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I’ve been struggling for months (maybe a year) just sitting down and making art. I don’t know if i should call it art block, but I have a lot of ideas to draw. It’s like an immense irrational fear of drawing. It’s unbearable. Has anyone felt the same?

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PLEASE READ! (author’s note)

HIDING THE SUN WILL BE UP IN TWO DAYS!! ✨✨🫂😭 YAYY

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Is the Sucker Punch Fandom still alive…?

I swear, this movie was my favorite when I was a tween and recently watched it with new eyes and GOD IT WAS SO GOOD! Many things and topics stayed in the back of my head and I just realized it now.

One particular thing is how afraid I was of Blue Jones, because DEAR GOD HE IS SCARY AF- But oh, the realization that IT WAS OSCAR ISAAC ALL THIS TIME- WHAT??!! Now I kinda hate it, because I can’t hate Oscar, I can’t hate a character that has his stupid face even when they’re HORRIBLE people… But anyways… I feel like crap because now I find Blue hot.

I hate myself.

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MIGUEL OCK’HARA, CORPO-YORK &… Oh… The Conventional SpiderWoman

(small lore of my SpiderOC, my Miguel Ock’Hara, Corpo-York, and other versions of the illustration down below hehe ✨)

Welcome to Corpo-York!

A universe where New York is a black and white world. There are no in-betweens... or so it seems... the citizens are used to this strange dictatorship lead by (?) a certain Spiderman villain... Where everyone lives their life as if it were normal to be exploited at work, forced to dress the same way and follow a strict schedule day after day. However, despite this strange dictatorship, the villains do not stop interrupting what seem to be the orderly lives of the worker ants that allow the city to function. Most of the time, they work for someone, but sometimes they just want to make some chaos to have fun.

The Ordinary Spider-Woman is here to save the day!

Billie Andersen is an ordinary woman who works at Alchemax. Nice, generous, kind, and with the dream of working alongside the great geneticists of the company. However, despite being highly trained, she was forced to work as a secretary. Her life would be submerged in days of boredom and routine until she was bitten by a genetically modified spider. The rest is history.

Miguel Octavius O’Hara went from Science Nobel Prize winner to Villain to Anti-Hero?!

Miguel Octavius ​​O'Hara is a renowned geneticist and nuclear physicist, winner of the Nobel Prize in sciences, with multiple master's and doctoral degrees who uses his knowledge as a scientist at Alchemax and as a university professor. Everyone knows him. He's a sweetheart.

However, his life would change completely when one of his experiments failed. A mechanical harness with 4 appendages that resembles the tentacles of an octopus. This machine worked based on an artificial intelligence, which would later corrupt his mind and turn it into a series of diffuse memories and infinite knowledge.

No one knows if it was an accident or a plan created by Alchemax.

Now with the nickname of Doc Ock or Doctor Octopus, Miguel became a supervillain of uncertain intentions.

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Some of Dianne’s old panels from Human & Xaven

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WIP - “King and Queen”

I realized how much I changed with time when it came to my OCs and stories… When I was much younger, I was proud and hyper-happy to yap to everyone my stories and tell them about my OCs and show them my drawings… Now I can’t help but beat myself up if something looks unfinished or not good enough or “Jeez, this looks rushed”… It’s frustrating to fight against perfectionism and very intense self criticism. Specially when every time I make something I’m proud of, I feel like I’m not good enough when I post it out there… It’s like if now, showing people what I love makes me feel ashamed and scared that they might not like it…

I’m fighting myself to just create. Forget about everyone and just do whatever you want. BE FREE DAMMIT! ENJOY YOUR ART! And well… It’s a bit hard, but I’m gonna try anyways…

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Speed-Paint HERE!

You can also check out the full image of the Speed-Paint in THIS post right here hehe

It’s the first time I’ve used and dived into all the editing options TikTok has and DANG!! My inner child is HYPED my drawings have edit-like videos lmao!

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I drew myself as A.B.A. and my bf as Paracelsus🔑✨🗝

(Full image below hehe)

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MIGUEL X YOU WIP pt.2 AND FINISHED PIECE! ✨

I’m really took my time with this drawing lmao-

But heeyyy!! Great news! I just finished College!!! IM FINALLY FREEE!!!

I was thinking a lot about opening comissions… Like OCxCannon Comissions? They look like a lot of fun! And I should also continue working on my comic- I left it at the side of my day to day stuff because of this year. Heck, it’s been only 7 months and HOLY MOLY- A lot of stuff has happened in my life that I never expected to happen… But well, here I am!

(Hehe~) @astroboots

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Miggy x You WIP ✨

I love how the original Miguel design is slowly incorporating into my usual style >w<

(this is a smol wip from a Miguel x Reader drawing I’m making hehe. I don’t know how to call it XD Reader? Spectator? You? Insert yourself here? Y/N)

@astroboots (I wasn’t sure if you wanted me to tag you in every Miguel drawing, just the Miguel x You or the once related to EYEM XDD)

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AAAA- Your welcome and thank you so much for your lovely words, they mean a lot to me ;W; ❤️❤️❤️

@astroboots “Every You, Every Me” fanfic, obliterated my lack of motivation to draw… Thank you so much for creating such a marvelous story ❤️ (I haven’t finished the whole story yet and so far it’s going AMAZING!!!)

I plan on making small comics of my favorite moments and drawings of some scenes hehe >w< ITS JUST SO GOOD!!!

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It’s ironic how Miguel has aaaall the characteristics I usually look for in a character crush, but just accepted that I liked him some weeks ago.

When the movie came out I saw how everyone was so insane and in love with him, my brain went “Oh well… Of course everyone loves him… He’s hot”. And as if he was a real person I thought at the back of my head that I was never gonna have a chance with him and buried my feelings XDDD Lying and swearing and saying he wasn’t cool, and that he was overrated… When in reality I didn’t want to accept that I liked someone hot. Why? Cause I’d feel like a pervert. It’s a bit weird how my brain works sometimes… I didn’t judge people that liked him, I was judging myself for liking him.

But well, I’m glad that’s over. I’m glad I finally came to terms that I like Miguel. And I’m glad I finally found a place where I feel comfortable sharing my thoughts, feelings, and self-indulgent drawings <3

✨English traduction of the dialog hehe✨

— NO!

— Listen, Miguel-

— NO!

— You like him, A lot-

— NO I DON’T LIKE HIM!!!

(She does, but doesn’t want to accept it)

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Trying my best to draw Miguel on my style- It’s a bit hard to know if he looks like him and not like one of my male OC’s XD (almost every male OC I have looks like their eye bags are packed n ready for a vacation ☠️)

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@astroboots “Every You, Every Me” fanfic, obliterated my lack of motivation to draw… Thank you so much for creating such a marvelous story ❤️ (I haven’t finished the whole story yet and so far it’s going AMAZING!!!)

I plan on making small comics of my favorite moments and drawings of some scenes hehe >w< ITS JUST SO GOOD!!!