.

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ok guys i never post on here but heres my take on the sturniolo space camp situation if anyone gives a fuck

SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I DONT EXPECT ANYONE TO READ EVERYTHING NO ONE WILL PROB SEE THIS ANYWAY 💀 ill prob delete this icl its just a lil rant 🥰🥰

and if u disagree with me idc im just expressing my opinions 😭 read the whole thing so i can justify myself before u start attacking me

before i say anything im not just sticking up for nick just because im a fan of the triplets. like some people are only sticking up for him because they hate to admit that he would ever lie or do anything wrong- and they’re defending him with no reasoning other than “he would never 🥺” like stfu. what im saying is that i don’t know for sure whether the ‘bee better’ guy is telling the truth, for all i know he might be chatting utter shit. but if he is telling the truth, then im saying that i understand nick lied but its not necessarily a negative thing.

so like first of all i dont see the issue with nick not being the founder of the brand. like yes i understand its ‘morally wrong’ to lie and its misinformation but i think we will live… it doesnt make any difference to the products or the people who buy them. like ik people say that they only bought it to support nick and they wouldn’t have bought it if they knew it was just some random brand, but its not just some ‘random brand’- they are still supporting nick cos he gets payed for advocating it. by purchasing the products, theyre keeping the brand afloat which means nick will get payed for being the ‘face of the brand’ and doing a good job at advertising. or in simple terms, even if nick isnt the founder of the entire brand he is still a huge part of the company and is definetly getting a fat bag from all of this. like yall are acting like you wouldnt lie if a company said they would pay you to do so- bffr we would all do what nick did.

and the other main thing is everyone is complaining about the price all of a sudden. like if you are all protesting about how nick has nothing to do with the origin of the brand then surely he also wouldn’t be able to control the price? so according to everyone saying the lip balms are not his idea, don’t be mad at nick for the ridiculous pricing if he apparently ‘had nothing to do with it in the first place‘. and aside from that, the pricing literally had nothing to do with the fact that he lied about being the founder- it would probably cost the same either way so why are people only getting worked up about the pricing now that he is being ‘exposed’? like honestly people are just looking for excuses to say he’s a bad person like what 😭

and ik this doesnt have anything to do with spacecamp, but in general these days everyone is saying how the triplets don’t put any effort into their content anymore and only do it for the money. i think you are forgetting that youtube is their full time paying job. doing youtube as a hobby and doing it as a career are completely different- and most people find that when they pursue their hobbies as a career choice they start to enjoy it less since they feel under pressure to perform a certain way (and don’t come at me for saying that because im “babying” the triplets, piss off).

put it this way, people that have high paying jobs that sit in an office all day don’t do that type of work for their enjoyment- they only work in that environment because they want to receive a larger income instead of having an enjoyable job with a poor wage. this is exactly the same as the triplets’ situation, i doubt very much that they actually do youtube for their personal enjoyment. at the end of the day they have to pay the bills and youtube is their only job- its not always going to be fun like it used to be (both for them and for us watching).

and for all of you thinking ‘well they shouldnt be youtubers if they cant entertain people’ you have to understand that getting a different job takes time. like the whole process of finding a career, interviewing etc. and as well as that, they are probably terrified to even consider looking for another career because of their batshit crazy fans (including me 💀). like can we just cut them some slack and let them get on with their job 😭. and at the end of the day they cant just stop being youtubers, they will never be able to live their lives as regular people now that they have created their platform- i doubt they will ever do anything else bc of the fear of being recognised in public whilst they are doing a more “normal” job.

and for the love of god this is NOT me saying that the triplets are gonna quit youtube. like i said, its their full time job. im just giving my opinion on people saying they are only doing it for the money- and quite honestly they are, but is that really such a bad thing? like im sorry but they aren’t just posting for our entertainment, they need money one way or another.

also is anyone else excited for the stream later like i hope nick will say something about all this and not just stay quiet until it all blows over

i think thats all i was gonna say i cant remember but if theres more then i will say 😘😘😘 sorry i waffle alot