ataraxiies

[ataraxiies]

hello :)

you showed up on my feed and i simply just want to say, YOUR THEME IS SO CUTE. it like brings me comfort and it’s so soft, i love it 🥺

hi, lovely !! thank you so much for your kind words fojidsla ! (*´꒳`*) you’re so sweet, and i must say your theme is so soft as well ! very aesthetically pleasing, too!  

— lily ! ♡

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your blog is so beautiful !! i really love the aesthetic and oh pls don't get me started on your writing <3 you are now one of my favorite writers here so if i ever spammed you with likes, sorry about that :'((

aah you’re so sweet, i can’t take it ! ヾ(^ ^ゞ but thank you so much ! i have to admit, i’ve been pretty inactive, but coming back to see this comment ?? djskmsd you’re too kind. also, never worry about spamming with likes ! i appreciate your support so much! 💛 

— lily ! ♡

[ataraxiies]

pls ur so cute omg 🥺

aaah you’re being too kind to me— smdjsjsh i don’t know how to properly respond, but like you’re the cute one here, okay?? (*´꒳`*)

— lily ! ♡

[ataraxiies]

hi! your masterlist link isn’t working uwu

hi, nonnie !! i’m actually in the process of making my masterlist, so that’s why there’s no link for it! c’: i also want to change up some of my tags, so hopefully i can get around to it all when i’m not swamped with work aha !

— lily ! ♡

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oh also you’re literally adorable🥺‼️

aaah no that’s literally you, lovely !! (≧◡≦)

— lily ! ♡

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hihi can i please send a request in? 👉🏻👈🏻

hi there & of course ! not gonna lie, i have been quite busy, but i would love to take requests & write them up when i get the chance ! c: so feel free to send whenever!

— lily ! ♡

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☆ put this star into the inbox of your favourite blogs. it’a time to spread positivity! ☆

i adore you. (๑˘︶˘๑)

— lily ! ♡

[ataraxiies]

hi i just found your blog BUT your blog aesthetic is so pretty ! the flowers are so calming 🥺

aah thank you very much !! but like . . . right back at you?? your blog aesthetic is so pleasing! annd- i enjoyed reading some of your works hehe. quality content right there! 🥰

— lily ! ♡

[ataraxiies]

✶⋆｡˚☆ﾟ✦ heartwarming things hq boys do pt. 2

▐ part one▐ part two▐ part three 

synopsis: mini headcanons that show how the hq boys are total sweethearts for their s/o

★˚｡ — ⌇ characters: bokuto koutarou, meian shugo, matsukawa issei, ushijima wakatoshi, osamu miya, aone takanobu

★˚｡ — ⌇ genre: fluff

★˚｡ — ⌇ warnings: n/a

★˚｡ — ⌇ author’s note: i just had to do part two because all hq boys can be sweethearts! 🙈 thank you to the anon for the chara suggestions~ also, bear with me, ik part two/sequels are never as good as part one/the original one. ╥﹏╥

✶▐ bokuto koutarou ↝ this precious boy is such a goofball at heart, but like such an emotionally intelligent goofball who will love you like a puppy would? right? he’s definitely the type to dance with you in the kitchen without a care in the world. and you better believe that it becomes somewhat of a ritual for you and him to have these impromptu “dance parties”. with the music blasting and him twirling you, all the while grinning & letting out laughs of unadulterated joy, he never fails to treat you like his number one & draw out your own silly side. if your neighbors complain, no worries; bokuto handles it so well to the point you don’t have to be self-conscious of you two enjoying each other’s company!

✶▐ meian shugo ↝ being 6′5 (196 cm), it’s an unfortunate fact not much will accommodate meian’s size, and so, pajamas and even blankets end up being kind of small or short on him. but then- enter you, the perfect size for him to forever act as a cuddle monster towards ! as someone who probably lives for snuggles, meian will wrap his large arms around you and hold you snugly against his body for much needed warmth. and honestly, he will do this whenever you two sleep … but ! if you even give the slightest indication you want soft cuddles now and not later, meian will pounce you (not literally ofc) & give you all the cuddles you need within a heartbeat. just being so close with you makes him so happy, he just doesn’t have the words for it, and he genuinely hopes that applies to you, too.

✶▐ matsukawa issei ↝ there is not a shadow of doubt in my mind when i say matsukawa issei’s the type who pokes and tickles you when he senses you’re even a little bit upset or annoyed. even if you flash him the biggest unamused scowl, he just wears this unreadable look as he once again pokes your side, attempting to tickle your irritability out of you. like, he just wants you to crack a smile for him, doll. though, it’s kind of surreal how very patient matsukawa is with you?? you’ll catch on rather quickly that not much can truly faze him, and if there’s one thing you should really know, it’s he will always be there for you even if you’re at your lowest and or your worst.

✶▐ ushijima wakatoshi ↝ ushijima. really. enjoys. just. booping. your. nose. and he can’t really explain it?? just something about you just makes him want to do so. he’s not a very touchy-feely kind of guy, but he truly does relish in the pleasant feeling he gets when you tilt your head & shoot him a puzzled look due to wondering what prompted him to boop your nose out of the blue. he cracks a small smile just thinking of that curious expression you wear; you’re just too adorable for him, and he makes a mental note to tell that to you soon. anyway- in all honesty, him booping your nose is simply one of his habits he picks up on as your boyfriend- call it a small gesture of affection if you will.

✶▐ osamu miya ↝ i am convinced osamu is as touch-starved as his twin brother if not more so. and in this conclusion, osamu has this natural penchant of pulling you onto his lap, and simply wrapping his arms around you securely and protectively. he’ll gently lay his head on your shoulder as he essentially recharges with you being in such close proximity to him. honestly, this happens at the most random of times, and he doesn’t offer you much of an explanation either?? it just clicks in his mind that you and him need to recharge cuddle now. so, he just pulls you into that position, and only then does he let out a soft sigh as he melts into your touch. it honestly becomes one of your go-to cuddle positions, and you can’t help but love your childish boyfie, who truly just wants your affection.

✶▐ aone takanobu ↝ aone is excessively gentle with you. unlike with how he is with his teammates, he’s constantly worried about hurting you unintentionally. you’re just so precious to him that he wouldn’t forgive himself if he did that to you. and so, you find that even in his most protective & perhaps even needy hugs, he holds back his strength because he just can’t bear to think he could end up crushing you in such a simple act of affection, such as a hug! it’s gotten to the point that it if you two hold hands, you barely feel his warmth because he’s so worried about underestimating his strength. suffice to say, it may take awhile for you to fully convince him you’re not as fragile as he may think, but at least his thoughtfulness for you is endearing!

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✶⋆｡˚☆ﾟ✦ wintery things hq boys do ft. their s/o

synopsis: mini headcanons of cute seasonal things the boys do with their s/o.

★˚｡ — ⌇ characters: inarizaki boys + oikawa tooru & kenma kozume

★˚｡ — ⌇ genre: fluff

★˚｡ — ⌇ warnings: slightly suggestive 🙈 at least for some.

★˚｡ — ⌇ author’s note: can you tell who my favorites are rn? i really wanted to get this down because it’s been running in my head for awhile, but i couldn’t articulate it the way i wanted to?? anyway enjoy this self indulgent wintery/holiday themed fluff!

✶▐ miya atsumu ↝ at a holiday party, your cheeky boyfriend, atsumu, will flash you a mischievous smirk as he corners you whilst dangling mistletoe over your head. he’ll tell you that it’s a tradition, and you can’t exactly refuse him when he childishly pouts. but even given that, you’re at a standstill. this is due to the fact you can’t help but notice there’s this glint in his eyes that tells you he actually doesn’t want just a kiss. but, tired of waiting, atsumu settles for a classic lean in and steals a kiss. perhaps this is simply a precursor of what he truly wants… you. 

✶▐ miya osamu ↝ on a particularly snowy day, you two are inside making a holiday treat, such as gingerbread houses. and on this given day, osamu will tap into his playful side. i mean he does share the same genetic code with atsumu. osamu ends up booping your nose with a dollop of whipped cream, and the only best response to that is an all-out food fight. in the midst of your food-fight shenanigans with remnants of what would have been a cute gingerbread house scattered around the kitchen, osamu will find a way to pin you down and voice lowly how you’re the real treat he wants anyways.

✶▐ kita shinsuke ↝ this thoughtful boy will wrap his fluffy scarf around you when he sees you’re shivering while walking in the winter cold. he’ll softly berate you for not wearing enough clothes and that you should wear warmer clothes next time. but- later on, he staightforwardly voices exactly how he finds you bundled up with his scarf too cute for words. and he wonders if his cheeks reddening is due to the cold or you. no matter, kita will stubbornly insist you keep his scarf for the time being, and that you need it more than he does. but you see that it’s just his way of saying how much he adores you.

✶▐ suna rintarou ↝ he childishly plays this game wherein whenever you two are walking together, he’ll nudge or push you closer to the snow- each time, suna will feign innocence with a timely poker face. he’ll do this enough times that you risk actually falling into the snow … but every time before that happens, he catches you and pulls you against his chest. suna gives you a knowing grin whenever you scold him and tell him to stop doing that— since you both know you like this childish game just as much as he does. after all, it’s an excuse for him to envelop you in his arms. if you end up switching the roles and do it to him, catching him off guard, he’ll grab you… thus causing you both to fall onto the snowy ground, laughing (which he rarely does, so it’s nice).

✶▐ oikawa tooru ↝ if he’s not playing volleyball, oikawa would definitely try to do something cute and fun like ice skating with you to compensate for being so busy! when you two meet, he’ll grab you by the waist, pulling you close, and snap cute photos of the two of you at the park before braving the ice. at first, he will be a little worried that he’ll fall and that just can’t happen, but he’ll gain confidence as he goes on. if by chance oikawa sees you struggling, much like a gentleman, he’ll insist you grab onto his arm for support as you two skate. all throughout skating, you’ll find his eyes rarely strays away from you and this is due to the fact he can’t keep his eyes off you— if you tell him to stop, he will grin and tell you sweetly « no » .

✶▐ kenma kozume ↝ he’s not really down for most outdoor activities, but he is most definitely your guy for all cute indoors things. on snowy days, kenma will become surprisingly cuddly, snuggling closer to you with his arms wrapped around you to prevent you from getting up. if you don’t catch that cue, he’ll tell you drowsily & in a hushed tone to stay with him for a few more minutes. and yet, two hours later, you two still find comfort being in bed together. but then, kenma pulls out his nintendo switch & you two will enjoy playing fun video games in bed, with not a care in the world about the snowy outdoors.

taglist. @chibichab

[ataraxiies]

hey girlie! first of all, happy holidays! may i request a holiday wish 💖💖? the person i ship myself w is osamu! i‘d say i‘m pretty laidback, very talkative and super affectionate!! a few fun facts are that i always have candy in my pockets (just low blood sugar tingzz) for myself and also to give to others and, and i get cold really easily so ive gotta bundle up a bunch during the winter time @@ tysm and have a lovely darling 💖💖

hii lovely ! before i work on this, do you mind sharing your alias/name ?? c: i got your second ask btw, so you’ll be 💘 anon, but let me know if you have a particular name you’d like to go by for this request !

— lily ! ♡

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★˚｡ just a little appreciation post for all of my supporters ! much love for you all. 💛 i know i have fluctuating inspiration moods & due to that, i don’t always push out my writing . . . but thank you guys for bearing with me! (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) 

★˚｡ special shoutouts ; 

@sevxrca​ - my closest friend- i literally don’t know what i’d do without you ! thank you for always supporting my endeavors even with my inconsistent moods. i’m just . . . so grateful you’re in my life. let’s have a great new year!

@my-me1ody​ - vy! thank you for giving me support, too !! you’re always such a warm presence on my blog(s),  and i’m so lucky we’re friends! i’m hoping for a good new year for the both of us~ 

@sunseteyes​ - i always enjoy chatting with you!! you’re such a lovely person, and a truly talented writer! seeing your writings on the dash is always so refreshing, and i hope we can chat more in the new year !

@beanst0ck​ - thank you for being so supportive to me, you lovely bean. . . you are too nice for words ! i hope in the new year, we can talk more & become good friends, too !! 

[ataraxiies]

—thank you

as the year comes to an end, i want to thank all of my mutuals and the people who’ve interacted with me. seriously, you guys inspired me to keep writing. even to the people who’ve only interacted with me once, i appreciate you! :)

@bewwybun -your drawings are so cute pls,, i love your art style,, if you ever do finish that animatic you were talking about i’d love to see it :’) i will never forget the weird conversations we would have about literally everything. i love every conversation we have and if you ever need a friend to talk to im always here sunny <3

@yamagucji -thank you for being one of the first people to interact with my small blog :’) when i saw your asks in my ask box it made me smile so much and when i found out i was one of the first people you requested to?? i felt so honored :’) i also get bragging rights as your first tumblr crush hehe :)

@cafemiya -issy i will literally fight anyone who messes with you, anon or not. your fics are absolutely amazing, you have so much talent and patience to write all those long fics. thank you for sharing your talent with us <3

@hinatas-sunshine -jojo i will literally spam your notifs again if you dont stop being cute >:(( and no i don’t think the demogorgon is yummy i just think it looks like a fig smh </3 but seriously i will spam you just to remind you how amazing you and your writings are, thank you for interacting with me cause your energy always makes me happy <3

@h4ji -i think it’s funny how when we first met we were literally that one spiderman meme because we’re sorta similar to each other hehe. each time you would drop by my ask box and leave nice messages my heart would just combust, thank you for caring jas <3

@yamaguchi-stan -remember when i accidentally revealed myself as one of your anons?? yea it never happened. but seriously.. thank you for always being so kind and welcoming to others, that’s what made me want to be one of your anons in the first place! :D

@asahisprettyeyes @honey-clov @lifeofafangirl2 and @nightmareupondaydream you guys are sort of the only ones i interact with in the gc and honestly.. you guys are crazy— but in a good way! simply talking to you guys makes me feel happy and energized lol. thank you for keeping the gc alive, you guys make it fun :)

@makkisjob -new moot! i know we’ve barely interacted but just by seeing how you talked to me in my ask box and in my messages i can tell we’re going to get along great. also, thank you for messaging me first?? the courage you have?? i could never :’)

@hikariakaashi -when i first saw your account i saw you needed some interactions so i dropped by and gave you some, and seeing you get so many now makes me happy! you’ve come a long way and i hope your account continues to grow! thank you for being here, just know ill always be here to interact with you if tumblr gets dry :)

thank you to you as well:

@bbteahoe @oh-hunny @satorihub @akeita @decora-peaches @babyshoyo @bunnybnha @cutiekawa @kshira @androgynouswordsmyth @fukuhoedani @elysianslove @karasuno-volley @minetooru @ataraxiies

some of you i haven’t interacted with as much and others have gone ia, but if you see this please know i love you all

[ataraxiies]

hey there! can I request a holiday mischief for hq with male matches please? I’d describe myself as pretty witty and fun but can fire back if someone tries to come at me lmaoo. Some fun facts are that I used to play softball for 5 years, I’m pretty artistic and love to draw, and I like to collect stickers 💕 thank you! -💃

hi there! of course you can ~ hope you like it. ( ´ ω ` ) also, happy new year’s eve/new year !!

— lily ! ♡

𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐟

your secret santa: kageyama tobio

kisses you under the mistletoe: konoha akinori

gives you the best gift: sugawara koushi

gives you the worst gift: lev haiba

bakes holiday cookies with you: satori tendou

secretly wishes you were theirs for the new year: atsumu miya

✦ — wrapped up event is closed!

[ataraxiies]

✶⋆｡˚☆ﾟ✦ heartwarming things hq boys do pt. 2

▐ part one▐ part two▐ part three 

synopsis: mini headcanons that show how the hq boys are total sweethearts for their s/o

★˚｡ — ⌇ characters: bokuto koutarou, meian shugo, matsukawa issei, ushijima wakatoshi, osamu miya, aone takanobu

★˚｡ — ⌇ genre: fluff

★˚｡ — ⌇ warnings: n/a

★˚｡ — ⌇ author’s note: i just had to do part two because all hq boys can be sweethearts! 🙈 thank you to the anon for the chara suggestions~ also, bear with me, ik part two/sequels are never as good as part one/the original one. ╥﹏╥

✶▐ bokuto koutarou ↝ this precious boy is such a goofball at heart, but like such an emotionally intelligent goofball who will love you like a puppy would? right? he’s definitely the type to dance with you in the kitchen without a care in the world. and you better believe that it becomes somewhat of a ritual for you and him to have these impromptu “dance parties”. with the music blasting and him twirling you, all the while grinning & letting out laughs of unadulterated joy, he never fails to treat you like his number one & draw out your own silly side. if your neighbors complain, no worries; bokuto handles it so well to the point you don’t have to be self-conscious of you two enjoying each other’s company!

✶▐ meian shugo ↝ being 6′5 (196 cm), it’s an unfortunate fact not much will accommodate meian’s size, and so, pajamas and even blankets end up being kind of small or short on him. but then- enter you, the perfect size for him to forever act as a cuddle monster towards ! as someone who probably lives for snuggles, meian will wrap his large arms around you and hold you snugly against his body for much needed warmth. and honestly, he will do this whenever you two sleep . . . but ! if you even give the slightest indication you want soft cuddles now and not later, meian will pounce you (not literally ofc) & give you all the cuddles you need within a heartbeat. just being so close with you makes him so happy, he just doesn’t have the words for it, and he genuinely hopes that applies to you, too.

✶▐ matsukawa issei ↝ there is not a shadow of doubt in my mind when i say matsukawa issei’s the type who pokes and tickles you when he senses you’re even a little bit upset or annoyed. even if you flash him the biggest unamused scowl, he just wears this unreadable look as he once again pokes your side, attempting to tickle your irritability out of you. like, he just wants you to crack a smile for him, doll. though, it’s kind of surreal how very patient matsukawa is with you?? you’ll catch on rather quickly that not much can truly faze him, and if there’s one thing you should really know, it’s he will always be there for you even if you’re at your lowest and or your worst.

✶▐ ushijima wakatoshi ↝ ushijima. really. enjoys. just. booping. your. nose. and he can’t really explain it?? just something about you just makes him want to do so. he’s not a very touchy-feely kind of guy, but he truly does relish in the pleasant feeling he gets when you tilt your head & shoot him a puzzled look due to wondering what prompted him to boop your nose out of the blue. he cracks a small smile just thinking of that curious expression you wear; you’re just too adorable for him, and he makes a mental note to tell that to you soon. anyway- in all honesty, him booping your nose is simply one of his habits he picks up on as your boyfriend- call it a small gesture of affection if you will.

✶▐ osamu miya ↝ i am convinced osamu is as touch-starved as his twin brother if not more so. and in this conclusion, osamu has this natural penchant of pulling you onto his lap, and simply wrapping his arms around you securely and protectively. he’ll gently lay his head on your shoulder as he essentially recharges with you being in such close proximity to him. honestly, this happens at the most random of times, and he doesn’t offer you much of an explanation either?? it just clicks in his mind that you and him need to recharge cuddle now. so, he just pulls you into that position, and only then does he let out a soft sigh as he melts into your touch. it honestly becomes one of your go-to cuddle positions, and you can’t help but love your childish boyfie, who truly just wants your affection.

✶▐ aone takanobu ↝ aone is excessively gentle with you. unlike with how he is with his teammates, he’s constantly worried about hurting you unintentionally. you’re just so precious to him that he wouldn’t forgive himself if he did that to you. and so, you find that even in his most protective & perhaps even needy hugs, he holds back his strength because he just can’t bear to think he could end up crushing you in such a simple act of affection, such as a hug! it’s gotten to the point that it if you two hold hands, you barely feel his warmth because he’s so worried about underestimating his strength. suffice to say, it may take awhile for you to fully convince him you’re not as fragile as he may think, but at least his thoughtfulness for you is endearing!

[ataraxiies]

Hey! Can I get an holiday wish for knb pls ? My name is Melvyn and surprisingly I ship myself with Kise Ryouta 🤷🏾‍♀️ he's so fine ican't help ugh If I have to describe me a lil bit I would say that I am an independent, sassy, chaotic good, ambivert who have a lot of imagination. I've played during a lot of years in a basketball club same post and number as Kise loolol, I am lowkey tsundere, a huge foodie and I can speak italian and french.

hi, thanks for requesting, lovely ! hope you like this!! c: also your sentiments about kise is so valid omg.

— lily ! ♡

𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 for melvyn !!

★˚｡ despite the busy holiday szn, you and kise will still get that much needed quality time! and one of the biggest elements of you spending time together is the delicious food you’ll eat together; from gingerbread cookies to delicious holiday pies, you two will be comfortably stuffed. 

★˚｡ despite the fact he adores your sassy and feisty nature, kise for sure teases you about you being on the naughty list. like, he’ll pretend to scold you by saying you may not be getting any gifts if you keep up with that attitude. of course, he’s joking & he legit spoils you with so many gifts (being a part-time model has its perks heh) !

★˚｡ to be honest with you . . . in addition to the many gifts, kise may or may not pull the dorky “i’m your gift” kind of prank as well?? but like, you’re not really one to complain about that-

✦ — wrapped up event is closed!

[ataraxiies]

this event is officially closed (ik it’s a lil’ late my bad).

thank you to everyone who participated in this flash event !! (◕ ˬ ◕✿) it seems the self ship one was most popular, so i’ll keep that in mind for the next event hehe. 💛 in any case, i will work on pushing out the responses (and hopefully get my other writings in order, too) !

— lily ! ♡

✶⋆｡˚✦ 𝐰𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 !!  — flash event 

★˚｡ status.  closed  !!  ends dec 27 23:59 (est).

★˚｡ rules.  specify what your ask is for out of the options & only have one single option per ask! you may request multiple asks for different options ofc! anons must have an emoji !

★˚｡ note.  happy holidays ( and merry christmas for those who celebrate ) !!  for the holiday festivities, i present to you a laid-back event that’s quite mini in the sense it’s kind of like the ask games that i see going around ! more or less, this is a fun lil’ event rather than a full-blown milestone event (slight off topic note but– i will be answering these later, so feel free to send in requests now so that i can get to them later in the morning). (｡• ᵕ •｡) ♡

✦ ︴𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡

— the self-ship option ;  i’ll write you mini holiday/wintery-themed headcanons about your self-ship & make a mini moodboard ! 

♯  send in your self-ship, with your alias/name, for either hq or knb (one fandom per ask but you can send multiple asks ! ), 2-3 of your personality traits & 1-3 fun facts about you !

ex. hi, i’m lily! may i request a holiday wish? i ship myself with suna (rintarily) ! a lil’ about me is i’m thoughtful, reserved, and dorky (at times) ! and for fun facts, i play three sports, i’m always early to meetings & i can sing super bass by nicki minaj without having to look up the lyrics.

✦ ︴𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐟

— your holiday life option ;  i’ll tell you who your secret santa is, who kisses you under the mistletoe, who gives you the best gift, who gives you the worst gift, who bakes holiday cookies with you & who secretly wishes you were theirs for the new year !

♯  send in what fandom you’d like the matchup for, gender/age preferences (if it applies to you!), 2-3 of your personality traits & 2-3 random/fun facts about you !

ex. hi! can i request a holiday mischief for hq ? preferably with male matches! a lil’ about me is i’m thoughtful, reserved, and dorky (at times) ! and my two fun facts are i sneeze like a kitten (or so i’m told) & i physically can’t do a sit up.

✦ ︴𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭

— the matchup option ;  i’ll tell you which hq or knb character will spend the holiday szn with you & spare you the details (aka mini headcanons) !

♯  send in your favorite holiday/wintery activity, what fandom you’d like the matchup for, 2-3 of your personality traits & one song you’re obsessed with right now !

ex. hi! can i request a holiday gift for knb? my favorite activity is viewing the christmas light decorations in my city! a lil’ about me is i’m thoughtful, reserved, and dorky (at times) ! and my song is “if we never met” by john k.