#yes I write in a notebook
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My friend: They’re a writer!
My other friend: they’re a pervert!
Me, pulling out my notebook and pen: even better. I’m a writer AND a pervert
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im on a stage with 100s of people maybe 500 people in the audience and i tell a story into the microphone i am nervous and scared but am determined. when i finish my story 490 people leave without saying a single word. 10 people clap. One person comes up to the stage and says “good job” . This is what it’s like to write fic in 2025
#guys im like being so annoying rn but this is bothering me a lot#i love writing I started writing fic at 11 in a composition notebook before I even knew I could post it online#i write for myself but i post online for people to see#and yes i realize I do get quote unquote attention on my fics#but attention as I have just illustrated isn’t the same as engagement#do i seem ungrateful yeah maybe i am tbh#like maybe i am lol i guess cos I can’t shut up about this#anyway whatever lmfao im posting again today nothing can stop me#but I can complain about it#I can complain
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I'm a little sad that I didn't manage to get her to be exactly the way I wanted (there wasn't much room for small details like her vallaslin or her earrings and pouches), but finally I let go of my perfectionism and finished my tiny Bellara plushie ❤️
she's all of 5 inches tall (a whole inch of which is just her bun); A5 notebook for scale ❤️
#squirrel plays datv#bellara lutare#crochet#i know the colors are off. work with me my friends#i could have sworn I had a piece of orange/mustard scrap leather for her skirt- i didn't; i had yellow and beige. so. beige it is#(and yes. yes that's my current writing notebook. it's teal with a hummingbird on it. because vora'shivan.)#(listen i may be cringe; but i am also free)
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the i-forgot-an-important-thing dread we've all been there
#where would i be eithout my handy dandy notebook (to do list widget)#if i dont write something down its GONE reduced to atoms#so anyway. most adhd moment for sonic. to me#sth#doodles#tmosth#sorry its like im playing the game for the first time again i love all these little interactions#yes im still in the dining car yes i wanna finish it tonight
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old men office romance
#idk about the background but am happy with ted’s little face#ted lasso#tedependent#trent crimm#art#tedtrent#tred#chase draws#artists on tumblr#trent: i’m writing a book#also trent: draws little hearts in his notebook with him & ted’s initials in them#yes i did forget ted’s arm hair and yes i am very sorry about it
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jayvik epigraph I
You held to me like a lung to breath We collided head first Our lips never met but merged and though I've never kissed you I have tasted an eternity inside you with no moment wasted just once. (until air came between us)
aaand the song this made me think of, which might fit the longing vibe in these flashbacks? hm
#jayvik#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#oscillate osculate orbit#still don't like that fic name but i like parts of it separately for my dear dear symbolism so welp#yes this is for a ridiculously ambitious fic i'll never finish or even post. yes another one. don't worry about it i'm doing great swear#gonna try to actually post my wips here sometimes instead of just. letting them clog my notebook and my miro and my docs and my brain and m#oh gods i'm unwell about them i fear#poetry#writely#Spotify
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I found this in my 'notes for JBSWM' and I don't know if I'm more impressed that I had a timeline from month 4 of 18 and stuck to it till the end or that 2 x 1 = 2.

#for context i literally started writing jbswm in the back of the gcse maths class i took#because i didn't know i had dyscalculia and i had captain von trapp for a teacher the first time i did it#so despite having a degree i went back and did it so i'd qualify for a job i'm not even at anymore#because i figured i could do better#but the queer soldiers distracted me#also i think this was for the chapter where angeal is talking about them joining soldier and i kept getting mixed up on ages#rainbow writing lore#also yes that is an imperial symbol in the corner i did most of my maths notes in star wars notebooks
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thinking about love in danger days
this is part of my conspiracy theory that that album is aroallo, but i've always gotten the sense that romance and romantic attatchment is much less important to danger days than any other mcr record. with bullets&revenge it's quite obvious as the demolition lovers take up like, everything, and the black parade has a heavy focus on a romantic relationship as well.
while i do think there are lines in it that are romantically coded, there is a definitive lack of emphasis on it- like it's nowhere in the plot at all.
i do think danger days represents a very familial type of love though. while other albums visit a sense of "i want you, i need you, i miss you, i hate you,", this is more like…"i love you, i want to protect you, i'm sorry"
i find this especially strongly in s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w:
"Nevermind about the shape i'm in, I'll keep you safe tonight"
"love, love, love won't stop this bomb"
"run, run, bunny, run"
and other songs:
"i'll find you when the sun goes black"
"just save yourself and i'll hold them back tonight"
"how long until we find our way in the dark and out of harm"
relevant things i can't cover with just quotes are planetary go, oft-theorized to be about party poison and kobra kid, as brothers, leaving battery city together; sing, about the killjoys' last message to the girl while saving her; goodnite dr. death, phrased as him saying goodnight to children; and summertime, which i can't discern the meaning of but seems more like a family type of love.
i think it makes sense that danger days is like this, seeing as it features main characters that take care of a child main character as opposed to main characters that love other main characters of the same age/ability.
another thing i noticed while re-listening to the more sentimental songs for this essay is that there's just a distinctly different vibe to it. So much of it is focused around wanting to protect people, keep them safe and out of danger (<- ha that's the name of the album) and loved. i think this also makes sense, because the killjoys live a very, well, dangerous life without much security, and they'd want to provide what they lack the most. another semi-related thing i noticed is just how much of an emphasis there is on childhood in this album. i feel like there's a vibe of youth or teen-hood throughout the earlier ones, but this is just VERY strongly about kids. again this makes sense cause not only are the killjoys teenagers (a type of kid!) they also have a proper little kid to watch.
also, i wonder how much of this stuff was due to gerard becoming a parent. just something to think about
#mcr#my chemical romance#danger days#ddttlotfk#danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#barely on topic but i hate how everyone always brings up the different greek words for love whenever they talk about different kinds of lov#I DONT CARE ABOUT EROS AND PHILIOS OR WHATEVER!! its actually okay to use adjectives to describe nouns. its okay. you dont need to use more#at any rate im not USING the damn greek love paradigm i see no reason to be chained to its definitions#ppl will be like errhmmm (nerd emoji) (pointing emoji) did you know that the greeks actually had different words for brotherly godly and ro#erhm yes i did know that.#sometimes i feel like danger days feels more energetic and youthful. less serious than the more emo other albums even though i acknowledge#but in some ways i also think it's a lot more mature#like the black parade is a serious mature story but it feels very young adult/teenager vibes. danger days is so strange because it feels si#i guess that makes sense cause the killjoys are teenagers (apparently) but also sort of parents of the girl#i think they have similar conclusions of acceptance and letting go#they just feel so distinctly different#i feel like this is kinda incoherent but i dont care about the thesis enough to edit it#okay since i wrote that tag i have since edited this the autism won#i have to resist the urge to say “stick that in your skillet and let it simmer” (the thing that stoner otter says in acnh) every time i say#i was writing in my notebook earlier and dropped a metaphorical bomb about the black parade and then i feel like i didnt have anything to s#it was so hard not to write that there😭😭
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inconsistent handwriting moodboard
#and this are only the most recent ones lmao#and pls dont read them its a mix of brainstorming fanfiction original work and to do list all 100% embarrising#if you do read them there are bits of my fic dissapear and try again which is in ao3 rn (yes im promoting in the tags of an unrelated post)#handwriting#writing#on writing#writeblr#writeblogging#writerblr#writer block#like right now#and im suffering#so im making shitposts showing my precius notebooks#i dont know how to tag this#shitpost
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Though taken with desire, she retreats, she trembles before temptation.
Jillian watches her, aching but patient. She had anticipated this fear, sharing in it herself — Suzanne fears retribution but Jillian knows something of the human heart and satisfying it could all but still its beating.
There is a certain pleasure to uncertainty, a rapture to the incomplete, an exquisite, sublime unattainability even as they lie side by side, a breath away, a touch. One moment and the colourful glass is shattered, the illusion destroyed and is that what they want?
Each has her faith. One touch tests them.
… They triumph.
#warrior nun#doctor superion#jillian salvius#mother superion#sorry for posting this a few minutes later than usual lol i had forgotten to transcribe it from my notebook#and i usually queue the drabbles so i just forgot i hadn't. oops!#this was not my initial idea for the touch prompt but i think i prefer it this way#also got caught up writing other fic. it'll be up on ao3 soon but i won't link here. lazy haha. doctor superion tho yes#warrior nun drabble#narratives and similar
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Now I want to write a fairy tale rendition staring Crow. But what fairy tale would fit him? I am leaning towards Cinderella (No Martha will not be the evil step mom). There is also Robin Hood, but he’s already that in the show.
#crow hogan#yugioh 5ds#ygo 5ds#yes fairytale AU is on my list of AUs I want to write with Crow#I already have an outline written in one of my notebooks#Yes I had to see the Snow White movie#perks of being a babysitter to a 5 year old#the movie was fine
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welp
I've written (checks notes) 727,110 words of fanfiction across 15 fandoms and JUST TODAY I had my first omegaverse fic idea. 😔
#no one is truly safe from omegaverse#tbh i read it#i just hadn't ever had the impulse to write it before#i'm not really into worldbuilding (hence the enormously out of proportion fanfiction to original fiction ratio on my hard drive)#also this number only includes fics on this computer#not anything from ye olde tandy where i started writing “lost episodes” in the 90s#or the red notebooks full of sherlock holmes smut i burned in high school#only 136600 words of that have been published#342106 words are stucky
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tagged by @yarrayora (thank you!!)
rules: in a new post, post the names of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell us about it.
112 Servamp
chill university au
Dream a Little Dream With Me
French Lessons
Going Out and Having Fun
Lily & Kuro stuff
no name yet au
Post Canon Fanfic
Post Canon Stuff
Sea Salt Cream Coffee
Unnamed document
War Is Over
tagging @revoleotion and @mahi-does-some-art (love you guys!!)
#yarra this is such a cruel thing to ask of me#i had to make a wip folder for this#i do not have wips i have vague ideas scattered all over the place#most of what i write is on paper across six different notebooks#as to 8 and 9: yes they are distinct
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Hi, I sent an ask like 5 minutes ago but I'm not sure if it went through for certain reasons so if it did just ignore that,
I love your fic so much. One of my favourite things is the authors note, I love hearing your rambles and thought processes behind certain scenes,
And JEE💖💖
The jee lovers in the fandom are small but dedicated, I love that man.

Any situation of an older man reluctantly and unknowingly adopting a child they hate and growing soft for them I love, I could ramble on for hours about certain headcanons I have regarding jee and zuko for hours, I need more of them (AND HIM AND BATO (please don't kill them i need AT LEAST 1 queer couple to be happy in this fic🙏🙏))
Also another thing, I do fanart and I really want to do art for this fic but I have no idea which scene to do, is there any specific ones you would want art of?
HI HI HI HI HIIII!!
I didn’t get your five minute ago ask but I got this one!! ahhhhhh my shameful authors notes haha I am very unhinged in there, I think I black out and rub my face in the keyboard honestly.
JEE LOVERS UNITED WE STAND!!!! I adore his dislike of both zuko & sokka in the beginning and now he’s falling hard for sokkas uncle and has pretty much said if anything happens to these kids I’ll burn this bitch to the ground. Unfortunately, Jees situation is going to get a bit more complicated he just doesn’t realize it yet haha.
THERE IS A HAPPY QUEER COUPLE! *gestures at liab zuko* I mean they’re happy like…. some of the time haha. Ok ok I see your point but no promises because you know when I start blowing shit up in liab I can get a little crazy :D mwahahaha.
FAN ART FOR ME?!1?27,771!37/&/ YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE ME FERAL!!! ahhhhh honestly idk how to pick scenes im so bad at it i dont know what to choose but if you did wanna draw any scenes maybe any from ITF? Your fave or ones scenes you liked idk that’s my suggestion lol.
thanks for this amazing ask you’re a beautiful human thank you!
#I’m excited to unleash next chapter haha#I changed a few details and it shifted the plot to match more of the vibe I want#Wasn’t sure how to pull it off but lying in bed one night I was like LE GASP I GOT IT!! & ran to my notebook and wrote it down#Yes I keep a note book by my bed#and forty cups of water what about it??#Anywayyyy this was such a fun ask and I honestly think we could fill a decent sized bus for the Jee fan club#He’s got lots of fans but I think some like him in certain situations others don’t so the fan hood isn’t jee united#Which is fine different strokes for different folks#But I love writing grumpy Jee haha and him next to hostile sokka and glaring growling zuko was fun#Now zukka is smiling and laughing and things are going along so swimmingly#HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENS#THAT WOULD BE A SHAME#;);););;)#:D#im sorry I’m such an asshole I can’t help it#Your ask made me smile thanks for sending it#& if you pick a scene to draw I’ll stare at it forever I promise#I can’t wait!!! But no pressure because it’s about having fun lol#Ok thanks again sorry for being so wild#Dixongravesart#leaving it all behind#liab#itf#ask
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Vital fic research.


#yes yes i said i wasn't going to start any more WIPs#notebook work doesn't count; it only starts being a WIP when you type the first line#these are the rules and i won't hear a word to the contrary#this book has been on my shelves for ages so i'm very excited about having an excuse to pick it up!#*and* to watch lots of new-to-me screwball comedies#jemma's evening gown is wine-red because i can't bear to put someone as pale as her in this exact dress#but it’s this shape and I think it would suit her!#fs Patricia Brent AU#new fic tag!#lou writes
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I made a fantasy alphabet for my story :D
Because I struggle enough with real languages, so there’s no way I’m making my own (conlags are really cool tho)
I also went a little overboard and added some extra *fun* via different forms. I’m fairly certain that extra forms equal extra fun
Anyways, here’s the first form:

The alphabet is based off of the traditional Mongolian script, with a central “stem” that has the letters branching off of it. Most letters are a 1:1 conversion, though I’ve added some stuff for sounds like th, ch, and also repeated letters
Oh, and it’s read up to down, then left to right
This is the “flat top” form, indicated by the flat top (very creative), which is for common, everyday words. At the beginning of sentences, they have an arrow looking thing instead. (Still considered flat top, though)
Next, there’s the Crescent Top form:
This is for proper nouns. Specific people, places, objects, that sort of thing. It’s what people use for strangers, unfamiliar places, and scholarly discussions. It’s very detached, and somewhat formal. Not quite sir/ma’am, but you aren’t buddies
Now, if you *are* buddies, you would use the condensed form:
This one is my favorite! It’s the word all squished together in a way that doesn’t have any set rules, apart from there being a stem, and that all letters must be present. This is used for close friends, family, yourself, and even your hometown, assuming that you have a strong connection with it. Two people can have the same name, but their condensed form can still be different.
Using it for someone you don’t know well comes off as just… weird, kind of stalker-ish. Especially since it’s so personalized.
Now, the condensed form is also used for very important things, like gods and significant places. It would be strange to address a divine being with the equivalent of “hey bro, what’s up?” So, there are added “moods” above those characters to clarify the speaker’s relationship to what their talking about.
The little arrow is the “venerated” form, used for gods, religious sites, and mythical heroes. The worshippers of that god would use it, but the average joe won’t.
The center form, with the line, is the “respected” form. You are familiar with the thing in question, but you have no personal relationship with it. Other people’s gods, some place names, and some charms / wards all use this form. Of the altered condensed forms, it is the most common.
The final one is the “dismembered” form. It indicates that the thing is inherently evil, and is used for only the worst monsters of mythology. Even bitter exes will use the common term for each other as an insult instead of using the dismembered form. (That would be the equivalent of going into extensive detail of how excruciating you want their death and afterlife to be.)
Its most common use is in certain charms / wards in order to repel something. (Death, destruction, and disease are common ones.) It is made by taking apart the condensed word, with the first letter on top, the last letter at the end, and a detached stem in the middle.
So yeah! This is all still a WIP, so stuff can change in the future.
(Melpomene’s is separated because it’s so long lol. It’s common practice for long words to be separated and placed beside each other.)
#I was bored in class when I first made this#so now I just have a notebook with an alphabet on the back page#writing#worldbuilding#writeblr#oc#alphabet#yes gravedigger uses the common form for himself#he’s just like that#everyone else uses the crescent top form#not sure if he considers it respectful or not
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