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“Everyday is a holiday when I’m near to you.” ✨🎄

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henren first dance for @crazylatinoboy !

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Writers you know what to do

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Guys since no one replies to my twitter tweets I’m going to post it here…..

No one:

Tarantula:

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Also I think Athena needs to be wrapped in bubble at least 100 times because why tf she can't ever catch break? LIKE ALL SHE WAS TRYING TO DO WAS GET THIS MAN FROM

A-B and nows she and this child (Jem?) are landing planes on highways and shit. Let her rest. ( Angela really do be doing her big one with thise scenes)

Its to the point where Bobby isn't even surprised. I think he was expecting it the minute he heard something was up and after listening to that voicemail, it just confirmed what he already knew.

And I know he's tired of this hotshot show. When that actor said that the director would be fired bit Bobby would be staying. I know for second Bobby thought That dying wouldn't be that bad (/jk).. For real though I know he was crying on the inside.

That actor Brad? Is so weird and j think he's a psycho trying to become Bobby. Or he's obsessed with him. (yk?)

No thoughts lately other than.

Season 8 has been paced really well so far. Like when watching it I just feel GOOD! like it doesn't feel weird or anything.

I'm loving seeing chimney being all cute with Jee Yun and Mara! (Thems my baby girls 🫶🏾)

Also seeing Denny— like cousins is getting big for real. Like I remembering him being younger and I tear up a little bit.

Everytime Karen walks into my screen an angels gets their wings back and I feel life is worth living again.. And maybe blessings are real.

I just want hen and her to get their daughter back you don't understand. Also hen ��

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I can't believe its been 3 months and Chris STILL isn't even talking to Eddie!! Like wtf is Ramon and Helena doing?! I hate them. Im seeing lots of Helena hate and I agree— but I'm seeing enough Ramon hate, like sure some people might say he feels bad, and he was trying to fix his relationship with Eddie but it doesn't change the fact that he went along with this.

And doesn't even look like he's trying to do anything to help mend— this situation.

Why are they letting him ignore his father? Why?! And I know Helena knows what she's doing. why is she so eager to keep Chris with her? And just let him stay upset at Eddie. Like girl why do you want your son to be miserable, it just don't make sense.

Like yes take care of you grandson be there for him and let him know you're with him and you understand why he needed sometime away. BJT DONT LET HIM FESTER IN ANGER AND STAY UPSET.. Like why the fuck aren't they talking to him?!

Anyways duck Ramon and Helena Diaz

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I hope temu dies( I mean kindly make it off my screen) :)

ANYWAYS.

Buck and Eddie have been extra buck and Eddie this season. They feel my heart with so much joy.

Buck with his bee facts and Eddie going along with that perfume idea and running like a maniac. It was beauty and comedy gold 😚🤌🏾

Also Buck saving Geactrics life but, doubting that he did it to save him and really feeling like he just did it because he wanted to hurt him. And Immediately telling Eddie.

And Eddie not even acknowledging what Buck said at all and being all like ‘Dude you saved him’ 😇 because, in Eddie's mind, there's no way Buck would ever purposely hurt someone. Because he knows Buck and even though Buck is doubting his intentions— Eddie won't because theirs never a time where Buck isn't trying to save someones life.

Its migraines in him ( but im not saying Buck doesn't get angry or yk never wants had those thoughts before, because clearly, he has) that's a full-grown-ass man. With feelings.

I'm saying I don't think, Eddie thinks Buck would ever intentionally, harm someone.

(not that he's not capable. Just would never act on it )

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No thoughts lately other than.

Season 8 has been paced really well so far. Like when watching it I just feel GOOD! like it doesn't feel weird or anything.

I'm loving seeing chimney being all cute with Jee Yun and Mara! (Thems my baby girls 🫶��)

Also seeing Denny— like cousins is getting big for real. Like I remembering him being younger and I tear up a little bit.

Everytime Karen walks into my screen an angels gets their wings back and I feel life is worth living again.. And maybe blessings are real.

I just want hen and her to get their daughter back you don't understand. Also hen 🛐

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I can't believe its been 3 months and Chris STILL isn't even talking to Eddie!! Like wtf is Ramon and Helena doing?! I hate them. Im seeing lots of Helena hate and I agree— but I'm seeing enough Ramon hate, like sure some people might say he feels bad, and he was trying to fix his relationship with Eddie but it doesn't change the fact that he went along with this.

And doesn't even look like he's trying to do anything to help mend— this situation.

Why are they letting him ignore his father? Why?! And I know Helena knows what she's doing. why is she so eager to keep Chris with her? And just let him stay upset at Eddie. Like girl why do you want your son to be miserable, it just don't make sense.

Like yes take care of you grandson be there for him and let him know you're with him and you understand why he needed sometime away. BJT DONT LET HIM FESTER IN ANGER AND STAY UPSET.. Like why the fuck aren't they talking to him?!

Anyways duck Ramon and Helena Diaz

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I hope temu dies( I mean kindly make it off my screen) :)

ANYWAYS.

Buck and Eddie have been extra buck and Eddie this season. They feel my heart with so much joy.

Buck with his bee facts and Eddie going along with that perfume idea and running like a maniac. It was beauty and comedy gold 😚🤌🏾

Also Buck saving Geactrics life but, doubting that he did it to save him and really feeling like he just did it because he wanted to hurt him. And Immediately telling Eddie.

And Eddie not even acknowledging what Buck said at all and being all like ‘Dude you saved him’ 😇 because, in Eddie's mind, there's no way Buck would ever purposely hurt someone. Because he knows Buck and even though Buck is doubting his intentions— Eddie won't because theirs never a time where Buck isn't trying to save someones life.

Its migraines in him ( but im not saying Buck doesn't get angry or yk never wants had those thoughts before, because clearly, he has) that's a full-grown-ass man. With feelings.

I'm saying I don't think, Eddie thinks Buck would ever intentionally, harm someone.

(not that he's not capable. Just would never act on it )

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My thoughts on the Diaz mostly Helena and Eddie's relationship.

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I think the reason why Eddie’s parents especially Helena are so hard on him and so neglectful towards how is he and his feelings. Is because Eddie has always been around Helena; there has probably never been a moment where kid Eddie and Helena were separated. This makes Eddie biased and a mama's boy (at that age) and probably up until they took Chris.

But yeah yeah it’s always been Eddie and his mom together, which means Eddie had noticed his dad wasn’t around a lot and just unconsciously stepped into this role of being everything his mom needed, so that means helping around the house and just being an all around good kid for her. Obviously he got to do kid things; but the older he got the more he picked up on just be there and taking care of his mother.

So you have a barely present father and it’s you and your mom in this house together and Eddie is a person who’s always been anybody else but himself for other people. And this is where it starts.

And now Eddie’s got a new sibling on the way and his dad is telling him “step up and be a man” and Eddie is no longer having a sense of self; he’s a Son, he’s going to be a brother and now he needs to be a man. So the feeling of taking care of his mother grows and Helena is no longer seeing Eddie as a kid, she’s starting to see him as a person she can rely on.

( I don’t know how far apart in age the three of them are)

Helena has Adriana and Ramon isn’t there but Eddie was and his first thought was that he needed to get his mom to the hospital quickly. So what he does is he gets into his father car and tries to pull it around for his mom to get in. But since he’s a literal kid and doesn’t know how to drive he crashes the car. And when his dad finally gets back and sees that he doesn’t think good job for trying son; it’s probably what were you thinking and you’re grounded.

And the same thing with Sophia Ramon isn’t there in the beginning of it; he literally says in a episode I wasn’t there in the beginning but I made i always make it to the best part which Is the baby is born and he gets to hold them. but more than likely Eddie was there during the start.

And then Ramon was probably off again which left Eddie with Helena and his two sisters. And Eddie’s taking more of a caring role: he’s making his sisters breakfast probably because Helena is too tired and he’s probably helping out more around the house than usual cause his father can’t/isnt.

So once again Eddie isn’t seen as a little boy in his parent's eyes now, especially Helena. He's her rock, her little man, and her biggest helper. She more than likely relies on him to be that for her.

So now Eddie's this adultifed kid that mom leans on and he's seen even more as an adult at eighteen; becuse now Eddie has Chris and now it solidified what Helena and Ramon already made Eddie out to be a Man a adult.

So Helena can't be more sensitive towards Eddie because its set in her mind Eddie should know better and do better by now.

And I haven't gotten into the fact that maybe she and Ramon probably sees Chris as a second chance to raise a kid in their own vision.

Helena especially, this is my opinion that she sees Chris the way she never got to see Eddie.

A kid that she can baby a son that needs her that relies on her. She wants to right a wrong, it is why she was so adamant about getting Eddie and Chris to stay out in El Paso with her and Ramon.

And I can honestly go on about this in more detail but I won't cause this post is already too long.

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My thoughts on the Diaz mostly Helena and Eddie's relationship.

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I think the reason why Eddie’s parents especially Helena are so hard on him and so neglectful towards how is he and his feelings. Is because Eddie has always been around Helena; there has probably never been a moment where kid Eddie and Helena were separated. This makes Eddie biased and a mama's boy (at that age) and probably up until they took Chris.

But yeah yeah it’s always been Eddie and his mom together, which means Eddie had noticed his dad wasn’t around a lot and just unconsciously stepped into this role of being everything his mom needed, so that means helping around the house and just being an all around good kid for her. Obviously he got to do kid things; but the older he got the more he picked up on just be there and taking care of his mother.

So you have a barely present father and it’s you and your mom in this house together and Eddie is a person who’s always been anybody else but himself for other people. And this is where it starts.

And now Eddie’s got a new sibling on the way and his dad is telling him “step up and be a man” and Eddie is no longer having a sense of self; he’s a Son, he’s going to be a brother and now he needs to be a man. So the feeling of taking care of his mother grows and Helena is no longer seeing Eddie as a kid, she’s starting to see him as a person she can rely on.

( I don’t know how far apart in age the three of them are)

Helena has Adriana and Ramon isn’t there but Eddie was and his first thought was that he needed to get his mom to the hospital quickly. So what he does is he gets into his father car and tries to pull it around for his mom to get in. But since he’s a literal kid and doesn’t know how to drive he crashes the car. And when his dad finally gets back and sees that he doesn’t think good job for trying son; it’s probably what were you thinking and you’re grounded.

And the same thing with Sophia Ramon isn’t there in the beginning of it; he literally says in a episode I wasn’t there in the beginning but I made i always make it to the best part which Is the baby is born and he gets to hold them. but more than likely Eddie was there during the start.

And then Ramon was probably off again which left Eddie with Helena and his two sisters. And Eddie’s taking more of a caring role: he’s making his sisters breakfast probably because Helena is too tired and he’s probably helping out more around the house than usual cause his father can’t/isnt.

So once again Eddie isn’t seen as a little boy in his parent's eyes now, especially Helena. He's her rock, her little man, and her biggest helper. She more than likely relies on him to be that for her.

So now Eddie's this adultifed kid that mom leans on and he's seen even more as an adult at eighteen; becuse now Eddie has Chris and now it solidified what Helena and Ramon already made Eddie out to be a Man a adult.

So Helena can't be more sensitive towards Eddie because its set in her mind Eddie should know better and do better by now.

And I haven't gotten into the fact that maybe she and Ramon probably sees Chris as a second chance to raise a kid in their own vision.

Helena especially, this is my opinion that she sees Chris the way she never got to see Eddie.

A kid that she can baby a son that needs her that relies on her. She wants to right a wrong, it is why she was so adamant about getting Eddie and Chris to stay out in El Paso with her and Ramon.

And I can honestly go on about this in more detail but I won't cause this post is already too long.

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Wait guys I'm proud about this…

My first edit ever and it Buddie

|Blue eyes cryin in the rain| willie Nelson

Tik Tok won't let me pass a minute so if you see it there sorry about the cut out

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My first edit ever and it Buddie

|Blue eyes cryin in the rain| willie Nelson

Tik Tok won't let me pass a minute so if you see it there sorry about the cut out

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Do you ever think about how in season 3 Buck was sure he lost Chris forever in that tsunami. And he didn’t know how to tell Eddie.

And how in In season 4 Buck almost lost eddie to that sniper and he wasn’t sure what he’d tell Christopher.

Do you think about that because I just did and know I’m like…

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Eddie doesn’t remember the shooting. I mean he remembers putting the kid in the ambulance he remembers turning towards Buck saying something. Then he remembers searing hot pain.

And he’s felt this before, so his mind instinctively knows to shut down so he’s doesn’t really have to feel anything or remember anything. His body moves on autopilot; so no he doesn’t remember reaching to Buck, and no he doesn’t remember Buck lifting him up and Putting him in the truck and no he doesn’t remember asking Buck if he was hurt.

His mind is so far away and yet it only seems to care about Buck in that moments; and when Buck reassures that he’s fine; Eddie can finally rest.

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It’s not really a character study or anything more like a fic or who knows.

It was just a feeling or thought that came to me.

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NO YOURE SO RIGHT !! LIKE THEYRE GOOD ENOUGH FOR EACH OTHER AND THAT MAKES ME SO 😭😭

Do you guys think about Eddie and Buck having the same problem.They both have this same thought of them not being enough.

Eddie wanst a good enough husband for Shannon. Not good enough son for his parents not good enough father for Christopher. No matter what he does and how hard he tries its just not enough.

Buck wasn't good enough for parents, not good enough parts to bring Daniel back. Not good enough to have anyone stay. Not good enough to love. Nothing he’s had to offer was enough to make anyone stay to make anyone care.

Do you think about how similar Buck and Eddie thoughts on themselves are.

Like they don’t think highly of themselves at all.

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Do you guys think about Eddie and Buck having the same problem.They both have this same thought of them not being enough.

Eddie wanst a good enough husband for Shannon. Not good enough son for his parents not good enough father for Christopher. No matter what he does and how hard he tries its just not enough.

Buck wasn't good enough for parents, not good enough parts to bring Daniel back. Not good enough to have anyone stay. Not good enough to love. Nothing he’s had to offer was enough to make anyone stay to make anyone care.

Do you think about how similar Buck and Eddie thoughts on themselves are.

Like they don’t think highly of themselves at all.

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Chimneys begin episode is the best most underrated most devastating heartbreaking episode every-time I watch it I cry.

Its insane

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Okay I just saw of Eddie and Christopher and it’s the scene where Christopher’s leaving and Eddie’s saying he hates it but he loves Chris and if that’s what he wants to do he’ll let Chris go.

And that KILLED ME. PLEADE GIVE HIM BACK HIS BABY IM SICK

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everyone shut up and look at my beautiful rocket scientist wife please !!!!