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Me: I'm so bored, there's nothing to do! 😵😵😵

The almost 1k people waiting for the demo update of the game I released over a year ago: 🤡🤡🤡

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The more I think about my life the more I convince myself that this (my existence) will never work

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I never thought that it was possible to drown in thoughts, but here I am.

and I can't breathe

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Apparently it's not normal to have suicidal thoughts???? Like ever????? Apparently the average person doesn't think about killing themselves even once in their life????? What the fuck.

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I can't understand why exactly I exist. I'm not useful or intelligent. I have almost no friends. I will never fulfill any of my dreams. I'm just taking up space here.

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There was also one of the test monitors who spoke out loud, twice, while I reviewed the test and passed the answers to the grid: It's ten minutes until I'm out of here, I mean, all of us

(referring to the other uni employees as well) like, ok, I get it, there were only 3 students in the room and it was almost closing time. )

But practically shouting it while having students taking exams is unnecessary.

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I was in such a hurry to take my finals on Saturday (25th) and be free this week to do the things I planned.

Now I regret it. The exams were horrible and there was only one subject of all the ones I studied. The other subjects of the exams were totally vague to me.

I also couldn't sleep well before the finals and my ADHD was making me cry with frustration at 4 am.

So, I'm sure I was average or that I was very bad.

Which means I will have to retake the exams to be able to graduate next month, or I won't graduate until December (if I don't have to retake the whole thing)

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Alan: *suddenly arrests MC, handcuffs them*

MC: No, you can’t do that!

Alan: Why not?

MC: I always get nervous if you don’t agree on a safeword beforehand *winks*

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And kids, that's how I met your father....

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I had a dream about Alan and, uh, I think I'll write this down so I don't forget the details....

....And wow there are so many details....

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I'm still so sad.... I tried to play duskwood again but I just couldn't....I start to cry. (SPOILER EP10)

😭😭😭😭😭 why you did it Richy????? Why? Every time I see his name or him typing in the chat... My heart breaks again 💔

He was always my favorite...the first of the group that I liked...😭😭😭😭 I will never recover from that

I can't believe a fictional character is affecting me so much

Is anyone else feeling this way? 😭 or am I just an emotional potato?

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Here we go: more vent about duskwood (SPOILER EP10)

It makes a lot of sense if we see Jake in the new game... we're probably going to need to gain access to tech stuff or hack something and it makes a lot of sense that jake helps us out for some reason. (Maybe we will text him asking for help and that will be the reason why he will talk to us again while he is still running from the fbi idk)

The same about Alan, I'm pretty sure that he will keep an eye on us from now on (even more if something happens and we start to investigate )

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Oh God I need to vent about Duskwood ASAP (SPOILER EP10)

First of all..... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAÀAAAAA

i cant, i mean i really can't process this "ending"

1- I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT HANNA REALLY SAW JAKE IN THE LAST SCENE

2- RICK...OMG RICK..... I FELL SO SORRY FOR HIM... REALLY, ITS HURT THAT EVERYTHING ENDED UP IN THIS WAY TO HIM (judge me ok?)

3- I REALLY HOPE THAT THIS CODE TO SAVE THE PROGRESS FOR THE NEXT GAME, MEANS THAT WE WILL BE ABLE TO TALK TO JAKE AGAIN...OUR STORY WITH HIM IS NOT OVER YET. I KNOW THAT!

4- ALREADY VERY EXCITED TO THE NEXT GAME, MAINLY BECAUSE IT WILL BE IN THE SAME UNIVERSE THAN DUSKWOOD AND WE WILL BE ABLE TO SEE OUR GROUP FRIENDS AGAIN (JAKE,JAKE, JAKE, JAKE. JAKE)

5- AND...WE STILL DON'T KNOW WHY HANNA SEND OUR NUMBER BUT I KINDA LIKE IT.

6- I WILL REPLAY THE EP10 NOW ..I ALREADY MISS THEM SOOOOOO MUCH ❤️ BUT I AM SO HAPPY WITH THE FUTURE THINGS. I LOVE THE FACT THAT WE WILL BE OURSELVES IN THE NEXT GAME AND OUR CHOICES WILL BE REMEMBERED

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