anangelswar

[anangelswar]

"It's better to scare off a mouse than become a badger" To me this quote is like telling someone that it's better to lose people around them then become the tormentor to them.

[anangelswar]

Another sneak peek to misfits of our own🤪

I looked at him with shock, disgust, and something that I didn't want to recognize. "WHAT!?" I screeched, my face bright red. "Shit, no, that came out wrong. I have a hard time sleeping alone and I wanted to sleep in the bed with you!" He corrected quickly, his face also slightly pink as he sat up. "So...?" He was twiddling his thumbs, looking up at me for only a few seconds at a time while he waited for my answer. "Fine." I grumbled, climbing back into my bed, getting closer to the wall this time and holding the blanket up. "Come on Neito." He smiled and took his shirt off, likely just for comfort but I still looked away, my face getting hot again. "Yes ma'am Hummingbird." He chirped, getting under the blanket with me and hugging my back to his chest, I wanted to say something but fought against it as I felt his grasp tighten on my hip bones, his body mostly relaxed.

I could feel each muscle lose tension the longer we lay the way we were positioned, his breathing evening out the longer the time drew out. He was asleep. He was asleep and holding me. The feeling of his breath on my neck and the way his arms held me made me feel safe in a way, like nothing could hurt me as long as I was in his arms. It was confusing me, I had never felt like this with him before today, I had never felt anything but fear he would pick me apart from the inside out. I hated the fact that he could probably do that and I'd let him, I'd let him tear me limb from limb and even in my pain I would let him do it over and over again.

I shook the thoughts from my mind and stared at his hands, his fingers squeezing my hips tightly, I thought about how he's acted in the past, being a complete dick and not caring if he hurt someone else's feelings or even doing so on purpose. But he had this carefulness when he talked to me, he minded his words, I knew because I had seen and heard first hand how bad the insults could be. He acted like he hated me in front of others yet here he was, asking to hold me so he could sleep, in turn for saving my life. I wasn't complaining, the warmth I felt at that moment was something I didn't think was going to feel from any man, his hands were firm but they weren't tight and my claustrophobia wasn't being a bitch for once in my life. I could feel the coolness of the wall radiating towards me, it was nice to know I wasn't going to overheat but it made me think, what's gonna happen tomorrow? I almost never wake up on time and Tsu always comes to my room in the morning when she knows I'll be awake to help me with the tie she swears she'll never do again, and then leave me to be late on my own.

She was an amazing friend despite what people would think of her for leaving me to be late on my own. I knew she valued her attendance and clean record, so it didn't bother me when she left, it was fine because I never really paid attention in class and sometimes didn't even attend. She was my saving grace on those days, making sure I'm not left high and dry by bringing me her notes to study so I don't fail. It makes me debate whether this was a good idea or not but at the same time I always repay those who help me and just switching up my morals is hard. I slowly reach over the sleeping boy, turning over just enough to see my phone, and clasp my fingers around the case,  pulling the device over to myself quickly and laying back down with my back against his chest once more.

I turn it on, the bright screen scarring my eyes before I hurriedly turned down the brightness so I could see. I watched as my fingers flew across the screen, finding Tsu's contact and typing out a message. 

Besties<3 >_<

1tru<3: Guys I swear we need to stop pulling shit that pisses off principal Nezu.                                      February 17th

I don't know, it's kinda fun to piss him off sometimes ;>:Me

February 17th

March 2nd

Hey Tsu, I'm getting up on my own tomorrow so don't come and get me, I can manage BP:Me

sent 11:36 PM

I turned off my phone and threw it to the end of my bed, my arm cramping in my bicep as I rotate it as best I can with my limited access to room in my own bed. texting while laying down had always fucked my arm up but it was worse than normal because I couldn't shake it off. I tightened and relaxed my muscles over again, making sure that I hadn't cramped my arm too bad, and laid down again, the feeling of his chest rising and falling against my back. I stared at the bland and blank wall, the cold radiating towards me sending a chill down my spine. I huffed and my lips buzzed as I stared at my blue-purple wall. "Stupid boy...why do you feel so familiar?"

This is farther back than the last one.

[anangelswar]

This is a general question.

Y'all...IS NOVA A GIRL OR A BOY NAME BECAUSE TO ME IT SOUNDS LIKE A BOY NAME ISTFG

[anangelswar]

"Even If It's Impossible, I Want To Escape With Everyone... I Don't Want All Of Us To Die. But There's No Option To Leave Them Behind."

Emma is lowkey and icon❤️❤️❤️🤪😝

[anangelswar]

"I don't know when the end came for Swiftpaw. I only remember him fighting like all of Lionclan, That's how I'll always remember him." Damn Brightheart, way to slay😊❤️❤️

[anangelswar]

Misfits of our own (Sneak peek bc it's not out on wattpad yet)

"I told you he was bad news!" Monoma yelled at me, my throat burning and my eyes stinging, such a familiar feeling. "I didn't know this would happen!" I exclaimed back, my hands shaking in the fists I held at my sides. "You were the one who didn't tell me why he was bad news!" I finished, my vision blurry, but I dared not blink. "I tried Colibri! I did!" He yelled, and at that moment I realized something, he didn't call me Hummingbird, he called me what he said the name of his childhood friend was. "What did you just call me...?" I asked, my voice unsettlingly calmer than before. "Hummingbird, what did you think I called you?" H was nervous, I knew by the way he softly flicked at the tip of each of his fingers.

"Stop lying to me!" I cried, the tears finally breaking free from the prison of my eyes. "You have lied to me for weeks! Always coming up with reasons to avoid me!" I shouted. He looked defeated, his eyebrows furrowed as he stared at me with remorse. "Hummingbird I didn't-" I cut him off, the words rolling off my tongue before I could think them through. "You didn't my ass! You have been purposefully avoiding me for weeks! We went from seeing each other every night to almost never!" The tears streamed down my face, my words becoming harder to pronounce the longer I continued my rant. "I feel like you don't care anymore, like the boy that had opened up to me was all just some sick joke for your own amusement." I muttered, hugging myself with my eyes glued to the floor.

(If you want more, just wait until it's finished, then I'll publish it all at once on wattpad, my user is simplebookgirl, I'll see you there!)

[anangelswar]

"I'm you're huckleberry" Idk but my dad told me about a guy who said that