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I think this site might kill me if I keep using it. I’m still very mentally ill and there are too many self hating queer people here, and also people longing for toxic and abusive relationship dynamics. And I have been that way far too often. So I get it. But it’s dragging me further down again to see this type of content on my feed over and over. I don’t want to stay this sick. I need to get better somehow. I should go.

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It really fucking is all misogyny isn't it

Every fucking thread of transphobia goes back to a fundamental need to cement completely immutable sex categories so cis men can assert themselves as superior on some level

Trans women are seen as perverse degradations of the male ideal, people who "chose" womanhood, who are read as women for persecution but not for protection, who are sexualized and assaulted the same as any woman. "Choosing" womanhood is so unthinkable in our misogynist society that brains scramble to think of why anyone would do it, and every trans woman is living proof that womanhood is empowering

Trans men aren't allowed in the club, because if masculinity can be "earned" instead of granted, it implies that men aren't intrinsically superior but made and maintained, and that someone who could have been a good little baby maker housewife realizes that that's not the fate they want

It's so fucking like. Basic shit. 101. How is it difficult. I'm sorry but I just. Fuck. How is this hard.

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Hey y'all. Here's something for you.

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Everyone stop and read this thread about the most insane parts of Star Wars canon.

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Got accepted into uni, so I can study computers and graduate from foxgirl to firefoxgirl :3

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I love 100 iguanas!

Bad Content #31

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stop being silly in front of me

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Omg me too!

Sometimes that can be a bad thing tho because I also think my own scars make me hotter and then recklessly acquire more of them…

thoughts on girls with scars? 🫶🏻

love them!! i find them so freaking cute <3

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I also played a transfem tiefling artificer! She did some body modification too, but in a more steampunk-cyborg way. And she had a cute robot puppy friend!

Can’t say her name though because it ended up becoming my real name hehe

if you're a trans femme and you discovered yourself to be trans through porn or kinky feminization roleplay, i hope you have a wonderful day and that you may be protected on all your ways, and that the trans community boldly and proudly stands up for you when assimilationists try to throw you under the bus thinking it will gain them cis society's approval

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I'm going to steal everything that is not nailed on the ground in this game.

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Emotional Walls Your Character Has Built (And What Might Finally Break Them)

(How your character defends their soft core and what could shatter it) Because protection becomes prison real fast.

✶ Sarcasm as armor. (Break it with someone who laughs gently, not mockingly.) ✶ Hyper-independence. (Break it with someone who shows up even when they’re told not to.) ✶ Stoicism. (Break it with a safe space to fall apart.) ✶ Flirting to avoid intimacy. (Break it with real vulnerability they didn’t see coming.) ✶ Ghosting everyone. (Break it with someone who won’t take silence as an answer.) ✶ Lying for convenience. (Break it with someone who sees through them but stays anyway.) ✶ Avoiding touch. (Break it with accidental, gentle contact that feels like home.) ✶ Oversharing meaningless things to hide real depth. (Break it with someone who asks the second question.) ✶ Overworking. (Break it with forced stillness and the terrifying sound of their own thoughts.) ✶ Pretending not to care. (Break it with a loss they can’t fake their way through.) ✶ Avoiding mirrors. (Break it with a quiet compliment that hits too hard.) ✶ Turning every conversation into a joke. (Break it with someone who doesn’t laugh.) ✶ Being everyone’s helper. (Break it when someone asks what they need, and waits for an answer.) ✶ Constantly saying “I’m fine.” (Break it when they finally scream that they’re not.) ✶ Running. Always running. (Break it with someone who doesn’t chase, but doesn’t leave, either.) ✶ Intellectualizing every feeling. (Break it with raw, messy emotion they can’t logic away.) ✶ Trying to be the strong one. (Break it when someone sees the weight they’re carrying, and offers to help.) ✶ Hiding behind success. (Break it when they succeed and still feel empty.) ✶ Avoiding conflict at all costs. (Break it when silence causes more pain than the truth.) ✶ Focusing on everyone else’s healing but their own. (Break it when they hit emotional burnout.)

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Please be kind and patient with yourself. It's not a race. Take your time. Be nicer to yourself.

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It helps to make friends with someone who has your deadname. When I hear it in public now I don’t think deadname, I think, oh cool, you’re friends with that guy from the cat cafe too!

I've finally done it! My first comic!

I present Life of Lamb Episode 1: Deadnames

Because even now sometimes I encounter my deadname out in the wild and it always feels extremely *WRONG*.

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Fuck flag day, celebrate fag day instead!

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Nice earrings, Adora

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you bottle Miette??