an8thofsugar

[an8thofsugar]

“its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit”

I mutter to myself like a crazy person as I rock back and forth in a curled little ball.

guys take me out im gunna loose it

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about me!!

height: 5’7

cw: 135 lbs

lw: 120 lbs

gw: 118 lbs

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would love friends on here!! doesn’t matter if youre 4n4, mia, bed

dms open for anyone

open to a 4n4 coach

skinny is an art, your body is the canvas.

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is it just me or is it easier to not eat when i don’t worry about it so much. when i make it a point to myself to not eat it becomes all i think about which leads to me eating.

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LOCKING in.

No more “I’ll start tomorow”’s, no more “just one bite”’s, no more “cheat day”’s, NO MORE EXCUSES!

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this is horrible to admit but one of my biggest motivations to be skinny is that no one else in my family is, im the only one thats somewhat skinny and it makes me want to keep going because i cannot get fat

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𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️

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The difference between your body this week and next week is what you choose for the next 7 days.

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i wish i could just fast forever because i know ill binge the minute my fast is over. its exhausting to work so hard to fight your urges just for it to go all back on the scale.

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“i need to lock in.”

“this is my month.”

are you sure? because you’ve been saying that for the past year and nothings changed.

(this is directed at me)

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has to be

𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️

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realizing i was my skinniest when i had a girlfriend who was way skinnier than me and i was subconsciously competing with her to help me lose weight

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love is someone liking the parts of you that others try to change. that you try to change.

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i want my bones to be as visible as the stars in the night sky of mauna kea

i want to be a star

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hiding on tumblr so i dont go to the fridge

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how to not hate the man your mother left you for

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do lysine diet supplements do anything?