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[ayanodispair]

When I read the whole hand in unlovable hand, felt a lot of hatred towards Laurent, for the first time, I wished the worst would happen to him, like, Damen was humiliated in the entire fucking fanfic and Laurent is an untouchable victim who never makes mistakes, I felt like shooting everyone in the face with a shotgun... but Laurent.... my god, I've never felt such a genuine and corrosive hatred for a character like this, if he just dies in the middle of the story I I would laugh, he and Nicaise ate my wits, if in this fanfic Laurent is on one side I'll be on the other, fuck this narcissistic little shit with victim syndrome who is never wrong in an argument, he can't take five minutes of his own poison, the author sinned by making Damen have sex with another man in front of these two bloodsuckers, but as she hates Damen that's what we have. If she hates Damen I hate Laurent in the same proportion. Fuck everyone in this shit, except Damen and Erasmus. If there's an idiot in this fanfic I guarantee you it's Laurent. If he came out with that "Do you want to try again" shit after everything he did to Damen, I'd be surprised he didn't get punched in the face to stop being such an idiot. Fucking dumb blonde idiot.

If Damen said an "A" with a slightly different sound, all the characters would appear to call him a prejudiced and stupid asshole. Holy shit, what agony!!

This is the most distorted version I've ever seen

I wanted Nicaise to abandon Laurent and go as far away as possible and Damianos could be free from all those parasites, especially that little shit Kastor

a genuine question for the author...... are you a psychopath?

fuck Ancel and Aimeric too

[ayanodispair]

I'm Brazilian, and I think that lately people from other countries have realized our ability to love or hate something or someone so fiercely, so I wanted to humbly show my love for Damen ❤❤❤❤❤ I'm looking for someone who is as obsessed with it as I am.

[ayanodispair]

I like to imagine how good it would be to be Damianos' love, what it would be like to be the center of his attention.

What it would be like to hear his voice and hear his heart beat. Not green eyes, not blue eyes, but brown eyes, comforting brown eyes looking at me with love and devotion, brown eyes filled with love.

Dark, sun-tanned skin, as warm and vivid as summer, assuring me of your love when you speak to me. With big, gentle hands. He makes me want to say yes to heaven. Damen is synonymous with the word life.

I was never interested in Laurent. I could never do it.

[ayanodispair]

Every time I listen to the song My Love Mine All Mine by Mitsuki, pretty when you cry by Lana Del Rey, Lilith by Saint avangeline and Je te laisserai des mot by Patrick Watson I can only think about Damianos and how much I fell in love with him when I read the books, I never felt that way about any other character, sometimes I think I really fell in love with him.

I can completely imagine him, even the shape of his nails, and thinking about him makes me feel good. It gives me the feeling of late afternoon when the sky turns pink and eating chocolate cake on the sidewalk at home. It brings me comfort

What makes me even more intrigued is that I'm a lesbian....... but he....... I'm in love with a fictional man.

Laurent may be everyone's favorite.... but Damianos has all my love and tenderness.

my favorite.

[ayanodispair]

I don't think any other royal family in fantasy stories will be as aesthetic as the Targaryens. Fire and Blood, incest, High Valyrian, silver hair and violet eyes...... and Dragons.

The purest aesthetics.

But unfortunately that's all it is.

[ayanodispair]

Sometimes, in the deepest part of my mind I imagine a debate between William James Moriarty, Laurent of Vere, Griffith, Johan Liebert, Ryo Asuka, Ash Lynx and my favorite of all, Cersei Lannister...... I am extremely attracted to blondes with some mental disorder and distorted political ideas.

[ayanodispair]

I want to haunt some people like Ashara Dayne, Elia Martell and Lyanna Stark haunt ASOIAF.

[ayanodispair]

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