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and again

does anyone wanna trade lives i want to feel desired for once.

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just knowing my life would be sm different if i was skinny and pretty makes me want to self harm to no end

im trying to get better too and work out and eat less and im still fucking fat I wish i was dead

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Some days I’m healing, some days I break again.

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going to stop thinking of death as the end and start thinking of it as finally being at peace forever. how wonderful it sounds and it waits for us all.

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getting better and healing is so fucking hard

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SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO VENT WITHOUT SOMEONE GIVING ME THEIR UNSOLICITED ADVICE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

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my heart loves so so much. with my last break up it took me almost two years to get over my ex. with this one, it’s going on two months and I’m still thinking about him every day. It’s going to take me so long to get over him, I think. even though he treated me like shit. maybe this one I’ll get over it sooner just because of how he treated me but we were together for 5 months (my longest relationship that I count lol) and my first one was only like 2 weeks so maybe It’ll take me just as long. we’ll see ig

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why do men

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i don’t know if liking someone who supposedly likes me back is supposed to feel this nauseating 

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feeling this again

does anyone wanna trade lives i want to feel desired for once.

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does anyone wanna trade lives i want to feel desired for once.

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something bad: *happens*

me: if only i could just get stupid high this wouldnt matter anymore

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this is good actually. this heartbreak from unreciprocated feelings is doing a great job of overtaking my grief feelings at least for a few moments a day. one negative pushing the other down for fragments hoo-rah amiright