6toya

[6toya]

── LOVE ME NOT.

⤷ 𝐓𝐨𝐲𝐚 "𝐃𝐚𝐛𝐢" 𝐓𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐱 𝐆𝐧! 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫.

╰ 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐬: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬.

── LOVE ME NOT. / - "𝘛𝘰𝘺𝘢" 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘴 𝘋𝘢𝘣𝘪, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘴, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘶𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘥.

You loved him. You truly did. From growing up together, to seeing each other on different parts of the war. You adored him like no other, catered to him like no other, loved him like no other, and supported him like no other. He was your world and more, and you were meant the same to him. But when Mr. Todoroki told you the news, the news of his supposed death, you knew it just couldn't be true. His body was immune to the flames, so just how could he die to the flames? ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ You spent days, weeks, months and years crying and waiting for him to return. You often had dinner with the Todoroki's; you were seen as one of them since you were just so close with their beloved Toya. Tonight was like no other, watching the stars hoping one of them would fall so you could wish for your lover back. You and him were supposed to grow up together, get married and have a family. Not this, not for him to "Die" and all that was recovered was some of his jawbone. You might've been a pro hero by the name of Butterfly, but you secretly hoped one of those pesky villains were Toya. Because at least you'd know he found a family, another family that was bad to him yes but to him, in his eyes, this family would forever be better than the biological one. The young Shoto would often stay by your side, he was aware of your sadness for his elder brother's disappearance and although bad at it, would try to support you emotionally. He too wanted to find out what truly happened to Toya. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ The ongoing problems with Tomura Shigaraki have plagued your days, such an infectious problem he was creating. People worldwide were losing hope in the pros, it all really begun when All Might retired, that was when citizens started to wonder what was happening behind the veil all heroes wore to protect the people. But you, you recently reconnected with Mr. Todoroki, he truly wants to heal what he has done and even though he's aware the damage cannot be undone, he still wants to be a figure in his children's lives. That was also when you finally saw your Toya. Your long-lost lover. He was going live, telling the world what Mr. Todoroki did and what the whole family did. But nothing mattered to you, nothing that slipped from his now burnt mouth mattered. What did matter, was that he was alive and injured yes, but alive and healthy. His burns wrapped around his body like a permanent reminder of what a lousy and neglectful father can do when he pushes his child to the brink. And those...those beautifully blue angel eye's that once carried joy and dreams now carry envy and hatred. You no longer saw Toya in his eyes, but instead Dabi. But then he said it...He said your name. "Y/n, I miss you butterfly." Butterfly...That was the nickname he gave to you when you two were kids, you were so shy and weak in his eyes, he had to be gentle with you. He was wild fire while you were a calm ocean. If he wasn't gentle, he felt like he'd tear your wings and hurt you. Even with your untorn wings, you felt like you still couldn't stretch them out and fly. He was so far yet so close and it was killing you. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ "Toya..." "It's Dabi now doll.." You couldn't help but stare up at him. He was still so far yet so close, he was a villain, and you were a hero. You could never reach out to grasp him, you'd get burnt too. "I missed you...So, so, so much." "I missed you too." He stopped for a bit and looked back at you. "So...You actually did it huh, proud of you love." Just then, in that moment he remembered how bad you wanted to be hero, to be a hero with him. Training day and night by his side and being the most disobedient child to your parents all so you could eventually create a hero agency together and become the best heroes Japan could ever offer. But he failed you. "Yeah...Wish you could've joined me in UA though. They would've loved you." Your way swayed with the wind and your eyes were glossing over as if the slightest bit of affection from "Dabi" would make you crumble.

"Don't think they'd ever accept a ruined piece." He said with a chuckle near the end.

"You'd be surprised." You wanted to ask something, but you can't. "You look like you want to say something, spit it out."

"I-...Can, can I hug you?" "A hug? Is that it? You don't want anything else?" "At the moment, I just want to be near you. It's been so long, all I want is to just...Just be in your presence." Walking up to him, you allow him to engulf you. His warm body slightly heating up more and more as the hug extends. You can even feel his breath on your neck, he wants to kiss you and make up for all the time that was long lost, but he just can't. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ It's been two months since the incident. You and Toya keep talking nearly daily, even going out at night to talk and catch up. He even took you on a few dates, dates as in taking you out to see the stars or have a nighttime picnic. "Dabi..." "Hm?" You two were very close, close as in you were practically on his lap and just inches from his lips. "What...what are we?" You asked, not out of just curiosity but also because you hoped that even though you spent years apart, he still thought of you as his lover just as you did with him. "Were...Well, I'm not sure. What do you want us to be?" He sounded not exciteful that you asked, almost sounded like he didn't want to be anything. "I want us to remain the same, how we were when we were kids...I still love you, I can't stop thinking of or about you." You confessed how you really felt, you were so happy that he was alive but also so happy you potentially have a shot at being something with him again, even if it's extremely risky. But it took only a few seconds until he pushed you away and got up. "Listen...It was fun, y'know catching up and seeing you again but I can't, no we can't be together. Hero and Villain, you wouldn't want to throw your life away, my life is almost up so go find a man that really wants you, kay?" He said giving you a pathetic look, like he was nearly disappointed in you. "Oh fuck you Dabi! Everything I ever did was for you because everyday I sat in my room or in my agency office crying about you, wondering if you were okay or dead, hoping that you were a villain just so I had an opportunity to see you again!" You were crying just so hard, you thought he felt the same. He never missed a date, responded to your texts and calls, and everything. So why doesn't he want you? "Yeah whatever. You're stuck on the past, thinking I'm still Toya was your biggest mistake. Toya is gone, what's left is Dabi so quit acting like I'm still that lovey dovey little kid." He was angry, angry at you. "Oh and, for the record, I only went this far to talk to you to get information out of you, not to love you. So thanks for giving me some crucial information, almost makes you valuable." He swayed his hand around as he turned to you, acting like he was about to kill you with his flames. Freezing up, you looked at him with fear. Fear and despair to be exact. All this time you thought you and him would finally be serious, finally be adults together but he was just wasting away and using you to help him and his malice. "Relax. I won't kill you, at least not here. Too many pros out tonight, maybe another time." That was the last thing he said before walking away into the darkness. He was right, Toya is gone. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ It's been one month and two weeks since you last saw Dabi. And you don't know what to do. You trusted him a whole bunch, trusting him so much you told him about some of your coworker's quirks and the pros and cons. And even some future plans. You were always the shy type, running instead of fighting, you hated conflict. Dabi had blocked your number, your instagram and twitter. Everything. He truly wanted nothing from you, unless it was information. Later that day you were called in for help, apparently there was a villain attack just 10 minutes from where you are. Rushing over, you get a good look at the villain. It's Him, Dabi. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ The fight was intense, very intense. You and Shoto were fighting Dabi all on your own, how you stood up? You don't know.

But what you do know is that Dabi has burned you, very bad. The injury is inches deep with charred skin surrounding the injury and bubbling blood seeping from the wound. And it didn't take long for Dabi to see what he did. He managed to knock Shoto back, viewing the surrounding area for any others who could potentially strike him, that was how he saw you. In a little pool of your own blood trying to stop the bleeding but it was too late. He watched as your eyes twitched unconscious and the wrap around your arm falls apart. All he can hear was the background noise before he saw your current state, the whimpers of pain and muffled tears as you ripped a piece of your suit to try and stop the blood. He didn't mean to hit you, in fact, you're the one who took the hit for Shoto. You body blocked the high heated hit so Shoto could continue the fight. And because he wanted his little brother dead, you could now die. He knew you had a soft but fragile heart, a heart that could easily shatter by the slightest bit of aggression. And for you, a near pacifist to take such a heavy blow is a change. You'll die in the next 10 minutes if you don't get medical treatment. You're losing too much blood. Y/n will die. Y/n will die. Y/n will die. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ You awoke in a hospital bed; with a thick white cast wrapped around your arm. Now you remember what happened. You and Shoto vs Dabi, Dabi went for a killer blow aiming for Shoto's head and you blocked the hit with your arm. A blow that actually, nearly tore your entire forearm off. "Goodmorning L/n. Do you remember what happened?" The nurse asked, you don't recognize her. "Uh..yea. I remember, Is Shoto fine?" "He'll be fine, it's you who we worry about. Your arm was nearly torn off L/n, that would've left you nearly dead if you didn't get here just in time. You were seconds from death; you can't fight someone like Dabi again." She sounded very concerned for you. After she finished giving you your medication, she walked out the room to go attend to Shoto. Grabbing your phone, you notice you got a dozen texts from an unknown number. Clicking on it, they all read similar descriptions. "Im so fucking sorry" "I didnt mean to burn you, please tell me you're okay" "Y/n please for the love of god just..just say something" "I'll go to the hospital right now to see you in person if thats what i gotta do to make sure you're alive" You knew they were from Dabi. But after the shit he said to you, you weren't forgiving him unless he showed to you with actions he didn't mean it. "Im fine Dabi. Please stop texting me, we established that we both need to part." "Don't act like that. That doesnt mean shit. I nearly killed you and you think i want that? I only said all that shit so you'd back up and wouldn't get hurt." "Dabi i dont think you understand what you really did to me. Yes, nearly killed me but i also will never be able to move my arm the same again. The nurse quite literally told me to stay away from you as you're too strong." "Fuck the nurse, ill make it up to you i promise i will. It'll be just me and you, we can run away from japan and move to anywhere else, just please" "Please what? I tried for 2 months to show i loved you and you pushed me to aside and use me THEN you tried to kill your own brother Shoto. Maybe i will find another man who loves me for me." "Fuck the other man, I am your man." "Was my man. You were all i could think about for years, even when i was dying on that street leaning against a street pole, i was thinking of you. Thinking of what we could've been." "I can be your man, just give me a chance." "A chance? A chance to put me in the hospital or hurt my feelings again? Think ill pass." "Please just meet me at our place, i have something i wanna show you." Looking at his message you decide you'll go. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ There you sat, all alone on a shitty wooden bench about to fall asleep. He's late. As you slowly start to drift off, you feel a hand grab you head and lead it to back up. It startled you, so you stirred awake.

"You're late Dabi." "Toya..Call me by my real name, and I'm late because I bought these for you." He pulled out your favorite flowers that had a jewelry box in the middle. "What's this for huh?" You said while grabbing the flowers with your only functional hand. "I... I want to try something. I want to show you that I love you and care for you. Give me a chance to be your boyfriend and I promise I'll be the best one I can be." "How can I be sure your best will be good? You gave me plenty of reasons to hate and never love you, but I can't find a real reason to do so." "You can't be sure, but what I am sure of is that I'm Toya now, your Toya. Dabi is gone." Looking up at him, you see hope in his eyes. Something you haven't seen in a while. You truly believe he's mistaken his love for you as anger, as hatred. He said all those nasty things to you, yet he sits here begging for you to love him and to give him a chance after a near death experience. There is more to Dabi than hate, you don't feed his malice, you feed his heart. "My...My Toya, that sounds nice." "I bet it does. We can travel all across the world or settle down, whatever you want to do, I'm down for it." He was genuine. You were his first love, his first lover, his first kiss, his first everything. "Alright. Let my arm heal then we can go to Mongolia or something, somewhere with nice views." And then, that was when he sealed the promise with opening the jewelry box which had a Darry ring in it. So that's what took him so long. He wasn't getting the flowers; he was registering for the ring. The one in a lifetime ring.

He's probably very ooc but it's okay </3

╰┈➤ 𝐃𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤, @𝟔𝐭𝐨𝐲𝐚.

[6toya]

── FORGET HIM.

⤷ 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐄𝐢𝐣𝐢𝐫𝐨𝐮 𝐗 𝐆𝐧 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐨.

( - 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭! 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐮𝐩𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠.

── FORGET HIM. / - 𝘌𝘪𝘫𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘶 𝘒𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘢, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘴. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧.

The breakup was hard. At least that's what you kept telling yourself and what it felt like. The picture of you and the dyed redhead sat on your nightstand and haunted you, not only in your dreams but also in real life. He was your world, since you two were little. And you, you were so scared to confess so you waited years and years for him to confess. "Eiji! You're my hero!" You first ever fueled his fire of becoming a hero when he "Defeated" your bullies, who at the time were your "Villains". And ever since that day, his nickname wasn't just "Eiji", but also "My Hero." You dated from 1st year of UA up to graduation, your classmates and especially your best friend Mina thought you two would get married, have kids, and grow old together. Live the "May death do us part" dream that many thrived for, but you two didn't make it. You two went to prom together, every school dance, to every party, to the same agency and more together. You two were ride or die, together forever. Until you felt like you died. "Hey um..N/n..." "Yea eiji? What's up?" "I think we should break up..." "Huh... What do you mean?" "I.. just don't think we were made to be in a relationship, I think we should just go back to being friends, I'm sorry..." "Oh um..It's ok, we can be friends...I guess..." You whispered the last part. Putting the phone down felt like your heart just exploded. The tears couldn't stop from falling. From rolling down your face and causing your eyeliner to smear and your vision to blur. You loved him, with all your heart and more. You'd give up every dream if it meant you would be with him. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ It's been three months, three months since he tore your heart out and crushed it in your face. Three months and you see him with someone new. Someone who you recognized as Hinata, someone you've known since childhood alongside Eijiro. You watched from the sidelines as they hugged, flirted, and eventually became official. All with you mourning over him. "N/n you seriously need to forget him! He isn't worth your time and neither is that girl, I promise you that there's better, just please move on, I can't see you in such pain anymore!" Mina protested just as she has been for the past months. "You don't get it Mina..he was the love of my life; no other could compare." "I do get it, I get losing someone you love hurts, and I understand your pain, but sulking in it and allowing it to eat and swallow you alive just isn't healthy." "I wish Hinata never got involved. She's always been after Eijiro, ever since we were kids she's been trying to get his attention. Just wish he saw me, not her." "I know N/n, I wish for that too. You two were a power couple but girls like Hinata just seek male validation and the joy they see from ruining other girls." "God..I fucking hate that bitch." "I do too, if it makes you feel better...Sero used to have a crush on you and he probably still does, he'd often try to get me to hook the two of you up before you and Eijiro got together." "Seriously? I thought he was after you..." "Nope, he always wanted you. I can let him know you're available and maybe he can fix your opinion when it comes to love. He's a good guy N/n, he'd make his single chance better than what Eijiro made out of his." "But if you do that, it'll seem like I'm only after him to fill the hole that Eijiro made...I don't want him to feel that way, he's too nice for that." "Don't worry girl, he'd love knowing you let him just be around you. He'd love that you chose him to be by your side instead of someone else, and he'd love that you're even thinking of his feelings." "Okay..tell him." Mina telling Sero was the best decision she's ever made. He made you so happy and within just a few weeks of hanging out, the picture of Eijiro on your bedside table was now replaced with a picture of you and him at the beach. You forgot about Eijiro, and all that you'd wake up to was your phone being called by Sero asking if you've gotten your pretty head up yet, and what you wanted for breakfast.

୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ It's been over a year since the breakup and the construction you had with Sero. And you haven't regretted anything since. You've moved on, forgotten Eijiro but Eijiro hasn't forgotten you. He now watched from the sidelines as you and Sero kissed, hugged, went on patrol together, and eventually got engaged. The engagement was fast, but not too long after the engagement did you and Sero move in with each other and adopt a cat. Eijiro and Hinata fell off, Eijiro found Hinata cheating and remembered how you would often tell him of your future plans together. How you wanted to get married, have kids and adopt an army of kittens, but he broke your heart and tried to play the "Let's be friends" card. Now, he can't help but stay back as he watches the smile you carry with Sero shine bright like a star. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ It's been 3 years since the breakup, you and Sero are finally getting married. Having Mr. Aizawa walk you down the aisle, you smile being the white veil you wore. "Do you, Hanta Sero, take Y/n L/n as your lovely, wedded spouse?" "I do." "And do you, Y/n L/n take Hanta Sero as your lovely, wedded husband? "I do." "You may now, kiss the love of your life." ╰┈➤ 𝐃𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤, @𝟔𝐭𝐨𝐲𝐚.

[6toya]

⌞ - 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄 - ⌝

│ 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 . . . ꒰ 𝐓𝐨𝐲𝐚 .ᐟ

• Welcome to my blog! I'm Toya, but you can call me Oya or really anything you'd like. I'm an INFP-T, Aquarius, German/Romanian girl, I'm in the US and my pronouns are She/Her. • I first started to get into literature way back in elementary school and I'm currently in college for journalism and working at a bookstore. │ 𝐎𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 . . . • My favorites: Colors are pink, white, yellow, orange and blue. Drinks are strawberry milk, orange juice and Pepsi. Movies are Black Swan, Bones and All, Donnie Darko and Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Games are My Hero Ultra Rumble, Minecraft, Dead by Daylight, Identity V, Roblox and The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Shows are American Horror Story, My Hero Academia, Naruto, Soul Eater, Jujutsu Kaisen, Attack on Titan, Death Note and more. Music Artists are Lana Del Rey, Tommy February6, Lady Gaga, Jeff Buckley, The Neighbourhood, and more. Likes! are music, art, literature, fashion, sea bunnies, bunnies, tv, podcasts and more. Dislikes! are pedophiles, zionists, zoophiles, racists, homophobes, transphobes, groomers, and more. • The fandoms: My Hero Academia, Hunter x Hunter, Jujutsu Kaisen, Attack on Titan, Resident Evil, Castlevania, Demon Slayer and more. • !DNI! If you're grouped with my dislikes.