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Weird, I can’t get ahold of Kim for our next fitting? She always responds ASAP.

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Whoops, wait up you two.

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Calling it a day for now! C’mon ladies.

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So excited to see my creations on the stage!

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Avery is putting the fashion show together, lol.

Working with friends is so much fun🤣

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Sometimes, it feels like she stares…

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When you’re the one that takes care of everyone else, people tend to not realize that sometimes they should take care of you. Caring people rarely ever have someone they can lean on. Friends are superficial, words are easy to say but harder to mean

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I tried to kill myself. I took more pills than anybody should be able to handle, let alone a malnourished, 120lb, 23 year old. But I am here. I am alive and this is real. I didn’t die so I now must figure out the reason why. God, if You are real, please guide me to my purpose. I felt like I had nothing to live for but the day I got out of the hospital, I was no longer angry that I survived the overdose. I’m just a lost girl but You kept me here. And the things is, lately, a lot has happened that has revived my passions. The things I numbly cared about before my OD are meaning more to me now. So here I am. Alive. Breathing. Living. Finding my purpose

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I’ll never be somebody. I’ll never be important. I’ll never be the center of attention. I’ll never be the focus. I’ll never be.

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When your day just keeps getting worse and all you wanted was to not be grouchy

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Sometimes I wish I were the caretaker rather than the caregiver. I’m so tired

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If God would let me choose, I’d go home to Him right now. I’m tired of this place, barely getting by, people who make me unhappy, the constant disrespect, and the fact that nothing and no one can be trusted. I entered this world alone, I will occupy this world alone, I will die alone.

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Always putting up with so much crap

Even if I don’t see it, it happens behind my back

I’m hurt and I’m tired and I’m worn down

One of these days, I wish I would just drown

I’m barely staying afloat

And that’s something you should already know

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They don’t want to listen and they don’t care to understand

Your whole life is ruined and so is your plan

Don’t know what to do, they say give it some time

Because they don’t want to talk about it and if they do, they’ll just lie

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I’m always “fake happy”