#why is creativity like this?
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Shoutout to my siblings for putting up with my neurodivergent ass. Just now I remembered how multiple times I tried to convince them that we should roleplay a complex trading system between towns and/or nations. I wanted no plot, one dimensional characters, and all the focus on trade. It's a miracle they didn't tease me more lol
#why was I so obsessed with playing trade?#i enjoyed creating poltics; religions; histories; and cultures so much more but all of that stuff I prefered to do myself#why was trade the one worldbuilding thing I wanted to share?#anyway I was basically made for worldbuilding I guess#I do worldbuilding a lot and then never write stories for most of those#and then ironically many of my stories I feel lack good worldbuilding#it's like I can't blend the two :(#or maybe it's just that I get Too caught up in worldbuiliding so in order to focus on writing a plot I need to ignore it? idk#anyway my brain has been running in circles all day#i have spent all afternoon and evening sewing and scrapbooking#two hobbies I have never done before today#I also really really want to make a dollhouse by hand which is also something I've never done#why is creativity like this?#idk but I'm having fun :D#sorry I haven't been writing tho#personal
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#why am i like this#why#why oh god#screaming crying throwing up#screaming into the void#writing#ao3#archive of our own#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#writer's block#writers#writer#writeblr#writerscommunity#writers and poets#writer stuff#creative writing#writerscorner#writer's life#fanfic writing#fanfiction#ao3 issues#ao3 fanfic#fan fiction#ao3 author#fanfic#ao3 addict#ao3 stuff#ao3 author curse
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i wrote an interactive poem for my girlfriend in 3 parts. she said you need to read it.
go here: take only the final quiz or take all 3. i don't mind. it's sad, though. this is a poem about choice. about fate and mental illness and how love fits inside of all of it. this is a poem about a long dark hallway. mostly this is a poem about mango sushi rolls.
good luck. i love you. despite it all, i'm hopeful.
#uqiz#she said i need to put it up here lmafo#something something feel free to send me 5 dollars towards my next sushi roll run#poetry#experimental poetry#there's no specific like warning on this except that im not doing well n therefore it LEAKS into my writing lol#the realllll shit as an author is like ohhhh fuck i write so much better when im mentally unwell lol#:( why cant i be sane AND rational. why does my creativity gotta stem from suffering.#(bc when im not suffering im outside saying YIPPEE and kicking my heels lol)#IF YOU SAW THIS BEFORE I CLICKED THE RIGHT LINK NO YOU DIDNT#hey btw if you're experiencing an error idk what's up with that bc it still loads on my end.#i'll look into solutions but sorry :(#hi friends: i have no idea why sometimes the links break for random people.#it might be a chrome/firefox/etc thing but i will say that the links still work on my end AND i still have people taking each quiz.#so i know it works .... i have no idea what the exact solution is - maybe reload it if urs isn't working?#sorry im not good at coding :(
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iknow my comics are ugly please just hear me out
#So me and my friend were talking about ‘whos the most likely to’ with ratiorine#and she asked ‘whos the most likely to confess first?’#and i said Nobody. Theyre both doomed forever. Unless it happens on accident.#and this is what i imagined#★ my art#art#honkai star rail#should i tag ratio even if hes not here#hsr aventurine#ill tag ratio because his husband is here#hsr dr ratio#hsr topaz#ratiorine#aventio#Someone reblogged my post with the tag golden ratio.#golden ratio hsr????#excuse me???#why are yall making new ship names without me. How DARE you be so creative without me in the room.#GET BACK HERE#i can literally talk about these two for hours im so serious its getting bad like it already was bad but now its worse
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me planning out my story: this will be so straightforward and easy!
me writing: why is there a subplot about flour?
#no cuz why did elvis spilling flour get so much attention#will not be like that in the final draft i swear#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writers#writer#writing community#creative writing#writerblr#writer things#writers block#writers life#writers and poets#writerscommunity#ao3 writer#writer stuff#writing funny#on writing#write#writing meme#writing memes#writing struggles#writing problems#writing humor#writer problems#writing is hard#motivation#writing motivation#autumn
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go british boy go
#box art#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter 3#ramb#ramb deltarune#deltarune ramb#why are no other people talking abt this guy... i like him. i think he's neat#tag rambling below contains slight spoilers !#This design brought to you by a mix of me mis-reading his sprite and me just taking creative liberties#the buttons + pockets on his apron are supposed to look like more plug faces#since he says he's a power strip. which is also why he's taller than the chapter 2 plugboys#anyway. do we have any idea why he's named Ramb. does that mean Anything or#boxes plays deltarune#boxes gameplay#<- adding those since they've been my spoiler tags thus far
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but you three used to have such a passion for life :/ what ever happened, huh?
#thomas sanders#sanders sides#logan sanders#king creativity#remus sanders#roman sanders#technicallyyyyy#tss#sanders sides fanart#tss fanart#sasi#sasi fanart#logan sanders fanart#king creativity and logan as kids#bc i have a firm hc that creativity was separated very very young#also hc that him and logan were very close#and that it was hard on logan to accept their separation. in like a ‘hes still here technically but they are different now’ way#and maybe thats why he was harsh to patton in moving on OOP I MEAN-#the hcs run deep…
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I'm still alive and making art despite my silence the past while- Here's the result of the horrible cold I've had the past couple weeks, you should be fed for another month at least with this, methinks. Version without the text and glow, plus the inspo under the cut
#My art stuff#digital art#gravity falls#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#wendy corduroy#soos ramirez#meme#redraw#I have no idea who made the original - a friend sent it in the group chat maybe a month ago and I only saved the pic for referencing#miis#switch 2#maybe? I'll take the clickbait#fanart#artstyle copy#artstyle study#I feel like I haven't really showcased my main skill in art that much recently - whether or not I've drawn in general is irrelevant#grunkle stan breakdancing#As per my other friend's genius - Mabel's wearing a special outfit colourscheme - if you know you know#I also gave Lee freckles (Cus he deserves to keep them) and also a random ring meant to be the one he found and can't get off#This was my first time drawing Wendy and Soos too so if they look a lil wonky - that's why#uhhhhh what else to tag#artist of tumblr#gravity falls fanart#I did take some creative liberties with adding the extra shading but I feel like it fits pretty well with the style
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This sequence of episodes (Vergesson heist and its aftermath) are also a testament to the sheer determination of the mighty nein, both in the narrative and on a meta level.
When Trent shows up in Vergesson, Matt makes it clear that Ikithon wants to talk. He makes no actual attack on the PCs, and Matt openly expresses surprise when Caleb starts immediately casting offensive spells. They very easily could have been caught there, they only make it out because of Caleb’s nat 20 counterspell.
Then again in Nicodranas, Trent just wants to talk! He’s just curious! And he backs them into a corner that there really should be no way out of… but then they come up with a way. A crazy genius way that Matt could not have predicted.
In a situation where it would have been so easy to let the DM’s expectations combined with the mechanics of the situation guide them into a particular course of action… the mighty nein said ‘fuck that, it’s bad, we’re running’.
Ikithon’s manipulation and Matt’s signaling that a conversation is a viable story path is no match for Caleb’s abject fear and the Mighty Nein’s ride or die attitude. Caleb really said ‘this is the scariest man in the world and I’ll burn down anything including myself before I let him touch your families’ and the Mighty Nein said ‘we’re with you.’ This is the same party that walked across the continent to save part of their family, and it shows.
#the post doesn’t need to be about campaign 3 but i’ll put it in the tags#why are we going through this door? uhh cuz it’s here#sigh. the deeply held and powerfully established convictions of a liam pc just can’t impact the narrative like they used to#anyway. this arc rules#and i LOVE how the mighty nein stick to their guns#and stick to each other#and I ADORE matt’s approach in setting them up in these situations and responding so flexibly and creatively#to their truly batshit decisions#it’s peak#critical role#campaign 2#the mighty nein#caleb widogast
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so my thing about vampire media that goes for the addiction metaphor is that the most notable examples (the addiction, being human, midnight mass, etc) are some of the most sympathetic-to-addicts pieces of media I've ever seen. which you might think would be a paradox because, yknow, vampires are bloodsucking monsters, and it's not like that isn't the case in any of those examples, but apparently that isn't really a roadblock. these narratives have basically no problem humanizing their addict-vampire characters even as they lean into monstrosity and kill and eat some guys. it's the kind of thing where on paper it's a Problematic angle for representation but in practice it really works.
#ik mike flanagan was influenced strongly by his experience with alcoholism for mm#and I believe the same is true for abel ferrara and the addiction#so that probably helps for treating addict characters as three dimensional sympathetic people#and I know why I personally gravitate to these kinds of characters but I'm trying to put my finger on why we as a society do that#what is it about the vampire and vampire fiction in comparison to other supernatural creatures that makes it so easy to go 'just like me fr#marina marvels at life#(as a note: I've never heard anyone from the creative team for bhuk say anything about whether they do or dont have experience w addiction)#(also yes. jon archives. same stuff applies. but alas he's not quite a vamped pire.)#vampires
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Eggs for Killie is over!
I award myself the 150th egg for all of the little bits of art. Thank you so much for inspiring me to make them! It’s been really amazing to see all the hard work and to truly appreciate the wide range of crafts and activities everyone can do. Bobbin lace? Shoemaking? Knife forging? Translating Irish? It’s genuinely incredible.
I also really appreciated the people who were taking a rest, too. Thank you for that as well.
And I SUPER, SUPER appreciate everyone who was going through saying encouraging words, leaving replies/reblogging with comments, or liking all these posts. That was also a huge outpouring of kindness and time. I saw you doing it (and tried to make sure OPs did too) and any credit for people feeling empowered? That’s for YOU.
I know for a fact that people were following each other simply because they spotted one of their people through doing this. Thank you for being here - and being brave enough to find each other! 
If you have a project you were working on specifically for this, and missed the inbox, drop me a message - I don’t want to miss you.
150 eggs x 60g (weight of medium-large chicken egg) is 9000g of eggs.
That’s 16.8% of Killie’s body weight in eggs.
I am planning to write a book about Killie and I think it will be very VERY funny to acknowledge every single username who contributed in the acknowledgements…
…. Because I am planning to throw them back at you.
Now rest up, everyone. April Fools tomorrow, we gotta make the REST of the website unusable.
#eggs for Killie#to be completely honest in the tags: this was also a lot of work and lost a lot of followers! the follower loss rate worked out at a rate#of 1 follower per egg. however a lot of them were randoms who followed and then unfollowed.#I only noticed because I was wondering what the heck was going on.#I am not interested in having followers and I am far more interested in YOU and YOUR WORK#but just to be real about this kind of thing because the other side of creativity and bravery and encouragement and support#and to be quite frank - visibility and attention - is that you WILL annoy people!#and that is also perfectly okay and part of the bravery of the process - putting stuff out there and sharing it knowing that its purpose#is NOT to be Loved By All. It is to CONNECT you with other people who will UNDERSTAND you#not to grovel for clout from people who aren’t really interested. we don’t make things to be liked by bots. we make them to find each other.#so this tag essay is here to explain the other side of the courage and determination of egginess really. this is why I do stuff on tumblr.#this is why I enjoyed this so much. this is the political manifesto behind EVERYTHING I make and do really.#this is not for everyone. it would be worse if it was. but if it’s for you? come take a seat.#-#and also to be fair this definitely probably made your dash unusable#and I’m sorry.#and my own sibling wanted to snooze me. you are in excellent company (my sibling.)#but yeah. thank you. this was fun.#be kind to yourselves and each other!
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i'd love to celebrate my birthday with y'all! no pressure to say or do anything, just wanted to share and "invite" you all 🥰
#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#fnaf eclipse#dca fandom#crab art#digital art#bright colours#animated gif#im shy and i don't want to come off as presumptuous or pushy#but i'm also learning to be honest with what i want and speaking up about it#and i want to celebrate my birthday month with the fandom that's been such a blessing to me#i'm so used to celebrating my birthday without friends because i never bring it up because i don't want to be a bother#it's also summer break so people are often on vacation or busy with work#but like#i cannot emphasize more what a blessing the dca fandom has been to my life the past couple of months#it was a welcome break from my studies and during my career change#and it refueled my creativity as an artist and a writer#and it's just so so nice to have friends that i could be honest and weird and silly with#that's why i want to share my day with you all
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i love when words fit right. seize was always supposed to be that word, and so was jester. tuesday isn't quite right but thursday should be thursday, that's a good word for it. daisy has the perfect shape to it, almost like you're laughing when you say it; and tulip is correct most of the time. while keynote is fun to say, it's super wrong - i think they have to change the label for that one. but fox is spot-on.
most words are just, like, good enough, even if what they are describing is lovely. the night sky is a fine term for it but it isn't perfect the way november is the correct term for that month.
it's not just in english because in spanish the phrase eso si que es is correct, it should be that. sometimes other languages are also better than the english words, like how blue is sloped too far downwards but azul is perfect and hangs in the air like glitter. while butterfly is sweet, i think probably papillion is more correct, although for some butterflies féileac��n is much better. year is fine but bliain is better. sometimes multiple languages got it right though, like how jueves and Πέμπτη are also the right names for thursday. maybe we as a species are just really good at naming thursdays.
and if we were really bored and had a moment and a picnic to split we could all sit down for a moment and sort out all the words that exist and find all the perfect words in every language. i would show you that while i like the word tree (it makes you smile to say it), i think arbor is correct. you could teach me from your language what words fit the right way, and that would be very exciting (exciting is not correct, it's just fine).
i think probably this is what was happening at the tower of babel, before the languages all got shifted across the world and smudged by the hand of god. by the way, hand isn't quite right, but i do like that the word god is only 3 letters, and that it is shaped like it is reflecting into itself, and that it kind of makes your mouth move into an echoing chapel when you cluck it. but the word god could also fit really well with a coathanger, and i can't explain that. i think donut has (weirdly) the same shape as a toothbrush, but we really got bagel right and i am really grateful for that.
grateful is close, but not like thunder. hopefully one day i am going to figure out how to shape the way i love my friends into a little ceramic (ceramic is very good, almost perfect) pot and when they hold it they can feel the weight of my care for them. they can put a plant in there. maybe a daisy.
#warm up#writeblr.#i am not going to personally comment on the pineapple debate#some things are too big for me.#maybe we could have everything on earth choose their own names.#wouldn't that be fun#it is a creative writing exercise. okay. ily#''why only these languages?'' ..... bc i dont know every language#sorry :(#PLEASE leave me comments about what words u think are correct. i love learning them#btw! this isn't saying these are the most BEAUTIFUL words for it... just the words that are the most CORRECT#like i quite like the word ''keynote'' as mentioned. it's got a lot of fun sounds in it.#but it is not CORRECT.#''gloaming''' is interesting and fun and poetic but it is NOT correct . evening is MORE correct#but less beautiful.#does that make sense?
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Wanna see how Demon Lord AU LQQ would look like in your style please!
(I just like demon like LQQ concept, it's contradictory and fun)
honestly i had a few ideas, but why he looks very close to human in the first one is because I was looking at the designs of the demon cast and they're more human esque than not (with the exception of zzl but even then he's a pretty snake boy most of the time)
the beta fish is purely because I was like "male betas are known for fighting and their aggression so what if i made demon lqg a beta fish"
why is he not a mermaid you ask? tis not the season yet
#i don't think he would wear garb like sha hualings that girl is just a different breed so he's mostly modestly dressed#honestly these aren't that creative so srry if ur looking for full beast mode lqg#as for why i didn't draw a design of a white tiger demon lqg#i wanted to try smth new#archerdoodles#ask
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Now THAT'S Thinkin' In 3D!
HHEHEHEE HAH FLATLAND FANART BE UPON YE
#flatland#flatland fanart#flatland 2007#flatland the film#KD'sCrumbs#GOD... this movie shook my entire brain a bit... like it jingled me around and shit#Watched it earlier today and got really inspired#DONT ask me why i gave A.Sphere hands... its for the composition.... also blorbo gets hands so they can gesture better i thinkkkkk#being a variety artist fucking rocks... HEHEH like take some art from a random like 17 year old film YYEYEYAAHHH#i heard that it's been in the algorithm cuz of that gravity falls thing but i literally dont care about that so (dont tag it either thanks)#been in a creative slump mostly. love finding stuff like this that gets the art juice going again;;
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the great floccinaucinihilipilification and doohickey appreciation post. theyre both very fun and easy to draw
#really like this guy. very creative and fun bossfight banger theme and had some very funny moments#I am afraid of cars now tho#headcanon that flocci is like. they made doohickey the funny mannequin guy just for the fight and didnt think much of it at first#but then they Quickly got attached. thats his little guy now. his blorbo#when they say dearest mannequin they were just being their usual formal self at first but then like. he Meant it#this is why we never attack doohickey in game cause if we could flocci would kill us instantly#wabbits art#block tales#blocktales#block tales flocci#oh the little fella doesnt have a tag uh. oop#btw 'doohickey' comes from an aespriterico tweet thats its official name :]
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