aureatedillusia

[aureatedillusia]

hey!! over here . .

thanks for visiting my profile. i often write letters to people who i know or knew. i will also occasionally write stuff just as vents. please do not judge the spelling too much. i struggle to read & write. when referring to me please use they or it.

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i use my asks to primarily share other peoples unsent letters. i will keep track of how many letters you send. if you want to send an ask please give the following info. . . title. to : name/initial from : name/initial/anonymous (if anonymous or initial please provide 3-5 emojis for me to make you a tag.)

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my tags # ｡ ◞◟ )　　┈　　unsent letters from illusia . these are letters for people i know # ♡ › for 🥝 . for my childhood friend called Wade

[aureatedillusia]

Ⅰ. hey

to : wade

we dont speak as much anymore. i wish we spoke more, i think about you a lot. how we used to call and spend time with eachother everyday, you still assure me that we are best friends even though we barely speak. you say its normal for people to move on but i never wanted you to go. after our years in kindergarten and years calling and talking everyday all for it to change.

through our ups and downs we always stuck together. even when i did dumb shit you forgave me and we continued being friends. you were kind of mean to me but ill always forgive you. when you said i was like a brother to you it stuck with me, as an only child the feeling of having someone who considers me one of their siblings made me feel less lonely. but it hurts because you dont speak to me even after saying that.

my memories are fading and i have never been so alone in my life. i think so much back to our kindergarten memories trying to hold onto it all. you were always such a close friend. i stayed alive for you multiple times when i could have died, i thank you for just being there when i really needed a distraction. we were so close even matching usernames and everything.

you have moved on now. you have made more valuable friends and less stress inducing friends. i wish i could be apart of that in anyway but you wont introduce me to them. which is okay because of what i did in the past that one time, but i still like to dream about what it could have been like if we were still as close. you wont comfort me anymore and thats also okay. we all need a break. i just wish you could help me one last time, im breaking apart and i dont have much of a reason without my friends. i hope we get close again. like our childhood. im sorry for everything i did in the past, and i forgive you for everything you did. wish you could see this.

i miss you.

from : me.