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And at this we have reached the sad but inevitable conclusion. I’m not finishing that comic. My drafts are half finished and sit that way. My hyperfixation has waned. My life is being upended (finishing school and having to move out) and my focus has shifted. Hope the people who engaged with the stuff I made enjoyed it <3

We are but fleeting fireworks in the night sky, brilliant and short-lived. I’m glad I got to spend a little bit of my life hanging out in this fandom :)

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To the one anon who asked about it here it is, first panel <3

This is gonna be an 8 part short comic featuring you and Ted

Part 1 of 8

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TED TIME

Ted imagines stuff with gn reader because he is eating my brain like worms and I don’t have my tablet to make more art right this second

Some mature content ahead aka implied nsfw nothing too gross just a little bit of spice that’s all

DNI if under 18 thx

Oh Ted. He is SO insecure. His lifestyle of luxury left him with some knowledge of the arts and history, but what does any of that matter now? He is having a full existential crisis every second, thinking about how he could have lived his life better and what his foolishness has made him now. He has no real skills. He’s so hesitant to accept help or kind words from you. Every little good thing you do only makes him feel all the more inferior.

You’re the first and only of the group to convince him that you aren’t working against him. You always share what little food you manage to get your hands on, try to initiate and hold conversations - nothing that you didn’t also do with the others - but to Ted, the fact that you weren’t treating him differently or lesser? Even though he would rant about everyone hating him? It surprised him. He’d expected you to pull away from him, but in fact it drew you closer. You start paying a lot more attention to him and his smug little ass eats it right up. Other aspects of you command his respect, and he considers you not just another nobody trapped here with him, but a friend. Maybe more.

Eventually what you have together builds up and it’s starting to show. Whenever AM loses interest after putting y’all through hell (e.g. situations like the windstorm), you’re the first thing he thinks of. He calls for you and you alone, and when he finds you he’s overwhelmed by his emotions. He didn’t know that here, in this demented place at the end of time, he could actually feel love. He’s worried that one day, on one of these journeys, you’ll be separated, and AM is going to take you away from him forever. Anyways he’s a little fucking crybaby about you.

Remember that insecurity? Well, you’re going to have to fight it constantly with Ted, reassuring him nonstop that you love him and you mean it.

Ted is a cuddle man through and through. He loves to hold you and NO position or environment is too uncomfortable for him. Ice caves? Damp forest floor? Rocky terrain? If y’all ever stop for a quick rest (provided AM doesn’t do something dastardly to you) he is content to be your mattress. And he’s so soft and comfy and warm…

What a TOUCHER by the way. Hand resting on the small of your back, arm wrapped around your waist, fingertips trailing along your neck - if there are less than 8 inches of space between you, he’s gotta put his hands somewhere on your body. It’s usually comforting and sweet but sometimes it feels like he’s TRYING to fluster you and rile you up. It really is just absent-minded behavior.

Speaking of being unable to keep his hands to himself, he is one CLINGY MFer in general. He only walks next to you, converses with you the most openly, and is so needy about physical affection. Literally just pet his head and face like you would a cat and he’s purring like one. He is, as established, very handsy and sometimes cuddling can turn a little ✨ spicy ✨.

Super gentle lover btw. The old him would have just focused on his own pleasure, but with you things are different. He’s very big into foreplay and enjoys kissing you all over, leaving some light marks on your neck and collarbone. Aftercare is something he learns while with you. Cuddling with you after seems to keep you a lot happier and he enjoys it anyways, so why not?

AM only really lets your close relationship fly because he thinks it plays into your respective character flaws. That and he likes ripping you away from each other over and over again. Basically your relationship with Ted becomes to focal point of your collective torment. Yikes.

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hello!! I saw ur post about ur ihnmaims comic, and I just wanted to know, could we get a little peak of what you have done of it? ^_^

Hello dearest give me like 2 days on that at least cause I’m currently away from my tablet and I still have to finish the first panel ;v;

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this is in the top ten tweets of all time if you even care

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HEY WAIT YOU'RE THE GUY THAT MADE THE MR. PUZZLES TIKTOK I COMMENTED ON!!!! Hi I was the one that didn't and still doesn't know SMG4 and yet still adores the TV head guy who still has me in a death grip <3333 your art is so tasty I love how you write AM <3333

THAT'S MEEEEE HAEAHEH THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I'm glad you think so!! <333

Here have a lil doodle, as a treat! Just for you!! Just one thing though-

You mind telling me uhh

Who loves ya, baby?

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im gonna hate coloring this in, aren't i

bet $0 ima delete the whole file once im done <333

edit1: finished ver is in reblogs if u were wondering (chances of that is little to none but ok)

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panopticon

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what if. instead of allied mastercomputer. it was

allied freaky computer

reference ⬇️⬇️⬇️

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what do slugs dream about?

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I love my husband. Jesus christ

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Leaking my AM design he was never meant for the public eye.

(loong post)

he deserves NO limbs you can be a giant pile of scrap metal fuck you

also some development sketches ^^

he’s very just like. a scribble. I also have an alternate design where he’s generally a bit more humanoid in shape plus he has arms and stuff; I doubt i’ll ever do anything else with that it was mostly just for the fun of playing with the design.

i hate you allied freakycomputer.

+Bonus survivors you can tell I draw Ted the most and i hate it.

Also, sorry about the lack of posts. was hospitalized

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GUESS WHOS FINALLY FINISHED

AM!!!! hes up on my artfight now :D !! I'll include the version with just flats below.

the freak he's finally real and digital!!!

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heard the audio frm smiliing friends and immediately thoughtof them

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i have been wanting to redo my old am design for a while now, so here it isss

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Please please please someone talk to me about Ted I’m frothing at the mouth and my hands r cramping

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im so glad my last post got so much hype. thank you all :} here is another to maul between your teeth.