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stop earning advanced degrees i need you to finish your fanfiction

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Thinking of Sigma hours. Asagiri really gave us the most guy ever, knocked him out, and then never talked about him again.

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math,,, arghhhh

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice’.

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This goddamn job. For once in my life I am being treated like rough potential and not as accomplished talent and it is so weird and so comforting and so refreshing. Yes I can make a mistake. But I can because I can learn. I have space to learn. I have the ability to learn. I will never recover from being treated with such stern gentleness.

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some dazais in my sketchbook for our birthday boy. tomorrow we can hate him again

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Was having a lil night ciggie tell me why it has to hit me now that it's getting bad again

Not now please

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you may be losing the idgaf war but they wouldn't even let me enlist. on account of my poet's temperament.

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guess who 🙈

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holy grill

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summertime in the roommates au

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this edit was CALLING me

(disclaimer: these are official arts made by harukawa-sensei. they do NOT belong to me)

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GOOD MORNING

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dvmn art that i probably will never finish

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obsessed when settings in literary works are, themselves, characters, such as (inclusive of their time, place, and circumstance):

st petersburg in crime and punishment

the garden circle in the master and margarita

rashomon (the gate) in rashomon (the short story)

yokohama in bungo stray dogs

east and west egg in the great gatsby

the wingfield apartment in the glass menagerie

soldier island in and then there were none

paris and its altus mirror in the case study of vanitas

manderley in rebecca

maycomb, alabama in to kill a mockingbird

jinbouchou in hashihime of the old book town 

aberdeen in the little giant of aberdeen county

etc., etc., etc.

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Something All Akutagawa Fans Should Read

It's sad how many Akutagawa fans haven't read "The Heartless Cur". If you like his character you should 1000% read it. It's the story of how Akutagawa met Dazai and is probably one of the most important things for understanding his character and relationship to Dazai.

This is a 100% cannon short story Asagiri wrote and included in manga volume 6

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Anyhow that was cringe back to dazaiposting

I am so tired of the people who should be the closest to me not knowing anything about me.

What do you mean you don't know how old I am. You are my mother. What do you mean you don't know what country I live in. You are my partner. What do you mean you don't know what my job is. You are my father. What do you mean you don't know what I studied. I am the first person in this family to graduate. What do you mean. What do you mean. Please. Please. I am begging you. Please care. Just once. Just once. I feel stupid i feel ridiculous I feel like a child begging for attention on the stage who just cannot understand its not their turn anymore. Please. Please care about me. Why can you not care about me. I am so tired.