amariaaa

[amariaaa]

hello everything is fine? Are you accepting orders?

Everything’s great! And yes I am!

[amariaaa]

it didn't hurt, right?

bakugo katsuki x reader

type: angst

warnings: cheating (on reader), smoking, f!reader

a/n: hi it's been a while, got writer's block but then something bad happened to me which always makes the writing juices flow, also i didn't proofread, i will never proofread

word count: 2k

The strike of a lighter lit in front of your face, you weren't one to smoke, in fact, you had never smoked a cigarette before. After all that had happened to you today though, you thought you needed a vice. You needed something, anything, too dull, to numb, to take your mind off what had happened. What you had heard, and now this dull ache refusing to leave your chest. You let the flame go out.

Leaning against the cold brick wall in the dark, in the alleyway of the convince store where you had just bought a pack of Marlboro's, the pretty sad girls always seemed to smoke those, and a matching red lighter. You huddled into yourself, hands stuffed in your jacket pockets, fist clamped around the box you had just bought. Your chilled body illuminated slightly by the neon lights of the city that spilled into your hiding place, you shakily take out the box, struggling for a second on how to open it before, with shaky hands, successfully ripping into it. You tapped out a single thin white stick and brought it to your lips, before restriking the lighter and bringing it to the tip. 

You inhaled deeply, and paused before you began coughing, it felt as if you were going to cough your lungs right out of your body with how hard they were wracking your entire being. You bent over, hands on your knees as your whole body shook with the motions of your coughs, the cigarette, forgotten and extinguished on the ground by your feet, while this was a miserable feeling, you thought to yourself, it did replace that horrible knot of anxiety in your stomach for a few moments. Maybe it was worth it. 

You thought back to what had caused this rash change in behavior for you, it wasn’t too long ago, just a few weeks, maybe even a handful of minutes if you didn’t count the foreboding feeling leading up to it. 

You had been dating your boyfriend, Pro Hero Bakugo Katsuki for 2 years now, but had known him since the days that he was an upper classman for you at UA high, you in the support class a year under him, got semi acquainted with him as he frequently was breaking his equipment. After he graduated you both lost touch but when you graduated and found a job as a hero equipment repair apprentice at the same agency he was working at, the two of you began to interact once more. 

You had had a crush on him since your schooling days, your girl friends always calling you crazy for liking such an abrasive boy, but you liked his candor, and his mental fortitude. The two of you found your quick wit in common and you could sympathize with him in a way that it seemed that a lot of people could not, which you didn’t fully understand but you didn’t let it get to you.

He asked you out 2 years after you had started working at the pro hero agency, he had brought a bouquet of your favorite flowers, you were surprised he had known them, but you happily said yes with years in your eyes. Your girlhood crush had been realized; how many people can say that. 

You asked him later what made him ask you out, what he liked about you. He told you he liked your sweetness, your kind eyes, and maybe it was a red flag that he didn't mention how brave you were, or your quick hands, or your impressive talents. But maybe not, it’s hard to tell at this point. 

He was sweet for a while, attentive, present, though it did drop off eventually, maybe after a year, maybe a bit sooner. You could shrug that off though, he was a pro hero, he was busy protecting the city and the entirety of Japan.

The two of you moved in together on your one-year anniversary, you thought it was so sweet when he presented you with the key to his apartment in a little box with a bow. Though was that just lazy behavior? Did he do that because he didn’t know what else to do or didn’t care to do anything else? You were questioning everything about the of your relationship at this point. 

You hadn’t brought much from your apartment, just a couple boxes of stuff besides clothes, since his place was already furnished with things much nicer than yours. You didn’t think you would be needing any of your old furniture again, no point in paying for storage for things you don’t need, so you sold it off for a little bit of money to put into your savings, you secretly had the thought of ‘wedding’ when saving the money. 

You chuckle bitterly in the alleyway you’ve been reminiscing in, “stupid” you murmur to yourself.

It was definitely dumb of you to sell almost all your belongings when moving in with your first serious boyfriend, but you were young and dumb and in love. 

You were happy cooking lunches for the both of you, and then making breakfast, before going to work an 8-hour shift, often having to put in overtime due to unexpected or urgent repairs needing to be done, and then coming home, cleaning your shared living spaces, and starting on dinner before he came home. It became a routine, and you didn’t mind, he worked hard, and you loved him, so putting in some extra effort didn’t hurt, right?

You loved him. He loved you. It didn't hurt, right?

He had been acting a little more distant than usual in the last few weeks, you had tried talking to him, getting him to open up, letting him know you were there for him, giving him his space, but no matter what you did, nothing seemed to work, he just seemed to be getting further and further away from you, coming home later, pushing his dinner around his plate but not eating, and even when the two of you slept in the same bed, side by side, it was as if you were worlds apart. You had no idea what was going on, you equated it to his job, it was hard, he had to watch people get hurt, he had to watch people die, he had to bear the guilt of not being able to save those claimed by death. You felt helpless sitting there watching him drift away but you tried everything, there was nothing left for you to do.

He came home earlier than his new normal that day, the sun was still in the sky, albeit, setting, the orange fingers of light stretching out through the clouds as if grasping onto the day, not wanting to leave the bliss of unknowing. 

“Oh, hi honey!” you greeted him as you heard the door unlock and swing open, “you’re home earlier than you’ve been, so I don’t have dinner ready quite yet,”. 

You continued to happily babble as he took off his shoes by the entrance and closed the door behind him before making his way to the kitchen where you stood and took a seat at the dining table. He ran a hand through his hair, tousling the spikes slightly, in a way he did when he was anxious, but you didn’t see the movement as you had you back turned, happily stirring away at a pot on the stove.

“We need to talk.” He stated. 

You felt your stomach drop in anxiety, you didn’t like his tone of voice, it was curt, it was clipped, it was cold. It was unfamiliar. 

“O-” your voice caught in your throat, “Okay Hun, well dinners almost ready so, like 10 more minutes and we can talk over it okay? Thats fine, right?” you asked, more trying to reassure yourself than anything else. 

“Y/n,” again, the unfamiliar tone, “turn off the stone, that can wait, we need to talk now.”

You slowly released the iron grasp you didn’t know you had on the wooden spoon you held in your hand, a sizable lump growing in your throat, before you inhaled through your nose and acknowledged him.

“Okay, Katsuki.” you turned the burner off, and whipped your palms quickly down your jeans once, steeling yourself before you turned to face him, sitting at the table, which suddenly looked alien to you. 

You walked stiffly towards the chair you always sat in, opposite him, and looked at his face, there was an indescribable expression on it, but it was stern, and chilly. His lips were pressed into a hard line, and his eyes had a storm of emotion in them, determination, but behind that, maybe, guilt. 

You pulled the chair out and sat, dread already filling your stomach as your mind filled with 1,000 ideas as to what he had to say, though nothing could have prepared you for the words that were about to leave his mouth.

“I found someone else.”

Time slowed for you.

He continued, “and I think I love her, more than I love you, I think more than I could ever love you.”, every second felt agonizing as you processed what he had just told you, someone else? You had a million questions, and they all started falling out of your mouth, tumbling and choking you along with your tears. 

“Why? Who? For how long? When did this start? Where did you meet her? What do you mean? Can’t I do anything to fix this? Why are yo-,” You were stuttering and stumbling over your words before he held up a hand to stop your onslaught of questions.

“I can’t say why, I didn’t do it to hurt you, I still care about you, I do still love you, I just,” he paused and put his head in his hands, sighing, “I love her more.”

“I can’t tell you wh-” you stood up, the sound of your chair scrapping against the wooden floor cutting him off. Fat, hot tears ran down your cheeks and you walked past him and towards the front door. 

He stood up as you passed, the sharp sound of his chair on the floor abrasive in your ears, and you flinched, squinting your eyes closed.

He grabbed your arm tightly, perhaps he didn’t know his own strength, but the force was bruising. You tried once to shake him off, but he didn’t let go. “Y/n, sit back down and listen to me,” he tried to command you.

You tried again to shrug him off, and when he again refused to release you from his grasp, your voice, raspy and harsher, and in a tone, he had never heard escape from your lips, confronted him. 

“Let me go Bakugo.”

His hand loosened and you were able to finally shrug your bicep out of his fisted hand.

He stood there silently watching as you made your way to the front door, shoving your feet into the first pair of shoes you saw and grabbing a jacket, before opening the door and heading out, slamming it behind you. 

That is how you had found yourself, now sitting on the ground in the alleyway on the side of a convenience store, knees to your eyes as you shook silently with sobs.

You lowered your knees and again reached into your jacket pocket, pulling out the little box and lighter, deciding to try again. You brought the cigarette back up to your shaky lips and repeated the steps, click of the lighter, bring the flame in close, let the flame die, inhale. Ignore the burn in your chest, exhale.

It didn’t hurt, right?

[amariaaa]

Okay so I need help finding a story that was on wattpad omg. The story was about the adult my hero academia boys and their pregnant wives. I remember for sure bakugou, todoroki, and kirishima. In the story a distinct detail I remember is kirishima and his wife had twins and one died. PLEASE HELP ME FIND THE NAME.

Another thing that I remember is todoroki wife had a gem or diamond quirk and bakugou wife was quirkless.

[amariaaa]

My writing list is now open. Request anything!!(that goes with my rules)

[amariaaa]

Thank you @swimmingfreakcloudwagon-blog and everyone who got me to 250 reblogs!

Could you do pregnancy headcanons for meliodas from Severn deadly sins and natsu and gray from fairytail

❄️Summary: Pregnancy Head-canons

🐉 Characters: Meliodas, Natsu Dragneel, and gray fullbuster

☄️Warnings: very suggestive but mostly fluff.

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MELIODAS:

Meliodas is the extra protective type

Always watching you closely

Being more touchy than usual

Happily gropes you because your boobs are bigger than normally

Soft kisses on your baby bump as he talks to his child

Doesn’t let you work in the tavern and insists you be on bed rest

Says “anything is a risk and he doesn’t want to take chances.”

Making Merlin put you in a perfect cube so you can’t help when they’re fighting

Forcing ban to be your personal chef because he knows his food deadly

Late night walks in your last trimester to help speed you into labor

Once you go into labor he’s actually very calm and supportive

Passes out once he sees the baby is crowning (crowning means the head is coming out).

Once he sees his daughter or son he instantly wears his heart on his sleeve

You have to literally pry your child from his hands to hold them

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Natsu:

Why would you let him get you pregnant?? Now you’re on house arrest at his house watching him turn into a maniac

He makes happy watch swaddling videos

Stops wrecking towns so he can afford to buy baby clothes, food, and wipes.

Forces Mira and Wendy to be with you 24/7 in case of any emergency

Let’s you use him as a heating pad

Literally SO touchy and points out every chance he gets that your boobs and ass are growing.

When you go on job requests he’s your human shield

Worshipped you for weeks after accidentally watching a birthing video

You both argeeing to name your child after igneel (it’s not a choice🙂)

Teaches your child his fire magic.

Brags to gray how he started a family first

The whole guild being supportive and scared about having a mini natsu

Tells the baby about his father as bedtime stories

Will want more kids!

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Gray:

Panics everytime you even move

Acts as if he isn’t nervous

On the inside he’s shitting himself

Packs your hospital bag the same day you told his you were pregnant

Didn’t tell anyone. The guild found out because he accidentally slipped up

“Have you still been having morning sickness?”

^ the guild legit fainted.

Made you move in with him

The whole guild decorated the nursery and on edge

Everyone avoiding you because your emotions are explosive

You crying because they’re avoiding you and yelling at them to leave when they come to check on you

Watches videos about burping and holding babies while you’re sleeping

Vowing to protect his family so his child wouldn’t have a life like him

Runs out the house without you when you told him you were in labor

Let’s you crush his hand while delivering your child.

Him and natsu putting their differences aside so their kids could be friends

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[amariaaa]

WHAT ARE YOU BUYING AT MARI'S SHOP? what's new? I'll show you

Wanting a break from his tiring job as being a god of life or death. Gojo blends into the human realm only to find a girl that wants to slaughter him. To have a little fun to take away from his boredom his decides to help her on her quest to find him. Only for new feelings to arise.

Warnings: {enemies to lovers} {eventual smut} {Parallel Universe} {Angst} {God Gojo} {Toji x Reader} {Gojo x Reader} {Blood mentioned} {Gore} {Pregnancy} {Reincarnation} {Major Character Death} {Readers Death} {Cheating}

Life

Death

Anguish

Acceptance

Peace

Calm

Coming soon

taglist darling?

[amariaaa]

Random thoughts

Ex-husband gojo who actually divorced you because he was too busy

Ex-husband gojo who insists on coming in your house after dropping off the kids

Ex-husband gojo who insist on still kissing "so the kids know we are still a loving family"

Ex-husband gojo who still comes by your new house as if he lives there

Ex-husband gojo who still have family nights with the kids every other friday and insist you stay because it's family bonding

Ex-husband gojo who shows up unannounced to your job with roses, 2 times a month

Ex-husband gojo who got you pregnant a month after the divorce

Ex-husband gojo who fucks you every weekend the kids are gone because "He still loves you and it's his pussy"

Ex-husband gojo who terrorizes every man who you show interest in

Ex-husband gojo who groans in his pillow jerking off to a picture of you on both of your wedding nights

Ex-husband gojo who calls you and makes you play with your pussy on facetime when he's horny

My thought is literally Ex-husband gojo

[amariaaa]

HI I JUST POPPED IN AN ASK I MENTIONED I WAS A SAG SUN AND PISCES MOON AND RISING I FORGOT THE FANDOM THO!

could it please be from the bnha fandom? thank you!

I scrolled up and saw this so i'm going to redo it.

i'm matching you with mina.

You both are very independent and imaginative. What would draw her to you is your love for writing and she loves the creativity you put into it. You and Mina would be the adventure type of couple who'd love to travel. She'd most likely be the one to drag you along and whenever she'd go on meetings.

During your relationship you'd be the more dominant one in the relationship. She'd take more of the subtle and motherly type when it comes to you. Whenever you'd overthink and procrastinate, she'd be there to help you get on track quicker than usually.

Just like you Mina is strong willed and blunt. I can see that being a pro and a con. If you were to argue it'll take a while before it could be solved. While you both being blunt would cause for a very open and honest relationship.

Her favorite attribute about you would be your overprotectiveness. She would also love how secure and proud you are in your sexuality and would often boast with you as a bonding moment.

You would be one of her biggest inspirations and motivations. I can see you writing about her and her acknowledging you publicly for being there for her.

overall Mina Ashido is your matchup!

[amariaaa]

hi hi! hope you're still open for match up :) Thanks in advance ! [fandom is Jujutsu Kaisen]

Name : amaya

Personality traits: often known as quiet girl, i like to observe ppl, reading and listen to music. I'm very much introvert, socialising make me exhausted but with ppl i'm close with i basically able to open up and talk a lot to them.

I'm a straightforward person and don't really sugarcoat things unless it's necessary. I don't know how to handle my emotions really well cause i keep bottled up just so i don't hurt other ppl. I forgive but don't forget. I rather ppl tell me the truth rather than lies, doesn't matter if it'll hurt me. Sooner or later i might find out so it's better to tell me the truth.

Sexuality: i'm straight

Gender: female (afab)

Pronouns: she/her

Zodiac sign: Gemini ( i don't really believe in zodiac tho)

Favorite color: black, blue, light green

Personality type: i'm either infj, intp or infp ( haven't finish studying those things yet but i'm more to infj)

Your type: i'm attracted to men that are confident, open-minded, fashionable and good listener.

Any special things you wanted to include that don't follow the other formats: My love language is physical touch. I love hugs and head pats. I love to sleep ❤️

Your exclusions: mahito🤡

I think you pair greatly with megumi

He's the type to understand when you would need time to yourself and not be around alot of people because he's the type himself. He'd also love the fac that your more on the quiet side because of his laid-back personality. You both are the type to not sugarcoat anything you have to say unless it's absolutely necessary, and i believe that's what would draw him to you.

He'd also be your go to person to help you understand and unravel your emotions because he knows how it feels to keep them in. You'd be able to help him learn to forgive because that's obviously not his strong suit understandably.

He'd also be someone who's 100% honest with you in every form and fashion which would lead to a healthy and happy relationship. You're the type to wanna be and give hugs and he's going to accept them, because it makes him and you happy.

I also feel as though an event or tradition type of thing you both would do together is late night cuddles whereas y'all are dozing off you express your emotions about everything going good or bad in your lives.

I match you up with megumi!

[amariaaa]

Can I get a match up please?

name/emoji/ or keep anonymous: you can call me Kyoko.

personality traits: I'm a passionate person, and I'm very considerate. I can be hot-headed some times, and I can be timid and quiet other times. I'm observant and witty, but I can be withdrawn sometimes.

personality type: Infjt as well as my sun sign is Aries, moon is Cancer and my rising is Sagittarius.

Which Fandom: Dragon Ball

your sexuality: bisexual

Gender: female

Your exclusions: hmm maybe just not Roshi 😂

Your matchup is Vegeta

You would be the opposites attract kind of relationship. He's almost the complete opposite of you which is why you both would even each other out. You being the compassionate person you are would he him get through his competitive nature and overcome any of his loses.

You'd also be the shoulder he'd cry on if necessary. He'd never show any emotions towards you in public, but he'd be the overbearing protective type to you.

Your observation skills are most likely what attracted him to you. He, himself wouldn't try to purposely make you angry, but he'd be the type to find it attractive when you're angry.

He'd understand that sometimes you need time alone and will give it to you anytime you'd ask, of course not without a snide remark though.

"what kind of woman doesn't want to spend time with someone as great as THE prince vegeta"

and i feel as though at that very moment your response would be "me, bye"

overall i think you match best with vegeta.

[amariaaa]

hi !! can i have a male jjk matchup?

emoji: 😋

personality traits : I’m introverted and can be kinda quiet around people i don’t really know, but i warm up to people pretty quickly! when i’m comfortable around others im pretty sarcastic and like messing/ teasing them (lmaoo). i don’t really take things too seriously unless i need to. My sense of humor is slightly dark/dry and silly. i’m lazy so most of the time unless it involves hanging out with friends or going out (like shopping), i’d rather stay in. i also have a low attention span so i can’t really sit and do something for long 😭. i love talking about mutual interests and doing hobbies and things together; for an example maybe try baking with each other or painting! i’m not the most openly affectionate person so i like doing things like helping them with chores or buying them small things that remind me of them

personality type: intp

exclusions: none

thank you have a good night/day !!

I pair you with yuuji

Your and yuuji personalities go hand in hand. He'd love doing your activities with you and help keep you busy, so you won't have to sit still for long.

Both of your warm personalities would help you both expand mentally and interactively. Like him slowly, but surely aiding you to be more affectionate. While you aid him in being more open and active.

You would easily become friends with all of his friends, and that's what he'd love most about you. Your comforting and welcoming vibes is what really sealed him love for you in.

He'd also be understanding of your sense of humor whether he gets it or not, he'd just laugh because you said it. Literally loves when you tease him, and actually openly encourages it, which i feel would make you kind of awkward at that moment.

The biggest challenge you would have together would probably be solving arguments. You don't take it seriously enough and i think he would take it overly seriously, and it wouldn't really be dealt with for a while.

Overall i think Yuuji Itadori is your best match

[amariaaa]

hiii if youre still accepting match-up requests, could i get one for the bnha boys?

in terms of traits people have told me im very charismatic and funny. I'm a pretty loud person as well. I tend to be a bit bossy at times without realizing because I sometimes get caught up in my own ideas/concepts. I've also been called a 'complainer' on more than one occasion (though, i always thought it more of being honest & speaking my mind)

for more personality type stuff im an enfp 7w8 & a taurus if thats any help lmao

for you I choose Bakugou, Katsuki.

Bakugou matching your personality and energy to the T. He would also be the most understanding and not call you speaking your mind as complaining.

He would also uplift your ideas and concepts while also creating more with you during the relationship. He's also seeming like the type to actually like you bossing him around, but he'll never openly admit that.

He has an alpha personality and wouldn't let just anybody talk to him as his equal.

During your relationship he'd actually never acknowledge the fact that your loud or rather he'd be used to your tone. You'd be someone he's jealous about often.

you're charismatic and funny and what guy wouldn't want someone like you. You wouldn't have to assure him of anything because he trusts you and be quick to get over it.

Overall, in the -relationship you'd complement each other greatly and would be able to find solace in each other.

You'd find yourself being the first person he actually fully opens up to as you progress together. you'd be his weakness as he's yours.

I match you with katsuki bakugou

[amariaaa]

you can call me mari

Gender: I'm a black female

personality traits: I'm very egoistical and have a hard time admitting when I'm wrong and I always find a way to be right. I'm not a girly girl but I am. I often spend a lot of time reading. I'm also a nice person whose often mistaken as problematic because I state my opinion whether someone likes it or not. I don't really like talking about people, but I'm intrigued by fights.

Sexuality:sort of kind of maybe I guess straight.

Pronouns:she/her

personality type: I'm a Mediator INFP-T and I'm a Scorpio your

Which Fandom:JJK

your exclusions:

Hi Mari,

From what I am reading I match you up with Sukuna.

I pair you with Sukuna because you give off brat vibes, and as a contrast Sukuna gives off brat tamer vibes. Sukuna is also the type of person you need in your life because he can humble you. I say this because you brought up how you don't know how to admit when your wrong and I feel like Sukuna would change that. I also see you humbling him because you would voice your opinions him, opposed to automatically submitting to his every word.

Sukuna is can be called sadistic. And based off of your personality I'm sensing the masochist trait in you. From this brat and masochist trait I can infer there is a degrade kink as well, and Sukuna can most defiantly degrade...😅

[amariaaa]

name/emoji/ or keep anonymous:

keep anonymous

personality traits:

love to laugh, arrogant, funny, insecure, non-comital, unconfrontational & delusional.

personality type:

For the most part I am fun to be around, I love to laugh and enjoy being around people. It's hard for me to stay on one topic and I tend to hop from activity to activity. I would say I am non-comital and unconfrontational. I am smart and know I am but I tend to downplay myself and doubt my abilities. In my friend group I am the youngest and act as the mediator.

I am insecure, but somehow arrogant. My toxic trait is thinking I can beat anybody up but has never laid my hands on anyone before. I also tend to think I'm better than everyone and I have no sense of humor.

Which Fandom:

inuyasha

your sexuality:

Straight

Gender:

female

your exclusions:

(I have none I am not familiar with the anime and I want to see who you will choose for me!!)

Miroku

In my opinion he's the best option for you. His playboy and flirty nature would pair well against your noncommittal side. you both have no sense of humor in the slightest. I feel as though the "relationship" that doesn't really exist would amount jealous from your end because of your insecurities.

At the same time nothing would be solved on your end because of your unconfrontational nature. He'd most likely be the one to come to you because even though he's the cause he'd do anything for someone he considers a friend.

He's often asked you to carry his child even though the curse placed on his hand is gone.

"y/n i still have a small percentage of dying, do me the honor of carrying my first born"

"no" is your simple response.

He often tries to peek on you and the other girls when you're bathing. and everytime you beat him to a pulp.

if you did decide to finally give the relationship a chance i full heartedly think he'd be the best boyfriend. he'd spend most of his time tending to your needs and protecting you. He'd give up his womanizing ways just to cater to you without a doubt.

"y/n don't go there by yourself, it could be dangerous"

you being the the scared person you are you try to go and run away the second it gets too heated.

overall, this is your best match.

[amariaaa]

So, I'm officially back and since I took a long break (forgot my password) away I'm going to do matchups so please send in a fandom and your personality, a description of yourself, and anyone you specifically would not want to be chosen in your matchup! Gonna start with the first 15 then expand it and so on.

examples below

Name/Emoji/ or keep anonymous:

Personality traits:

Sexuality:

Gender:

Pronouns:

Zodiac sign (not mandatory ofc):

Favorite color:

Personality type:

Your type:

Love language:

Any special things you wanted to include that don't follow the other formats:

Your exclusions:

Matchups are officially closed. all that are sent in currently are getting wrote.

[amariaaa]

Hey I just wanna ask do you write for all characters from the seven deadly sins or is there some characters you don’t write for in that fandom?

i write for all. i recently just started back on here because i legitimately forgot my password after i changed it. and i have alot to catch up on, on here.

[amariaaa]

Can I get a meliodas x zeldris x demon king x estrossa?

No. I literally said in my rules I don’t write for any form of incest. I’m not personally comfortable with it.