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The worst part of having a chronic illness and ana is that I know from experience that if I ⭐ve myself for more than 24hrs I will have a seizure. 12hrs if it's flare up season. One of my work friends forced me to eat yesterday because I was pale and shaking. WHY CANT I JUST STARVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE?!?! If I wasn't stuck with this shit I would have been at my UGW YEARS AGO!!! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!?!

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Said it a year ago and I’ll say it again.

Pirate all your favorite shows, movies and games while you still have the chance.

Oh, and never stop supporting physical media.

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iM LITERALLY THE OBESETEST BITCH ON EDBLR

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nothing sexier than that picture with the italian players on top of eachother after the win and the english ones going through the 5 stages of grief in the back

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(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”

(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”

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Why is it that every single person that I open up to ghosts me within 2 months. I'm too much for anyone to handle. I'm not even surprised anymore. It happens with every single new relationship and I barely even care anymore. I wish I could just become a total bitch so everyone would be too scared to get close. This just fuels my desire to get as bad as possible and give people a good reason to leave.

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shoutout to the rexies with autism and have to eat safefoods which are higher cal

shoutout to the rexies with chronic illness and need a higher intake

shoutout to the rexies who eat 1000+ cals

shoutout to the rexies who dont or cant exercise

shoutout to the delusional rexies who starve because of delusions

shoutout to the rexies who binge mutliple times a week

shoutout to the rexies who never fast

shoutout to the rexies who didnt develop an ed for weight reasons

yall are valid as FUCK, dont forget it <3

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✨️I will not eat✨️

✨️I will be hungry✨️

✨️I will get skinny✨️

✨️I will not eat✨️

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God. Damn. The feeling of smoking a cigarette after not having one for a few weeks is heavenly 😍😍

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🌾 You are allowed to unlearn parts of you that do not align with who you are now 🌾

💌 You are allowed to re-evaluate your beliefs

🍃 You are allowed to change your mind

🦋 You are allowed to redefine your identity

☀️ You are allowed to let go of behaviors and habits that hinder your growth

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Reblog if you think a woman can be complete without children

Y’ALL HAVE TIME TO REBLOG THIS. IT TAKES LESS THAN FIVE SECONDS.

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Your honor, the defendant was unable to do the crime because at the time the crime was committed I was sitting on his lap.

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Don't get me wrong... I hate my body. And I'm trying to get to my goal weight. I'm at the lowest weight I've been since HIGHSCHOOL. But I will not lie that I am a complete Slut for spaghetti. I'll be back on my usual shit tomorrow ✌️

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I can't believe I'm almost to my first GW. I feel like I've been working on it forever. I'm glad that it's finally working.