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It’s a cycle really

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Can I just give up? Please I'm just so tired...

I tried so hard but it didn't work... I did my best but it wasn't enough. I'm sorry

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I feel like speaking up only made everything worse

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Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I thought I was fine.

I thought I could handle this but I can't.

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I can't explain how bad this hurts

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I feel so disconnected from everything

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𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩

𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭.

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i want to ruin everything so i can suffer terribly.

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Why didn't you notice? Why didn't you listen?

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people change so fast, yesterday they cared, today they don't.

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the next forehead kiss i get better be by a gun

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

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will i always be this angry?

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