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A trip down memory rain ♡

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SAFE FOR ONCE

Chapter 1

My earliest memory as a child was laying in my moms arms. i was around 2 years old and it was the end of the night. we had just finished celebrating my brothers birthday. he’s an october baby so all of his birthday parties were halloween themed. I remember falling asleep in my moms arms. while drifting away i remember staring at the ceiling corner of the room that had fake cobwebs and spiders. I felt my body drifting into sleep and i heard my moms voice muffled as my ear laid on her chest. i then drifted into sleep. that was my earliest memory. looking back i realized that’s a pretty early memory. most people don’t remember anything before 5 years old, but i do. and that moment was so significant to me and so important now because it was a time i felt safe. safe in my mothers arms. nothing could harm me. i was protected.

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The Story of I

I created this tumblr as a safe space to write without judgement. Without judgement of people knowing who I am. I’m going to begin from my earliest memory. I won’t state my name, any names, just events and thoughts, my life story. i’ll dump my thoughts and feelings. i hope this helps me heal and i hope it can help others feel….if anyone ever finds this blog. so let’s begin…..

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⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

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㋡🥀

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[via]

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cosy homes 🌿☀️

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It’s hard for me to deal with feeling unwanted by my partner. i know it’s trauma but i can’t help but feel like i’m not good enough. and although i know i am(for me) i don’t understand how each of my partners tend to stop showing affection and just get comfortable. maybe it’s my fault. maybe i tend to give more than i should so i create comfort. #

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is this the place we used to love

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those summers days