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Time for the traditional role swap uh 👀

David!Aziraphale and Michael!Crowley

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shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

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has anyone done this one yet

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‘there’s nothing wrong with you’ part 1 of my ace of hearts.

Hello... I am still alive (unfortunately :P)... I am so sorry for the unintentional months I've been on hiatus. It wasn't on purpose, but I got really busy with assignments and I also kind of wasn't in the right mindset for quite a bit. I've had a few difficult months and my life got too hectic. My parents moved house and I am also moving from my student flat to a little house with my friend next week! Plus I now have two jobs!

If you've read my work before, you'll notice that I'm not writing Avengers... I haven't really been into the fandom for a few months now, I've drifted a bit away and fallen in love with 9-1-1 and Buck. So I thought, I'm reading so much of it, maybe I could try my hand at writing some 9-1-1 fics... hence this.

I plan for this to be a smallish series. In my head, I've got at least 5 stories planned and I've just finished the third one. I don't, however, know what my publishing timeline will be like; I don't think it will be as fast as I typically do as my life is currently hectic!

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wanna hear a wild story? my brother’s history professor is closing in on 80 and basically lives at the university. one night my brother visited him for a meeting, and it came up that my brother was gonna be performing as a court jester at the castle the following day. and his professor busts out: “ah, that reminds me of my youth!”

he then proceeded to tell the tale of when he and his friends went backpacking to greece back in their early 20s. then one day they found themselves completely penniless. so they decided that the only reasonable thing to do was to set up acrobatic shows in skimpy outfits on the beach at day, and then drink up the money at night.

after a week or so they gained some traction, and a gang of young greek men walked up to them like “hey y’all are cool as hell, can we join y’all for drinks tonight?” and my brother’s professor was like “of course! y’all have to wear these revealing outfits and do somersaults with us tho” and the greek gang said “sounds dope. y’all are invited to live with us for however long y’all want.”

anyhow, they proceeded to live like this for the better part of 3 months, doing shows, drinking, and sleeping at the greek gang’s apartment. but after a while they decided enough was enough, and said thank you for everything, but we’re going back to sweden now. and the greeks said “sure! love y’all have a safe trip xx”

half a year later my brother’s professor gets contacted by the greek police. they ask him about the months they spent in greece, and then informs him that their greek friends have been convicted of serial homicide and robbery. that the group of young greek men had joined up with several tourist groups for several years “for drinks”, and then killed and robbed them all, terrorising the beach city for several years. with one exception, of course, because “this one group of swedish acrobats in slutty strongman suits were just ‘so damn nice’”.

and that’s the story of how one swedish history university professor survived sharing a flat with a group of serial killers for several months by performing acrobatics in slutty outfits on the beach. moral of the story? be kind of heart, thicc of ass.

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Me trying to write my 500 word essay:

Fanfic writers pumping out 100k+ word stories:

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Thank you for the tag @mrs-potts-stark -I'm participating mostly to show that I am alive and trying to write fanfiction; have just been on a long, unexpected and busy break!

“Protect Tony Stark,” he answered without faltering, but his response was unexpected and even made Peggy startle in surprise.

This is for a multi-chaptered short fic I'm working on; it's basically Tony breaking through to the Winter Soldier when he was a kid and Bucky becoming his protector/uncle-figure. I have no clue where this is going, but I more or less want to explore their relationship through Tony's childhood and adulthood events.

Tagging anyone who wants to participate!

WIP Last Line Game

Rules: Write the latest line from your wip and tag as many people as there are words in the line.

Thanks for tagging me @writingamongther0ses!

In a gentler tone he adds, “You have to talk to someone, kiddo.”

Tagging: @peachy-keener @official-wayward-fairchild @queenofmoons @lostintranslaation @playboyphilanthro-pissed @thompsborn @theoceanismyinkwell

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Lainey Molnar

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‘Nightmares Haunt Me’ part of my Tony Stark-centric Series on AO3.

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So, let me guess– you just started a new book, right? And you’re stumped. You have no idea how much an AK47 goes for nowadays. I get ya, cousin. Tough world we live in. A writer’s gotta know, but them NSA hounds are after ya 24/7. I know, cousin, I know. If there was only a way to find out all of this rather edgy information without getting yourself in trouble…

You’re in luck, cousin. I have just the thing for ya.

It’s called Havocscope. It’s got information and prices for all sorts of edgy information. Ever wondered how much cocaine costs by the gram, or how much a kidney sells for, or (worst of all) how much it costs to hire an assassin?

I got your back, cousin. Just head over to Havocscope.

((PS: In case you’re wondering, Havocscope is a database full of information regarding the criminal underworld. The information you will find there has been taken from newspapers and police reports. It’s perfectly legal, no need to worry about the NSA hounds, cousin ;p))

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“Red Fox And Magpie In Autumn” by Niko Pekonen

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Happy February you all! Here’s a great big balloon heart full of love to start your month off right! ❤

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Thank you for the tag @slytherclaw-lair ! And low and behold, a realistic image of me right now -I swear to god the only difference is that a) this is cartoony (?) and b) it’s cute -barring the eyes. 

Tagging: @hermionevaldez9 @stark-genius​ @nashilayladragneel @pinxku22 and anyone else who’d like to to participate :D 

Picrew!

Here is the link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/400146/complete?cd=4C5PObAgMO 

@gaylifrayen-gryffindor @purpleace-up-your-sleeve  @que-mint-tea @gaymergf​ @maos2013​

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‘Misunderstandings and Muggings’ part of my Tony Stark-centric Series on AO3.

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I'm not really sure how to request a prompt? (for the tony stark series on ao3), but here goes. How about a Clint/Tony fic where the Avengers are really suspicious that Tony keeps disappearing, only to find out he and Clint have secretly been trolling them from the vents

Hey, I’m not really accepting prompts at the minute as I’m really busy and I seem to have lost the motivation to write fanfiction; I am trying to get that back though! I miss it. 

I’m also not too sure how I’d go about writing your request, but it sounds interesting. Still, sorry!