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" Percy denied immortality" and "Percy did poison stuff" well guess what
Annabeth swore that she would protect Percy on the river Styx
At THIRTEEN
SHE HADN'T EVEN KNOWN HIM FOR A YEAR AT THAT POINT
#Annabeth is literally ride or die and I love that for her#She is everything okey#Thats some commitment#Annabeth chase#Percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#Riordanverse#Sea of monsters#Percabeth
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@candiceirae @knighthawkchapter that's commitment

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Day 39: Isabella // Day 6: Pets
pnf revival challenge hosted by @howtonerdoutovereverything! ✨ pnfspiritweek hosted by @animationnut & @pftones3482! ✨
Isabella doesn't play around with unneccessary secret keeping. This is vaguely continued from this, but also like a dozen other comics I did for the revival challenge because theres overarching plot I guess dhfugihdfgu
[revival challenge masterpost]
#i skipped a few prompts for the challenge and the spirit week but thats because i have decided im gonna finish the overarching plot ones#first before the last day#because they need to be finished before the last day dsfhguihdf#and then im gonna go back and finish off the challenge because i said i will commit to all the prompts#AND yoink some more of the spirit week prompts too because no one can stop me <3#in this house we do everything LATE#kad draws#phineas and ferb#pnf#pnfrevivalchallenge#pnfspiritweek#isabella garcia shapiro#pinky the chihuahua#perry the platypus#phineas flynn#ferb fletcher#long post
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Yall how do i explain the difference between a qpr and a situationship to the lgbtq-less people. cos these straights,,,, these allos,,,, i dont think they can conceptualize the difference. im trying so hard to use my words and give them like a textbook definition. do i have to start using charts and diagrams. would they resonate with that
#i explain the appeal of a qpr to my non-queer friend#and his conclusion was ‘so just a really good friend you can do anything with’#i was like not exactly!#‘so a relationship with a lot less commitment?’#no to both??? no to both#qpr#aroace#axesual#aromantic#its different and i can clearly understand that in my brain#but when i try to verbalize it i guess it just sounds like some sort of fwb noncommital situation when thats not what im trying to convey#one major difference is that because situationships are seen in a negative light like ‘one persons always gonna want it to be more’#they tack that onto qprs and dont find it appealing at all#how do i convey that it is actually desirable and like. invokes happiness
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Jesus is my older brother, not my dad.
other christians don't seem to feel the same?
am i missing something where he insists on such a thing except perhaps with actual little children?
#christianity#tumblrstake#Quakers#i just want to know what y'all think#progressive christianity#some christians see themselves as his children#but again most chrsitians are sippin trinity juice so the Father is the Son? egro Jesus can be Dad#i guess i'm not a true monotheist bc if Jesus is a child of God and told his disciples to call him friend. he is my peer#Jesus is my peer - big brother - mentor - friend#God the creator is my Mother/Father/Parent(s) as well as Jesus'#Jesus and I are both children of God and Jesus is my teacher/my respected older brother/ my friend#i think the Holy Spirit is what generally moves around among humans and through humans. experiencing God through others.#also an internal prompting on what direction to take (which typically needs to undergo through discernment) but is sometimes an act rn thing#hence the gift of the Holy Spirit being gifted to us#but now i'm getting theological in the tags#did i mention that all of this is through my christian lense and a muslim could have a different perception and be just as valid#and thats on different ways people see the Divine and how the Divine presents Godself/selves to different people#i know this because Heavenly Mother was at my conversion experience. she offered an invitation - an embrace#and i took it immediately a wept#and i think that presentation was intentional bc i may not have/wouldn't have reacted the same way to Heavenly Father#our relationship is good now - Heavenly Father and I -currently on the rocks in my “ God#in my “God - why?” era. shit has been dark. and people are commiting atrocites in your name#i do pray for their smitting. but only in a way God with Hir cosmic justice sees fit#and for softened hearts more often but on one occassion it was “plz get these sinners in line” and pulling out psalm 94#Godposting#religion
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I haven't seen anyone mention it but it's so fucked up that the Enforcers sent ISHA to STILLWATER PRISON??? she's like 6 years old or something??? Wtf?? The implications are insane
#arcane#arcane isha#have they sent more kids to stillwater? vi got sent there as a teen and thats already messed up!#i feel like despite the writers being meticulous with their story some of their writing decisions imply certain things that are fucked up#like sending children to a prison that has guards regularly beating prisoners#not separated by age or gender and im assuming not even separated by level of crime commited!#how else are we supposed to see the enforcers if not as absolutely morally abhorent people?#i love arcane but the writers fucked themselves over with the political side of the story#they did not have enough time to properly delve into it or resolve it cuz they had to focus on the magic aspect#wish we got that extra season
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I always love your posts about THK and your recently pinned post and another one about Style yearning for skinship are just *chef's kiss*. So thank you for your analysis!
I saw some comments on tumblr that Style was acting as if he's sad and playing Fadel and I just could NOT agree, so I was glad to see your post. My opinion on Style's crying scene is I don't think Style meant to cry at first, but his emotions sort of overwhelmed him while he was talking. I think he definitely uses his cheerful disassocation with reality to deal with fear and he was just going to tell his message to his dad just in case, perhaps in a more lighthearted way, but he remembered about his mom and the reality of potential death hit him fully because his mother's death must be the closest death he'd experienced in his life. And when Fadel asked him if he was crying he just said Duh and wasn't fully crying, but after Fadel told him to stop the sob story, he turned back and the tears really started flowing. When I saw that I could really relate to him because that's how I usually act too- act nonchalant to hide my real feelings. Style wasn't planning to get emotional and then got mocked for it - and he was also denied his s*xual advances/skinship earlier too- that must've felt really hurtful to him.
As much as the scene hurts, I'm glad to see this was not cut because even cheerful, positive people like Style really gets down sometimes and people don't really understand this, even in real life! I was kind of like this when younger and had some people tell me they can't imagine me feeling sad or nervous. So seeing Style's rare serious and emotional side in the story is really made me kind of acknowledged? When I started watching this show, I didn't think I would get this attached to this character. He's like a ray of sunshine, very pure in his beliefs and quite fiercely loyal too (might be weird to say when he was complicit but he is actually loyal to both Kant and Fadel to the best of his ablities IMO) and the actor/Dunk is absolutely killing this role! Not just the crying scene in this episode, but Dunk's comedic timing in delivering the one liners is SO GOOD he manages to make me laugh every single episode so far.
Lovely anon, oh thank you for sharing so vulnerably about how you related to Style in that scene. I really agree with you that Style wasn't putting on an act to fool Fadel. I'm very surprised to hear that anyone still thinks Style is playing Fadel at this point?? O_O I don't think anything he does this episode is an act anymore -- even when he propositions Fadel with a shirt tossed into his face, there's clear and genuine intent behind it:
There's so much going on in this look. The gentle fondness as he gazes back at Fadel, the way the look seeks to communicate affection even as Fadel is glaring back in anger and frustration. But there's acceptance too, like he understands why Fadel is keeping his walls up, he understands why Fadel feels he deserves some of this harshness and he will let Fadel take the time he needs to come to whatever conclusions he wants to as long as Fadel does so with the understanding that Style's love for him is genuine.
Because at the end of the day the only thing Style really doesn't want is for Fadel to make his choice (to forgive or to cut Style off) thinking that Style's feelings are still a lie. I think that's the crux of the problem between them now: Fadel is pushing Style away because he is certain Style’s feelings aren’t true, and have never been true, but Style knows his own heart and understands the fundamental shift inside him that occurred over the course of their relationship.
Which is why I think Style is genuine in everything he’s showing Fadel now. Even if he didn’t mean to cry, I think his worry for his dad is very real. And I think the reason why he brings it up with Fadel is that Style is done hiding anything from him now. It’s not about manipulation, nor is it an attempt to make Fadel feel guilty. But he's taking everything Fadel is giving to him incredibly seriously and part of that is facing the possibility that Fadel may decide to kill him at the end after all. And that's... scary; hell its terrifying and heartbreaking and Style has understandable guilt related to how losing him after losing his mother is going to affect his dad.
And actually what you're saying about "cheerful and positive people like Style" also sometimes feeling down is such an important aspect of understanding Style's character. Because we can only really understand the weight of Style’s love for Fadel if we see him in all his multifaceted complexity: Style has suffered, Style understands the pain of loss but has learned to find joy in his life in the process of dealing with his mother’s passing. Styles cheerfulness and positively is not a sign of his immaturity or lack of complexity but rather evidence of a inner strength and determination to find meaning in life beyond the sadness. After my dad passed, it took me nearly 4 years to even get to a point where I began to want to want to find pockets of happiness. There was so much about me at the time time bound up in my feelings of loss and sadness and the ache of missing my dad, the unfairness of it all. Style is-- Style is so very precious to me.
And something I found really poignant is how Fadel and Style have such opposing methods of dealing with grief and fear. Fadel hides from it, runs from it, builds up walls and remains ever vigilante so he'll never be vulnerable again, while Style faces his grief and his fear head on. Style takes his fear out and holds it in the palm of his hand and in the process - like you said - maybe found himself more overwhelmed then he expected, but he allows himself the space to cry because he also sees that its important in the moment. And he invites Fadel into that vulnerability with him. That's insane to me -- Style's love for Fadel means that even when Fadel has a gun to his head and is the source of his fear, Fadel is always orientated on the INSIDE to Style.
To extend the allegory, the difference between them is that Fadel's love made him invite Style inside his walls as an outsider, but Style's love makes Fadel already part of him. Fadel doesn't need an invitation because at no point in episode 8 did Style ever treat Fadel as anything but an extension of his own heart.
So yeah, I'm so with you about being grateful for the scene. I think it maybe could have been shot differently (for instance, I kind of wish they'd just let Dunk do his thing and sell the moment without having that background music 180 degree shift), but I adore it for what it shows us about Style and the way he thinks and feels, and most of all the way Fadel is oriented in his heart.
#ask#the heart killers#fadelstyle#thk ep 8#thk meta#hui talks thk#fandom talks <3#also hard agree on dunk having some really excellent one liners in this series like... its an aspect i'm personally really enjoying#like i know I KNOW that for some people they want this show to be more serious and like... i get it??#but also thats literally what fanfic is for xDDD#i haven't had time to read anything for ages but you best believe i intend to be camping out in ao3 once i'm able to again#i'm sorry it took me so long to reply!!! i was struggling to formulate some of what i wanted to say and family commitments have escalated#in the lead up to CNY
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Thinking of vlr Akane is so conflicting cuz on one hand I’m so upset that she doesn’t ever get a moment to just rest and enjoy being alive again I’m upset that she just gets deeper and deeper into this role she’s built for herself and she loses her humanity and will never ever be that girl who died in the incinerator. But on the other hand, I need her to get so, so much worse I need her to be so obsessed with perfection she has this unique ability to change the course of history and she will burn everything and everyone to the ground in the blink of an eye if it means she can "reset" and get a perfect timeline and I desperately need her to never be satisfied with anything because really, is there anything that’s worth all the damage she’s caused?
#zero escape#akane kurashiki#virtues last reward#yeahhhhh just having so many thoughts about akane and sigma and junpei and yeah im screaming eyes bloodshot#i want akane to just like post 999 just do silly shit with aoi get a cat be a gamer try to heal the best she can#and i want her to be so evil i think theres still some crimes she hasnt committed yet she should do those#i really really really want her and junpei to just beat the shit out of each other in a boxing ring. specifically post vlr#need them being old as shit throwing chairs everyone is cheering#and damn like vlr akane just cant agree with junpei on his philosophy that a life with pain is still a life worth living cuz then thatd mean#everything she did in 999 was all for naught like to accept even the bad timelines where she died as valuable...#thats a kick to the dick especially when she fought so hard to live and how her death was so unfair#except she was just a scared kid with no choice then. now whats her excuse#i just want it to be possible you know? possible that akane didnt need to do this and she couldve been happy#cuz yeah the trauma would be horrible but surely itd be better than the trauma she has now since she took that dive#i wonder if she knows that no matter what she does she’ll never erase her trauma and eventually she will have to face it#or if she actually believes she can figure it all out and win the perfect timeline and magical mental stability will happen#basically akane is avoiding therapy soooooo hard but then again who would even be her therapist#no one can possibly understand her...right?
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Is Ms Ophelia trans :0
yes! :)
#went back and forth on it but im decided im committed#im rlly interested in circle mages + gender and also ive never finished dao with a warden who#is capable of doing the dark ritual bc i struggle to get into male wardens for some reason#so thats exciting. the morrigan related possibilities are very exciting
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run an age poll pls
sure why not. since you asked so nicely.
no bald option, don't vote if this doesn't apply to you At All.
#obvs this is tumblr there are a lot of youngish people here yknow#but sure lets see what we will get#polls#tom scott#i know for a fact that there are some 30+ year olds amongst us so hopefully the answers on this poll wont make you despair too much anon#ask#anon#i agonised a bit over this poll but i like to think that i haven't committed any horrible statistic transgressions.#also just to be clear: if you have already turned 18 vote for the 18-20 category. thats obvious isn't it?#I dont have to clear everything up you people are smart#if you have turned 20 vote 20-25 etc etc etc
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The thing about Jack's Izzy is that he was never supposed to be Jack's Izzy. It was supposed to be a temporary thing, to teach Ed and Sam a lesson, to escape their constant tugging at him to decide who he was going with. He'd been beginning to feel more like their favourite toy, a pawn in their endless stupid fight, than a person whose opinion they actually cared about. He tells them he hasn't decided, that he doesn't want to decide, but it goes over their heads every time, too focused on "winning" him.
So when it comes to it, after Hornigold's gone, after they've won, and they're asking him again before he's even had chance to clean the blood from his sword, let alone his hands, he just blurts out "Jack"
To say everyone's shocked is an understatement. Sam and Ed's shocked "What's?" are only drowned out by Jack’s own. It's not like he hasn't known the whole time he was never in the running, he hadn't even asked Izzy because he knew he'd just laugh in his face. He loved Izzy just as much as they did, but it was never the same for Izzy. He never had the drive of Sam & Ed, the passion, the potential. He was Calico Jack, too stupid, too immature, too much of a drunk to be a worthy captain. (never mind that Izzy had always seen through that cover, seen the way he used the act to keep himself safe, seen that he was never really as drunk as he acted, seen the way he played people to get what he wanted. It didn't matter. He wasn't Ed or Sam, and that's all that really mattered in the end)
Izzy sits firm in his split second decision, telling them that he's fed up with all this bullshit, and Jack's the only one who listens to him, so he's going with him. Jack's not stupid enough to question Izzy further, so they take one of Hornigold's fleet & a handful of crew who hold no loyalty to the other boys, and set sail before it has a chance to turn into another mutiny.
The thing is, Izzy never really intended to stay. His plan was to leave with Jack for a month or so, fucking around achieving nothing while his boys got their heads out of their asses, then go back once hes actually had space to make a decision, to decide who he wants to be, free of anyone else's expectations. Only, having Izzy there to impress makes Jack pull his act together fast. He's desperate to prove he's worthy of Izzy's time, cutting back on all the dicking around and making a genuine effort to be a worthy Captain for him. He's not perfect by any means, but they're actually doing ok.
And for Izzy, it's like someone's lifted a weight off of his shoulders. He hadn't realised it until he was away, but being with Sam & Ed had felt crushing towards the end, both of them expecting so much from him, wanting him to be someone who wasn't quite him, wanting him to help them build a legend. And maybe he wanted that, maybe he would love it in another life, but it's also nice to not have expectations. Jack never wants him to be anything other than himself, and it's been pretty nice, learning who Izzy Hands is. He thinks he might like the guy.
So it goes from there. A month passes and Izzy makes no mention of meeting up with the others. Then two, then three, and before long he's forgetting that he ever seriously planned to leave. He stays, and they make it work, together. It's not perfect, it was never going to be, but they have something that makes them both happy. And that's enough.
#sorry its izzyverse month i guess. i hope the three people who read these r having fun <3#my izzyverse wasnt rly Supposed to be multiple alt izzys. but here i am. thinking about them#i have a second part to this with izzy n jack finally Talking about all of this and the moment where he finally; fully; commits to jack#but thats gonna take some more polishing up yet#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#calico jack#jack rackham#cjizzy#jackhands#izzyverse#Jack's Izzy#thank you to my dear beloved Sage for bouncing these ideas with me as always#youre so tolerant of me arriving in ur dms with no warning or context <3<3<3#thank u specifically to sage for the implication that ed and sam would fuck about this. i love you. youre so right.#this is the REAL fix to the sam/ed rivalry
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2 | NEON from @falloutober prompts i swear im not gonna make all these prompts about nick
#oh man that background took me way too long#i was wondering recently about contrast in my pieces#my art is always so soft and i guess thats not a bad thing some people might even say its my *style*#i dont really mind but its not really an artistic choice - more a lack of commitment you know#i think im afraid to go BOLD#so i really wanted to yk try to really embrace the *noir* vibe#*snorts* my art style is just die and retry#fallout 4#falloutober2023#nick valentine#fallout companions#fallout 4 fanart#fo4#ftcat ftcating
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you should play the prelude to @pallisia's new visual novel. please. please play it please. i have no one else to talk about it to.
#soul of sovereignty#soulsov#soul of sovereignty fanart#soulsov fanart#loic soulsov#loic ard#lia soulsov#lia ard#(i dont actually know if thats her last name. but there hasn't been confirmation otherwise)#(if the creator does end up seeing this i apologize in advance to them if that isn't correct. i hope i haven't committed some grievous sin.#dandydoodles
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man maybe im just unfamiliar with its usage in other countries but the idea of calling a Native American a 'Yankee' is insane to me. thats a white person word. you cant play for both the yankees and the indians thats not how the game works
#spinning my web#for context just saw a korean blogger call a native blogger a 'stupid fucking yankee'#for saying something dumb about 4B feminism#which yeah dunk on em its fair they said some dumb shit#but bestie thats the wrong 'slur' to use at least commit to it and call us a redskin or a timbermonkey or something#i say 'slur' bc afaik yankee has a more serious connotation abroad than in the states#not bc i think its on the same level as the ones i used LOL
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#i dont think im a bad person. i dont think i behave in ways that are especially terrible. i dont hate myself. but i do believe i deserve to#suffer. and im not sure how to align those incongruent ideas. its hard to articulate because a lot of my rigidity stems from restrictions#without cause. i don't do things for a specific reason. im not afraid that if dont do specific things it will cause bad things to happen. i#behave in specific ways because thats what i have to do. thats just the way it is. without reason. without cause. like im getting dictates#from some higher power. a lot of my restrictive behaviors manifest in a sort of religious way. not in a religious trauma way. the church i#grew up in was all love thy neighbor and not fire and brimstone. its more that this rigid views is deeply and profoundly rooted in how i#belive i need to behave. i behave imperfectly. i make mistakes. and there has to be a consequence. i have to suffer. and thats just how it#is. like preying for forgiveness or committing self flagellation. i repent through self punishment. and when i try to imagine why i do this#all i can think about is being a little kid. praying before i went to bed. not aloud. the prayers i kept silent. that nobody would get sick#and die. that all the kids in childrens hospitals would get better and that nothing bad would ever happen to anyone. i had a pretty idealic#childhood. it was stable and my parents loved me a lot. i was never really bullied in school. my family was comfortably middle class without#money troubles. and i guess i find that difficult to contend with because i didnt do anything to deserve that. it was just luck. and why#should i have that when other ppl dont? but random things dont happen to you because you did something to warrent them. thats not how the#world works. so maybe im seeking to balance the scale. maybe im trying to pay for my good luck because it makes more sense that way.#sins must be punished and good fortune must be paid for. but only for me. i am an isolated entity controlled by an angry god.#and again. i dont hate myself or thing im a bad person. it only seems fair and correct that i should suffer. thats just how it is.#and how do you classify that? its a rigid worldview that sprauls out into restructions and compulsions. a lens warped from through#existential fear? the rot from which 0cd manifested? a set of restrictions born of aut1sm? i dunno. it doesnt really matter but i try to#classify anyway. maybe it doesnt fit neatly into one box. so it goes.#just stupid bullshit im being forced to deal with now that im basically in triple therapy lol#unrelated
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im working on random chara pages and im going through maya's atm and i just remembered the trainwreck of maya 1.0 getting hatecrimed by mortum (WHO WAS ALSO TRANS?!) and then chen bc she's a closeted trans man. im screaming???
#im using she/her because that's what maya would want. not bc those pronouns indicate maya's gender#crazy that she spent the entire 2 books like yeah im happier in the puppet's body. this has nothing to do with the puppet being a man.#got way too into it with ortega and then freaked out and broke it off because thats not maya's real body and For Some Inexplicable Reason#it mattered SO FUCKING MUCH!!!! that ortega liked her real body. and he doesn't. so like what's the point. AND THEN THE REVEAL WITH ARGENT#fully going to throw up and shit herself face reveal to argent was insane. AND THEN DECIDED TO COMMIT TO THE SPIRAL BY COMING OUT TO MORTUM#ON EVERY LEVEL. AND THEN GOT HATECRIMED. AND THEN THE ENTIRE AWKWARD SCENE WITH CHEN#i know she threw up after he was like Um. You Are Woman. Why Are You Flirting With Me When You Know I'm Gay.#i know she cried. she doesnt even like chen that's not the POINT. AND ortega doesnt even like her regen body let alone. LET ALONEEE. and of#chen would Know whether that was true or not abt ortega. and it's a stupid pipe dream anyway bc of her body...#all of the thought processes about how there's no point thinking abt her body because she can't change it. she knows. she's tried. AND THE#SLIVER OF HOPE WITH THE MACHINE AND. oh sick. maya i miss you so fucking bad#the way you would all cancel her for all her behaviours... yet i love her so much#waughhhh sorry for the brief fhr relapse i just MISS HER suddenly and viscerally#book 3 where are you... i need you...#maya choudhury#sure i'll save this to her tag
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