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jin guangmouse

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Yue Qingyuan having every bone in his body broken and all his tendons snapped, crawling around the caves wretchedly clawing around for an exit because he needs to save Xiao Jiu. Yue Qingyuan being reformed but never truly feeling like his body is himself again. His mind screams at him that he died in those caves. That nothing should have survived what he did. His soul, now trapped in his sword, detached from himself and making him dissociate often.

Yue Qingyuan stark raving mad while standing in the ashes of the Qiu estate. Combing through debris until his hands are black with char. Searching tirelessly without sleep for days until his Shidi Mu Qingfang physically drags him from the rubble.

Yue Qingyuan, numbly letting himself become head disciple. Nothing is real anymore.

Yue Qingyuan finding Shen Qingqiu. It is the first time he has felt alive since the caves. Suddenly, it’s like he can breathe again. Like there’s a part of him still alive underneath the madness and disassociation.

Yue Qingyuan, feeling a jolt of satisfaction at every insult levied his way. Feeling alive each time Xiao Jiu waspishly destroys his character. Maybe he’s not happy. But happiness doesn’t crawl in his soul and live there the way this feeling does. It’s all encompassing want. It’s grief. It’s desire. He lives only in those fleeting moments where Xiao Jiu attacks him, and the rest of his life is a waiting period where he disappears and is dead in the cave again.

Yue Qingyuan, selfishly wishing Xiao Jiu would take his sword. Selfishly wishing he would draw it. Even if it uses up some life force, he wants his soul to be in Xiao Jiu’s pretty hands. He loves him so, so much.

There are long periods of stasis. Where Yue Qingyuan, unbeknownst to anyone but Mu Qingfang, simply lays in bed like a broken doll. His body is basically a husk anyways, with his sword containing so much of his soul. It’s all he can do to keep himself stitched together.

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hey guys whatever u do don’t think about the fact keith grew up thinking his mother didn’t want him and that somewhere out there krolia was thinking about how much she wished she had been able to keep her baby boy and that they spent the most crucial part of their lives away from each other longing for something they never had😊😊😊😊hahaha…haha…ha

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I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

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"Ay, mi vida..."

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and he has a mullet

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over and over again

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Late to trends as always lol

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i love u krolia

bonus:

one of my favorite tropes is when pidge is the last one to find out 💀

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earthlings 👽🖖🏼

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🌌

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i don’t really care if it nearly kills me, I’d give you the world if you asked me to

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opposites attract or whatever

i KNOW keith is the type to never use a helmet.. MAYBE goggles if you’re lucky but half the time he’s in a jacket & sweats

but yes i did make his gear look like the red lion

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Do y’all see the vision?

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[points and laughs]

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firefighter keith + emt lance‼️‼️‼️ (intellectual property of @liiizzard btw)