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»rats // pjm

part 1 | discoveries

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she looked around. all she saw was blood, dirt and cigarettes. the round concrete walls enclosed her in the narrow, dark space. she didn't know where she was. lost, confused and lonely, the small girl made her way down the tunnel as she saw a small shining light in the distance.

once she had reached it, she could see that it resembled a window without the glass. it is a ceiling window, she thought to herself. she thought it was strange, however she enjoyed the light and slight breeze that the interesting window gave her.

she looked around. all she saw was blood, dirt and cigarettes. the round concrete walls enclosed her in the narrow, dark space. she didn't know where she was. lost, confused and lonely, the small girl made her way down the tunnel as she saw a small shining light in the distance. .once she had reached it, she could see that it resembled a window without the glass. it is a ceiling window, she thought to herself. she thought it was strange, however she enjoyed the light and slight breeze that the interesting window gave her. on the cold concrete floor. she tried to remember something as her little hand scratched her head, making her messy, short hair even messier than before. her lost expression changed into a rather difficult one. her brown eyebrows furrowed slightly and her beautiful chocolate eyes stared into presumably nothing as she chewed on her dry lips.

she was so lost in thoughts that she hadn't even noticed a somewhat stll burning cigarette falling from her recently discovered window. her small button nose scrunched up a little bit as she took in the smell of the small item. she stood up and slowly walked up to the burning puff. she picked it up and examined it. it was a little chewed and not so pretty in color. it looked quite cheap and smelled terrible. she watched carefully as the orange small cinder changed color to different tones of gray and black. with that, the last smoke left the cigarette and it was now pretty safe to touch. she opened her cardigan's pocket and carefully put the gasper in. she adored discoveries and explorations, even the smallest ones. she looked up once more to look out of her ceiling window, but frowned as it no longer shone as brightly. it was getting a little late. her belly rumbled. she was hungry, but she didn't have any food. although she was very young, she understood that she wasn't likey to get any food today. she layed down on the cold concrete and closed her eyes. she imagined laying in a field full of flowers. she loved flowers. they were beautiful and great listeners. the little girl knew they would never tell anyone her secrets and confessions. as her final thoughts escaped her mind, she dozed off to her sleep wonderland and forgot all her worries. she sat on a beautiful mountain. there was lots of grass around her. as her fingrtips brushed the ground, a wonderful ray of sun kissed her skin. the girl was happy. she layed down and covered her eyes with her hands. she let out a chuckle and took them off. everything was wonderful. beautiful. she looked to her left and saw someone walking away. she called for that person, but they didn't seem to hear her. she stood up and ran after this person, but it was too late. they were gone.

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»online // pjm

part 1 - biggest fan

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"gohyeon, i don't want to be single anymore. it's boring," declared sangmoon while laying on bed. she earned a sigh from her best friend, gohyeon.

"just look at these boys, hyeonie, aren't they just," she paused. she checked out the boys on her screen. she was looking at a picture of her favorite band, startdown, "have you even seen monhyun? you would faint if you ever saw him."

"yes, i have. i mean, look at your wall, you don't even need a phone to look at them," gohyeon examined sangmoon's wall, "look, here he is, and here, and here too! i feel like their main income comes from you. you have so many startdown things it's a little obnoxious."

sangmoon looked around her small room. it was indeed covered with startdown posters, photos, bedsheets, pillows, plushies, sweaters, bags, pens and what else not. she had an "album shrine" as she liked to call it where she kept every single one of startdown's albums, including the solo ones.

"maybe to others, but to me it is perfect. i really love it."

"and that's why your room is so you. that to me is amazing," gohyeon exclaimed, putting her hair up in a ponytail, "anyways, you said you don't want to be single. do you have your eve on anyone?"

"not really. i just want to date, you know? many people have a partner nowadays and i feel lonely," sangmoon looked down.

"hey, hey, don't be sad, you have me - your beautiful best friend," gohyeon did a pose, acting sexy. sangmoon laughed. "you're the best."

there was a knock on the door. the girls heard sangmoon's dad telling them to come out soon as he had to drive them to school.

sangmoon looked at her alarm clock next to her bed.

"shit! it's almost 8 am! we have to hurry or we will be late for school!" she worriedly yelled.

"let's go, chubs!" gohyeon rushed.

they walked, more like ran out the startdown fan's room.

they rushed down the stairs and out the front door. sangmoon's dad, mr. in unlocked the car doors with the press of a button and said goodbye to sangmoon's stepmother.

all of them got in the car and drove to school. the car ride was silent until sangmoon spoke.

"dad, can we play startdown's 'all of you'?" she asked trying to sound cute.

her dad took his phone and gave it to his beloved daughter. "you know the password."

and so the car ride turned into a rather loud one.

sangmoon sung every lyric and word to her favorite songs and the other two had to just stick up with it as they knew that sangmoon will not let anyone else play their music or turn it down.

finally, they reached the school gates the car came to a stop.

"finally," gohyeon breathed out as she dramatically free-falled out the car door.

sangmoon too came out of the car, but with a huge smile on her face.

"have fun at school, girls!" and with that the car sped away from the school.

the happy girl helped her friend up and they walked through the 'gates of hell'.

the best friends were always such a big contrast as their personalities and opinions clashed very strongly against each other, however they never let anything ruin their friendship.

right now they looked quite funny as they bickered jokingly about the melodical car ride, but soon they started running towards their classroom as the bell loudly rang in their ears.

as they blasted through the door, the teacher, mrs. kim, looked angrily at them.

"you're late again. it's the second time this week, and it's only wednesday," the teacher scolded.

"sorry, mrs. kim," they murmured and went to their seats with their heads hung low.

they started to sit down next to each other when mrs. kim spoke loudly, "do you think that i'd let you sit next to each other after this? gohyeon, next to jungkook, right now!"

"oh no," sangmoon whispered as gohyeon walked slowly towards the empty seat next to jungkook.

this was going to be a long day.

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