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I’m very proud of myself.

We went to casino last night for Mother’s Day and ate there. I had like 2 bites of French onion soup, half a plain salad and a few bites of fries. Didn’t binge, didn’t eat over my cal limit. Woohoo!

Haven’t updated my weight in a little, but I’m 157 now, just a little bit more time and I’ll be a ‘normal’ weight. I lost over 50 pounds now and plan to lose roughly 50 more

I’ve been getting so many people tell me I lost weight and I look skinny now. Ik I’m not skinny yet because BMI don’t lie but I’m close to being ‘skinny’

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No cause explain why I lost 40 lbs and I’m still fat fml

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101 calorie dessert

4 tbsp Greek yogurt - 30

1/2 tbsp peanut butter - 40

Tsp of pure maple syrup - 20

10 half peanuts - 11

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Day 7 of 75 day medium challenge

Rules:

1. Diet, no cheat meals, no alcohol

2. Two 20 minute workouts everyday, no skipping

3. Drink a gallon of water everyday

4. Progress pics everyday

Day 5 one 20 min HIIT and one 20 minute yoga

Day 6 two 20 minute yoga

Day 7 one 20 min HIIT and one 20 minute yoga

Weigh in 170lbs

Calories under 500 cals

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Day 4 of the 75 medium challenge

I didn’t skip day 3 , I found out my aunt died on day 2 so I let myself process that day. Anyways I did 10 minutes of hiit and 30 minutes of yoga.

Today I did 20 minutes hiit and 25 minute yoga. I feel my energy starting to drain but I’m gonna keep going. I see a huge difference in my appearance already.

Weigh in :171lbs

Cals: 455 cals - tomato soup, toast, and chicken

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Day 2 of 75 medium

Rules:

1. Diet, no cheat meals, no alcohol

2. Two 20 minute workouts everyday, no skipping

3. Drink a gallon of water everyday

4. Progress pics everyday

I ended up doing a 20 minute HIIT workout and 20 minutes of yoga. I wanted to do more but I had just got yelled at by my bf and was super stressed out. The yoga helped until he yelled at me again, so I might do 20 more minutes of yoga later

I weighed in at 175 lbs today and I’ll be eating salmon and rice totalling just under 400 cals. About 340 cals.

I looked at my progress pic from yesterday and my stomach went down a bit, subtle but noticeable.

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Doing 75 hard challenge with Ed Sheeran. I’ll be doing 2 20 minute workouts instead of 45. Ill be doing 20 min HIIT and 20 minute yoga to start

Weight: didn’t wanna weight myself but I’ll estimate 176 lbs

Was good, a bit difficult but what isn’t? Tomorrow I would like to try to do a 30 minute HIIT and a 10 minute yoga.

Will be tracking calories but I have no idea what is for dinner tonight. Whatever we have I’ll be having less then 500cals

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Summer is coming you f@t pig, lock in now

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My new motivation is becoming fearful that people will laugh behind my back about my weight. Particularly my boyfriend

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I met my younger self for a coffee today

She ordered a medium regular and I ordered a water

She asked me how I gained so much weight when I promised I would never let myself weigh this much again

I cried

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I go back to my ed like a month ago

*gets strep* shoot I can’t fast I have to take pills every 8 hours

*loses appetite* heck yea

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I hate when I’m made to eat twice

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Why did I stop losing weight while restricting?!

Oh wait I got my period…

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Got sick this morning. There was nothing in my stomach, just acid.

I feel awful and disgusting, but at least this will help my ed

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Why have I been working so hard for 2 weeks and the f@t on my body didn’t instantly disappear? Make it make sense

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Everyday is a struggle

The feeling of wanting to puke because I’m not eating is excruciating.

Just a little longer, just hang on a little bit longer

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Nothing like about to give in when the hunger pangs get bad, then all of a sudden you feel like your bf hates you so now eating is that last thing on your mind.

Just a reminder that no one will show up for you but yourself so keep going