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adoreeenina · 16 days
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Forbidden Attraction
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𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓫𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻
𝓣𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓸𝓯𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓼
𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻
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Relationships: Hank Voight x Plus size! Justin’s ex girlfriend! Reader
Summary: "It was wrong, it was forbidden, it was frowned upon by many. But no matter how many times we tried to stay away from each other, we couldn't fight the pull between each other."
Warning: Explicit Sexual Content. Younger woman/older man. Age gap. A bit of a slow burn. Mutual pining. Angst. Daddy issues. Insecurities. Mention of past domestic abuse. Mention of past cheating. Body issues. Romantic/Sexual tension. Depression. Anxiety. Jealousy. And more. (Justin & Alvin doesn’t die. Is somewhat of an AU.)
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adoreeenina · 21 days
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Darlin’, Can I Be Your Favorite?
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𝓐𝔂, 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓲ñ𝓸, 𝓼é 𝓺𝓾𝓮 𝓽ú 𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓼 𝓶í𝓸
𝓠𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓻𝓸 𝓹𝓪𝓼𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓮 𝓵𝓪 𝓻𝓪𝔂𝓪
𝓜𝓲 𝓹𝓪𝓬𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓪 𝓼𝓮 𝓪𝓬𝓪𝓫𝓪, 𝓽𝓮 𝓭𝓲𝓰𝓸
"'𝓣á 𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓽𝓪 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓸 𝓶𝓲 𝓼𝓪𝔂𝓪"
𝓔𝓵𝓵𝓪𝓼 𝓷𝓸 𝓽𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓷 𝓵𝓸 𝓺𝓾𝓮 𝔂𝓸 𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓸
𝓢𝓸𝔂 𝓬𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓪, 𝓵𝓸 𝓼𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓸
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Relationship: Sargent Hank Voight x Latina! Thick/Curvy! Reader
Warning: Explicit sexual conduct, youngerwoman/olderman, age gap, slow burn, murder, pining, angst, trauma, self harm, parental death, daddy issues, stepcest, mentions of rape, PTSD, jealousy, depression, anxiety, mentions of child abuse, fighting, profanity, physical assault, Body issues, mention of past domestic violence, romantic/sexual tension, insecurities, discussion of violence, guns, death, gangs, livestock branding, (Different warnings for each chapter. There will be very dark theme, you have been warned)
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adoreeenina · 21 days
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Guys I did something bad I cheated on my big blue men. I'm not proud of it but what's done is done jkjk ignore my overly dramatic self
My aunt introduced me to Chicago PD and girl... I'm in love... I'm in love with another asshole if you seen the show you might know who l'm talking about... yes it's Sargent Hank Voight.
You know what that means... I have to write about him, I just have to. There's hardly any fics of him and I'm mad and sad about it
Don't worry I'm still working on "I wanna be yours" but l've been taking breaks in between cause either learned the hard way that I have to write when I get the motivation not when I force myself.
There will be crossovers from other shows and movies, other than Law and Order, Chicago med, and Chicago PD. The reader will be latina.
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adoreeenina · 21 days
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I Loved Her First
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Relationships: (Recom! Miles Quaritch x Avatar! Reader) (Past! Human! Lyle Wainfleet x Human! Reader)
Summary: The day Quaritch first saw you, he knew you belonged to him, but then HE came along and took you away. He thought he would have to live the rest of his life on what could’ve been.
What if he got another chance? Another chance to be with you?
(Warning:Explicit sexual conduct. Youngerwoman/olderman. Age gap. Pining. Trauma. Self harm. PTSD. depression, anxiety, fighting, profanity, physical assault, Body issues, mention of past cheating, romantic/sexual tension, insecurities. Falling in love. Redemption arc. Canon deaths (but not really). Romance. Smut. Jealousy. Mention of suicide. Love in first sight. Feelings being revealed. Reader adopted Spider and Kiri. Spider and Kiri are adopted siblings)
(Will update soon!)
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adoreeenina · 21 days
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🌷🌸”The tough experiences in life are what make us girls prettier”🌷🌸
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‘Welcome”
-Avatar-
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•I Wanna Be Yours
(Ongoing)
-(Recom! Miles Quaritch x Sully! Reader x Recom! Lyle Wainfleet)
•In which two recombinants falls for the eldest daughter of Jake Sully.
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•I Loved Her First
(Coming soon)
-(Recom! Miles Quaritch x Avatar! Reader) (Past! Human! Lyle Wainfleet x Human! Reader)
•”you were supposed to be mine”
-Chicago P.D.-
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•Darlin Can I Be Your Favorite
(Coming soon)
-(Sargent Hank Voight x Latina! Thick/Curvy! Reader)
•“Do you have a thing for older men or something?”
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•Forbidden Attraction
(Coming soon)
-(Hank Voight x Plus size! Justin’s ex girlfriend! Reader)
•”There’s something about you that’s so fucking addictive.”
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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i’m sure whatever you wrote or will write is beyond amazing and it’ll be just as amazing to read
Thank you so much. I really appreciate you and everyone that shows so much support. I love you all.💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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I WANNA SCREAM AND RIP MY HAIR OUT
EVERY SCENE I WRITE LATELY FOR IWBY 14 IS SO SHITTY AND BAD
UGHHHHH IDK WHAT TO DO😭😭😭
I really want to finish it but the words aren't coming down on paper right😭😭😭
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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I wanna be yours! Incorrect quotes
Spider: Both of you look me in the eyes and tell me you don't have feelings for my sister.
Miles & Lyle: [looking lovingly at Y/n across the room] we don't have feelings for your sister.
Spider: you two are nowhere near my eyes.
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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Avatar Incorrect Quote
*playing twister*
Lyle: Right hand red.
Miles: *ends up on top of Y/N*
Y/n: You're doing this on purpose, aren't you?
Lyle: I stopped spinning like 15 minutes ago. Honestly, I'm surprised you didn't notice.
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Avatar Incorrect Quotes
(Y/N), throwing her head onto Quaritch lap: Tell me I'm pretty!
Quaritch, lovingly stroking her hair: You're pretty fucking annoying, that's what you are.
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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😩❤️
he brushes his knuckles against your cheek, smiling ruefully. “i’m not a good man.”
you sniffle, holding onto his wrist. “you’re good to me—that’s all that matters.”
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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Me☺️
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I wanna be yours - Ch. 13
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(Recom! Miles Quaritch x Sully! Reader x Recom! Lyle Wainfleet)
(Warning: Polyamorous relationship. Angst. Enemies to Lovers. Slow burn. Falling in love. Redemption arc. Canon deaths (but not really). Romance. Smut. Jealousy. Threesome. Anal(both F & M receiving). Mention of suicide, self harm, depression, anxiety. PTSD. Feelings being revealed. Jake and Neytiri not being good parents to reader. Reader being a motherly figure to spider.)
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Lyle peace was disturbed by his earpiece crackling and hearing the voice of Miles to check on them, seeing as you’ve been gone for a while. With a groan Lyle woke you up from your short slumber.
You lead Lyle to the river to wash off the stench of each other. Lyle of course didn’t like that, not one bit, he liked that you smell of him and wished you didn’t have to wash it off but he knows it’s for the best. He didn’t need the others to know what happened between the two of you.
Lyle being a gentleman, helps you in the water and massage your thighs and hips.
It’s been so long he has been with a woman, even as a human he hasn’t been with one. Since arriving to Pandora from Earth, he never once had the time to sleep around and it wasn’t because he didn’t want to, more like his Colonel had him do the randomest assignments, him being second in command couldn’t say no.
Not to mention the rule they had to not sleep with your coworkers.
Spending so much time together could lead a lot of sexual tension and feelings you didn’t know would have.
Especially when alcohol is involved, one thing lead to another, they both wake up in the same bed. Lyle remembers he tried to avoid Miles any chance he could, but it was hard when he was your boss.
Surprisingly it was Miles who made the first move and looked for Lyle. And when he managed to find him, he asked Lyle out to dinner at his chambers. Feelings were long overdue between the two of them.
Lyle guess they had a perk for them both being men and not worry about an accidental pregnancy.
Too bad Miles broke that rule first before having a committed relationship with Lyle.
“Was I too rough?” He ask. Not taking his eyes off the apex of your thighs.
“No. I’m just sore” you respond as you use the Yursyulang, gripping the flower and stroking it softly over his muscular chest and shoulders.
“Why didn’t you want to do that bond thing with me?” He ask. You pause your movement and look up at Lyle, hearing the obvious insecurity in his voice.
“Lyle.” You sigh, already pulling yourself away from him, Lyle panics thinking he offended you.
“Hey!” He whispers as he holds onto your hips a little tighter, not letting you have the chance to step away from him. “I’m not gonna get offended or anything. I just want you to be honest with me”
“It’s best if we don’t, atleast for now” you gently caress his jaw, “Besides where I’m from you’re still considered a child” you tease.
“Excuse me? Do I look like a child to you?” You had to bite your lip to stop yourself from laughing when you hear the obvious offensive tone in his voice.
“Lyle, I didn’t mean it that way. Back at home, you’ll still be considered a child untill you complete your Uniltaron. Dream hunt. After that you’re considered an adult”
There was a short moment of silence between you. Lyle just watches you as you continue scrubbing the flower all over his body.
He can get used to this. It feels so modernistic to him, so right. You look so beautiful in all your glory. To him you’re one of a kind. You look just like a dream. The prettiest girl he’d ever seen
He wish he could’ve had something like this when he was human but then he remembers he did. With Miles, till it all went down hill.
He wonders what could’ve happened if Socorro didn’t get pregnant, would Miles and him still be together? Would they be back on earth, possibly married? but soon as the thought appears, it instantly went away when the image of Spider appears in his mind.
Lyle adores Spider, of course human Lyle tried to raise him as his own before he got himself killed during the war.
Spider has gotten close with him and Miles. Something human Lyle always wanted.
If only Miles wasn’t a prick, things would’ve turned out differently, but if they had… would Lyle be with you like this? Would he have met you at all? What about Spider?
“You did the Dream hunt yourself?” Lyle breaks the silence. Wanting a break from his thoughts.
“Yes.” You answer. You cups your hand in the water and pours it over the oily residue left by the flower petals.
“So if I do it, I’m considered an adult?”
“Yes, that’s right”
“What happens during it?” His ears stand at attention, waiting for your explanation. He never heard of this, than again his human self didn’t care much of the Navi culture or traditions.
“During the ceremony, you will be stung by an Arachnoid then you will swallow a glow worm. Once that is done. You will be one of the people” you smile up at him.
“just like that? That sounds easy enough” that comment makes you frown, if only he knew.
“It isn’t. You will be in excruciating pain and often experience near-death. Often times Na’vi do not make it”
“Shit” he breathes out anxiously.
“My grandmother told me my father almost didn’t make it during his dream hunt”
“Seriously?” Lyle eyes widen in surprise.
“Mhmm. His heart stopped beating for a while” you reply as you take your turn with the flower. Rubbing the petals over your skin.
After a short while, Lyle grabs your wrist, stopping your movements. In confusion, you look up at Lyle seeing him with the most shit eating from you had ever seen. You groan already knowing what coming.
“My heart stops beating every time I look at you” he cheekily says, he leans down and presses his lips to yours briefly and smiles tenderly.
“Lyle! That’s so cringy” You blow out an exasperated breath as you pull your face away when he tries to kiss your lips again, only to kiss your cheek instead.
“C’mon that was a good one” he grunts when you avoid his lips. He lets go of your wrist and possessively wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you against his chest.
“It’s really not” you jest.
“C’mere baby” Lyle cooes, threading his fingers through your braid and pulling your face closer to his.
“No, get away from me” you grin, turn your face away to avoid his attempts, teasing him.
“C’mere” Lyle lips move on to kiss along the shell of your ear. A shudder courses through you when he tugs the sensitive lobe between his sharp teeth.
Pushing you against the edge with his hands on your hips. He spins your body around to have your back to him, and bends you over slightly on the edge of the river.
A shiver runs down your spine as the hand stays light, and gentle - tracing the length of your arms, and slowly gliding down the curve of your back.
Your breath catches, and you're laden with anticipation as Lyle’s touches stay grazing. You nearly hold your breath as his hands finally reach round your hips, climbing slowly back up your body until they're once more on your shoulders, pulling you gently back into his large, firm chest.
"Fuuck." He growled out, burying his nose in your hair on the side of your head, his hot breath fanning past your ear as he breathed heavily.
It’s no secret that Lyle adores you, but you’ve learned over the course of your “capture” that he is particularly fond of the way you smell. Your natural essence of spiced, sugared vanilla draws him in like a moth to a flame. 
Your scent is like a drug. It calls to him – like a siren’s song – demanding that his primal instincts give in and help himself to his next hit. 
Leaning back you can feel Lyle’s erection pressing into you from behind, but you ignore it for now, enjoying the feeling of his slick body against yours as his hands slide down your shoulders, and to your breasts.
Your thighs clench of their own accord, your empty walls clenching around nothing. Apparently your body was just as hungry for him as he was for you.
"Lyle, we don’t have time. We have to go back with the others," you say breathlessly as Lyle begins to knead them in his palms, gently rolling your nipples between the pads of his fingers.
Fuck that feels so good!
"They can wait," Lyle whispers huskily, kissing your neck. "I want to take advantage of the time we have now"
A smile spreads across your face as two strong hands turn your body around and warm lips find yours, sending tingles down your spine.
Lyle’s tongue parts your lips and finds your own tongue, beginning a dance much more skillful than the first your mouths had shared.
You let out a low, involuntary moan and Lyle swallows it entirely - rewarding you by sucking you bottom lip between his teeth and giving it a tug.
His hips rock into yours as your hands find his chest, running over his tight pectorals and rippling abs. You relish the feeling of his muscles beneath your finger tips, and pull your lips from Lyle’s, desperate to really look at the body you hold in your hands.
As you push Lyle away, you allow the glow from the plants surrounding shine of the water on Lyle’s skin to highlight to contours of his lean figure. You stare in awe at the beauty before you, and search for any signs of the hardships he has endured. But where you expect to find traces of a war-bitten body, you find nothing but cerulean. A flawless finish.
Lyle cups the side of your face, traces his thumb across your cheek as he admires your beauty. He can never get enough of it. He looks deeply into your eyes, he adores your eyes, he could never get enough of them. A sky full of stars and he was staring at you. He pulls your face against his to connect your lips.
The moment your mouths meet, Lyle shatters.
You can feel his heart race beneath the hand you have pressed against his chest, and a breathy moan escapes his lips as he lifts a single leg around his waist, spreading you open as his cock nudges your entrance.
Your tail wraps around his left thigh, it tightens its grip, subconsciously tugging him closer.
“Lyle” you gasp as the head of his cock presses against your opening. "Fuck," you choke out, breath catching as your pussy clenches, desperately seeking to be filled. Neither of you pay attention your surroundings or the sound of footsteps coming your way.
“What are you guys tak-HOLY SHIT!” Lopez cried, covering his eyes. “LYLE, WHAT THE FUCK!”
“LOPEZ!” Lyle scrambles to pull the head of him out of you. On instinct, Lyle pulls you behind him to cover your modesty. He doesn’t like the idea of anyone seeing what’s his. Especially since Lopez has being shamelessly eyeing you from
Lopez looks at you and Lyle with wide eyes, clearly surprised to see your state of affairs.
“Turn around, Lopez!” you shout over Lyle’s shoulder.
With an eyeroll, Lopez turns his back to the both of you. Lyle quickly jumps out of the water and helps you up. He puts on his boxers first before he tries to help you tie on your top and loincloth.
“If I knew this was going to happen, I would’ve volunteered to come instead” Lopez shouts over his shoulder. Lyle growls clearly unamused by Lopez idiocy.
You give a gentle squeeze of assurance on Lyle’s forearm, one look at your gentle eyes, his shoulders sags from being tense by Lopez comment.
Once you and Lyle finished dressing, Lopez turns back around with a shit eating grin.
“Keep dreaming!” You growl, your face flush from embarrassment. With a glare his way, you cross your arms across your chest.
“I will! For the rest of my life. You’re the finest woman I ever met” Lopez unfazed by your penetrating glare, kept his gaze on you as they fall on your hips, seeing the clear finger print marks bruising your blue skin
“Lopez! Do you ever shut up, man!” Lyle pinches the bridge of his nose, clearly annoyed.
“Not when I just walked into something like that. Is this why you two took an hour here?” Lopez ask as he points at the two of you. Lyle sighs before looking at you.
What the fuck is he going to do?
“Lopez, can you keep this to yourself?” Lyle ask, it’s stupid of him to even ask since Lopez does have a big mouth but what other choice does he have.
He can’t have the other know and be reported back to Ardmore. You and Spider are his top priority right now.
Lopez looks at Lyle in surprise. Lopez doesn’t do well with secrets, he never has, he doesn’t like the pressure of it.
“What? You want me to keep this a secret? Aww man! Lyle, you know I don’t do well with secrets” poor Lopez is stressing.
“Well you should’ve thought of that before coming out here” Lyle retorts through clench teeth, his tail sways agitatingly behind him.
“Hey! No seas mamon, güey! Tell that to the Colonel, he ordered me to come find your ass and look what that got me!” Lopez defends himself.
“Shit!” Lyle curses under his breath.
“Atleast it wasn’t Spider. He almost volunteered to come if it wasn’t for Quaritch sending me instead” Lopez shrugs. Your eyes widen at that.
It would’ve been the end of the world for you if it was Spider who walked in on you instead of Lopez.
“Just keep your mouth shut about this, alright? I don’t need the others to know our business”
Lopez groans before agreeing, “fine, I got you” you watch silently as they both fist bump each other.
“C’mon baby” Lyle beacons you closer, “we’re heading back” Lyle bends over and grabs his vest. He slides it over his head as the three of you starts making your way back.
You walk ahead of them, Lopez and Lyle a few feet behind you as they look around, admiring the flora. Quietly talking among themselves.
“Are you fucking loco in the head, Lyle?” Lopez whispers. Lyle mentally cringe, he knew he probably shouldn’t have acted on his impulse. But he had to have you, one or another, he just had to. If it wasn’t for you pushing his hand away from your queue, he probably would’ve connected his kuru with yours.
“Lopez, this ain’t none of your business, man” Lyle sigh tiredly.
“None of my business?” Lopez is in disbelief at his Corporal, “dude I just walked in on you almost fucking our “prisoner”” Lopez does air quotes with his fingers.
Lyle frowns, “first off, don’t call her that..”
“Wha-“
“Second…” Lyle cuts Lopez off, “We weren’t “almost” fucking” Lyle sighed, scratching an eyebrow with his thumb, getting annoyed with his fucking ass-hat of a friend.
“The fuck does that mean?” Lyle sighs, Lopez doesn’t take his gaze away from Lyle’s side profile till it clicked. Lyle cringed when Lopez stops walking and looks at him with wide eyes.
“Oh. My. God. Lyle, tell me you didn’t” Lyle side glares Lopez for his accusations.
Lyle glances at you, walking ahead of them, before looking at Lopez, clearly wanting this conversation to end.
“Lopez-“
“No, Lyle. Tell me. Did you or did you not mate with her?” Lopez brows furrowed. He’s not asking cause he’s mad, he’s asking cause he’s worried for the well being of his friend and you, the Navi woman he has grown quite close to. Yes he has joked about having a crush on you but that’s just it. A crush.
“No, Lopez. We didn’t” Lopez hears the dejected tone in his voice and it makes him exhale a groan.
“What about Miles?” Lyle raises his with a raised brow at Lopez
“What about him?”
“Man…” Lopez shakes his head in disbelief, “you really are a fucking knucklehead.” He smiles at Lyle’s jumbled face, “The team and I aren’t as naive as you and the Colonel think” Lopez jokingly punch Lyle’s shoulder.
“Que rabiosa” Lopez shouts at you, noticing your weird walk, and it made him laugh historically.
You look behind you seeing Lyle glaring at Lopez and shoves his shoulder.
“Lopez! Shut up, man!”
“Alright, alright, jeez. I see you’re frustrated, is it because you didn’t cum?”
“Lopez, keep moving before I beat the shit out of you”
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“Took you long enough” says Miles as he watches the three of you come into view, his eyebrow raise when he sees you wince when you sat down on a fallen log, “what’s wrong, darlin?”
“Nothing” you wave him off, Lyle sits next to you and offers you some fish, you take it with a smile. Lopez sits the other side of you.
Spider watches the interaction between you and Lyle as he eats. He found it odd when just this morning, you were ignoring him and now you two… Spider eyes widen in a realization, causing him to choke on his food.
“Spider” Miles lightly scolds him as he gently pat on Spider’s back, “we talked about you scarfing down your food too fast”
Both you and Lyle turn to look at Spider in worrisome. Spider waves off everyone’s concern, making eye contact with you. He gives you that look that you know all to well.
Oh shit! He knows!
“Where you going?” You ask Spider when you see him stand up.
“I’m tired. I’m going to sleep” he answers with a yawn, you see him grab the hammock from Miles bag.
“Let me set it up” you say with a wince when you try to stand.
“Baby, let me. You sit down and eat” Lyle grabs you by the wrist to gently guide you back down. Lyle stands up and dust his pants before following Spider up a tree to set up the hammock.
But before Spider could climb the tree, Spider gives you a look, that look, telling you, you better follow him and tell him everything. You gulp nervously. He was fake yawning.
Oh eywa, please help me and not let Spider kill me!
“Amor is very beautiful, ain’t it mami?” Lopez teases you as he bumps his shoulder against yours.
“What?” You blink at him.
“Love. Not only do you have one man but you have two” Lopez emphasizes by holding up two fingers. You frown.
“Lopez, where are you going with this? I don’t have two men” You glance around and feel grateful when no one seems to be listening on the nonsense Lopez is spilling. Two men? What the hell is he talking about?
“You heard me, mami” the man grins, scooching over and leaning forward to look at your face, “not only do you have Lyle wrapped around your finger but you also have our fearless Colonel” he hummed suggestively and you lean back a bit.
“I think you’re seeing things, Lopez” you suggest with an eyeroll.
“I’m seeing the way you look at them” he hums and voice turning gentle.
“Lopez-“
“Anyone with eyes could see that. We could also see the way they look at you” Lopez smiles softly and your eyes darted around, landing on the ground.
“Don’t you have someone else to bother?” At that Lopez laughs loudly and you drew your lips into a thin line in embarrassment.
“Lopez, has your mother not teach you not to bother a lady?” Lyle grumbles with a raised brow as he walks towards the two of you, glaring at Lopez.
“Oh you mean your lady?” The Latino wiggles his brows and Lyle furrowed his, drawing his lips into a thin line as he walked over and kicked Lopez in the chest, throwing him backwards off the log.
"Ow, pinche baboso!" He called out, scrambling to his knees to look at Lyle in offense.
"Go bother someone else” was Lyle’s reply, dismissing the man on the ground as he instead slung his leg over the log to your right, sitting down sideways so he could face you.
"Protective much.." Lopez grumbles in a murmur as he gets up, dusting himself off before hopping back over the log to continue to bother someone else, poor Mansk, but not before sending you a wink.
“That asshole” Lyle mumbles, you giggle at him before looking around the small group.
They all seem to be talking among themselves about thing you don’t understand. Miles seems to be the only one that looks distracted.
He seems to be deep in thought, and it worries you.
“Is he okay?” You whisper to Lyle. Lyle picks up his head to look around then back at you with a confused expression.
“Who?”
“Miles” you answer. At your verification, Lyle instantly look at Miles. You see the flicker of anxiousness on his face.
“You’re his friend, why don’t you go talk to him” you suggest.
Lyle sighs heavily, “Baby-“
“It’s okay.” You cut him off. It’s obvious he is worried about Miles, but he’s apprehensive about leaving you on your own. Which you appreciate. “You go. I’m exhausted anyways. I’m going to head to the hammock with Spider” you place the leaf down beside you.
“I tired you out, baby?” Lyle asks and looks with a mischievous smirk up at you. You shake your head, with a quiet whimper, you manage to get up on your own. Lyle subtly reach his hand in case you stumble or fall.
“Don’t let it go to your head, oeyä tìyawn” (my love) you shove his head playfully with a small smile. Lyle sways slightly backwards to exaggerate you pushing him.
“Wait…” Lyle blinks, “what does that mean?”
You shrug your shoulders with a small grin. You step over the log to make your way to the tree.
“Baby, wait- what does it mean?!” Lyle shouts at you.
“Goodnight Lyle” you wave your hand, not looking behind you. You giggle when you hear Lyle groan in frustration.
He should’ve paid attention during your lessons, instead of gawking at you.
With a grunt, you hoist yourself on a brunch and start climbing towards your shared hammock. Right when you’re about to reach, Spider jumps out.
“What the fuck did you two do?!”
You shriek, almost falling backwards. Grabbing your bearings, you catch your balance. You take a deep breath of relief before glaring at Spider for almost falling to your possible death.
“Darlin? You alright up there?”
You turn your glare away from Spider and look over the branch to gaze down at Miles. Miles is looking up at you with his hands on his hips with his regular scowl but the flick of his tail gives him away. your gaze soften.
“Yeah, I’m okay, Colonel” you shout back.
His gaze seems to linger on you, eyes flickering over your face and tail flicking erratically behind him. His lips seem to twitch up just slightly at the corners. Eventually, Quaritch nods in acquiescence before moving toward the group.  
“Alright, sweetheart.”
You watch as Miles makes his way to sit down next to Lyle who seems to be deep in conversation with him.
“Ahem”
Hearing Spider, you almost forgot why you’re up there in the first place. You look at Spider with deadpan expression, almost glaring.
“Spider, what the fuck. I almost feel, nga vonvä’” (you asshole) you sneer down at Spider, who seems unfazed which annoys you. A lot. You sit down criss cross on the branch closest to the hammock.
“Tell. Me . Everything.” You throw your head back with a groan, it’s embarrassing enough that Lopez caught you in the act, now Spider wants you to tell him.
“There’s nothing to tell, Spider” you avoid the topic.
“Really? So you being gone for almost and hour has nothing to do with the bruises on your hips, which by the way looks like the size of Lyle’s hand, is nothing?”
You stare at him harshly for a moment longer before sighing and shake your head in acquiescence. In the grand scheme of things, it wasn’t something all that serious anyways. Kind of. Atleast to you.
Spider inhales deeply when he looks away from you. You almost feel like you disappointed him, but why do you feel such a way?
But Spider doesn’t feel that way, he’s worried, scared even. If it were in a different situation, he would’ve been happy for you.
“Did you mate with him?” You tug your bottom lip in apprehension, you don’t blame Spider for asking, but it doesn’t make you feel less embarrassed.
You sigh, knowing this conversation was going to happen soon. "No. But I think he wanted to." You say, knowing he wasn't going to accept that.
“What do you mean?”
You absentmindedly play with your songcord to keep your hands busy.
“When we ~ahem~ about to… you know” you wave your hand around dismissively.
Spider took a minute till it hit him what you meant. His face scrunch up in disgusted and groan.
“Ew”
“Spider!” You shout offensively before pouting.
“Okay. Okay.” Spider dramatically takes a deep breath, shaking his head to clear out the image he did not what to think about, “I’m sorry, continue”
You roll your before continuing, “he grabbed my queue, I saw the look in his eyes, he wanted to connect our kurus but I stopped him”
“Why?”
“Cause he’s not considered as an adult to the people”
“Bullshit” He says.
You let your songcord fall on your thigh and take a deep breath. “What do you want me to say, Spider?”
“The truth. Don’t give that bullshit”
“Like what? Tell you that I’m in love with Lyle? That I fell for him?” You frown, “Yes Spider, I did.” Your fingered twitch, “Yes we’ve… gotten intimate, I wanted to officially mate but…” you close your eyes
Spider waits, watching you think before speaking, “But what?”
“It didn’t feel right, okay?” You look down at your palms.
“Why not?”
You shrug, “I don’t know”
Spider leans back on the tree and crosses his arms across his chest. "You’re in love with my dad too. Aren’t you.” He says, and it's not a question.
“Yeah”
“You fell for them, knowing they’re here to kill Jake and take over Pandora”
“I know” you say as you continue to play with your songcord.
“You know this won’t end well”
“I know” you say again.
“And yet you fell for them”
“Yes” you sigh.
“I guess the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree”
Your head spins towards him and this odd shift in tone. “What?" I say with a confused chuckle.
He smiles at you. “I know the story, Y/n. Neytiri was forced to teach Jake the way of the people. And along the way they both fell for each other. You’re somewhat in a similar situation… that has to tell you something”
You chuckle, “yeah, that I’m an idiot like my mom”
Spider brings his hand up and smacks the side your head.
“Hey!” You say, recoiling from him.
“No, you Skxáwng. Maybe history will repeat itself, and they’ll change their ways. Like Jake did.” he says, and you’re honestly just relieved that he isn't upset with you.
Change their ways? If only. But… you have seen the dramatic change in every single one of them. Lyle did say he doesn’t care about the mission. But do the rest feel that way too?
Then you remember… the Atokirina.
You lean closer to Spider, lowering your voice, “The great mother gave me a sign”
Spider eyes widen, “what?”
You bite you bottom lip, anxiously, “an Atokirina landed on both Lyle and Miles.”
“Eywa sees them” Spider gasp, awestruck.
“Look, I would never question the great mother’s doing. But I have yet to understand what she sees in them”
“Didn’t you just said Lyle doesn’t care about the mission anymore?”
“Yes but-“
“If you made Lyle change, who to say you don’t make the others change too?”
You stare at him in disbelief, waiting for his expression to crack. But he is clearly serious.
“Spider, that isn’t up to me, it’s up to them if they…”
“You don’t see it? Do you? They’re all in a constant turmoil in their minds.”
“But…”
“Eywa holds all her children in her heart. And that includes them. Whether they see it or not. They do. I see how much they’re starting to see the beauty of Pandora”
Your eyes cast downwards, not knowing how to respond to that. But you do know to you feel.
You’re scared.
Oh how your parents would kill you for being in this situation. Oh your poor grandmother. First her daughter mates with a demon and now you… falling for two demons. What would she think.
Spider reach for your hand, your head snaps up, “I know you’re scared. So am I. But if the Eywa touch them…” Spider cringe at the word, making you giggle, “wait no, I- that sounds wrong. Let me try again,” he clears his throat, “IF Eywa approves of them, then she knows” he assures you.
You didn’t even realize you were crying till you felt tears drop to your thighs. Spider sees and gently pulls on your wrist. You lean down and he wraps his arms around your shoulders, comforting you. It was an arkward angle but it was comforting none the less.
“So… Lopez knows… doesn’t he”
“Yeah” you laugh. Spider gives you a tight squeeze before letting you go, “he walked in on us”
Spider eyes widen, “good thing my dad denied me going. I didn’t need to see that” Spider shakes his head.
“Yeah” you laugh, “Lyle made him promise he won’t say anything.”
“You think he won’t?”
“I really hope so” you exasperates. You and Spider laughs.
“I’m actually tired so, I’m going to sleep for reals” you jokingly push Spiderto give you room on the hammock.
“Fine.” Spider moves before looking at you seriously, “did you atleast bathe first before coming here? I do not need you smelling like sex”
“Spider!” You blush, smacking his harm, Spider laughs.
(I’m sorry again for my absence. I do feel guilty on leaving like that. I feel like this is more like a filler, if you know what I mean. I promise the next chapter would be better I promise. Also please comment and let me know. You guys know I love to hear what you think☺️❤️)
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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Okay I have decided I will post Chapter 13, it might be a filler but I hope you guys enjoy. Give me 5-10 minutes and I’ll post it.☺️❤️
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adoreeenina · 2 months
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🍓🍓 reblog to give some chocolate covered strawberries to your beloved mutuals 🍓🍓
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