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the first year

this year, 

february’s calendar page

goes unmarked, collects dust,

with no dates highlighted and

no request for time off

for any holiday

            birthday

            anniversary

but as the days pass, the sun

takes longer to set

and, just like wintertime,

your memory lingers

in every evening blush.

the shortest month, it drags

and, for some reason, I

dig my heels into the ground.

now, time

pushes me forward against my will.

sundays are no longer

grocery store days, farmer’s market days,

in-n-out in parking lot, netflix

                                    through bluetooth

                                    on phone

                                    on dashboard

days

it is just the first day, the last day,

the reset, the resume.

businesses close their doors early

and I am asleep before them.

letting go used to be

a children’s game;

the count to ten, still

running out of sight, still

looking for a hiding place,

no moment to catch a breath.

now, it’s

fighting off inevitable sleep,

half-awake on the freeway

                             in a rideshare,

                             in a new town,

                             in an old sweater,

backseat,

capturing glimpses of views

through a tinted window,

wishing I could stop for every

eye-catching reminder of

the life we once shared.

memories fade, even when I resist.

the car keeps driving.

ready or not,

three, two, one.

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   Tell me, at night, do you ever weep for all the woman     through stages of your life you refused to let bloom all you folded in half, buried in silence.

― Ijeoma Umebinyuo, Questions for Ada

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Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging (2008) dir. Gurinder Chadha ↳ I don’t care anymore about looking perfect, it’s so overrated! I don’t need a nose job or blond hair, cos my sex-god boyfriend likes me JUST the way I am!

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Without you, man, we’re just three idiots who live together. You make us a family.

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goodnight im not gonna say anything.

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sorry for being a hater. it will happen again

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i just found out my mom is fine with the luther/allison ship and d;alkjfdlasfj; i’m VERY distressed.

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Tom Holland by Chen Man for Esquire China Magazine - June 2019

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If you’re going to kill Harry you’ll have to kill us too!

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EMMY RAVER-LAMPMAN as Allison Hargreeves in The Umbrella Academy 2x03

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the unexpected joy of the worst summer of our lives by christine mi for vox

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STERLING K. BROWN GIF PACK

In this gif pack you can find 165 gifs of STERLING K. BROWN as Philip Davidson in Brooklyn Nine-Nine. All of these gifs were made by me for roleplaying purposes. Please like or reblog if you plan on using them or found the pack helpful, but please don’t put them into other gif hunts or use them for making icon gifs or crackships or anything else.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ GIF PACK ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

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Actor/SingerSongwriter with a weirdly low voice and a confusing laugh. Tzatziki goes with everything. Fact.

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Trista Mateer, Honeybee