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Deanna looks at herself in the mirror. Drags her hand back and forth roughly through her freshly-cut hair, making cut pieces fly and fall like snow onto her shoulders and the bathroom counter.

Looks into Dad’s wet, sorrowful eyes when he runs calloused fingers over her head before he compliments her on her smart decision, tugging experimentally and seeing that he can barely get a grip. Ignores the anticipatory goosebumps and the sick feeling that slides down her spine to wait, heavy and slimy, in her guts.

Grits her teeth when Sammy comes to hug them bye before their hunt, and Dad’s fingers thread through silky, brown waves to cradle Sam’s head and kiss between her eyebrows. Watches and waits for those thick fingers to pull free, tugging one last time for good measure, like a ‘one to grow on’ birthday swat.

Thinks about convincing Sam to cut her hair, too.

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so pull me from that pedestal, i don't belong there.

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The generation gap between me and ppl of my own age

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) RPF, Actor RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Age Difference, Class Differences, Domestic, Imprisonment Series: Part 3 of the wild side Summary:

It’s been five months. Jeff paces in his cell, body thrumming with anxiety, worry, jealousy. It’s been five months, so Jensen must have had at least one heat and the thought of someone else touching him is almost as unbearable as the thought of Jensen suffering through it alone.

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Send this to all your favourite moots and pass the pumpkin round! KEEP THE PUMPKIN TRAIN GOING 🎃🖤🎃🖤🎃

❤️❤️❤️

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(this takes place during Stanford era) (deanjohn)

deans eyes shine in the light, wet and tired. So tired. John can see it, can see everything in those eyes, eyes that he had a part in making. Wet plaps of their lube-wet skin sound through the room. It's not like he wants this anymore. It's not like dean ever did. They just can't... Can't not. Sam's gone and dean and John are all that's left, two hollowed out souls against all of the evil in the world. They can't help but soak up a little evil themselves.

There's a faint smell of fake strawberry in the air, flavored lube on sale. It's underwhelming compared to the smell of sex and the stink of rot. They both know that it's coming from the room, but it does feel like this act- this disgusting travesty of a father and son is rotting them from the inside out.

Dean's crying now, always crying. John wants to yell at him dont you know i'd stop if you ever asked me to. Dean never asks and John never tells him. He just moves faster. They don't have anything without Sam, not their souls, not who they were. It's just empty. Empty rooms, empty hearts. Empty people, trying to fill themselves up in the worst way possible

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There's only one thing Senator Ackles is one hundred percent sure of, and that is that his husband will be there when he needs him.

written for @ficwip5k and also to get the scandal au out of my head. hopefully.

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There's only one thing Senator Ackles is one hundred percent sure of, and that is that his husband will be there when he needs him.

written for @ficwip5k and also to get the scandal au out of my head. hopefully.

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look at this. Is he on his tip toes

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performance issues and underrated tenderness

Summary: “Let’s just—like this—just for a while,” Sam cajoles, voice hushed and husky.

Written for @wincestwednesdays July 2024.

July 10 prompts: performance/underrated

My instant thought for this was "Dean has performance issues," but the underrated aspect found its way in, too.

Tag List: @fangirlxwritesx67 @amiwritesthings

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i know I'll never forget the way i always felt with you beside me and how you loved me then my name engraved on your heart

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Dean Winchester & Mary Winchester, past Dean Winchester/John Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Mary Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: season 12, Grief/Mourning, anger issues, Intergenerational Trauma, POV Second Person Summary:

It’s 2:03 and you’re wide awake. You stare at the ceiling of your room and try to think of something, anything, to take your mind off the last week. It must have been a mistake. Must have been.

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i know I'll never forget the way i always felt with you beside me and how you loved me then my name engraved on your heart

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i tried y'all

but unfortunately, this renewed foray back into spn fandom once again has not proven to be a super pleasant experience. the quite toxic and super-cliquey atmosphere that has taken over this little part of fandom is not something i want to take part in, for my own mental and emotional health. i only have so much extra energy to expend in addition to all rl things that require my attention and i refuse to spend it like this. it has been eleven days since i last touched one of my wips and i want to feel the freedom and joy of creating again without being exposed to unsolicited and uncalled for remarks that only dampen my mood and my drive to create.

i will polish up and post all the things i have already finished for dadfuckerfest today (sorry em, this is in no way related to you or this event <3) and then i am the fuck back out of here.

if you still want to follow me for rpf and personal stuff, hmu and i will share the url of my personal blog.

xoxo ami

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