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me when uhhh me when when i don have a passport uhhh
yeah so yeah and under the cut extra versions and tw for blood
got a bit lazy with the red but i just wanted to include this since they had that in the orig clip
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Gordon is me after my friend found out I liked half life and poisoned me with the most unfunny jokes imaginable to the point the jokes become funny again
#was trying out a few brushes since i haven't drawn anything for a bit and my style changed a bit#so say goodbye to the textured brush for now#lazybird draws#lazybird rambles#artists on tumblr#digital art#half life vr self aware ai#hlvrai#hlvrai gordon#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai tommy#hlvrai bubby#hlvrai coomer#doodle#i keep going back to the idea of animating a clip of all the dr. coomers attacking gordon n tommy but idk how to animate lol#meme#guys i swear it's funny go watch it pls#this is from act 3 part 3#sorry if i flash banged anyone with the white canvas lol#tw blood#it's 2 am help me pls
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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to me, the most brilliant moral that cass had taught herself during Puckett’s run in Batgirl 2000-that she had almost known instinctively- was that every single human life is so insanely precious, no matter how bloodstained that life might’ve been. it’s no wonder that despite the guilt that tore her heart open, she still lived that year before her fight with shiva to the absolute fullest. that despite her death wish, she still went out of her way to eat good food and smile and joke with the people she loved because those people mattered. it’s no wonder that she still took the time to lean against balconies and stare at the stars, that she wanted to feel the sun in her face and to take care of flowers, all because she was evolving and she hadn’t really had a chance to just be alive, without constantly running from something. how, despite everything, despite cain, shiva’s promise of death, and the guilt from all the blood on her hands, cass can not imagine treating any life like it’s worth less than nothing.
Just cass’s mantra that defined her very being since she was on the run from Cain that, even if you did bad things, you deserve the life-and chances that comes with that life-to do good, to be better than you were yesterday. you just have to want it, you just have to choose it before the person you once were. you deserve to live and to live fully, even if you have to sacrifice everything you’ve ever known, because the life you could live beyond that is worth every risk. the future deserves be seen and experienced by you, and not what the people in your life made you. you did one bad thing, but you’re not.
#cass my ultimate champion of rebirth#if you think you are unforgivable or inherently evil just remember: cass would probably get oracle to forge another identity for you#you just have to know you want to be better.#SAY IT WITH ME: NO ONE DIES TONIGHT#gosh! this has me thinking of one of my favorite quotes from her: “all this knowledge. no substitute for knowing.”#that quote was like ringing in my HEAD during issue 18 where tim has his heart-to-heart with cass#he says he was intimidated of her because she “turned herself around and became one of them” despite cain raising her in his image#he says he realizes he was wrong for treating her like a time bomb. he realizes that the very act of cass wanting to change was enough#and you know what cass does? she becomes friends with tim. she trusts him in return!#despite tim having the knowledge of what makes someone redeemable he just didn’t KNOW who cass actually was#so I just think it’s so beautiful that cass inspires everyone that redemption is possible no matter what <3#ok sorry i’m done.#shoutout to issues 1 13 14 16 17 19 and OFCOURSE 25#and he isn’t a part of cass’s suicide-by-shiva arc but ALSO SHOUTOUT to alpha#cassandra cain#batgirl#batgirl 2000
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Do I think Johnny can cook anything beyond basic pre made meals like spaghetti from a jar? Nah. But I do think he could make a mean full American breakfast, talking eggs bacon hashbrowns fuck maybe even french toast, and WHATEVER maybe this is self indulgent because I want to imagine him making breakfast for V and him while passing it off like that was not at all his intention, just whoops, seemed to have made extra, guess u could have some but yr making yr own plate, already gonna have to deal with all the fucking clean up, and V is just smiling at him, rolling his eyes, like 'okay dude im sure thats what happened'. Because let's be honest, if Johnny was just making himself breakfast, at best it's a pre-packaged scop burrito nuked in the microwave, at worst it's a cigarette and a coffee from the vending machine.
#i need more domestic situations for them to counteract the depression of this game...#also was making breakfast and ofc my sickly ass brain had to just make it about The Characters#also that kitchen is a MESS#just bc he can make breakfast doesnt mean its not a complete nightmare#the place fucking gutted cuz nothings where it should b for him to find#food splattered out of the pan and the counters a sticky mess by some power of god#n perhaps the bacon just a litttle 🤏 crispier bc he forgot abt them in the pan while trying to beat eggs#but its good. great even and v loves it bc its from johnny :)#(and he knows Johnny made it for V even if he doesn't wanna admit it <3)#((is it ironic to think part of johnny's love language would be acts of service?#cuz i feel like it is considering how self absorbed he is 😭 bitch wasn't ever thinking abt anyone but himself till V pulled up 😭😭)#silverv#johnny silverhand#v cyberpunk#male v#masc v#nonbinary v#could work for any v tho ofc. im j specifically imagining my v in my mind for this#also bc gay ppl <3#ult speaking#personal headcanons 4 johnny silverhand
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"The kid seems scared.
Tip had always been a little nervous. Or at least that was the reality when the two had met.
It was fairly obvious for everyone that met them that the child had not been treated well by their formar guardian and in a way that Elphaba sadly recognized still seemed to afraid of facing the same pain and rejection again.
Still lately the kid seemed more relaxed and open, treating her with the same easiness and earnest they did Jack. More determined to learn than eager to please. Following her around with questions and vibrating with excitement as she turned wooden sticks into dolls and toy swords alike. It made her think of Nessa in a very bittersweet way.
She failed her sister and she would not allow herself to fail another young person she became responsable for.
That's to say Tip's strange turn to the same scared kid she met soon after leaving her behind and being declared and enemy of Oz scared her.
"Miss Elphaba, I have something very serius to tell you."
Maybe they want to leave. They are not in fact different in the same way Elphaba is. Tip is a normal if deeply magical child who just ended up in the care of a horrible woman. Being her aprenticce is actually the only thing turning them into a dangerous and hated figure.
"I understand."
The kid takes a deep breath. Elphaba tries to think on the best words to explain that of course they can leave if they want to and that they can take as many provisions as they need. Tip will never again be a prisioner.
"I don't think I am a boy? Wait no. I know I'm not a boy. Like the idea of it is still a bit scary because it seems like it will be a big deal but I'm fairly sure I'm a girl actually. I just never though about it before but Jack called me she accidentaly and it just makes sense. I am still the same Tip and please let me keep being your aprentice." She says in a single breath.
"What?"
The girl looked scared. "I'm a girl." She says. Than in a smaller voice. "I can try to be a boy if you want?" It does not appear to be something she wants and the fact she still sugests it breaks Elphaba's heart a little.
"Oh! Oh. No, no, that's fine. Do you want to be called something else?"
Her eyes go huge and she stops deep in thought before answring.
"Uh. I guess so, but I'm still thinking on it. I don't mind Tip for now."
"Okay, tell me when it changes?"
"Will do."
"Anything else?"
Tip looks a bit shy for half a second before a excited smile covers her face. "Could you let me borrow a dress?"
Elphaba laughts.
"You are too tiny for my dresses, kid. But I can help you magic one for yourself. "
Her eyes shine. "Cool!"
[...]
"Morrible says you'll marry some prince soon." Dorothy says making a face.
"I don't see why you are soo distraught, my dear, I'm pretty sure she'll find me a great prince." Glinda says with false cheer.
"I doubt it. Princes are all very dull."
"Met many princes did you?" She jokes lightly, trying to find a way to change the subject. She loves the kid dearly and for all it's bleak consequences will always be glad the tornado ended up bringing the girl into her life but she would preffer not to discuss those subjects. Specially not in her own bedroom in a rare moment of relaxation.
"Well no." The girl pouts. "But most boys are dull and I can't imagine liking to marry even the ones that aren't. I guess I just thought you were the same? I'm sorry."
"No need to apologize. And I sure hope marriage is unimaginable for you, you are way to young for it."
The girl smiles a tiny bit before frowning.
"I can imagine myself marrying a girl one day."
"Oh!" Is all Glinda says.
"I told Aunt Em once she told me to never say it again, she told me I was too young. But I'm ten now and I feel the same. " Dorothy rarely talks about home, sometimes Glinda tricks herself into beliving it is because her the kid just loves Oz better, that she forgot all about it, but she knows deep down that Dorothy will always miss Kansas, always miss her uncle and aunt and Toto, she just accepted home as a place she'll never return to. In the good days Glinda knows Dorothy would also miss Oz, would miss her munchkin friends and mostly would miss being Glinda's apprentice. In the better days she thinks about bringing Dorothy's family here. After all Kansas always seems sad and hungry. "Girls don't marry each other in Kansas." She continues. "But I though maybe they did here. "
"I think they do everywhere, Dorothy, is just some people pretend they don't because the different scares them."
"Like the Wizard and the animals?"
Glinda had only recently convinced Dorothy to only speak her very dangerous beliefs on the Wizard in private and even there she sometimes corrected the kid. But right now it felt too much like liying to Elphaba she couldn't do it, not when she knew Dorothy to be right.
"Yeah. Just like that."
And after a second she adds.
"Between us, I would also like to marry a woman".
Dorothy smiles, just a little bit.
[...]
She knows she should not be here.
But it's fun, she likes the dancing and the food and the small chance of going back home with something that can actually help Elphie. Maybe a magical item or even just some usefull information.
Besides the girl she is talking to is very pretty and fun and smart and she is not open about it but she's definitivaly not the biggest fan of the Wizard either. Oh and a great dancer.
"I'm sorry" the girl says "but I think I did not catch your name?"
Now it's the moment to say something clever like 'i never gave it to you' or maybe just invent some fake name. She can't say her name. It's too easy of a conection to make. But she doesn't need to lie. After all it was never really her name. And she has a name now. Has had it for days and just keept it a secret in some weird form of fear. But it felt like time. She would tell it to Elphie and Jack when she went back.
"Ozma. I'm Ozma. What's yours?"
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Dorothy had never had so much fun at a party before. Her new friend was the most beutifull girl she ever met and the funniest and cleverest and it had never felt so easy to talk to someone before. In fact the only thing Ozma didn't appear to be was a good dancer but Glinda had teached Dorothy well and she found herself leading the other girl steps into the best dance she ever had.
She noticed Ozma did not gave any surname but it was not her place to pry. She just hoped to mert the girl again.
"Dorothy." She says and takes the hand. For a second she considers continuing in the way she was instructed to (Dorothy Upland at your pleasure and a kiss to the hand) but while she loves Glinda that's not really her. And she somehow trusts Ozma enough to be honest. "Dorothy Gale." She shakes the hand just like Uncle Henry used to.
#this is silly#please someone that can actually wrote do something with it for me#wicked au#dorothy gale#ozma of oz#wicked#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#glinda the good witch#elphaba the wicked witch#glephie#ozma sees elphie like an older sister#while Dorothy sees glinda as a mentor#they are not really parents even if sometimes they fill the role#glephie are in their early to mid 20s and they migh want to be parents but they have no skill#in my head when they met Dorothy is ten and Ozma is eleven#and elphaba mets Ozma at eight while Glinda meets Dorothy at seven#so there was 3 years after the end of act one act two would be 5 years after when Dorothy is 12 c#i wrote Ozma based on my own experiences#but i am a trans man so if any trans woman finds Ozma to not be well writen please tell me and I'll try to correct it#the wizard of oz#also i just re read to try to somewhat beta#and this is NOT anti fiyero#i love him#he is not part of the ship dinamic but him acting as dorothys dad is an hc that lives rent free in my head#the princes are dull conversation is not an attack on him#is just how dorothy as a young child from the 30s that had heteronirmativity forced into her sees the world#she didn't even met fiyero at this point cause Glinda tries to avoid contact with her old class as to not think about elphie#jack pumpkinhead
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Valve just published a blog post regarding plans for the first MVM update in twelve years for TF2 (to be released later this year, sometime after August), and it shaping up to be the first MVM update to involve community submissions (excluding Robotic Boogaloo).
#tf2#im very excited to see what the community comes up with. and i'm excited to see what Valve has in store#regarding if they'll be doing any adjustments to MVM or it's upgrades. and how they plan on handling mann up missions#and what the possible rewards could be. if they're not just for fun anyway (through boot camp)#i'm kinda tempted to rework a layout i made a few years ago for a different tf2 project that didn't end up going as planned#but i feel like i'd need some help on it but wouldn't know who to ask (between folks i know already) and don't want to be a burden#it'd be nice to work on tf2 specific maps again. though this'd be the first time i ever touch anything MVM related#and i'd have to gut and rework parts of the existing layout for it to work better for MVM#like there are 3 main routes from the attackers side. all leading to one main focal point. so i'd love to try and rework it#it was originally created for a different gamemode that utilized Arena's logic. and the layout's fully functional#definitely not complete by the standards for what it was originally trying to achieve. and definitely not in it's current form for MVM#also with valve's mention of being up for the idea of halloween MVM maps.#that makes me wonder if they'll re-tool wave 666 to be part of halloween contracts or not#since it's an MVM map without any rewards and can't be played in Mann Up mode (acting as a free for fun mission)#which ive always found odd. so if they managed to create a contract for it and add some kind of reward. that'd be really fun to see#ofc just wishful thinking.
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I feel because of Jinx and Viktor’s popularity in fandom (having some of the most annoying fans in Arcane fandom) and the attention they receive in the show itself, people forget/don’t realise how bad they were done by the writers in s2
#saying this as someone who had thought jayce was reasonable for killing viktor in s2#the way they stripped all nuance from viktor’s actions and made jayce 100% right and the arcane/glorious evolution instead of highly flawed#and morally dubious/neutral#into just bad and wrong(tm)#was weird. it was weird.#i don’t want to compare to league because i do think adaptations should be judged on themselves for the most part#and i’m not too familiar.#but i think the ending should have been left open. like let piltover and zaun still be at war and the characters finding their place in that#also escalation from misguidedly transforming unwitting but willing people to viktor just deciding to turn everyone into an emotionless robo#was weird too#someone smarter than me do a deep dive idek#everyone became a centrist when faced with the true enemy; extremist zaunite (but like not even for zaun)#its not that i wanted viktor to be innocent. his actions in act 2 were morally dubious and he was destined to become darker and more extreme#but the way they did it was weird#and the way they resolved his character. it just feel so half-assed if you look past how emotionally charged and beautiful it was#do not even get me started on jinx… the ‘jinx is alive’ theory better be real because that’s the only way to salvage her character#but like i think they handled her character terribly for all of act 3#i think ekko and mel were done dirty in the way characters like lucas in st were. but i won’t get into that rn#jayce and vi also kinda felt reduced to their relationships…#arcane s2 act 3#arcane critical#arcane criticism#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#viktor arcane#viktor#jinx arcane#jinx
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after watching enough dt convention q&a videos i start getting possessed with "what are things i would ask him if i had the chance" brain fungus again
#david tennant#here's some i came up with: 1) whose idea was it for berowne to eat the love letter in love's labour's lost#2) was macbeth delivering his soliloquies to the camera an acting or directorial decision#and did it feel any different from the making of the richard ii or much ado proshots#3) what convinced you to take on the role of macbeth after several years of thinking you weren't the right fit for the part#4) for audio dramas like bbc3 twelfth night how much of it is being overseen by a director and how much of it is your own interpretation#5) what was it like working with murray gold on kafka the musical#stuff like this. i like footballing these around in my head
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 2 - Psyche Skills
Part 1 - Part 3
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#disco elysium#MDZS disco elysium au#jiang cheng#jiang yanli#yu ziyuan#While it's more in vogue to draw a character's skill roster tailored to them -#One of the more subtle details I love in DE is how some of the skill portraits parallel character portraits of people hbd associates with.#Theres somethine rather poetic to be said about how other people shape out thoughts and sometimes act as a 'voice' in our head.#How we are in part a collection of impressions other people left behind on us.#I am a huge Skillhead (Those are my friends! My party members! They love me! They have their own agendas and alliances!)#so of course a healthy portion of this AU is dedicated to them <3#the Int skills go basically unchanged from DE. Psy as well (with changes to a few quirks in voice).#Fys skills though...well...wwx is in a different body! Those voices belong to Someone Else.#Esp electrochem (MXY in this AU also partied to near death. WWX is withdrawing and craving substances he's never even heard of before)#While I personally don't fully subscribe to Volition Jean I *do* see Volition Jiang Cheng. The voice of your Not Brother keeping you afloat#All three of these parallels make me unbelievably sad. They are also both purple. Art is like that sometimes.#Empathy Jiang Yanli...oh man do I have a lot of thoughts about her. Disco fans Who Know....you can probably see what I'm cooking.#Authority is a really interesting skill in DE because *yes* its about power and intimidation - but it's also about finesse and respect#Titus Hardie and YZY both abuse *and* finesse how they establish their authority - in a way that leaves quite an impression.#2 more mdzs disco posts that I *need* to create and then I'm off to working on raffles <3
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Do not separate them /threatening (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Damned#Lee Smith#Angel Martinez#I'm never escaping these grasps and that's by design and I could not be happier about it#Perfect framing 10/10 no notes - shelf life of infinity#Changed forever and dragging all of my darlings in with me <3#Obviously I had to make cards for them! With the fun I have in this space and they're already medically themed? It's too perfect#I might push Angel's age a year or so older - I don't think it's ever confirmed how long it's been since they dropped out?#But they'd've been 19-20 at that point - I could see them going through a few part time jobs in another couple years#Nice thing with Damned at least is that the Exacts can get fudgey hehe - does this refer to the actual person or the body they inhabit!#Though with humans through-and-through - same lifespans no alien equivalents haha - there's not as much of an excuse#Same with Lee honestly I could see him going either way - younger or older but not by much especially of younger#But he was still living at home up to a year before everything! Nonlinear life paths#It's all so interesting and I love timelines <3#Also the fact that if Angel /is/ actually 22....and they were born in 1987......#And my favoured year of Damned is 2009......................#Look I'm just saying#Also one of the commenters on Ch. 1 mentioned that their ''real'' names are very reminiscent of several from FAITH: The Unholy Trinity#That wasn't intentional but I honestly kinda love it lol ♪ I just picked names at random but they ended up matching! Wow!#I fully believe the Institute could can will and would make silly references like that hehe <3 The players? Yes sure but for Lore Reasons!#Angel turning up at the Institute would be the Worst because like - they're literally just a human they have no powers or weapons#Not from the far-flung future not an exceptional figure from the past just - a little guy lol#But then if Lee teamed up with them - they're basically untouchable#He's learned his lesson he's not gonna let them out of his sight and he's clearly proven to be very skilled in uhm#Dispatching threats let's say lol#It'd be such fun structure! Two players effectively acting as a unit! I love duos so so soooo much....#Angel gets in trouble and then Lee threads in and takes over and then they get the scene to themselves ah <3#Lee gets to earn his place next to them over and over ♪ Trial by combat
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Gonna say something controversial.
Ford Pines is a nuanced character who is neither good nor bad. Absolving him of his crimes is actively a detriment to his character and does a disservice to the storytelling of Gravity Falls, but defining him exclusively by his mistakes without taking the time to understand him is a purposefully bad faith take that actively makes your enjoyment of the show worse.
He is neither a good or bad person, because "good" people and "bad" people aren't real. There's just people. And people fuck up sometimes.
If no one fucked up and if no one held onto those fuckups sometimes out of sheer desperation, the world of fiction would be way more boring, unengaging, and dull.
Ford Pines is a mess and I don't want him to be sanitized or demonized. I just want him to be a mess.
Thank you
#sorry someone keeps sending bad ford takes into a server i'm in and they're getting to me#he's a prideful and arrogant man and also deeply insecure and compensating for that with ego#he wants to be a good person and do the right thing while accepting influence from the worst people in his life because he respects them#he's placed his entire self worth on a pedistal because everyone else held him to that bar#and he'll never reach it because he keeps putting it up higher and higher before he even can#like he coulda published his research at any time but chose not to because he wanted to make a wave in science so big he couldn't be ignore#he felt like if he wasn't someone extraordinary then there was no point to him at all because he cannot be ordinary#it's either excel or be outcasted. and he was done being outcasted#so he used that to build himself up as compensation for that looming feeling#and as a result he tried to reach up as high as he could and took bad deals#bill made it clear; it's the hillbilly or me. he's going to betray you. and as soon as ford thought bill was right it was joever#bill manipulated him onto that train of thought but he ultimately made that call at Greasy's that night#that's the fun part! there's the nuance!!#ford wouldn't have acted that way without bill's influence but bill did not actively tell him to treat fidds like that#it's so interesting because it's so layered and intertwined. so many variables rely on each other to happen.#this is a good man pushed in the worst direction possible by a being who intends him harm and ford is nonethewiser until it's too late#idk why it's controversial to say that i like my ford messy but here we are. i like him messy. he's not an angel but he's not a demon eithe#he's a goddamn human and the show treats him like one#journal 3 and TBOB also support this. hell TBOB's entire *point* was to show how bill managed to manipulate him#and show the horrors that came after. then it showed us that ford has nothing to be ashamed of there. it's not his fault#no one in his family blames him or thinks he's stupid for falling for bill. why do some people think he is or think TBOB thinks he is?#i dont get it#dimond speaks
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i just woke up from a nap and: kazulie and amethos rings :(


#`✦. 𝓓𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐖𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄. ╱ ❛ fallen sunset.#`✧. 𝓣𝐔𝐍𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓. ╱ ❛ amethyst dreamt.#i went on twitter and saw a favorite artist of mine upload a xiaolumi love child piece and for some reason i had a burst of baby fever ..#not in an irl sense but in regards to kazulie and amethos which then got me to brain rotting marriage and now here we are lmao#i love both silver and gold jewlery so the fact these both can go to a respective couple is a win in my book!#whether it’s the former or the latter both parties aren’t that big on having such extravagent things ..#therefore i feel their rings would be simpistic but also very pretty at the time <3#in kazuha’s case the gold rings were picked out with amélie in mine; something /she/ would like & basically dedicated to her …#hence the touch of blue because i feel zuha even just as a person is one who often considers others first before himself not out of …#obligation or a need to but it’s just something that has always come to him naturally or doesn’t even realize he’s doing so.#with romantic relationships he’s /definitely/ the type to spoil + care for the other because again he just wants to & besides from words ...#showing acts of love/affection are just as significant even if they are silent ones which is frequent for his rs with amélie#sethos’ silver rings meanwhile were thought of with both individuals in mind as in ‘what represents us both’ or …#‘what accurately depicts /our/ love’ and that is why the rings have those little moon and star engravings on it …#and the way they’re engraved on the opposite rings makes it so much more better in this case🥺#especially since i often say that amélie is the moon while sethos is her star like-#‘you are a part of me just as much as i am a part of you’ …💔💔 i make myself cry sometimes#aaa this could’ve been a post instead i didnt think i was going to ramble this much sorry 😭
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#my art#not even tagging it with anything else#don’t wanna spam the tags#sth i did for act 2 of your mite#obi-wan watching as maul gets brought on a gurney from the humvee#truth is i just wanted to draw the humvee and the rest happened#look for anyone who’s reading my tags i’m sorry if it’s annoying i’m just discovering myself#i got a tablet and i’ve always loved lineart and cars#and so i have this phase now where i just wanna make as many visions as i can come to life#i know it’s not like top of the shelf digital art#but it makes me happy and i’m having fun and i’m adding these sketches to all my fics because i always wanted them to have art in them#and now it’s possible bc i finally saved enough money to get a tablet with a good stylus#idek why I'm saying all this no one gives a fuck#I'm a very visual person I am now making my dreams happen#it's an important moment for me#no one cares about this fic but I do because act 3 part 2 especially touches on this part of me that's so relevant#never thought I'd deal with alcoholism through fic but here I am#saying shit in tags nobody reads#in a fic that nobody reads either#your mite is probably the most important piece of fiction I'll ever write dealing with several things I go through every day#like I have all my limbs but I am disabled and my legs don't work as they should#and I like jagermeister waaaay to much#I get angry so often I rage a lot#sometimes at the stupidest shit I see myself in both of them so much#this is making me cry a bit#ssorry#your mite
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desperately need people to understand that alicent is a victim but she’s also an abuser and a perpetrator
that she actively makes choices to harm other women because of jealousy and envy and the greed deep in her bones because submitting to suffering didn’t get her what those women fight to grasp for themselves.
she is absolutely a victim, in show.
that doesn’t change that she abused rhaenyra and her children, her own son, most likely helaena given how she flinches every time her mother touches her, and is actively weaponizing the patriarchy of westeros against other women- rhaenyra primarily, but also mysaria and dyana.
she isn’t the moral, righteous force of good that even she thinks she is, she’s a wounded woman directing all of the rot, pain, and fury inside her at the wrong people and forces.
#anti team green stans#anti team green#anti alicent hightower stans#i don’t wanna say it’s anti alicent bc honestly it’s more ‘accept her for who she is bc she’s so much more complex and interesting when you#but i made this bc someone genuinely tried to say that the reason people hate her is that they don’t see her as a victim#most rational people know show!alicent is a victim#it’s the point that’s she’s an abuser as well#that makes them dislike her#that she’s a hypocrite and a traitor#i don’t even like young alicent bc i don’t at all think she was a good friend to rhaenyra#‘it’s not your place to question the plots of lords and men’ to the named heir#dismisses rhaenyra’s hopes and idealism entirely out of hand#is baffled that rhaenyra is more worried for her fathers happiness and mother’s wellbeing than her position#she knew as early as ep 3 that otto was conspiring against rhaenyra and never told anyone#condemns ‘targaryen customs’ only to wed her daughter to her son even younger than she was when otto dangled her before viserys#acts entitled to rhaenyras secrets whilst condemning and judgemental even though she did not give rhaenyra that same courtesy#made no attempt at apology for the insensitive comment of aegon’s birth#though rhaenyra DID try to apologize for the ‘imprisoned in a castle’ line and tried to comfort her#uses her power as queen to push past the space rhaenyra is trying to create because she feels heartbroken and betrayed#rhaenyra took part in alicent’s culture with prayer at alicent’s urging because she cared about alicent and alicent was trying to help her#alicent is never once shown to return that favor instead condemning it for ‘queerness’ and growing to later#erase and remove all targaryen and valyrian heraldry from the red keep to replace with her own#like alicent is a victim and i DO have empathy for her. but i don’t like her and never will#especially not after the way her stans behave#she deserved better than otto’s machinations and viserys’…. viserysness#but that can also be true whilst i condemn her actions and behaviors
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OH NO
#personal#romaheta#rain liveblog#japan gets booted off the game in part 3 already?? damn#he didn't even get to see miku 💔#very intriguing though... i wonder if he manages to get back in it later or if he's just off the game for good as soon as it started#re. the hetaoni lore reveal and how some of the nations might've been just ais with their actual selves already off the program#and how japan was said to already be out (i think? i was a little confused during that part lol)#wouldn't it be crazy if japan was already off the game from the very beginning but unable to contact the ones inside it#and just doing his best to intervene through the japan 'ai' in the game#and that's why he gets some of the strongest clock memories and is possibly the first to pick up on how italy is acting off...#i can't tell if this a serious theory or if it even makes sense just yet i'm just spitballing at this point#still unsure of how i feel about the 'some of them are ais' part of the lore. i have a hard time wrapping my head around how that'd work#unrelated to that but america asking switzerland why he suddenly showed up and switzerland shooting him in response was pretty funny
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