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because wdym our paths may never cross ever again in this lifetime?

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i want to be mysterious but literally cannot stfu

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my toxic trait is thinking people don’t like me when there’s evidence that they very much don’t hate my presence

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we weren’t meant to be anything more than just a chapter in each other’s lives. i don’t think we ever were. 

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we went to the playground last week and chased each other around like kids do because deep inside that’s all we really are. kids who want to live without a care in the world. it made me realize what childhood was supposed to be like. the sense of joy and freedom of just existing together with each other. i’m in love with that feeling. 

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she did the thing where you wave right in front of someone’s face to get their attention and bro that has me smiling so much omg i want to remember that moment for as long as i can

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If you surround yourself with people who are genuine and open, you never have to worry about saying the wrong thing or being too upfront.

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I’m just a girl, beautiful women make my brain malfunction

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ultimate relationship goals are going camping together to watch the stars wrapped up in a bunch of blankets and just enjoy this earth together agh

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A brief moment of rationality from the bird place.

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there is a huge difference between criticizing an institution and criticizing individual behavior. i can criticize the makeup industry without criticizing the 14 year old girl who uses concealer because she’s self-conscious about her acne; i can criticize the plastic surgery industry without vilifying the woman who decided to get a nose job after two decades of pointed comments and bullying. it is intellectually dishonest to respond to an institutional criticism as if it were a personal attack; on the flip side, it is cruel and unnecessary to leverage personal attacks in the name of institutional criticism

if i see one (1) more person respond to a perfectly reasonable beauty-industry-critical sentiment with “but i personally enjoy eyeshadow. why are you attacking people who like eyeshadow :(” or “exactly, all women who wear makeup are miserable and brainwashed” i am going to climb a tree and bite the top of it

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“how was ur day?” “how are u?” “i missed u today” “call me when u get home” “im proud of you”

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It's both so absolutely amazing and excruciatingly infuriating how much we are loved, but secretly.

How many of my classmates stand next to me while waiting for class to start because they find me reassuring, safe. Maybe interesting.

How many strangers on walks have I smiled at, and that smile got them through the next few streets. Maybe even made their day.

How many people have felt less alone, because I confidently wear their type of clothes. Maybe even just how confident I am inspires them.

How many strangers, or friends tell stories od the silly things I have done, and cause more smiles to exist in the world. Maybe even laughter.

It's so hard to remember it sometimes but we're all so loved. The point of the universe and everything in it is love. All the thousands of kinds of love.

I refuse to forget this. My heart beats until the day I die. And the love is still there after.

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“i wanna do this with you” A LOVE LANGUAGE

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relationship goals: we both feel lucky to have each other

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Intimacy is not just about sex. It's having heart-to-hearts, staying up all night talking, sharing childhood memories, thoughts, fears, dreams & hopes for the future. It's uncontrollable laughter, direct eye contact and feeling each other without touching - it's exchanging energy