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Something about Garroth screams ‘loves his wife like she’s god’ and not because she is god but

He just does. There’s something biblical to him about loving someone. Something so wholly… spiritual. added bonus that she is god.

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We need more unrequited mau ships but it’s Aphmau with the feelings.

Give me a Garroth who has moved on but an Aphmau who wants to be in his arms.

Give me a Laurance who has let go of the perfect love he constructed in his head but an Aphmau who misses and craves his affections.

Give me a Katelyn who has never seen her in that light but an Aphmau who fell for her anyway.

Give me an Aaron still so devoted to his lost wife but an Aphmau who wishes he would look at her with the same look he has when he talks about Lily.

Give me a Zoey who calls the children Your Kids when all Aphmau wants is hair her to say Ours.

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you rly want ppl to bawl their eyes out, huh?

“After all, you’re the entire reason he’s gone.”

That line that Laurance said to Garroth in regards to Aaron’s death… like imagine how much guilt that must have made him feel.

Like imagine him taking care of Alina, the daughter of the man that got himself killed rescuing him, and questioning why he gets to have those moments with her and he doesn’t.

Why does he get to watch her first steps? Hear her first words? Be there for her when she cries? Make her laugh and smile?

He gets to take over the role of father to the girl whose biological father died saving him.

Like that must weigh on him so much.

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Reasons Aarmau was a good ship in Minecraft Diaries:

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Reasons Aarmau was a good ship in Minecraft Diaries:

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Larmau near the end of season 1

Laurance and Aphmau literally become each other’s confidants as season one comes to a close. The only people they can truly trust is each other. No wonder Garroth lets jealousy gets the better of him (I still don’t think he would betray them without Lillian influencing it magically). However, Aph and Laurance’s relationship grew in such a short amount of time. This shift really began after they visit Meteli and they hug. Suddenly, they’re keeping secret between each other and they’re the only people making each other laugh. They are both the people that they let loose with and the people that they go to when things get difficult. Honestly, if everything with Scaleswind and Zane hadn’t happened I feel like it would have led to their relationship developing into an actual romance.

Laurance literally begins staying at her home while all the chaos begins to unfold with Scaleswind. He was there to celebrate Malachi’s rebirth (Lucinda is also there too to be fair.) Laurance has become a vital part of Aphmau’s personal life that Garroth unknowingly withheld from himself. Garroth, of course, was always there for Aphmau and especially her children but he always shied away from letting her in and left a boundary between them. But, what’s interesting is at Malachi’s celebration dinner, Aphmau left a seat open for Garroth right between her and Laurance. I feel like this is a good metaphor for Aphmau, Laurance, and Garroth’s relationship. Garroth always has a seat at the table with them but, he’s never reached out and sat down. However, there’s always this space between Aphmau and Laurance; a boundary they can’t cross because they both love Garroth. Laurance and Aphmau can’t wholly give themselves to each other because Garroth has unknowingly taken possession of parts of them.

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Garroth was there for Aph when she needed him🤧

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Did you guys watch Minecraft Diaries?👑

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SOBS

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S3 had a lot of terrible writing but lets be real it also had what is possibly the funniest incarnation of garmau that could've happened.

Garroth is 1) the second primary caretaker of Aphmau's children 2) having the most personal and honest interactions with Aph that we've seen in the entire show and 3) almost appears to be living with her??? maybe this is wish fulfillment but in ep 2 Garroth left the guard keep (the only place we've ever seen him live) at night after interrogating Zane which makes me think he was probably living somewhere else. Then I remember both Levin and Zoey's old rooms being vacant and long story short I can totally imagine Garroth just kind of. seamlessly moving in to help Aphmau after Alina was born and without any fanfare or discussion he just fuckin... stays there. It starts out as a friend helping a friend and then it turns into unspoken common law marriage and both of them deny any type of romantic nature to their relationship meanwhile Aphmau is wearing the ring he gave her back in s1 and her two daughters have drawings of a big armored man over their bed with the caption "Best daddy in the world" and no one bats an eye at it.

I can only imagine the whiplash Katelyn felt after being gone so long and coming back to her friends co parenting in the world's healthiest situationship and completely refusing to acknowledge that their is anything different between them.

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Do you think when aphmau saw grown Levin for the first time all she could see was the man she had just lost?

It wasn’t even thirty minutes ago she saw the same blonde curls and blue eyes in the light underneath the tree canopy. Only then was Aphmau able to understand what Garroth had given up for her and Laurance. Only then did Aphmau understand what had been stolen from Garroth. The resemblance had always been there but she hadn’t known what Garroth looked like when he was a child. She wondered if in a few years would Levin’s brow crease in the same place as Garroth when he was stressed. Would Levin catch Garroth in age by the time they saw each other again? Or, would Aphmau be left with a constant reminder of what she could never have? Aphmau only then understood how young she is as she looked at her son take on the same pressure she nearly crumbled under.

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Color practice with mcd garmau…I have an illness I need a doctor I’m insane still after 9 years….

Drew these during my rewatch of MCD I’m on S2 Ep. 66 as this is written.

Now here’s where my thoughts on the series come in (feel free to ignore I’m just yapping):

I have this hc that Garmau is endgame in mcd as he’s been there for her as a friend and loyal guard. He’s been there to support her from the beginning, and despite his betrayal and immature actions, he learns to grow from it. Aphmau, post-Aaron death, can learn to open her heart to him once she forgives Aaron for leaving her. I like to think that Garroth puts his feelings aside for the umpteenth time to be there for Aphmau while she grieves and helps her raise Lilith and Alina. I think it’d be too tragic for Aphmau to never love again after her first relationship.

Tl;dr Aphmau learns to love again after Garroth supports her through her grief after Aaron’s death. She appreciates his companionship and opens up her heart again.

(Don’t get me wrong I love aarmau as much as the next person but for me in diaries garmau makes a lot of sense…and aarmau in mystreet is mcd aphmau’s second chance to be happy with aaron)

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i wish garmau was endgame :(

2015 minecraft roleplay save me…

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“Israel is committing genocide.” Yes. They are. But so is the US. The US is 100% complicit in this, and Israel would not have been able to do as much without the help of the US. I’m disgusted to be living in a country that is complicit in the literal MURDER of civilians. Men, women, children, elderly, families. All dead because of Israel AND the US. This needs to STOP.

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before i got into a serious relationship, i was super bitter about romantic love. like i always wanted to experience it-but it wasnt in the cards for me whenever i went out looking.

now that i have that romantic love, it makes me realize that under all of that im just a lover girl. through and through, im a lover girl.

being IN love has made me appreciate the love i currently have in my life, and the love that was there before my S.O. and i even started talking.

i love love. i love my friends. i love my family. i love everything. i’d do anything for the people i love and move mountains so that they could be happy.

at the end of the day, all those stories about love transforming people arent just a bunch of baloney. they hold meaning. they hold significance. they hold life.

love DOES transform us, for better or for worse. i got to experience the better part of it and i hope everyone does too. sometimes you just need a push to be able to fully appreciate the people that you love and who love you back.

you don’t need romantic love to be happy. you just need love.

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i havent posted in a year LMAOOOO a lot has changed.

i find it really interesting to see my old posts and be reminded about how much i’ve grown over the course of a little over a year

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listening to si tu m’aimes demain and reading miraculous ladybug fanfics is not enough i need a fullblown animatic of mlb x si tu m’aimes demain PLEASE IM BEGGING 😭😭

if i could, believe me i would have already made the animatic.