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megan lynne

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Crescent moon background study 🌙

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you don’t have to match my freak you just have to think whatever’s wrong with me is fascinating and perhaps even sexual

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sometimes there’s a big hole in your soul and that’s just the way it is and you have to fill it up with songs you love and people who make you feel better and towels in your favorite color and socks that feel just right on your feet and even then sometimes part of you will leak out and other times it’ll all gush at once and you’ll feel like you’re fighting a losing battle but the fact is every time you flood you just pick up the pieces of all the little good things around you and start laying the bricks over again and yeah it’s too bad there’s got to be a hole in the first place but that’s life sometimes you babble and ebb and flow and burst but your soul is part of what keeps the world alive and it’s really just amazing you’re here so don’t worry that the sadness never fully goes away I’m just really glad we exist. the world is full of everyone and I’m happy that includes us.

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Timeline

Act One: Bad News  October-November 1985

Scene 1: “last days of October” Scene 2: “same day” Scene 3: “later that day” Scene 4: “same day” Scene 5: “same day, latter on” Scene 6: “first week of November” Scene 7: “a week later” Scene 8: “that night” Scene 9: “Third week in November”

Act Two: In Vitro December 1985-January 1986 Scene 1: “the third week in December” Note: one month has passed since act 1 Scene 2: “same night” Scene 3: “one AM, the next morning” Scene 4: “an hour later” Scene 5: “three days later” Scene 6: “the second week of January” Scene 7: “that afternoon” Scene 8: “late that night” Scene 9: “the following morning, early” Scene 10: “the same day, sunset”

Act Three: Not-Yet-Conscious, Forward Dawning January 1986 Scene 1: “late night, three days after the end of Act Two” Scene 2: “the next day” Scene 3: “same day” Scene 4: "same day" Scene 5: “same day” Scene 6: “late that night” Scene 7: Joe followed Louis from work so we can assume it is early evening. Date unknown. 

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ARE YOU hopelessly fixated on a specific fictional polycule and have way too much time on your hands? boy do i have an unnecessarily elaborate ship chart for you!

(versions with 3, 4, 6, 7, 8 characters and an example under the cut)

feel free to make any edits or add stuff to your liking :]

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i love you polyamorous relationships, open relationships, friends with benefits/friends that have sex with each other, queerplatonic relationships, friendships that have some weird queer element to it, relationship anarchy, staying single and i love anything that doesn't match what society considers "normal"

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let’s do something unethical together, just the two of us. for fun.

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*slowly removes my heart-shaped sunglasses* i beg your fucking pardon

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*lowers my heart-shaped sunglasses and glares at you* listen man. i’m gay and you’re really harshing my groove.

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Vivienne Westwood Heart Leather Gloves

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Gaping side wound will be really big in 2025

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LOVE ALL AROUND SUNGLASSES$15.00

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the suicidal ideation man who lives in my brain and i kind of have a weird sex thing going on im ngl

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hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.