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2019

mamamoo’s and seventeen’s year wow, both groups won their first daesang, congrats!! i’m so proud of both groups for working so hard. (seventeen won aaa’s album of the year daesang, mamamoo won soribada’s live performance of the year daesang earlier this year)

for seventeen, the ode definitely deserves an album of the year. there is so much variety on there that showcase’s seventeen’s versatility. from powerful edm like hit and fear, to soft gentle vocals like second life, to bops like let me hear you say. they can be dark concept or soft concept, whichever you like. as usual our talented songwriter woozi contributed to the lyrics and arrangement of almost all the songs except one, and the hip-hop team (scoups, vernon, mingyu, and wonwoo) wrote the lyrics to their rap. but in addition to that, vernon helped arrange 4 songs, and seungkwan, the8, and hoshi wrote lyrics, which they usually don’t do. their syncronization in hit and fear is really amazing to watch, and their hard work has really paid off. seventeen fighting!!

for mamamoo, we all know that their live performance’s are no joke, the daesang is really just a nice touch. on stage, they are extremely stable in singing and rapping (they sound exactly like the recording in their lives, it’s very scary, they should stop eating CDs) and their choreography is really solid. but what captivates me most about their lives (and drew me into their fandom) is the fact that they love performing so much, you can see them singing/rapping their hearts out and giving it their all. they truly love the stage. in every live, there is always something different, and you can always expect to be pleasantly surprised. mamamoo fighting!!

we stan talented kings and queens !! 

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i wish

it- it’s not that easy lmfao

oh you want serotonin????? then you gotta gO OUT AND FIND IT

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this sounds amazing, can’t wait for this to drop- 

it’ll make school starting just a little more bearable :))

summer loving. a svt fic collection

summer loving. a collection of summer-themed seventeen fics. each writer was challeneged to write a story based on a member, place and trope they were assigned. all the fics will be posted throughout the month of august!

↳ make sure to check out the ‘svtsummerfics’ tag so you don’t miss an update. happy reading!

s.coups: california, surfer!au @boogerines

↳ vanilla cones. summer’s heat brought out two things: seungcheol’s love for the waves and your love of ice cream. when your best friend pulls you from the comforts of your room and straight to the sand and waves, you don’t think much of it. but no one ever said the bribe of ice cream didn’t come without a few surprises. coming soon!

jeonghan: italy, writer!au @dreaminghaos

↳ sunny side up. by the time jeonghan meets you, he hasn’t written a word in five months. he isn’t sure if going on a tour of italy with you is going to help, but then again he hardly has a say in the matter. between palazzos and vineyards, statues and poolsides, jeonghan searches for his words, and finds something else. coming soon!

joshua: seoul, roommates!au @taeilcities

↳ location. the one in which you end up in joshua hong’s bed when it only should’ve been his couch. coming soon!

jun: hawaii, rich kid!au @chilliwoo

↳ a pair of fools, we are. updated summary coming soon!

hoshi: tokyo, soulmate!au @wennjunwho

↳ title + summary coming soon!

wonwoo: amsterdam, strangers to lovers @suhdone

↳ one day. when hiding from the summer rain at the same place as a friendly stranger turns your monday into a tour around your city, showing him the hidden treasures (and trash) of amsterdam. coming soon!

woozi: new york, classical musician!au @momowlw

↳ seventh avenue. as a music prodigy at juilliard, you’re auditioning for the annual soloist performances at carnegie hall. unfortunately for you, so is lee jihoon, the boy who has been a thorn in your side ever since your entrance audition. when the school decides to put the two of you together for a duet, both you and jihoon need to act professional for performance’s sake - but that’s easier said than done. coming soon!

dokyeom: greece, chef!au @kingyeoms

↳ behind closed doors. from sneaking glances while picking up orders from the kitchen to scribbling silly little notes on order tickets, it was clear to everyone at the restaurant that there was something between you and seokmin. everyone except the two of you. coming soon!

mingyu: cape town, photographer!au @glowinseong

↳ perspectives. you come to Mingyu with a camera, and a change of perspective. coming soon!

minghao: paris, fashion designer!au @dinoshaur

↳ title + summary coming soon!

seungkwan: melbourne, coffee shop!au @softkwannie

↳ rise & shine. over early-morning espressos and late-night cups of cocoa, a korean exchange student and a part-time barista meet. the little café along the melbourne coast seems to be the only thing bringing them together. but, as their off-chance meetings turn into daily conversations, the two uncover that they have more in common than they first thought. coming soon!

vernon: miami, enemies to lovers @1ove1ies

↳ blurred lines. once, you might have loved him. once, you might have hated him. now it’s neither of those. it’s just everything in between. coming soon!

dino: st. tropez, fake dating @yoontothemoon

↳ so we made others. “i just wanted to say,” you start but the thought never quite reaches your lips. sometimes your world shakes so hard, it’s difficult to imagine that everyone else isn’t feeling it too. like the sudden realization comes as foreign knowledge and it only serves to leave devastation in its wake. coming soon!

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mental health awareness month

Hey, so apparently May is mental health awareness month, so I thought I’d take a moment to share what’s on my mind.

Mental health is something that’s pretty important to me because I think I’ve been struggling with some form of depression that stems from perfectionism. Holding yourself to incredibly high standards might seem like a good thing at first, but no one is perfect, and failure to reach those high standards set by yourself can be incredibly crushing, even more so since failure is the enemy of perfectionism.

Realizing the issue is the first part of the journey for me. I’ve been trying to convince myself that there isn’t really an issue and that my life is fine, but recently, my mental health has really shown through my slipping grades and sleep deprivation. Once I can see the problem, I’ll be able to take the next steps towards fixing this issue.

I’m not alone. You’re not alone. Mental health is a real issue, and don’t try to convince yourself its not.

(PS. One thing I’m struggling with is comparing myself to others. I’ll think to myself, “Well, they must be better people than me because they don’t struggle with dumb things like this.” It does nothing to bring yourself down for struggling with a very real illness. You don’t blame yourself for catching the cold, so don’t blame yourself for being depressed or mentally ill. Also, everyone has different struggles, so don’t hate on yourself for going through life.)

(PPS. I don’t think maybe people will read this. Maybe this is just my way to vent my feelings and let it all go. Having cooped up feelings isn’t healthy.)

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broken promise (one shot reader x oikawa)

[a/n: this is reposted from my quotev account so pls dont report me for plagarism or anything!! this is the first time i’ve written in a while so pls leave criticism for me so i can improve. enjoy guys!!]

“Remember when you promised me the world, Tooru?”

Those soft words coming from her lips slowly crushed his soul. He had. He had. He had wanted to give her the world and more, a universe and a galaxy. Take her to haunted castles on Halloween and hold her close. Sit by Christmas tree on a cold Christmas morning and huddle next to the warm fire with her, opening presents and cards. Picnics on bright sunny spring days. Dancing in the rain. Memories flashed before him - and the future lay before him. He saw a future with her turning to ashes - all because he didn’t deserve her.

She smiled, holding back tears of pain and regret. Her world blurred, but she held her head high, holding back tears. She couldn’t believe it. Perhaps it was foolish of her to lie to herself and hope that he could ever be more than the playboy he seemed to be. Tooru, she knew how he was. Cute on the outside, all smiles. He flirted like there was no tomorrow, she almost didn’t want to date him because he was such a player. But she fell hard, and fell right into his arms. Most only saw his childish personality, but she saw beneath that facade. She saw his serious eyes, his persona when he played volleyball - totally transformed. A sharp focus, a dedication - she loved that drive and persistence. She didn’t believe - no - didn’t want to believe, those eyes would lie to her. But her eyes saw what they saw.

He mentally kicked himself. Dammit… If he could do it all over again, maybe he wouldn’t have flirted so much, played around, kissed some other girls. Now he had lost the only girl that mattered to him. Dammit… He cursed himself for being so idiotic. He lowered his head, not meeting her eyes, not wanting to see the hurt look in her eyes, the look of betrayal and a hint of hatred. Tomorrow, her cold eyes would glance over him like he was just another boy, just another fish in the big blue ocean. No, he didn’t even want to see that future without her. If he could do it all over again, he knew just what he shouldn’t have done.

She smiled, despite it all. The same reason she fell for him was the same reason she lost him. She should’ve seen through it, but love makes you blind. So blind to the very person he was. So blind, so blind. Was it her? Was she too boring? Why did he leave her? Questions punched her heart, like stabs of betrayal. But she wouldn’t cry, not the scum the stood before her. Her tears were gone and her eyes were cold. She had given him her heart, and he had given her an empty world in return.

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“you’ll never win if you don’t believe you can”

(anime: haikyuu)

People often say “seeing is believing,” but sometimes, reality is that “believing is seeing”. In other words, you don’t believe what you see but instead you see what you want to believe. In life, people often deceive themselves about “reality”, stubbornly refusing to give up their perception of it. (Who even knows what “true reality” is and if it even exists?)

The point is, everything starts from your mind. If you don’t believe that the stars exist, then you won’t be able to see them, and if you don’t believe that you can win, then you cannot ever win.

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“because people don’t have wings, we look for ways to fly”

(anime - haikyuu)

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Stereo Hearts (Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader)

Hey, I love music and Kuroo, so this songfic was pretty fun to write for me. I am totally a noob at writing, so I am accepting constructive feedback and stuff. I hope you enjoy this and don’t cringe at this piece of trash eek...

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[Y/N] was so close to giving up. One of the towers on her 6-month project, a 3D model of Hogwarts, was crooked, and she was not going to let that slide.

But I don’t want to. She silently whined before sighing and trying to fix it. After 6 months, any imperfection on this project would not be acceptable. At all.

Sighing, she set her phone one of her favorite playlists and got ready to work.

1ST SONG: Stereo Hearts

My heart's a stereo

It beats for you, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te

If only she could hear him now, she thought. His voice would make everything better. His annoying, yet strangely comforting voice, felt like a home, somewhere she could run to when she was hurt. Or incredibly stressed by this project, she thought.  She wanted to hear his annoying voice more than ever right now, when she felt so alone.

Make me your radio

And turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

He teased her a lot, actually. Kuroo Tetsurou. She chuckled at his lame pickup lines he always tested on her.

“Hey baby, I've got my ion you!”

Way not funny. He definitely deserved a punch in the arm for that one.

“You must be made of uranium and iodine because all I can see is U and I together.”

You shook your head. That one was way too cringe-worthy. Although, it had definitely been true…

“Are you a carbon sample? Because I want to date you.”

You still could not believe that had been the one he used when he asked you out. Of all the lame pickup lines, he chose this one? You shook your head, disappointed. You had made this disgusting face at him - you had failed to realize he was actually asking you out because he used so many pickup lines on you. But this time was for real.

“[Y/N], I’m asking you out. For real.” He gazed into your eyes, asking, “Yes or no?”

Although you were glad he had asked you out, you’d never admit it to him. All he would do was brag, that little…

But you were glad. He would always be there, a comforting presence. He would never let go. He would be the harmony to your song. Forever.

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captains 💕💕💕

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We'll never win if we don't believe we can.

Daichi Sawamura from Haikyuu