#yapping to the void at this point

[b1zcuit-box]

A incomplete list of things mother thinks It has:

Autism, Adhd, Anxiety, Dyslexia, Discalcula(?),

What was confirmed:

Hearing impaired, Vision impaired.

[eepy-deebser]

gang I'm sorry but can we talk about how terrified tr!Lukey is?

"I'm going to bang your head into a wall [if you don't get the egg]" "I will release the trigger if you don't stop speaking" Everything with Bad about Pangi and their date

Yes these are all jokes. They are lighthearted. Silly threats.

Lukey lost his first life to Ros– a trauma response. Perhaps he could forgive that. Lukey lost his second life to Sneeg. It was a joke. Yellow stood above him and cackled as every bone in his body shattered. There was a moment before he died, where all he could think was shit before he woke up again at spawn. It was a joke– that's the excuse Sneeg always has. Lukey lost his third life to Pangi, pulling out a gun. It was a threat, yes, but lighthearted. He wouldn't actually kill him! It was an accident. It was only meant to be a threat.

And yet Lukey died, over and over and over and over and over. For an unfounded accusation, a joke, a threat, a failure to arrive and for a Cure. "You're scared to fall, but you have people to catch you now." Who. When has anyone saved Lukey, really saved him? Or even picked up the broken pieces on the ground? No, the only one he can truly trust is himself.

"Are you scared" "...you could say that" Lukey is fucking terrified. Not just of losing everything– but of it being once again at the fault of someone he loves.

[winters-rose-daughterofcain]

Romance and love are not a distraction. They are not lesser they are not frivolous they are not a silly childish expectation added to stories for a happier ever after. You are not better for not caring about romance, you're not smarter for being more interested in the main plot of a piece of media than the main couple. Romantic love is one of the strongest bonds we have, it can bring people together in a wonderful way and a well written relationship between people who love each other, can say more about philosophy and character and growth then most grand sweeping adventure. Finding love and keeping it, having trust in someone else and showing the venerability a relationship takes, fighting for another person, it's compelling. It pushes people to improve it brings out the best and sometimes the worst in them, it is humanity in the backdrop of war and tragedy and injustices that is the centre point, that's the hope of stories. Romantic love or a persons love interest is not a weak or pathetic motivation either, it's realistic. People will go through hell for the people they care about, for the people they love, and sometimes it's stronger than the noble plot focused reason you've decided should be their motivation. Some people- most people, don't want to save the word or repay a debt or discover some power in themselves, they want to keep the people they love safe, they want to stay with the person they love.

Obviously romantic love is not the only kind that can motivate someone, nor the only kind that can be fulfilling, nor dose it have to be the main kind of love in someones life. I agrees actually that platonic and familial love should be focused on more and respected more as it can be just as important as romantic. Just as, not more. If you're fine with the love someone feels for their sister or child bringing their motivation then anything they do that is motivated by love they feel for someone romantically should be just as valid. Romance dose not make something less deserving of respect, it dose not diminish it or make it simpler and it dose not take away from the message. A focus on the love of friends and family dose not take away from romantic love, people can love multiple people in different ways in equal amounts.

You're not better or smarter or understand the text's deeper meaning more because you want a traumatised young girl to end up alone and not with the person she loves because you don't care about the romance. Good for you you don't have too. No one has to care about shipping or relationships or romantic love, but it doesn't make you better than anyone that dose. The idea that romance has no value other than silly fan service and a distraction from the big important main plot is outdated, boring, over done, and quite frankly misogynistic in its conception and undertones. You don't like romance? Good for you!! You don't have to. You don't care about the relationships in a pieces of media?? Amazing!!!! No one is telling you to. You think platonic and familial should be focused on more and held to equal importance as romantic??? Oh my fucking god I agree with you what about that. But there is this weird superiority complex around SOME okay SOME people who find no interest in romance and it's fucking stupid.

Love holds value, it's a perfectly good and compelling and realistic motivation, romance can play an important role in plot and story and character, it can be an amazing way to explore philosophy and relationships and basic human feelings and experiences. There is so so much romantic love can add to a story, it's not a necessity no, just like romantic love is not a necessary part of some peoples lives, some stories don't need it. But some do. Romance can and dose hold value, and recognising, caring about, and analysing that has never and will never take away from any other part of a story.

[roocomehome]

Being real about this dx11 update and dx9 discontinued support for a sec but this is one of the worst decisions EA has made, and I hate to say it but I don't think they realize the monetary impact this will have on them, I mean, when most of your audience has always been laptop players who are willing to buy a pack for some 20-40 dollars, you'd think they'd want to keep that audience and coddle them. A lot of laptop and non-laptop simmers have put a lot of money into this game and those players who have spent money but don't have the system to run dx11 are gonna be shit out of fucking luck, 100+ dollars down the drain, 100 DOLLARS!!! that doesn't even count for the people who HAVE spent all their money on EVERY DLC. 1000 DOLLARS. A THOUSAND DOLLARS. nows not the time to shame people for spending money on sims 4 because while it's ridiculous and there are safe ways to sail the seven seas, I completely understand people who are too scared to sail the seven seas. Again, People have spent REAL MONEY that they CANNOT GET BACK on this game, and now they just have to. stop playing, because their device cannot support dx11, and wallow in their own financial loss. I feel like I cannot do any justice of the grief that people will experience with my words, but this IS going to be a problem.

We're definitely gonna some lose simmers in this community, beloved simmers, underrated simmers, simmers who may have just started out and can no longer continue, simmers who work their ass off to create beautiful work even with a low-end device, simmers who may have been a long time simmer in the community. So many people who were hoping to find a community and gain an audience in simblr, now unable to do this because their device cannot handle dx11.

That being said please remember you don't have to make sims stuff to be a part of the community, if you are a simmer, have been a simmer or want to be a simmer, then you are a simmer, don't let this discontinued support make you think it effects your position in this community.

Additionally, I know this is not a solution to the issue at hand, but there are plenty of guides out there to play the previous/retro sims games, if you want to play Sims 2, OSAB (on here) has the entire game and packs for FREE and easy to install, there's guides on how to install Sims 3 (I cannot reccomend any as I have the disc's so I don't need to sail the seven seas), and the Sims 1 is just a one click easy download on Oldgamesdownload (Yes I took the risk, not knowing if it was real or a virus, and my Laptop is perfectly fine). So even if you feel like you cannot be a simmer because you can't play Sims 4, there's a beautiful and thriving community around the retro games, and like I said, you don't HAVE to play Sims games to be a simmer, you are always gonna be a simmer through and through and will be accepted and loved in this community all the same.

[lynn-tged-posting]

Hi, can I ask something about tged? Like in the manhwa there's an implication that Suho was sick(?) .... How sick is he though? Did the novel give more explanation? Was there a big difference between manhwa Kim Suho and the novel Kim Suho? I haven't read the novel yet but I don't mind any spoiler. I'm just, thinking of him and you're the first one that came to mind to ask:D thank you!

HIII i haven't quite finished the novel yet so i'm not sure how it's explained in the novel, but i can explain my understanding of the manhwa's side of things! i'm sure the manhwa reflects some of the novel at least in this regard, so hopefully this is a satisfactory answer for you :3

the implication that suho was "sick" - from what i understand based on the official and some fan translations - isn't referring to a bacterial/viral sickness, but rather it's implied that it was a mental illness/disorder. in episode 154 of the manhwa, suho explains directly (for the first time at that) that he had a constant/chronic anxiety and fear of the world around him, and it followed him wherever he went. it was alleviated with support from his parents, but when his parents also fell, his own mental disorder worsened (likely to a similar point as he is shown in the present episode: panic-attack-like symptoms such as issues with breathing, pain in the heart, trembling etc.). he never names what exactly it was he had (i.e. whether it's general anxiety disorder, social anxiety, a phobia of some kind, or a panic disorder), but either way it's made pretty clear that it's something that affects him emotionally/psychologically (to the point that there's physical symptoms).

he also mentions to alicia that he's done research on "diseases of the mind" etc. when alicia asks about how lloyd came to know how to fight back against the dark magic. this came before the seoul arc, so it's pretty well done foreshadowing that suho either a) had someone in his life who struggled with mental illness or b) struggled with it himself, seeing as he is familiar with it - and now we know it's both :').

whether or not it's mentioned in the novel isn't something i know personally, but regardless of whether it's a big talking point in the novel i think it's pretty important to suho's character! suho's struggles with mental illness likely affected how he saw himself, especially considering his dependency on his parents (and the subsequent loss of his parents as well). repaying your parents by taking care of them in turn once you're old enough is a pretty significant part of asian familial culture; not only did suho not have that chance, but he also had a much higher dependence on his parents to navigate the world compared to that of a neurotypical / non-anxious person. can you imagine the guilt that could come from that? especially once suho realizes other people are wondering "how could they leave their child alone?", when he definitively knows that they were supportive, caring, loving people... the one thing he could do is protect their name, by working to prove that they raised him right, because otherwise, he'd continue being a "burden", a dependent (not saying he IS a burden, just that he likely thought of himself that way). i think this is a big root of suho's constant "living for others" behavior, and it certainly rears its head when it comes to those closest to him like arcos, marbella, julian, and javier. like hell, in ep 160, when arcos asks suho to let them help, suho responds by saying "so long as you are healthy, that's all the help i need". a second chance to support/protect the people who care most about him,,,

anyway, case in point is that suho's struggles with anxiety and mental health make him such a strong character, as even through it all he is tenacious, hardworking, and so full of love! i love him a lot,,, he deserves the whole world

i think that's all, i hope this helps ur understanding of suho! i'm sorry i haven't read the novel yet to do a full comparison between manhwa suho's and novel suho's struggles, but hopefully this gave you some clarity :3 once i do read the novel maybe i'll do a deeper dive post about the two of them and whether they presented similarly hehe~ thank you for asking!!!

[mcytegg]

finally watched the stone sword stream and i feel So Sane abt drastics. btw.

[infinitelymint]

Okay, so that involuntary depression riorgail arranged marriage fic I’ve been working on, right? Yeah, the first chapter is pretty much done. It needs heavy editing and I likely need to delete the hundred of times I say the same thing in a slightly different way, but writing wise, it’s pretty done. And it’s rather long (like 16k ish). Now, the question is… do I edit it and post it? Or do I wait until all of it is finished… how much do I trust myself?

I think it’s going to be three chapters in total but the next two are all vibes and weird sentences I’ve jotted down for now - and I’m very busy for the next couple of weeks, so the next installment is likely quite a few weeks away. But chapter one does end on a note that could have made it a complete work in and of itself, I think, and, like if anyone would actually want to read it, the encouragement for writing the last two chapters would be nice...

Decisions, decisions.

[elluminis]

see, i hate caesar's guts, obviously. and i certainly don't pity him. but man, does he become comedically pathetic post-punk hazard.

[panchulien]

Hello! No longer shall you have to refer to me as the Younger Makarov x Older Nolan anon because I made my own COD blog :)

Its been lovely lurking in your asks for a while because there’s no pressure to post when you’re just a mere anon but I decided to just go for it, and if the whole thing flops then at least I tried lmao

I actually have like no idea how tumblr works so this is going to no doubt be a shitshow, but oh well

OHHH MY GOD HELLOOO WELCOME OZZY! I'm so happy that you decided to join us, the more the merrier hehe they deserve alll the loovee<33

And don't feel pressured about posting at all! You can always send me asks or even dm me to talk about them, I'd be happy <3 makanolan nation is rather a bit quiet here, so don't worry about "this whole thing flopping" hehe. We're all here to scream into the void and share the love anyway 😌

[kikikoifish]

Drawing recently has been filling me with joy and whimsey

I say "YIPPEEEE I like how my art looks !! I am enjoying looking at it !! I can see the improvement !!"

Which is wild because I feel like I improve a significant amount with every drawing, which makes it really hard to look back at things I did only a few weeks ago, but hey! At least I'm improving and changing!

And so I remind myself that artists don't just pump out identical content, they experience and experiment and mess up and do really well.

Art is the act of creation more than the final product

[phightingconfessions]

HI MOD SWORD IF IT'S YOU [Also hi to the other mods you guys deserve love too <333] I hope this isn't just a ME thing. But I genuinely believe some maps in the game should be reworked.... Like ROBLOX HQ for example. That map is sooooooo fucking bad. Genuinely. It's too small, it's so easy to spawn camp the other team if you manage to get the upper hand, some chars' phinishes [like Rocket's for example] are soooooo fucking finicky to use Like I see the dev team reworking other maps but why not the HQ???? It's a map that REALLY needs to be reworked and touched up so that it'll ACTUALLY be an enjoyable map to play on. - 🎐 anon [I HAVE RETURNED!!!]

HIIII!!!!!! yes its me mod sword hello :3

i agree tbh theres a lot of maps i think need reworks.. underground war is one of them its a very neat concept but i think its not done that well... the secret side tunnels are cool but they literally serve zero purpose in conquer it feels like the map was built for stealth characters when we HAVE NONE... like the caves lead directly to backlines but theres actually no POINT IN THAT bc hypers will snipe from the top of the rocks in the middle and everyone crowds the centre AS THEY SHOULD BC ITS CONQUER. not to mention how massive the underground is for no reason it really strikes me as an annihilate map that was randomly decided to be a conquer map last minute.. they couldve done something much cooler with the holes up top akin to the two paths out of spawn in bowling alley (i.e. have the Large Hole that everyone goes down and then turn the side paths into paths dug INTO THE WALLS for supports or snipers so they can have a perch or safer less direct way to get down to the centre... and it should stay a conquer map but have annihilate as an option bc tbh a rework for it would go SO HARD as annihilate.. or if they ever add capture the flag as a gamemode i think underground war would be such a good ctf map not even joking..... SORRY WOW IK THE ASK WAS ABOUT HQ BUT I NEEDED TO TALK ABT UW

anyways i really love hq because i get to throw my sword into the hallway and kill people :)

[styxtheladd59]

Life feels like it’s falling apart so I’m going to watch Dead Poets Society to have the feeble grasp of control

[victorygrasped]

One of these days i Need to write the ramattra centric long fic it is no longer a want it is a need

[roocomehome]

revolutionary patch.

[ismyteadoneyet]

having a non-existant perception of how big of a part I play in my friends' lives keeps catching me off guard because I often think of myself as the Cabbage Man in comparison to other friends of theirs, and yet, every time I think I'll just be cheering them on in battle from the sidelines, I get handed a matching sword and told to strike the other heel

[coulsons-left-arm]

There's something about working a random night shift, and you get home at around 2 or 3am, and before heading inside you stay outside to just observe the quietness of it all. There's something about the stillness of it that feels almost otherworldly (in a good way), and it calms the heart...

That is, until you hear the pack of coyotes yapping and coming closer, so you skidaddle inside and start getting ready for bed. 💀