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Almost fucking 40
Every single year of my life i enjoy celebrating my birthday... this year is the very fucking first one that i am simply HATING IT!
My birthday is on September 22nd, and i am already planning what i am going to do. And this is being so stressful that i am almost quitting this year celebrations. My family (meaning: mom, godmother, cousing) are against doing what i had planned at first time; my brother and my two-sisters-in-law are neutral, and my husband is the one who almost imposed me to celebrate in an ‘all-you-can-eat’ place that we love.
Problem: my husband begin the sarcasm mauling ON ME!!!!! I will not explain in details what is happening, but since anyone is asking what i want to do in the first place i began to hate my birthday this year.
Honestly, i’m at a brink of call it all off and send everyone to hell (in my mind), lock myself in my bedroom with lots of junk food, air conditioning turned on, Netflix on the TV - ALL-FUCKING-ALONE!
It is my birthday, but everyone have plans for it... none of them are mine.
FUCK!
Sorry about that, guys and girlz, but i just had to vent it all out.
xoxo
Alex.
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Another FUCKING MONDAY!
I hate mondays...
BUT... i finally ended the main storyline of THE WITCHER 3: WILD HUNT. I love the final i made for the characters... now i am playing the first DLC: HEART OF STONE (too many dialogs, but it is a fun story, and for the sake of spoiler free philosophy, only one thing i hated the most on this DLC, but i can’t say what it is.)
My hubby is playing Uncharted: The Nathan Drake Collection, and he is loving it. I already played 1 through 4, and it was AWESOME! Especially the last one.
xoxo
Alex.
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Games... oh Gods of Games...
Great news!
Saint Seiya Online will come to Brazil (YAY!!!) I need that!
A new game comes to PS4: Biomutant... it looks amazing
I am still in love with The Witcher 3 (and i didn’t played the DLCs yet... still on level 22)
Uncharted: Nathan Drake Collection is amazing! And of course the 4th game is perfect
Final Fantasy XV is way better than i expected, but i miss the ATB and turn based battles.
Looking forward to play Final Fantasy XII: Zodiac Age and - of course - Final Fantasy VII Remake
Still waiting for Death Stranding, Detroit: Become Human, Vampyr
Another game i am looking forward to play is The Evil Within and the sequel.
Still building courage to play Outlast 1, Whistleblower and 2, and Resident Evil 7
I miss playing World of Warcraft and i am deadly courious to play Final Fantasy XIV
I am pissed at UNRAVEL... the puzzles and controller responses are ANNOYING
xoxo
Alex.
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Let the Astral Hell begin!
Yup...
It’s official. 30 days to my birthday, the astral hell period begin...
The Gods as sadists...
Can i sleep deeply, profoundly, unavoidingly, unawakable and totally unaware until September 22nd?
xoxo
Alex.
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♪ Trance ♫ DNA ♪
Hello!
Talking about more pleasant subjects now... i just love EDM (for those who don’t know what EDM stands for, here it is: Electronic Dance Music). Actually i love music, period. But EDM is my favorite by far, especially TRANCE.
Like i said on the very first post on this blog, i wish i could turn myself into a music producer and DJ like (i know this is pretentious, but i can dream, right?) Armin Van Buuren (The Trance God), Martin Garrix, Axwell /\ Ingrosso, and many others.
For some time i used an amateur music software back in the 90′s called Dance eJay, Trance eJay... i did some tracks, but just for fun, of course. These music softwares vanished from the market and i had to stop using them. I tried to use Studio One for a few times, but i find it confusing (of course, it is a professional sound software so, deal with it jackass)...
But doing music would be a dream coming true for me, even now... near my 40′s... i listen to Trance every-fucking-day! At work, at the bus, in the shower, at home, playing games... it is rare a day that i don’t list to some music, and especially electronic.
So, i shared with you one of my wildest dreams, maybe i grow some balls and began to study it seriously and do some stuff... who knows?
xoxo
Alex.
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Round 1.000.000 - FIGHT!... (2 seconds later) You lose!
Hi there!
Why every-fucking-time my husband and i have a fight i ended up giving up and accept that i was damn wrong? EVEN WHEN I AM RIGHT!
I am such a pussy. Damn... this is so upsetting.
Well, my moto is: “i give a cattle not to get into a fight.” And yes, i really do. I have fighting. I didn’t get into a relationship to fight, to have problems... i want peace and love, life is already a bitch to turn a marriage into another.
Anyway, the feeling i have afterwards a fight is devastating: devastating because i didn’t want to argue to begin with; because i hate it; because i love him so fucking much and i want to be happy and to make him happy all the time; because when i give up, i feel like i am a fucking coward who can’t sustain his own point of view, his own beliefs (i am a lousy presser under pressure)...
And lately we don’t do a reconciliation fuck... LOL... it should be funny, but it’s not, believe me. It’s revolting. There’s no fucking reward after the sacrifice i made. BUMMER!
Whatever... i guess there’s no point in complaining, i am this way since forever, so i might as well accept that and stop bragging about it.
See y’all later.
xoxo
Alex.
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Here i am... again and again... and again
Hello there!
For countless times i tried to make a blog that tells the things i am feeling and some of them were in portuguese, others in english... now i am here again... and in english.
Let me introduce myself. I am Alex. In this very moment i have 39 yo, Virgo sign (so my birthday is near, yay!), i am a amateur writer, music lover and producer wannabe, PS4/PC/Nintendo/Android gamer, blogger, vlogger, HSE. Married with a guy for almost 16 years... and father of four 4 legged little brats (2 cocker spaniels and 2 stray little cats).
You will know me better if i keep writing here. So, fear not.
The main reason i am writing this is that i want to vent things that is bothering me and even celebrate some of my victories in the future.
2017 is being a bitch with me. The worst thing that happened to me so far was the loss of my dear dad - it still hurts like hell, but that’s how life is, i have to accept that - and... i gave up moving to Canada and leave this fucking country behind for good.
Don’t get me wrong, i love Brazil... but the land called Brazil... any other aspect of this shithole i simply hate with all my gut. I hate the people, i hate the polititians and their politics, i hate the religious fanatism that is growing by the second, i hate my work and... well, you got the picture already.
About my marriage. I am a gay guy since forever, and when i found my significat other (well, actually i was found by him on the internet), we met and began to date since then. We know each other for almost 16 years (i said that before) and in a way i am completely happy and feel complete. But as in all relatioships it have its turn downs, and these things bothers me so fucking much...
I must confess that i thought about split up a few times during all this relationship period. My husband is not an easy person to deal with, but he is a caring, loving, smart, keen, funny man to be with. Nevertheless, sometimes i wish i could be by myself and forget that i am married. I guess everyone have this dilemma sometimes.
Anyway. this is just the first thing i have to say... i will tell you more in the upcoming days, ok?
xoxo
Alex.
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