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come over and smash my head into the wall for me

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stalk my account pls this is the only place where i can be perceived correctly

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I very rarely feel like I'm actually in the moment. like 95 % of time I feel like there's a thin veil between me and reality. I'm never present I'm never there

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living is such a pain bro i just want to chill and float like a cloud

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i have a talent for loneliness, i would be alone in a crowd. but it is entirely my fault.

i run from embrace and hide from people's warmth because everytime i've had it before it has been stolen from me and i will be left on the floor, broken and bloody. again.

i shut down and keep them out but still silently demand that they see me. i want them to push back when i tell them no and fight me to stay because how else can i be sure that with me is where they want to remain.

all the while, there is a little girl sat alone on the floor, cold and alone, in need of hand to guide her back to a home she has never known.

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the Sun and the Moon have always been in love

he was hot and bright, she was soft and mysterious

everyday they crossed path on the horizon

and they yearned for each other but time kept them apart

so God painted the skies with eclipses

as proof that even the most improbable love can unite