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A Day With Killian

CAHAYA FAJAR mengalir dari jendela, menerangi bintik-bintik debu yang berdansa. Seperti hari-hari sebelumnya, Jules duduk di atas sofa usang itu semalaman. Kontras dengan tampilan bobrok singgasananya, sang pendeta duduk anggun bak patung porselen. Tunik gadingnya membungkus tubuh Jules, terbalut kardigan hitam dan selimut wol biru di sandaran kaki yang menghangatkan malamnya. Mentari pagi itu…

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The Barrier is Me

I sometimes feel scared to write again, as if the screen is judging me, questioning me: ‘Where the fuck were you?!’ This feeling has haunted me as a person, preventing me from growing. I wasn’t in a good place for a while, and life became a mess… I guess. Last year was not a good year for me. I wanted to write these down so long ago, but something kept holding me up. You know, the urge to make…

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A Reflection

Baik, gw ga tau harus mulai dari mana, tapi ini emosi menumpuk sudah dan melelahkan. Melelahkan karena gw akhirnya menemukan pintu keluar dari labirin yang kusut atau menemukan cahaya di tengah kabut. Seolah dikasi pencerahan bahwa memang bukan itu jalannya dan itu bikin gw beberapa hari belakangan pengen nangis aja gitu. Ga tau nangis seneng atau sedih, terharu kalik ya. Dan tentu saja di satu…

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Is this home or something else?

The place is suffocating. A place I once called home has started to feel like an unknown place—my home and Bandung, the city I used to grow up in. The comfortable bed doesn’t feel comfy anymore. The bright morning sun somehow disturbs my sleep. The seat next to the window reminds me of him—someone I used to love. Boy, the damage he created. In any romance book, this kind of feeling makes you…

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Should I Move To Canada?

Halo kawan ga tau kenapa januari ini kayak hah heh hoh banget buat w. As u know w iseng2 apply Canadian PR trs panik sendiri lalu seolah banyak pencerahan dan gw (untungnya) masih single gw punya keinginan untuk membuka pintu selebar2nya buat keluar dari indon to find out new opportunity. Trigger pertama gw bisa dibilang setelah gw di ghosting sama si bumble date gw wkwkw. Mengesampingkan…

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Why I Love Future Island

The first time I stumbled upon Future Island was back in 2019. I still remember perfectly: it was afternoon, and I was at my desk on the 2nd floor, in the corner in front of the glass window which connected my area to the isolated finance room. Since the natural light shone from the window, we didn’t need to turn on the lamp in the afternoon. And there were only a few people present in my team.…

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What A Way to Start 2024

Okay, here’s the thing. Last year was not really a good year for me. I still live, but I’d not say it was super. I got scammed, lost a good amount of money. I broke up from a four years relationship. The career was okay but I feel stuck and shitty. They didn’t really appreciate my work. However, By the end of the year I tried several new things. I worked part-time in several music and bazaar…

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Coral Island: A Game That Could be More

I love farming sim. Especially those who have marriage candidates. I mean, dating an attractive guy/girl with a little backstory while making money and plowing farm? Easy-peasy, who can’t do that. From Harvest Moon to Story of Seasons, Rune Factory to Stardew Valley, all of the games have similar premise: while you inherited some land from your grandparents/ parents, you need to become a farmer…

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Let's start again. It's 2024

When I revisit this blog, it makes me think “Seriously, Atik? Only 3 posts within two years?” No, I don’t wanna blame myself. It’s hard to be consistent, especially when you are already tired from work and anything else. All I wanna do is sleep or play games with friends. To be honest, writing a blog still scares me. Especially here. Why? This should be your safe place. I know. But, it…

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The shape of water (2017). dir, Guillermo del Toro.

Photography: Dan Laustsen.

USA.

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I love this because 

1. bioware knows about the calibration jokes and loves it probably  2. the way garrus imitates liara is 👌👌👌 3. the fact that he says this shows me that the normandy crew is very close, they know each other well and. I don’t know. they’re family and I love it 

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this is gold

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Favorite DA2 loading screens 2/2