b6d11f
b6d11f
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mercy | 22 | métis | transmasc nb lesbian | he/him
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b6d11f · 13 days ago
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mr tenna save me..
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b6d11f · 24 days ago
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It's only a question if somebody brings it up so, I'm pushin' it down and prayin'
#clementine rosenberg#ocs#art#i should start explaining my art more in the tags. astronomically presumptuous of me to expect ppl to know otherwise#the main idea for this came from an interaction i had as a kid that has never really left me#im a complete coward at amusement parks and never really go on any rides but i still got invited/ended up there a lot#so i was at a daycamp hanging out with the staff the entire time and one of them asks me “why did you even come here”#i kept staring up at all my friends in the sky and trying not to show that it was the first time id questioned my role there#thats obv not the source but the shame of being unwanted and wasting other peoples time by wasting my own is always on my mind#sleepovers where their parents clearly hated me. trying any kind of sport. group projects.#solitaire when my family didnt want to play cards and jigsaw puzzles until they were shoved off the table to make room for everyone else#anyways. the stack of photos is because ive been archiving tens of thousands of family photos over the last month. its a lot#nostalgia from perler beads telephone cords and serviettes because im shuffling through so many peoples childhoods including my own#i actually saw a telephone pole with flowers tied to it Today so you know ive been thinking about that one for a while#i can only feel alright for brief moments before im brought back to reality. i keep one of those mood octos on my desk and keep flipping it#lots of references to my manual labour job rn. lighter bc the passenger seat smells like cigarettes. and gasoline today#the safety equipment and burning rooftop heat and sun burning stripes of house siding in my eyes#i draw to regulate my emotions and besides the vertigo and dread i noticed a lot of anger slipping out. drew my tensed hand#the sardine tin ring that would deglove someone is from my beautiful ocd obsessions and workplace stories i ruminate on#sun is a washer/dryer door#cant forget the errands and chores you have to slot in between being face down on the bed in the dark every afternoon and waking up at 6am#the tickets and maplike smoke and one-line house puzzle with many ways to draw the exact same thing turning into action through an arrow?#well lets just say im trying to reach out towards personal fulfillment and i couldnt be more terrified#on a lighter note i wanna draw clem with hair more like irish curls. love the foxtail colours on her too even if i didnt convey it right
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b6d11f · 1 month ago
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mr. nobody save me..
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b6d11f · 3 months ago
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balatro bros before balala hoes
(commission for @matas-artblog)
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b6d11f · 3 months ago
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secret santa gift for @rndzvsing of their ocs cao and aster :)
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b6d11f · 6 months ago
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b6d11f · 7 months ago
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when I say I'm in love, you best believe I'm in love: L-U-V!
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b6d11f · 7 months ago
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'cause my body's breaking down and I'm ignoring my own soul turn the lights out on the porch so it looks like no one's home
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b6d11f · 8 months ago
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at my best, I'm a sacrificial lamb at my best, I am something you could handle
#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#art#//#spoilers#image lyrics: pressed - alvvays#top left refers to anyas trouble sleeping and inability to share what shes going through with anyone. also quilt stitching. curious#nobody can hear you scream in space and all you can do when your planes going down is try to breathe#daisuke my beloved youre surrounded by people who kept letting you down. then back up as a saintlike character in death. you must be dizzy#but wait. newspaper clippings in the background theyre totalllly talking about you dude. look theres streamers and foam and everything#on heavily overexposed film all you can make out are the darkest parts . or it could become a beautiful nuanced grey. isnt that great curly#i modelled his eye here in the shape of the first photo of a black hole. why wont anyone but jimmy look him in the eyes?#hi swanseas palpable guilt. i guess if you stop biting the hook he'll get bored and finally end this game of cat and mouse#the whole piece is haunted by jimmy btw . notice how the yellow arrows zero in on the Real Problems to him#this next part i wrote after watching a video on the board game in mouthwashing because i spent a lot of time choosing editions#daisuke: toys r us edition with his piece already in the home row so winning by just 1#(the lowered expectations towards him + the safety net his family provides... which would not actually matter much after the crash...)#swansea: the royal edition#standard used on the tulpar + theres a move where you can form a blockade with 2 pieces and nothing can move forward or break it#even your other pieces (they changed this to be more lenient on everyone else after the crash i mean in the newer editions)#anya: homemade fabric board with influences from diane allison-stroud. the one i used is called the reader#(an artist who recreates boards from the 18-1900s and designs new pieces many of which are decided to memories from her childhood#she often pays homage to her mother/grandmothers textile arts)#i swear i had inspo for curly too but i cant seem to find the one with rounded edges encroaching on the middle like i drew#little distinguishing his part from the board itself (jimmy) but of course those two are Very different and itd be wrong to mix them up#how could i forget jimmys fear of -itys and stubborn menu options of leave and do nothing. finally all the stars become the tulpar logo :)
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b6d11f · 9 months ago
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the flowers are wilting and all the cake's already eaten something bad is stirring in the sky
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b6d11f · 9 months ago
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smile for me + textposts...
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b6d11f · 10 months ago
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she feels no control of her body she feels no safety in my arms
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b6d11f · 1 year ago
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wheatley save me..
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b6d11f · 1 year ago
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can I stand in your light just for a while?
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b6d11f · 1 year ago
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bring me to pain, bring me to relief turn off my brain, suspend my disbelief
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b6d11f · 1 year ago
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I hear them say, "put the weapon away" It's the thing you know and they're taking it away I know, but I'll find a way I'll find a way to let the dear thing go
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b6d11f · 1 year ago
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they called me an old soul when I was too young to know the difference between a soul and a ghost
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