#wish i was thinner

[coffeeb4cals]

[junk0r3x14]

I want to be so thin that he cares about me again.

[emoevilboyblog]

feeeeeaaar me ੧| ⊗ ▾ ⊗ |⊃¤=(————-

[mikkiber]

Hi

[wintergirl777]

💀☠️🦴

[proanabby]

Im so sorry that im not active here .. i just gain some weight and dont feel good.. but i lose a lot of it. And i hope it will be better.. anyways I hope you all doing right !! Stay strong <33

[cr1estalz]

just got out of hospital for ana, my heart was completely fucked and so was my blood pressure. i recon i wont post anymore on this account, just as i want to start recovering. the hospital was so shit, i dont wanna go back. i’ll keep all these posts up for anyone who wants to look back at them xx

stay safe

[an8thofsugar]

my biggest goal is to make my morning skinny permanent

[1hate2myself3and4want5to6die]

I just fucking realized that how ugly i am. I don't find myself beautiful in any way. I wish i could have just been born to another family, then i maybe would be beautiful, thinner and everything else. I'm little bit jealous about the fact that my sister who is in her 30's is way more beautiful than me, she has blonde hair, brown eyes that look more like blue, she's tall, much thinner than me, while i have brown hair, hazel eyes, not as skinny as her, not as tall as her. It feels like she is perfect. Even my 3 older brothers look better than me. I'm just so fucking jealous because all my siblings are so beautiful and handsome in their own way while i'm so fucking ugly. I hate the way i look. Every time someone compliments me, it feels like they are lying. I'm not beautiful or cute, even though how much i want to be. I feel so fucking pathetic for crying because of a thing like this. I wish i would be my sister so i would be attractive. I look more like my almost 18 years old brother, we have kind of same facial features but i'm still the uglier version of him. I just know that i can't never get a partner because of how i look, usually boys want a pretty girl, who is skinny (not saying that all boys want that) and i don't know what girls want, but i know it's not me. I'll be alone my whole life. I feel so stupid for posting this here, because usually i tell my friend about these kind of things but she has started to ignore me or then i'm just overthinking. I don't know what to say... I'm sorry?

[coffeeb4cals]

Enjoy this shitty quality meme that i made 

[overit2319]

Using old pics of myself as thinspo, can’t believe my legs and arms were that skinny just the beginning of this year 😭 ruined myself these past few months fr

[i-am-so-done]

Just something I wanted to get out, u can scroll past this

I HATE MYSELF WHY AM I SO FAT WHY AM SO WIERD WHY DO I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO DO

stretch marks, cellulite, fat, ugly

textured skin, enclaves face, thick eyebrows growing after a week of being waxed

Gross, rude, awkward, emotional, loud

Insensitive, emotional, moody, angry

all the memories of embarrassment and humiliation keep running through my mind

do all my friends hate me?

did he never forgive me?

do they keep me as a joke?

are they lying to be nice when they say im ok?

I wish I could die

even when im happy, the memories come back to haunt me

the thoughts make me doubt myself

the anxiety of all of it

And I want to scream

let it all out

ugh

idk why I made this

I don’t want any pity or sympathy

I guess I

just want someone to see this

and maybe know they aren’t alone in feeling this way

[crwllrrrr]

#malnourishedmay

[wintergirl777]

that’s it. i’m done. no food. fr. i’m so so done.

[proanabby]

yes, I lost weight, but it's still not enough..

[cr1estalz]

haven't been on tumblr in like ages but i'm back >:)

anyways gonna fast today cause summer is coming up and i gotta look good for christmas parties and stuff and for my bday too <33