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Ok, but imagine a someone with OCD revolving around math or smth and they are on a date, with someone they've had a crush on for a while, they lean in to kiss their crush, they close their eyes and estimate how long it will take to lean in close enough to kiss, that is if their crush doesn't pull away. They feel more nervous as they get closer, the counting the milliseconds that pass by, and are suddenly feel surprised when the gap is closed faster than they thought it would. And they realize that they had miscalculated, they hadn't even thought to take into account if their crush was leaning in too.

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I'm not feeling as anxious recently but I also had my procrastination catch up to me and other things to stress about so I didn't really have time for it. I was almost late to school today because I was looking for something and I was almost hit by a car. I don't think I have learned my lesson though, as I am currently ignoring my Spanish homework and a video i have to finish making.

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Literally Disney princess vibes. I wish this happened to me

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🌷 Kawaii Shop 🌷

Use code “TUMBLR” for a discount

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summer swim

watercolour on arches paper

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A fitful slumber

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Bless you

Your daily dose of cat memes

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flower owl

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fruit salad birds

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Thats what they want us to think.

not enough secret gardens and hidden passageways and bookshelves that open to a mysterious library these days. get working on that girls.

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You are a celestial being.

Sweet dreams!

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㋡🥀

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I would love to sit and ponder with these two

they are sitting and pondering

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Chiba, Japan. Photography by あまと〜@amatou_0429

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Does anyone else have social anxiety that makes it so even the thought of someone else knowing what you are doing makes you uncomfortable? Its not like a constant thought but like a cloud over your head, you always feel it there even if you are thinking about it. If someone knows what I'm doing I either want their attention or I want them as far away from me as possible. I hate it. There's no in between I either feel ignored or that the other person is in my personal space.

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I want to hollow out a pen and use it as a straw to mess with people

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