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Is there any chance you meant to write “definitely NOT suicidal” in that last ask? 😥 Hoping that’s the case.
!!!! Yes!!!
My apologies!! I wrote this without double checking any grammatical error!
Let me start over: I am definitely NOT suicidal.
(sorry - I was in a rush on lunch break! I saw it at around 1:57am and clocked back in at 2:02am!)
I wrote this with the intention of responding quickly but ended up getting busy with work. I just clocked out. Honestly, I hope it wasn't something I typed out of - you know how sometimes your mind goes in auto mode? I am sure this wasn't this but I am exhausted on a 3hr sleep, and tonight was rough. But that's okay —
This week might be rough and I might have or get future days, weeks, months, and years where everything feels like shit... however, those days where I idolize and make SI (suicidal ideations) a lifestyle are long gone.
I am not suicidal.
Appreciate you picking up my mistake 😊😊
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Are you suicidal? Slightly concerned
hey 👋🏽
did not see this: definitely suicidal.
work is stressing me out tho, like tonight I had a panic attack and mustered everything in me not to cry and quit on the spot, but I'll be fine.
just stressed out about life, work, this blog (to deactivate or not, but I just decided to leave it alone.), and so on. So the normal amount of stress any human being goes through 😊
thank you for asking - I hope I was able to clarify things for you.
I apologize if I'm coming off as suicidal. Definitely in a little distress? Need to convert that into something funny 👍🏽
Okay 🫶🏽
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#deactivating this blog feels impossible so it seems easier to just leave this here. Like a journal I keep telling myself I'll get back to#but never do.#I'm just - As pathetic as it sounds.. this blog became my safe space - where I would talk to myself#where I made amazing friendships#where I found love#where I got my first crush. It's where I met n; one of the best things that came into my life and I was privileged to know and experience.#she and others brought me so much joy.#this blog is what saved me.#but i know i can find the same in my new blog#i will be alright.#we'll be alright.#sorry i get emotional y'all.#just needed to vent one more time.#❤️✌🏽
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The first of many 3/10 selfies to come in this new main blog ☺️😎
#okay - this will officially be my last one#i just feel really handsome here and loving my 3/10 face takes practice#any guy here has trimming recommendations? i am tired of clean shaving#i have to wait a week and a half for my facial hair to be where i like it#also - i am planning to finally visit washington this year and bought one of my favorite shirts which i gave away to n!#she'd always looked cute in it - i'll be honest.. sometimes it felt like she went commando or like a messy girl who wore it consecutive days#but that's just me from the outside i am wrong for sure#i needed to buy it a size up anyways so no biggie. just lucky i found it!#i figured it'd be nice that my last selfie here was a selfie from my new main.#okay ✌🏽
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“I am simply thankful for your existence - whether I am meant to be a part of it or not.”
— Beau Taplin
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Farewell selfie — too bad my facial hair is short here. Oh well.
#it's a me#personal#i used 3:4 aspects - weird as w#oh- i am 193lbs here and i am on my way back to 175lbs!!#or maybe 180lbs i don't know. it is either 170 or 180#is that too much#anyways - progress will be updated on my new main
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Laughing like idiots in bed together is a love language
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Let's kiss in the kitchen while the coffee is brewing.
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