#to do this shit…..exhausting
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me ten minutes ago (ignorant): why have i seen so many people online complain about sanji in thriller bark, yeah the white knighting is starting to wear really thin but it’s definitely not the most annoying anime bullshit i’ve put up with in order to enjoy a piece of media
chapter 464:

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#girl i know this is for a gag and i’m not supposed to take it seriously or w/e#the gag is simply not funny….*dk rap sound font voice* not funny. didn’t laugh.#one piece#how many more times will i be posting this image until i get to whole cake island#the way i didn’t have to have oda tell me how much he idolizes akira toriyama because they will both stop a good story dead in its tracks#to do this shit…..exhausting#do not try to tell me this is related to the tragic backstory coming in 400 chapters either for the love of god#cannot stress enough that when sanji is not doing….all that that i really do love him#like can we go back to the sea train in water seven can we return to that please
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my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline problems#bpd problems#anxienty#substance addiction#substance abuse#addiction#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#$h relapse#suic1de#sad thoughts#shitpost#personal vent#vent post#bpd stuff#mentally fucked#mentally unstable
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make a cohost account, make a blue skies account, make a pillow fort account, make a artfol account, share your discord, make a back-up account, make another account, make another account, make another account-
#shitpost#pot dog#pot dot#doodles#sites just remain normal challenge impossible#i can barely manage having a tumblr and a twitter account to both post to#the prospect of making more accounts more places just because shit may go down in flames or threaten to do so is exhausting#i will remain here until the ship is at the very bottom of the ocean cause i'm so tired of extending myself for social media efficiency
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it's like why do i feel ashamed of every action or inaction i ever make. will i ever be ok with myself. will i ever just let it be
#seriously it's exhausting agnoising over whatever i do or dont do it's shit i just want to live and#not think
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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forgot I could do animation for fun lol 💔
(I did this in like 2 hours)
#silly#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#gabv1el#digital art#messy art#my art#animation#silly animation#GIF#so bashful#hes so silly <3#i’m so exhausted#i have so much shit to do#school is killing me#Chibi#Ship art#doomed yaoi#don’t flop
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Something I need people to understand, especially able-bodied people but I've gotten this from other disabled folk as well, is that yeah I could be doing more, but oftentimes I have to choose between doing what's required of me and what's good for me.
Yeah, I probably could get all of my schoolwork done no problem, but I'm so exhausted after just going to school that doing anything more than lying in bed for a few hours would cost me. Can I physically get up? Yeah, I do when my parents demand it of me, but it's not good for me.
I've tried doing more, I've tried pushing myself to do the things that I need to get done, it just doesn't work. I'll just be even more exhausted, I'll just be in more pain, and it's not fair.
Please stop reminding me of my "potential". Please stop telling me that I'm "not trying my hardest". I know that. Sometimes my hardest is hard on me.
#actually disabled#disability#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#disabilties#i am so tired y'all#i took a several hour nap#then had to go to the store#now I'm doing homework#the nap didn't help by the way#i still need to shower ugh#if one more person tells me i could be trying harder#i'm gonna lose my shit#I KNOW THAT#IT'S EXHAUSTING AS IT IS#FUCK OFF
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I moved recently to start a new job and part of my commute now involves one of those high capacity toll booths where a two lane road suddenly flares out into 5-7 lanes of total anarchy with no lines anywhere, and then narrows back down to two lanes again, and we're just supposed to sort ourselves out? Who designed this
anyway I dreamed up this helpful anatomical guide on the drive home
#thought of flipping it upside down for it to read correctly but then it didn't feel like the driver pov#oh also yeah aside from generally pulling back from online spaces for the most part I've started a FAST-PACED full-time job#after on and off contract/part time work since 2020#I am WIPED#all the time#exhausted#I'm told I will adjust and I am trusting these people but holy shit I'm capital B Bushed#you will not see me frequently anymore but do not mourn for me#I am adjusting to my new fish tank...#I will be thriving#by the time I turn 30 next year I will be able to hit my 30s at a run#I'm feeling it mr krabs
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#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate#my art#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart#black butler#black butler fanart#grelle sutcliff#grell sutcliff#anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush???#it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes#oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful#back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again#i haven't in a while#if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there#and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr#and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute#enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece
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I am totally normal about them
#tadc#tadc spoilers#tadc episode 3#tadc pomni#tadc fanart#tadc kinger#kinger#kinger fanart#pomni#pomni fanart#vaz sketches ✨✨#royalcourt#tadc royalcourt#Imagine if before returning with the others they took a lil nap because kinger saw how she looked super tired and drained#and we did see her waking up in rhe middle of a nightmare on ep 2#so yeah girly is not eeping#sure maybe they dont need it bc its alm digital but her exhaustion for all the shit she's been through is SHOWING#and tge lack of rest isnt doing much to help her mental state tbh#anyways yeah
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ngl i get that people hype up hating writing for the bit but like. idk. yall i Do actually really like writing. it is so satisfying and fun and rewarding and i get to look back what i made over and over again and get joy every single time.
yes writing is hard but if you hate it more than you love it im kinda like. idk. find another hobby?
#also the planning parts and the daydreaming is part of the process so idk#yall it is getting exhausting seeing all the quirky see how little i’m writing shit#like what if for once i am writing and im having a grand time!!#what if not being able to write isn’t a fun joke it is honestly detrimental to my brain!!!#what if writing has been my friend when i never had any and it is the love of my life and love language and i love actually doing it perhap#talking#ren hot cakes
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seeing a lot of people complaining about the fics they don't see, and not enough people picking up a pen to write it themselves 🤨
#if you want a fic and you havent seen it yet WRITE IT#otherwise you're just a whiny baby im so sorry to break it to you#“but i can't write!”#i couldn't either when i was 12-13 with an obsession with harry potter and yet i was still DOING SOMETHING#idk feeling annoyed about it this morning because this is the whole point#also stop talking about fics you hate or refuse to read online on public spaces#that is a private conversation to have with friends#like genuinely idc what it was#hate all you want just don't post that shit publicly where that author- who wrote something for free mind you- could see it#controversial opinion but being a hater has to be the most exhausting thing you can be#fics are not published BOOKS and we need to stop acting like it#there's a DIFFERENCE#also before anyone comes at me no this is not about LoF#i just keep seeing videos where people bring this up and then others comment specific fics#why are you miserable#this is on par with people who refuse to figure out ao3's very simple tagging system
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very deep into the box of wine in my fridge sorry. but like even on a basic level if you didn’t think communism was possible or whatever would you not still be morally obligated to try it anyway. actually obligated isn’t a strong enough word. like this is a moral demand on the part of the “human community” to use Cesaire’s beautiful term. every time I read history this seems like the only sound conclusion. like what Engels (or Kautsky? idk) said there’s only socialism or barbarism. and we have seen barbarism for a very long time. it is probably one of the most common afflictions in human history. like can we at least try to do something else just one time. climate change is going to force this question anyway so shouldn’t we just like get ahead of that as soon as possible. and I know imperialism capitalism etc means this is a war of class interests and resources and not just ideas blah blah blah I know that but it is crazy to learn literally any fact about the world and not immediately think man we gotta do something about this. this can’t keep happening
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I probably deserved it. Maybe next time I'll offer a bucket of fried chicken and avoid shit like this?
I'll bite back. Just give it time.

#shinfuransan#digital art#capcom#devil may cry fanart#dmc5 vergil#vergil#devil may cry#digital media#dmc5se#shameless self insert#doing prompts and random shit cause I'm mentally and physically exhausted and this fictional grumpy man helps me to keep on smiling#procreate
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I want to give up
#tw depressing thoughts#alone with my thoughts#depressing shit#feeling alone#sad thoughts#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#sadnees#overthinking#self h@te#tw depressing stuff#tw selfhate#i want to give up#i want to disappear#i cant do it anymore#struggling mentally#mentally unstable#i hate my brain#i should kms#overthinker
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'Characters watching the show'-type situation except it's just the incredibly dangerous whacky stunts conan pulls on a regular basis (including the movies) being shown to people that aren't in the know.
Oh you think the child is staying over at the professors TOO BAD he's following a murderer!!! Ran is looking for him bc he's run off again SIKE he's chasing a car on the highway on his janky little skateboard!!! Oh thank god this high stakes case got somehow resolved WHAT'S THIS it's conan confronting the suspect by kicking a football unnaturally hard!!!! Thankfully we all escaped the burning building WHELP there's conan running back into it!!! We need to evacuate the premises bc there's a bomb WHOOPS there's conan defusing it!!! Where's the child gone now WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT it's said child jumping of an exploding building using his suspenders as a jumping rope while being actively shot at HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At no point is it mentioned that Conan is anything more than a smart six year old.
#detective conan#dcmk#conan edogawa#ran is having a minor crisis#shes a bit stressed#about to have a fucking heart attack really#imagine them watching zero the enforcer#or also?? how some people who /don't/ know that this isn't child and just let him do insane shit#just bc he seems unnaturally competent for a six year old#what's the blond twinks thought process every time conan does anything#actually. scratch this amouro furysa is like the only guy who would get it#since he also has no idea what a normal human should actually be capable of#his colleagues must be so exhausted#this rant got brought on by me remembering the last like 20 min of zero the enforcer
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