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"I have learnt we're all better alone, no one to hold us back. Relationships are just too difficult" - Pal

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For all the inner bad bitches in poets.

He loves me, he loves me not for sure.

Threw back my neck, trying to let you in. The devotion you gave to my inner lips. Cannot forget my juices and my feminine scent filling us to the core. The tongue caresses felt warm on my skin. Some aggressive groping your hands gave to my weak limbs. Toss and turning through the night exchanging souls. Our bodies have become one. Pleasure has never felt this good. Till this day when I think of it, I start throbbing.

Toxicity and inexcusable boundaries gracing the floor like my insecurities when with you. Worry not for this is not love but a wave of attachment I’m willing to ride for as long as my needs are satisfied every fourth night.

With you…with you I am a goddess of every realm. Love personified for you are love yourself. Meeting with you that night was a definition of self-love. I will be yours for as long as we fuck.

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We'll meet in the afterlife. Hope we'll become friends then!.

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I just hate it when someone who is in a cycle of madness in their own lives you know. Someone who succumbed to peer pressure. Someone who doesn't even have a single thing to account for and say it's their very own without including friends. Then that very same person sticks their nose in my business. I am who I am. I won't change and be more feminine, more intelligent (which I'd love to be but my brain is as empty as they come), more witty, more "out there". Noooooo. Don't tell me you disappointed in me and I could do better because you don't know me nigga. no!!!, Nooo you don't plus I am depleted and all I need right now...is peace & my best friend's hugs not your lectures on how to be perfect when clearly they ain't working for you. Thank you

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fuck any parent who shames their kids for self harm or makes their kid feel bad because they self harmed

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Ever trigger yourself with some other painful situation or chapter in your life because you can’t deal with the one happening right now

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I’m willing to compromise when it comes to many things but not my writing man. Not what i love. I've done that too many times and it taught me exactly what I want from what I don't want, even with you guys. I had to drop my standard to be with y'all and look where I'm at?, All alone. And listen it's not like I want overnight success..... which I won't get no.The kind i want is a very real thing. It's out there. What I have to do is be patient. I want success that has my blood, sweat and creativity running through.Has passion.Has morals.

But most importantly has my heart.

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I thought by now Nicki Minaj would've realised Kenneth is a fraud but guess I was wrong and it seems like he actually is a good guy.

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Many might never really understand that some people never really grow. They never learn their lesson. They never recognize their mistakes, they never acknowledge their faults, they never admit they were wrong. You will never receive an apology from them, and you will never see their behaviour change.

It's who they are and you not that important for them to change so...your whining and nagging is a definite time waster

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Right?!!..

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I was looking for a man, whole time I needed to be looking for a therapist. 🤦🏾‍♀️

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I just realised this now😟, I've always been the toxic one and honestly speaking I won't change a thing. I mean even if I wanted to, which I don't want to well if I wanted to I would and i don't think I want to. But I would, no no I won't but maybe I would but I wouldn't just because you say so.

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Melanin to dark to throw shade!!

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