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i'm crying. my titty is too small for me to hold, and i'm crying.

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something i didn't know until i started taking anxiety medication:

being sober feels good.

i loved drinking because being just drunk enough feels so good. but after starting medication, i realised being sober feels just as good. it wasn't about being drunk, it was about being relaxed

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[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

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Humans are born wanderers. Don't tell me you don't wanna veer sharp left off this trail and get lost for 30 days. I fucking know you do, deep down. You love it.

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gaerfdlield and pukichruo

Me and my (sexual) lover

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The average person doesn't know many chords. Guitar georg, who knows all the chords, is an outlier and should not have been counted.

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unbelievable that i am putting on a short skirt, tight shirt, sparkles on my eyes, my nicest lipstick, and two types of leave-in products in my hair, after a 3 step everything shower, and dousing myself in perfume just so that a non-tall, objectively unattractive, 4-in-1-shampoo using, rude, balding man will look at me

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cd has a hole. record has a hole. casette has 2 holes. streaming? zero holes. i think i’ve made my point

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i hate that my mental illness requires me to be shameless while simultaneously injecting me with shame for every simple, even most normal thing i do.

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I know I never thought I would make it to 20 but boy am I looking forward to 30. and 40. and 50. and 75. growing old is exciting and it's a gift

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well if its for fucked up and horny reasons, then i guess its okay...

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do it scared do it weird do it alone. holy trinity

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Ths bishop’s twitter post

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^this

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do you ever shut up? i dont think i've gone a day on this site without seeing some relic of your splattering of thoughts.

if tumblr were a bathtub it would be 99% filled with my piss

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he's not my love interest, he's my fucking classmate