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I REALLY need to go to sleep but I'm getting 1AM giggles. I feel like tooting my own horn.

For context, this is for a Bayonetta fic. Beta-netta omegaverse actually...

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The Other Woman

Madviolyn / Maddie x Vi x Caitlyn

1.4k word count warnings/notes: General mentions of intimacy (nothing extremely explicit). Written in third person, more focused on Maddie's feelings if anything. One-sided angst? Maybe a rushed ending?? My brain IS melting at thinking about/writing this. an: I might rewrite this in the future when I can think more properly. sighhhh

Proofread to an extent...

Maddie sat upon the cliff on the king-sized mattress, her legs hanging off the ledge. The cold air brushed against the pads of her feet, teasing the iceberg of a tiled floor beneath her. The room enveloped in a cavernous darkness, a slither of moonlight trickling into the room. It was only her, awake in the moon's spotlight. It was only her, sitting lonesome.

Just within the shadows bears hibernating hounds. Hushed whispers taunted Maddie's ears. Every night, she sits on the sidelines. Listening. Taking in the sweet words yanking at her heart. Sometimes she was tormented by their howls, the intimacy that waned away from her in recent weeks. Caitlyn and Vi, they were settled into the mountain of sheets next to her. Maddie could turn towards them if she so pleased.. But a distant world she was trapped in. A world where she had to embrace the chilling snow. If she had done something wrong, they kept it a secret. If she could do something better, Maddie was left a stray.

Her frame slumped against the cliff of the bed, her body just teetering off the edge. There wasn't much else to say between the woman and herself, just trying to mute the moans echoing through the room. It was one of those jingles someone would hear, and become captured in someone's head. But only Maddie was strained between letting it go, or letting it linger. It bounced in and out of her ear, looping through. 

It began to scratch. To tear at her ear drums. It screeched, it wailed.

It cut into her breath, her hands launching to protect her ears. The moon taunted, revealing the mess of her lovers. Entangled without her, embraced despite the mess of their hair or the filth of their skin. What was worse... That they fit so easily together, as if she never existed in the first place? Or was the toil within that they've never acknowledged? She was thrown to her own wolves, shredding her apart.

Her brooding brewed tears that seeped into the velvet sheets. Her hands clawed into the thinly covers as her own grievances howled to the moon. As if it would console her! She was left to fend herself on her own, a fool. A fool to think she could finally find a life beyond Noxus. A fool to think she could prove Ambessa wrong.

Her claws dug into the sheets, her face hiding from the moon. Tonight she'll leave, she reckons. Pack things up, to find a life where she wasn't shoved off to the side. Maddie lets herself trickle from the edge of the bed.

Chained.

Wearily the ginger peers behind her, her restraints reeling her into foreign territory. Now trapped by warmth, she complains.

"Let me go, Vi."

"You were crying.. Was it a nightmare?"

So, her sobs were heard. Answered, now. Her lips thinned into a line, the tears continued to drool into a new puddle.

"...Yeah," Maddie weeps. This was the nightmare.

Her human handcuffs brushed her hand against her arm. A silent heckle, only now she was comforted through all the pain and isolation. Maddie shrunk into herself, closing off from Vi.

---

Light footsteps tapped against the floor. Like a rabbit's paws. Blue hair sprawls near Maddie, ticking her head. It had been a few minutes sitting in the prison of Vi's embrace. Caitlyn joined them, closing off Maddie's one escape. It was a furnace between the two women. 

Caitlyn's arms crept over Maddie, creeping weeds embracing her sorrow. Maddie's eyes raked over what had become of their affairs. Notably, the sluggishness of the blue-nette's movements.. It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair she can steal away the attention. Like a favorite child. Like a cat. Maybe Maddie would rather want the comfort of a cat, she ponders. She wouldn't have been mad at it. 

And it was fluffier. Cuter.

Then Caitlyn shuffles closer, untucking Maddie's head. Her hands had their own fair share of war, but somehow it was just as soft as cat paws. 

Damnit. 

Her forehead cuddled up against hers, a nuzzling warmth that made her ache. 

Double whammy. 

Maddie choked on her tears, her chest churning inside out. She was punted with the reminder Vi lingers just behind. Vi's arms snaked around her, tugging her as if it was coiling for its next meal. The ginger struggles against Vi's grasp. Caitlyn's arms too, in tandem. It was harder to breathe, sinking under the wave of sheets, dragged into the sea with the weight of her "lovers". 

"Maddie- stop moving." Vi grunts, keeping her close in spite of her retortion. Caitlyn synced with her partner's movements with ease, pleading. "Maddie... Tell us what's wrong."

All the ginger could hear was these two women mocking her name, crowing and cooing unbearable pleads. Again her ears begin to be scraped and scratched by their voices, maybe she could even convince someone they were bleeding. Not to mention it felt like an absolute volcano, trapped by these two.  

"Shut up. Just shut up!" Maddie erupts sitting up. Her tears, a never ending stream of lava. 

Vi and Caitlyn winced and backed off. Like frightened puppies staring at Maddie's outburst, they remain still. 

"Y-you two keep leaving me behind," she begins to spill. No response, yet. "You two never let me join you. You two pretend I don't exist. Not until now," she sobs, failing to muffle the wailing siren of her sorrow.

Vi peeps in, cautiously sliding closer. Her words were quivery, almost. Like shaking leaves disturbed by the wind. "Weren't you busy with that new enforcers gig of yours?"

"I was.. Y-yeah," she sniffs, letting Caitlyn enclose her into an embrace. A fist banged against Vi's head, slouching into her dismay. "And.. You were let go?" she assumed.

Maddie's head shook. Her fragile breathing slowed but quaked, netting in her emotions. "It's great, actually. I've been promoted as of recently."

"You couldn't have told us?"

"I'd tell you if you weren't ignoring me!"

Her words shot the conversation into silence, a cold hearty corpse. The moonlight faded from the room, burying the women into a grave of darkness. Silence screamed in place of them, their minds pulling and toying at their innards. Well, Maddie's innards. But she was sure these two felt all the same.

Caitlyn's warmth still lingers, in spite of it all.

A weed, she was. Somehow she crept into everything and anything. An attempt to apologize, she made her own shot. A renowned markswoman, never failing to make the target. Shooting for the stars. For them. Her hands rubbed at Maddie's back, draped in a pastel silk. She'd let the ginger melt into her arms.  Maddie's previous grievances were infected by a tender sweetness, burying her face into the blue-nette's chest. The moon blooms into a gentle velvet light. 

"Violet," Caitlyn simply beckons. Vi was already drawing near; a fawn inching her way to an unsure situation. Her arms wrapped around her lovers with a yearning hug, a clumsy waltz of her eyes danced between them.

---

It was another quiet night, sunken into the comfort of darkness. The sheets Maddie rests on were no longer velvet, but a lily white. Glimpses of orange wiggled its way into the room's decor, through wildflowers and draperies. But the spotlight tonight had only landed on that same bed. Maddie perches on the edge, taking a glimpse of the perverted moon staring back at her. A weight fell gentle on her shoulder, tickled by red hair.

"Don't you think it's getting a bit hot in this room?" Vi teased, nudging at Maddie's shoulder.

"That's a you problem. Maybe it's the muscle bulk?"

Vi shrugs with a brief snort. Regardless how humid it seemed, it hadn't stopped her from cuddling Maddie. Her hand lazily swooped around her waist. Her head buried into the ginger's shoulder, pressing a long kiss against her skin.

"Caitlyn," Maddie sings, peeping behind her. Maybe it wasn't warm enough, not without the markswoman.

Slender hands lunged like snakes, grasping on and yanking them behind. Dragged into the hound's den Maddie was absolutely smothered by cuddles. The sheets were tossed and bodies were flipped, giggles flying throughout the room.

The snickers and smooches faded into a snuggly silence, weighing upon them like a fuzzy blanket. She did prove Ambessa wrong, Maddie hoped. ----

Bonus: Unfinished Madviolyn doodles

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To Be an "Experienced" WCUE Player..

(Or, how to be a decent role-player)

I've encountered and been in some situations recently that inspires me to write this. I know this might not reach the general audience of WCUE players with the platform I'm writing on -- but I hope people can read this and understand where my concerns stem from. I may edit this later if I feel if my words fail to comprehend my thoughts. You are free to correct me in the comments or give your own ideas. This is far from perfect.

If you haven't heard or seen me before, Hi. I've been playing this silly cat game for a good while now (beta days to give a general measure). This stems from my own experience and encounters with other players from the game. I might as well call this a "guide" as well as an advisory for other players.

Introduction

I think people have their own ideals of what an "experienced" (or "exp") player is. But I think players in general aspire to be like older WCUE members. They have cool morphs, names, and bio formatting. They roleplay in such a way which may aspire to other players, me included. But experience is more than just how things look, but it's the way you conduct yourself both while roleplaying and your demeanor outside of roleplay.

You, Outside of the Character

How you act will affect other people, whether you know it or not. Because of our anonymity online, we are more prone to forgetting to take responsibility for our actions, to lie and pretend that we're "better" than other people. If this isn't a wakeup call for you, then something will be when you get older.

At the end of the day, YOU ARE PLAYING A CHILD'S GAME ON ROBLOX.

What does this mean, exactly? - WCUE is a game for people to use for an escape, to play as characters or socialize. You are interacting with children, whether you would like to or not. WHAT YOU DO may affect these kids in the future. I've seen kids exposed to inappropriate topics on this game, too young to really comprehend what it means. I've seen older players be rude to younger kids, destroying their confidence and willingness to roleplay. As an "experienced" player, it is YOUR responsibility to be kind to these younger players. You don't have to be a doormat and let them step all over you, but don't be mean just because they're younger or "cringier". Guide them from what is wrong versus right. - Everyone may move on from this game at some point. All the popularity you have farmed, game passes you bought, roleplays you've hosted/participated in -- will all be meaningless in the long run. To flex on young children to make yourself feel better is pathetic. An "experienced" player knows how to make roleplay work- not to maintain a popularity contest. You are not better just because your morphs are fancier. You are not better just because you associate with cool people. At the end of the day everyone is here to enjoy a game.

What should I keep in mind? - No matter who you interact with, they are a person behind the screen. People have their own lives and emotions, as well as their own world views. This goes for interacting with hosts, especially. Just today I was continuously crowded by people, and it's extremely difficult to enjoy a game when you're interrupted. - It's okay not to agree with what people do, but you can respect their opinions without being an asshole about it. - YOU ARE NOT REQUIRED TO STAY IN A SITUATION YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH. I've seen this all the time where players retort back in various arguments and situations. If you can't play well with these people, spare yourself the emotional exhaustion and server hop. - THERE IS A PLACE FOR EVERYTHING. Keep certain topics OUT OF THE GAME. Discussing politics, suggestive jokes, sensitive topics such as your trauma may be triggering to certain people. In general, it is against TOS to talk about certain things. While I get some things can't be completely avoided, TALK IN PMS or keep things vague. KIDS do not need to know about certain things until they're older. I've seen a situation where a group of people talked about "character's they goon for," and a moderator was called because of it. Keep things appropriate if you don't want to be banned. Or alternatively don't be the one guilty for exposing a kid to horrible things or people. - WHO YOU ASSOCIATE WITH WILL AFFECT YOU. Personally, I've picked up small habits from friends over the years/months I've been with them. It will happen to you to. A baby doesn't just say "lol", it learns from older kids to say that phrase. If you find that you don't feel comfortable with certain people, then find another group. I understand it may be hard, but it takes some time to find that right group of friends you'll stick with. I know people can get triggered no matter what you say, nor can you please everyone -- but be reasonable enough. Don't be an asshole. Don't be that villain who affects a child's mental wellbeing just because you find them annoying.

While Roleplaying

Yes, you may play as a villain, as a mean character -- but you're still your own person outside of that character. A list of the following to consider: (I don't have much else to say here, apologies.) - COORDINATE with your clan members before asking a host/major roles. They are busy. They will be busy. Coordinate means to talk with other players to figure things out. Your host cannot do EVERYTHING for you. - IF what you want is that important or is needed for a major role to be involved READ THE ROOM. Shift + P is your best friend. Try to find a good space to ask later if they're being crowded. Or request to speak with them later. If you struggle to read the room, then be clear about what you want. - NO IS NO. Don't pout, don't whine. Nobody is the main character in other people's roleplays. If you want something that the roleplay isn't giving you, I'd advise to find another one that may give what you want. OR start your own! - BE FAIR WITH OTHERS. While you would want your oc to be the greatest, strongest cat of all times -- other people would want the same. It may be disappointing not to have the spotlight, but try to give people a chance, they may surprise you. - If you find yourself saying "I'm bored!" Then find something to do, or someone to interact with. It is YOU that has to take the initiative to entertain yourself. People won't bow down for you. - Patience is an absolute need. Why? People type slow, people may be overwhelmed, people have their own wants for your shared roleplay. Complaining will do nothing but deter people away from interacting. I understand you may have a certain limit, and best to let people know about that.

Advice for Actual Roleplay

The following is actual advice for actual roleplay! No other words from me. **The following below may not work for everyone, just what I've learned in my years.** - Write like you're writing a book. Utilize those metaphors, similes, so on! Describe your surroundings or mention others in your words. Be more than just what your character does. Explore what they think. Or alternatively: You can think like you're acting on stage, get into the character enough to feel things out -- but do keep in mind how you act outside of that. - Be adaptable to your roleplay. I promise you; nothing will go the way you want if you strategically plan everything out. WCUE roleplays are messy at best, and that's okay. You may be surprised of what's to come! - Improv is great, actually! To be able to think on the go is awesome and may bring unexpected (but welcomed?) results. Herbalists especially, people can only wait for you for so long to bring up the right treatment for rabies. - Prioritize something in your roleplay. Do you want to have fun? Do you want plot? Do you want to support a functional clan? You may have to give up certain things to achieve this. (EX: Functional clans may be boring, or having fun may not result in a functional clan.) - MAKE THAT FIRST MOVE IN CHARACTER! I've seen so many people sit around and do nothing. They may be nervous (I can relate), or they're unsure of what to do. If you want drama, then encourage that drama.

I don't like to linger on drafts that often, so this will most likely be posted right after. Again, my words are far from perfect. If there's a better way I can phrase things I am open to improve. TLDR; DON'T EXPOSE CHILDREN TO CERTAIN TOPICS, DONT BE AN ASSHOLE ON A KID'S GAME, WCUE ISNT YOUR THERAPIST (THEY'RE KIDS). TO BE "EXPERIENCED" IS TO BE A GUIDE + EXAMPLE FOR OTHERS.

Thank you for reading. I hope this will reach someone. -Cecilia 2025

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Honestly, I was flabbergasted when I found out other people liked this ship

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A Personal Guide to Hosting On WCUE

Unrelated note before we begin, it's been a long long while since I've been on here... (This platform is a bit scary in all honesty.) I'll inevitably continue with the inconsistent posts. But thanks for the notes over my absence!! It's nice to know people look at my stuff.

Hi! I don't know if you've seen me in servers or if you've played with me before, but I've been playing this game since the beta days. This is all coming from my experience of what worked for me. I've always been really passionate about this game, and I just wanted to put this out here in hopes it can help someone. I do have much to improve in the future, so please feel free to put any of your personal tips in the comments. I may come back to this guide to change things up, if I've learned anything that works better.

THE FAULTS OF HOSTING

Hosting can give you various results depending on how you go about it. Ask yourself, what do YOU want to prioritize? A functional roleplay that goes on for hours? Story driven plot? Something laidback and stress free? You may have to sacrifice some things for what you want to aim for.

For a few examples:

"I want story driven plot!" You may have to restrict the roleplay to people who are able to be involved. Inevitably newcomers may be confused to what is happening. "I want a functional clan roleplay!" New players are able to easily integrate into your roleplay, at the cost of any enticing plot. If you're okay with falling to a routine with your roleplay, I'm not stopping you!

Additionally, you may need to make other sacrifices as a host:

Continuous interruptions

The loss of personal growth and story

A faster roleplay style, unable to get into the nitty gritty paragraphs

This is not to sway you away from hosting. These things I've seen many hosts experience, as well as myself. These sacrifices may depend on other factors of your roleplay. Such as the people you get, how you set up the roleplay, and generally what kind of roleplay you're hosting.

THINGS TO KNOW FOR DEALING WITH OTHER PLAYERS:

This game is full of younger players, and you'll have to encounter them. PLEASE try to treat them with the same respect as you do with older players. If you encounter a tedious situation, in most cases ignoring them will work. (I.E. As a leader, a younger player won't leave the rock despite you asking.)

YOU CANNOT PLEASE EVERYONE, AND THAT'S OKAY. Players may be stubborn with their requests or might not even listen. Do not blow up on these individuals. I understand it's frustrating to experience this type of behavior but remember: you're the host of the roleplay. You get the final say for how things go.

DO NOT EXPECT THE ROLEPLAY TO GO THE WAY YOU WANT! People want to be major roles. People want to be in the spotlight. I'd recommend having a vague idea of your roleplay to be able to change paths as needed. It's kind of like being a Dungeon Master, but you're involved as one of the characters.

Additionally, people may be demotivated to roleplay because they're ignored. While it's impossible to include EVERYONE (especially if you're awkward like me), you can encourage participation through big events or getting the confidence to approach in character.

SETTING UP YOUR ROLEPLAY

Certain roleplays will bring certain kinds of people. Clan roleplays (or specific prompts) generally bring the majority of older players, while younger players sway to fantastical setups, or non-clan roleplays.

Consider how much lore does your roleplay have. Does it have specific roles? Titles? Intricate plot lines involving many of your players? If you had answer yes, consider hosting a long-term roleplay. Discord is usually the to-go platform, but there are forums out there! (Though I'm not the best person to ask about that, I'm only on Roblox.)

For public roleplays on WCUE, I recommend trying to aim for simplicity. If you want plot, something like "Starclan believers vs nonbelievers" or a famine would work for its simplicity. But! Things may end up boring either way. Something I had done recently is integrate interesting roles. For example (using believers vs nonbelievers): Two deputies, and secret spies seeking out believers adds some spice!

Advertising is IMPORTANT. If you saw an ad for a cool dinosaur toy, would you get it? Probably. If you saw an ad for some toilet cleaner, would you be enticed to buy it? If you're 30, maybe. While advertising is helpful to make your roleplay known, it may also direct the group of people you're aiming for to come to you. Maybe you would want 30 year olds instead of teenagers! (Or least in WCUE, maybe not..)

For example:

"ad . the living graveyard of ShadowClan waits for those with undying curiosity. the ghosts of your ancestors await; in the very woods your kinsmen so call "evil." Realistic ShadowClan, join today." - This ad may bring older players, finding the simplistic format appealing, as well as the wording. "AD| FRIED KITS FOR SALE! GET YOUR BUNDLE 99% OFF TODAY--- Oops! Wrong roleplay.. Join Thunderclan today, the most gorgeous clan in the forest. Ask [NAME] to join! |AD" - While this ad is a terrible representation of what younger players may linger towards (lol), this ad is humorous to a younger age range. It may also be preferred because players know who to go to in order to join.

REGARDING RULES

Rules may change depending on your roleplay. Maybe you have something plot driven, or you have a certain audience you're working with. SOME OF THE FOLLOWING WON'T APPLY TO ALL SITUATIONS!

Going overboard with your rules may scare off other players. I advise to stay away from things like "You cannot forget to eat, sleep, or drink!" or "You must pertain to [so and so] at all times!" for two reasons. One, HOW are these rules enforced? WILL they be enforced? If you have specific rules for a roleplay, maybe keep to a long term.

THESE RULES ARE RULES YOU WILL HAVE TO FOLLOW YOURSELF. As a host, you are putting an example to your fellow participants. Don't put the rule in team chat if you're just going to ignore it.

I have a slight grievance with WCUE's TOS policy. It cannot be accessible unless you're in their discord, so players may not know certain rules. I recommend making sure your rules follow their policy within reason.

If the chance people become angry with your rules, keep calm. Ideally you could offer to discuss why they're disjointed about it. Or encourage them to start their own roleplay, where they can make a rulebook to their liking.

How i go about my own rules:

In my roleplays I want for my rules to be understandable. These players have most likely faced the same 10-15 list of rules, so I like to simplify them to what I want them to know. Also, I prefer to call my rules "expectations." It seems less frightening to follow. Here's a list of my rules/expectations you can tweak, use, or take inspiration from:

Follow Roblox and WCUE TOS. I understand some rules may be unstated, so please ask if you have any confusion.

OOC, have patience and respect for all players within the server. Please know people may have prolonged responses for various reasons. Otherwise? With agreement go all out on the fighting ic.

COORDINATE WITH OTHER PLAYERS! Please try to solve issues between each other before confronting a major role or the host (myself). -I will try my best to be an open resource if you need anything plot wise but understand I may not be accessible every time.

Please keep your characters REASONABLY GROUNDED WITHIN THE WARRIOR CAT UNIVERSE. Things may be discussed if you are feeling iffy about something. -Noncats are welcome to cause discourse within the roleplay, but please refrain from entering camp. -If you are going to play as a big cat species, please consider your size and strength around your clanmates as you roleplay.

FOR SPECTATORS and OOC PARTICIPANTS! I welcome you to remain within the campgrounds, but please remain out of the way of active role-players.

AUDITIONS

I almost forgot about this one! Auditions may not apply to your roleplay, but it if it does..

Consider your audience? Older players? Complex auditions may be welcomed. Younger players might not want to audition at all, or would want something easy.

WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? Try to aim your questions to what you want. Personally, I like someone who knows what they're doing and can maintain an interesting persona through the roleplay.

If your questions are ultra-specific (out of game), it will scare of people. Especially for the clan herbalist role, having specific questions to herbs not in the Starpedia will scare off people.

Keep these questions FAIR. I get you want someone who knows their stuff, but people have lives. They don't know what feverfew does, less they have the time and ability to research and learn.

Adding to the above statement, I highly recommend letting people use their resources! (Or better yet, improvising things.) Nothing will be perfect, and nobody knows if you're absolutely correct. (Seriously, you herbalist maniacs what do you use for your herb resource??)

Have a close off to auditions. Accepting people who have to go through the same questions as everyone else will elongate the process, halting the official start of your roleplay. (And sadly, people may leave.)

If you need inspiration for questions, here's what I have in my document:

HERBALIST Q1: Please state at least 3 or more rules or restrictions specific to herbalists. - OOC response. V1 Q2: You've been dealt a heavy paw. Your clanmates are in panic, crowding two deeply wounded cats. One, a warrior with a gaping wound to their belly. The other, an apprentice with a snake bite to the nape. In this situation, you are the only herbalist. How does your character handle this situation? - Either IC or OOC. V2 Q2: You have found your leader to disregard the traditions of Starclan, offending what was taught by previous herbalists. Encountering an abstract dream of bleeding stars, you are faced with uncertainty for your leader's future. How do you handle these matters? - Either IC or OOC.

DEPUTY (I usually choose this role in roleplay.) Q1: What is the purpose of a deputy? How do you become one? - OOC response. Q2: Why should your character be considered a deputy? What makes them a good candidate? - Advice: Just because your character has flaws, does not mean they won't be chosen. It is BETTER if your character has certain strengths and weaknesses. - OOC response. Q3: Your leader is currently unavailable, taking a mission to the moonstone. A kittypet has been brought to speak with your leader, and the time dawns for patrols. How do you coordinate with your clanmates to handle this situation? - Either IC or OOC.

YOU, YOURSELF... And You?

Under this category, I'll go over some things to keep in mind regarding as yourself, as the host.

Choose a character/personality you're best or most comfortable with if you expect to fall under hours of roleplay. Alternatively choose something you LIKE to roleplay as! This way you won't exhaust yourself too much, or you can adjust to this oc or personality as you switch between IC and OOC. (Or if you want to try something new, good luck!)

Something I've personally experienced with my characters, having certain personalities allows for more engagement and interest. (For example, playing as civil, yet prudent characters gets me more engagement.)

In clan roleplays (or roleplays with a ranking system), playing as higher end roles gives better control on how the roleplay will go, especially for plot. I encourage you to communicate with other high ranks/involved players, to keep them in the loop. (And so you won't lose your medic every so 30 minutes while playing as leader..)

As a host, you'll represent the "air of the roleplay." The "vibe" as someone would put it. This will vary from host to host, but generally? Just try to avoid anything very controversial. Don't yell at people and consider how your words may be interpreted -- and you'll be okay.

TAKE BREAKS. TAKE A STEP BACK ONCE IN AWHILE. I'm personally terrible at this, but taking a breather will be needed if you're going to play for 4-6 hours in one server. Drink water! Get a snack!

As a host, you can only do so much. You can spam in team all you want, advise people to do things.. But people have to take initiative themselves to do what you want them to do. Don't be hard on yourself, you did what you can!

END NOTE

Hosting overall is a very complex balancing act. Balancing people, the plot, and your sanity. As stressful as it can be, I enjoy hosting to be able to get people involved and bring people together. Don't mind me bragging but, I've met so many awesome people from hosting! If you're reading this and you prefer to just join roleplays? Absolutely alright. I just hope the roleplays you experience are something fulfilling to you. Again, HOSTING IS COMPLEX! My words may work for you, or it might not at all. I wish you luck in all of your WCUE endeavors. -Cecilia 2025

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im in a midlife style crisis but happy valentines day, im pretending im not two days late

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i wrote a thing one night and I don't know what to make of it.. I feel like it might be general enough to imagine anyone there?? but like its gay asf so there's that

warning for general mentions of intimacy..

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To love is to feel alive, as for I am the envious weed in your garden. My vines seep through your soils, creeping over your roots. They sprawl out and over, under and yonder. A fustrage with each inch I take. I erupt your livelihood, to take the tears you weep. As you cry, I cry with you; a crude symbiosis. My leaves carnage, a toothy grin grows wirily. To be in sorrow is to be in torment, my thorns twisting and straining against themselves.

Yet you grew anew once again, no matter how many times the petals are snipped. As for you are the flower and I am the weed. I am to rid, you get to stay; you get your way, and I must go away… Why must it be YOU? I could do more than a flower could ever. You laze upon the soil, your petals are an awe-ful to the human eye. The hands of love graze you so gently, cupping your pot with a sincerity that I could only ponder. His eyes so lovingly grow at the sight of you, so enlarged, you can see your own reflection. To be in the void of his space, he idles you as a star. To know you are loved, he keeps you at bay… But tenderness sanctioned of two, more than a human could ever provide. Taken into the arms of another, enwrapped by a warmth yearning to comfort. To be worshipped by your lover as she melts into a bow. To be kissed and overwhelmed by her desperation, just so you're overcame with love. Perfection is a fragile thing, to achieve it is to turn you into glass. No matter how many boulders you overtake, no matter how many times you drowned to suffer, her hands laid upon you so achingly sweet. Handled as glass, a sculpture to preserve, her honeyed fingers cup at your cheek to rest your weary head. If you yearn for more, she is delighted to bless you more, over and over until the early dawn perverts through your window. And then to wake up with her sunkissed face, envy blots your thoughts. Your own hands jolt with covetiveness, qualm a hallucination that you dream improper. But you have not been chastised by Him. While endorsed, you are not stricken with a blasphemest crime. You hold her with resolve, your chest swoons steadfast, as she is here and you are hers. The snooty sun enlightens your room, revealing the revalous fever. You are entangled with warmth that adorns you, the nest messied of her adoration. Your mess stained the sheets, splattered with reeking pearls. Shunning the spots that could paint your legs, you've met with frustration. Her warmth, lukewarm; you ache to chain yourself to the embrace. But as she is glory, inherited a kindness just for you, beckons to your sulking. You cloaked and soaked your impurity, and it had seemed you reset the clock to yesterday. Refusing to conform to modesty, you lay disrobed. Time can wait for the both of you, it leaped without you enough. The sun slowly slid by. A silence reserved for two, a comfortable blanket weighing the both of you down. Yet, your snide mind made you think, the drug of love wears the oppression off. Yet, it had made a point that weaned you off your high. You have been dearly placed into a capsule to be adored, to be admired, but all you've done is to greedily bury yourself in the hoard of her fondness. Not the weed you have declared, but you are her star in the soothing sea of her eyes, and to shine is to give, to be admired you must have a greatness deemed worthy. You overtake the employment of your blankets, wrapping around her as if she were a gift. Her hair, soft as fur of a stuffed plush, idling by to pet. She has a landscape of her own for you to explore, dips and grooves met by your hands grows a vault of warmth; treasure only for two. To be loved is to be endowed in greatness; to love, a coaxing to work for, but the rewards are worth greater… A shrill mellow enough to mercy your ears, yet it sparks within you. Two stars shine, bathed in another's light. They strive as two, you and her. Forever more, evermore, until the end of time.

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i meant to finish cat-lyn a long time ago but genuinely i just gave up

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i was bored and made a bunch of gifs go ahead and use em if you wanna also warning, flashing lights.. kinda?

game: cartride into mouthwashing (roblox)

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Cool poster thing below tbh i could of put her logo patches but i was lazy 🤧

ok bye see you all in a month or two pls credit me if you decide to repost this or something :,3 Edit: Saw a video where the game is seen without filters, wanted to edit it a lil for more accuracy

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ELLEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭 my phones broken and my pc is giving me shit rn and I’m not doing well (again) but I’ll come back eventually I promise

I just wanted to say happy bday, I remember u told me it was on November omg I’m such a bad online friend, hope you’ve had the happiest bday ever, you’re such a sweet girl 💗 mwah mwahhhh

Awhhh thank you!!! dw the fact that you remembered means sm to me 🫶 Hope you'll be okay!! Ik it's just an American thing lmao but happy belated thanksgiving, thankful we somehow met on here one fateful day ^^

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arcane proves why ai SUCKS change my mind

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The wording was a little confusing to me, but if I'm hopefully reading right.. least we can get through it together !!

So i decided to search up the term and using it to recruit cult members is crazy man.. Maybe it's the emptiness catching up after a relationship? I'll admit i think ive been on both sides in that type of ordeal I hate when they just suddenly stop talking after spending so much time with them, like it wouldn't hurt to say why you're leaving But also I was busy at times, or I get easily burned out when speaking with certain people At the end of the day, I try to learn from those situations, for what worked well with myself, and what I can change in the future maybe on a long break ill find a way to watch it, I don't have netflix, and Ive heard of people getting arrested for using illegal websites... so id rather not be in their situation !! Tbh that would be intresting, but with her own twist on her haircut (i don't think vi's hair could match her face all that well, less the show somehow proves me wrong) I think Vi pulled it off better than jojo lmao I read your comment in the most nonchalant way possible and it made me snicker a little, you're so right tho Ohh that makes more sense, yeah I don't like them lol I'm not that sure yet, think they'll judge them later in the month, or maybe somewhere in november, but im curious to see who'd win!! And markov looks just as bad... kinda reminds me when i felt silly a long time ago and made weird ass faces in the mirror People promise things (important things) and then don't hold up to them.. Id wanna punch a wall atp The situation is kinda weird, we stopped talking after awhile (like before i first told you about the situation) and she got some new friends, I felt like she didn't really wanted to talk to me anymore so i made a whole ass letter to say goodbye but we talked things out and i ended up staying We were close and now I'm kinda just there, i feel a bit betrayed for thinking I was like.. her person in a way, but turns out she has alot of people she talks to like that

I don't talk to many people on the daily besides her.. im slowly learning to distance myself, to just see her like everyone else I become acquaintances with, as much as it fucking sucks sometimes but sincerely thank you for reading my ranting and stuff, i do appreciate your response to it all <3

@vivgst new thread <3 (I have the cut so it won't be a pain to scroll lol)

I've never watched Death Note, but I guess Ill just say L is my favorite since we share a name (technically) Honestly? my answer is simple w/ what animal Id be Almost ANY cat (not the flatfaced or folded ear ones though they can have some bad health issues :( ) Like if you're a domestic cat, you have the stuff to survive both in the wild, or in someone's house. You have super scenes of smell, night vision, claws, sharp teeth, AND probably enough smarts to not get eaten by dogs or smth. On the other hand with humans, at least 70% of the population would adore you, and maybe even take you in to pamper you. It would be very easy to get them to do your bidding since you'd be just some animal, and perhaps put above your caretaker's needs. Pets? Affection? Just act all adorable and stuff and they'll give it to you, cling on to them and they'll say they're your human now. On the other hand (or paw) there's the wild cats!! Still very cute. Still very cool. Now your defenses are upped by a ton, and people still find you cute. Though with how shitty environmental conditions are, and with the bigger cats slowly going to extinction :( , I may or may not just stick to domestic cats But hypothetically.. It would be neat to be either a snow leopard, tiger, or a jaguar. I love snow leopards for their big fluffy tails, and it would be cool to be able to roam through snow and stuff, but that seems to get a little boring from time to time. Love tigers for their stripes, I don't think they can roar..?? But that doesn't change anything. Think Tigers and Jaguars are both pretty efficient in survival, but I'd pick Jaguar just for their athletics and HUGE bite force (least from my 1st search). Or maybe, maybe not because there's an outfit/skin or two of Valeria's that are based on jaguars.. (or leopards, but ill go w/ jaguars) im obsessed w/ this woman man hdwhadwjadawnk OH ALSO ON THE TOPIC OF BIRDS??? AS FUN AS IT WOULD BE TO BE A MALE BIRD AND SHAKE YOUR COLORFUL BUM AROUND, THERE WAS A WHOLE ASS WAR W/ EMUS AND AUSTRALIA Honestly who wouldn't wanna be a relative of a dinosaur, but smaller and just as fucking scary Also for vacation.... I don't like going on vacation. I just like being in my sad little room, on the internet or drawing my ass off But, Id love to visit Japan and see their Ghibli Studio museum, it's so cool... Or even just go to a few hotels or smth here and there, I love their stellar technology, I love how everything is so cute or neat there, oh and I especially LOVE the social rules there, I'm a goody-two-shoes at heart and perfectly agree with being "nice"... Like yeah sure I may not like you or the opposite, but at least we can co-exist without biting our heads off (unlike the fucking us) and japan seems open to their culture being explored by others, so I'd totally love to (respectfully) participate in some traditions here and there OR I could visit Europe. Like not even a specific country? Just Europe. Cuz the US is like really fucking big, and a country like France is apparently as big as Texas. And it would be cool to take a week trip just exploring cultures and stuff (well everything except food, I'm a terrible picky eater ugh) Vacation in the US scares me tho, I'm fine where I'm at rn Maybe id be a little open to going to canada.. but bc of how they're treating the Palestine genoside rn maybe like later in life if they redeem themselves, but like the us? Fuck them too I think crocodiles r cute, but I wouldn't wanna go near one :3 Most of my relatives are either in the Philippines or Maryland, I barely know abt them now Never thought I'd be the one to be the gay cousin, ngl

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Welcome back!! Glad you’re here again 🫶

I haven’t been online all that recently(ish), but I’m sorry to hear all of that :(

Wish we can just take those fuck ass politicians and punch them in the face

It’s nice to hear that you’ll be alright, I don’t mind listening if you need to rant <3

Love bomb(ing) seems more like a positive term for me than a negative? Like you’re bombarding someone with affection idk

In game Joel can be pretty sweet, I’d take both versions as a win win

Omg I saw like the cool promo posters and stuff and I love all of the reverse places happening with jinx and vi (I remember seeing a post on Pinterest about them having their names in their hair and i was excited, I love little things like that)

And apparently there’s some jojo siwa version of vi out there too, lmao

Cuvero.. idk how to describe how I pronounced it but like “coov-ver-oh”? Something like that

I’d probably need to refresh my head on fun re8 facts, but Moreau(? The fish guy) was based on this one weird Japanese monster

Id feel pity for the guy for being miserable but he experiments on people and stuff so…

And there’s this insignia for Donna’s estate which kinda represents Donna (moon probably) and Angie (the sun), and it’s kinda like she has two different sides and stuff, life and death cool symbolism

Man I love stuffed animals… I have a few on my bed that I occasionally cuddle up with

Tbh genuinely wondering how that reminded you of me, Is it like the color green or something?

The painting was for some art competition, I painted a neat under water scene with spiked bombs!! And it was all monochrome red and stuff

THERE WAS THIS ONE VALERIA SKIN WHERE SHE HAD A WEIRD ASS SMILE AND I HATE IT like wtf happened to you????

Otherwise the rest of them are kinda neat but like the same..

Maybe an interesting not interesting life story thing (I have nobody to really talk to abt this but I kinda wanna get it out uggh I’m sorry)

So there’s this semi long term friend that I have that I had a few complications with, I was gonna break off the friendship but eventually she convinced me to stay..

Then I discovered that she had new people she seemed to like to be with more (she said she’d be sad if I left and honestly I’m not convinced) and like.. she barely hangs out with me

Man I don’t get her anymore, maybe I should of left

@vivgst new thread <3 (I have the cut so it won't be a pain to scroll lol)

I've never watched Death Note, but I guess Ill just say L is my favorite since we share a name (technically) Honestly? my answer is simple w/ what animal Id be Almost ANY cat (not the flatfaced or folded ear ones though they can have some bad health issues :( ) Like if you're a domestic cat, you have the stuff to survive both in the wild, or in someone's house. You have super scenes of smell, night vision, claws, sharp teeth, AND probably enough smarts to not get eaten by dogs or smth. On the other hand with humans, at least 70% of the population would adore you, and maybe even take you in to pamper you. It would be very easy to get them to do your bidding since you'd be just some animal, and perhaps put above your caretaker's needs. Pets? Affection? Just act all adorable and stuff and they'll give it to you, cling on to them and they'll say they're your human now. On the other hand (or paw) there's the wild cats!! Still very cute. Still very cool. Now your defenses are upped by a ton, and people still find you cute. Though with how shitty environmental conditions are, and with the bigger cats slowly going to extinction :( , I may or may not just stick to domestic cats But hypothetically.. It would be neat to be either a snow leopard, tiger, or a jaguar. I love snow leopards for their big fluffy tails, and it would be cool to be able to roam through snow and stuff, but that seems to get a little boring from time to time. Love tigers for their stripes, I don't think they can roar..?? But that doesn't change anything. Think Tigers and Jaguars are both pretty efficient in survival, but I'd pick Jaguar just for their athletics and HUGE bite force (least from my 1st search). Or maybe, maybe not because there's an outfit/skin or two of Valeria's that are based on jaguars.. (or leopards, but ill go w/ jaguars) im obsessed w/ this woman man hdwhadwjadawnk OH ALSO ON THE TOPIC OF BIRDS??? AS FUN AS IT WOULD BE TO BE A MALE BIRD AND SHAKE YOUR COLORFUL BUM AROUND, THERE WAS A WHOLE ASS WAR W/ EMUS AND AUSTRALIA Honestly who wouldn't wanna be a relative of a dinosaur, but smaller and just as fucking scary Also for vacation.... I don't like going on vacation. I just like being in my sad little room, on the internet or drawing my ass off But, Id love to visit Japan and see their Ghibli Studio museum, it's so cool... Or even just go to a few hotels or smth here and there, I love their stellar technology, I love how everything is so cute or neat there, oh and I especially LOVE the social rules there, I'm a goody-two-shoes at heart and perfectly agree with being "nice"... Like yeah sure I may not like you or the opposite, but at least we can co-exist without biting our heads off (unlike the fucking us) and japan seems open to their culture being explored by others, so I'd totally love to (respectfully) participate in some traditions here and there OR I could visit Europe. Like not even a specific country? Just Europe. Cuz the US is like really fucking big, and a country like France is apparently as big as Texas. And it would be cool to take a week trip just exploring cultures and stuff (well everything except food, I'm a terrible picky eater ugh) Vacation in the US scares me tho, I'm fine where I'm at rn Maybe id be a little open to going to canada.. but bc of how they're treating the Palestine genoside rn maybe like later in life if they redeem themselves, but like the us? Fuck them too I think crocodiles r cute, but I wouldn't wanna go near one :3 Most of my relatives are either in the Philippines or Maryland, I barely know abt them now Never thought I'd be the one to be the gay cousin, ngl

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I’m sorry but what the FUCK was that new Class o’ 9 game

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@vivgst it’s been awhile since the both of us were on here chatting, I hope you’re alright :(

Also I may or may not be a day early (hopefully I got the month correct) but happy birthday!!! I hope all is well for you 🫶

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man ive been lazy to post here 😭